she sidles up to jiwoon like sheās approaching a spooked animal. holds something behind her back as she shyly averts her gaze. this canāt be good. āĀ hi, um ⦠! i ⦠please donāt get mad at me, but, i wanted to give you something ⦠! ā overeager, she thrusts an envelope out in front of him, bowing in pure reverence. her hands are shaking. āĀ i - iām not very good with words, but, i ⦠made you a letter ⦠! it has all my feelings written down, because i have so many for you, i donāt know what to do with them all ⦠please take it ⦠! ā
Ā Ā usuallyĀ theseĀ thingsĀ wentĀ onĀ aĀ pileĀ thatĀ jiwoonĀ laterĀ burnedĀ forĀ fun.Ā butĀ seeingĀ itĀ now,Ā presentedĀ toĀ himĀ directly?Ā it'sĀ asĀ ifĀ sheĀ hasĀ noĀ fear.Ā noĀ selfĀ preservation.Ā
Ā Ā heĀ shouldĀ haveĀ seenĀ thatĀ oneĀ comingĀ fromĀ her.Ā
Ā Ā heĀ looksĀ downĀ atĀ itĀ withĀ disgustĀ crawlingĀ overĀ hisĀ features.Ā heĀ doesn'tĀ wantĀ it.Ā takingĀ itĀ canĀ doĀ oneĀ ofĀ twoĀ thingsĀ -Ā andĀ neitherĀ heĀ likes.Ā heĀ encouragesĀ herĀ hereĀ andĀ thereĀ -Ā butĀ heĀ won'tĀ encourageĀ this.Ā
Ā Ā āburnĀ it.āĀ heĀ instructsĀ coldly.Ā āiĀ don'tĀ desireĀ yourĀ feelings.āĀ heĀ glaresĀ atĀ her,Ā waitingĀ forĀ herĀ toĀ takeĀ theĀ damnĀ thingĀ backĀ andĀ scurryĀ offĀ likeĀ aĀ goodĀ littleĀ rat.Ā









