the way i am so inexplicably intertwined with other people makes me ill sometimes (/pos)...... i see a flower and think "oh my friend would love to see this" and take a photo to show him later. on my way back from school i think "oh i wonder if my friends have messaged me while i was out." i say "hey, you!" when i greet people because two teachers used to say that to me and it made me feel like the most special person on the planet. my speech pattern is a quilt of ways different people have spoken. every other thing reminds me of my friends. their special interests have become mine. heathers will forever be the musical my ex girlfriend loved. sweet but psycho is forever the song a past best friend edited everything to. half of the songs in my playlists are recommendations from my friends. a song someone told me they associated with me and i love it now. music i would never listen to that i love because of my friends














