#emetophile

Is there anywhere besides tumblr y'all get your fix? Especially content that doesn't involve people getting gagged by dicks/dildos? (It's not bad just not my preference) :/

I’m pretty sure thisvid deleted my profile for no reason. I just tried to log in and it keeps telling me I have the wrong password. I don’t have any copyright infringements nor have I uploaded anything against the guidelines.

This is the second time they have done this and of course new member sign up is closed. This makes me want to quit engaging in this kink altogether. I can’t even look at the public videos on there. Anytime I search “vomit”, “puke”, or some other related term, I get hit with “There is no data in this list”.

Luckily, I still have my YouTube collection but videos on there get old fast. That’s why I like to switch between thisvid and YouTube. However, my profile being deleted just makes me want to try and be normal (not saying that my fellow emetophiles aren’t normal people. I just mean like engaging in regular porn. Not trying to offend anyone). I feel like the universe is lowkey punishing me.

With that being said, are there any other websites that I can go to satisfy this kink? Or should I just call it quits? If you’ve made it this far, thank you for your time and I appreciate you hearing me out.

I had sushi for dinner and it was really good, but it had avocado in it which I know upsets my stomach. I thought it would be fine bc it was a small amount relative to the other stuff in it. I was wrong.

I started to feel it on the ride home. It wasn’t long but I was uncomfortable. Then I got home and I gagged a little, so I immediately went to the bathroom. I thought I might throw up then but I didn’t. After spitting into the toilet for a minute or two, I decided to go back out.

I was leaving the house and saying goodbye to my roommates, pretending I felt fine. Then I was supposed to go somewhere with my dad, and once we got a moment I told him my stomach was upset and I didn’t think I could ride in the car right now. He said he had pepto but it wasn’t with him right now. So I went to get something from my big first aid kit.

I found the kit, but by the time I had walked over to my room the urge to throw up had gotten much stronger. My mouth was watering a lot. I hurried to the bathroom.

I closed the door behind me and put the kit down. I leaned over the toilet. Staying still actually made the nausea stay still as well. Not go down, but also not go up enough to trigger relief. I didn’t want to sit and wait any longer, so I simply moved around a bit, shifting my weight on my feet as if I was walking.

It worked almost instantly. I felt it coming, held my hair out of the way and vomited, standing up and leaning forward over the toilet. The sushi did not taste as good as it did the first time.

I moved around a bit more to see if I would throw up again, but nothing happened. I tried to open a pack of Dramamine from my first aid kit but I was having trouble getting it open and eventually my stomach settled down a bit and I didn’t feel like it was worth it.