#egoism

as i explore my own objections and kneejerk reactions, getting past duty town and mount shame, i finally reach the core of it all - fear. the fact that my own egoism scares me is merely a projection of the core fear - that OTHERS around me will also become conscious egoists, most, i reckon, more powerful than me! therefore, my compulsive feelings of duty and guilt are nothing more than an offering to others so they don't harm me and turn their will against me, the 'bargaining' stage of grief.

an individualist with no courage to face other egos in an honest duel and no respect for them would gladly let them believe in spooks, even cynically help spread ideologies they themself don't believe in - but benefit from.

instead, bro is teaching individuals how to go beyond moralism and find their REAL power - a power they could easily use against him if they wanted to.

Context and nuance matter in all situations,

In the context of this blog, "spook" refers to the philosophical concept explained by Max Stirner in his magnum opus "The Ego and its Own" as an abstractions or "fixed idea" that people treat as sacred and sacrifice themselves for. A ghost that people treat as sacred though it had no actual physical or material existence.

it feels like I don’t deserve to have such a beautiful face but lowkey I DONT CARE cuz yum yum yum yum yum 😋

Ogólnie nie wiem wsumie co napisać ale 🍞 napisał piosenkę (nie powie tego w prost ale obstawiam że dla mnie wiem że brzmię jagbym teraz miała ego topa ale każdy komu pokazałam mówił że brzmi jak by to było o mnie)

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„Zjarani jak Wenus”

[Zwrotka 1]

Nie jesteś gotowa – jak szkic bez konturu,

A ja palę Wenus w ogniu absurdu.

Zjarani jak Botticelli po skręcie,

Między nami tylko dym i przeklęte ręce.

Mówisz, że porno? A może to Caravaggio,

W cieniach rozkoszy chowamy naszą prawdę jak ciało.

Nie wiesz jak jest – to dowiesz się wkrótce,

Kocham jak Michał – rzeźbię ból w marmurze.

[Zwrotka 2]

Da Vinci w sercu, lecz pędzel to spluwa,

Każda kłótnia jak płótno – barwa zbyt gruba.

Nie jestem zły, to tylko ciemna sekwencja,

Z Dürera linie – precyzja i penitencja.

Chcę tylko szansy, jak Giotto przestrzeni,

Ty patrzysz na rany, ja widzę przemienioną ziemię.

Miłość jak fresk – nie do końca uchwytna,

Ale jeśli spojrzysz głębiej, znajdziesz w niej beat serca.

[Zwrotka 3]

Rzeźbię wersy jak dłutem Piety kamienie,

Każdy wers to dotyk – spowiedź, nie zamierzenie.

Zjarani jak Dante w dziewiątym kręgu,

Ty – Beatrice, ja – w ogniu zwątpienia bez lęku.

Nie mam aureoli, mam popiół na głowie,

Ale wiem, że raj to twój szept po nocy w rozmowie.

Sztuka to my – chaotyczna, jak Pollock,

A jednak w niej rytm – nasze serca pulsują jak Glock.

[Zwrotka 4]

Nie udaję świętego – bliżej mi do Bacona,

Brzydka prawda, lecz prawdziwa, nie jak bajka z ekranu.

Miłość to cierń, nie tylko róże Rubensa,

Choć twoje ciało to szkic mistrza, gdy wstajesz bez sensu.

Daj mi szansę, nie monety, tylko moment,

Zamieńmy TikTok na ciszę, dłonie splecione.

Bo sztuka to my, ale nie w muzeum,

Tylko w brudnych łazienkach i snach o Betlejem.

[Zwrotka 5]

Pamiętasz gdy mówiłaś, że świat nas zabije?

To jakbyś cytowała Szymborską na kwasie w willi.

Ja pisałem ci wiersze, ty paliłaś je z losem,

Ale nie wszystko co płonie, znika w popiele obojętnym.

Kocham za mocno – jak Bernini w ekstazie,

Nie dla widzów, lecz dla ciebie – w tej jednej frazie.

Nie jestem zły, lecz twardy – jak brąz w dłoniach mistrza,

Złam mnie raz, a wrócę jak pieśń – jeszcze bliższa.

[Zwrotka 6]

Więc jeśli zostaniesz, to nie dla romansu,

Ale dla historii – jak mit bez dystansu.

Stworzymy coś więcej niż tylko wspomnienia,

Zamkniemy je w wersach, wśród dymu i cienia.

Nie musisz mnie kochać, wystarczy że spojrzysz,

Bo w twoich oczach widzę to, czego nie da Vinci.

Daj mi tę szansę, a zrobię arcydzieło,

Nie z kamienia… z nas – krwawych serc pod niebem.

Deconstructing EGO JINPACHI (Part 2) : Why Ego let Kuon play and why he broke the TV (contains spoilers!!)

INTRODUCTION

This is a series with different parts where i dissect his character and actions using a lens of Vedic philosophy. Please stay tuned for the entire analysis, as every part is interconnected !

This is in continuation of part 2A where i disected egos meaning of egoism and talked about how it fits with why he benched rin please read all parts before this, to get a clear understanding of what I'm trying to say!

read PART 2A !

LINK TO ALL POSTS OF THIS SERIES :

Navigation of all posts

1 . THE S1 BETRAYAL : KUON AND THE TEST OF PURE AUTONOMY :

During the First Selection, when Kuon sold out Team Z information to the opposition, many expected Ego to step in, lock off Kuon, or make fair play. Instead, Ego allowed the match to continue.

Critics said it was unfair, but Ego didn't stay quiet out of malice he was testing the structural integrity of their individual egos.

1. The World Stage Reality :

In professional football, matches are fixed, teammates get bribed, referees are bribed, and chaos occurs. If a striker's ability to perform depends entirely on having loyal, agreeable teammates, their "ego" is a fragile illusion.

2. Exposing Codependency :

Expecting the world to always be fair is a form of dependency. By forcing Team Z to play through a 10 vs 12 handicap, Ego tested who possessed an ego strong enough to look an artificial constraint in the eye and still demand a win. It was exactly this issue that forced Isagi to stop relying on team consensus and start adapting to environmental chaos on his own terms.

3. Ego's Personal View On Kuon's Actions :

He stated that Kuon was the lowest of the low, cause he took a cowardly path to ensure his victory, rather than earning it by merit like a true striker. It shows his ego and his self belief is soo fragile that he needs to use underhanded tactics to win and doesnt have the guts to win by merit.

This statement from him further solidifies the fact that Ego is a meritrocrat and doesn't take actions on his own whims, he respects effort backed by genuine potential infinitely more than lazy genius and underhanded ways to win

2. WHY DID EGO BREAK THE TV?

When Ego physically shattered the monitor in front of the players after they succumbed to confusion and existential doubt, it wasn't a temper tantrum. It was a wake up call.

1. Exposing the Soft Exit :

They weren't js doubting Ego, they were looking for "other ways to live" because they secretly stopped believing they could actually become the world's best.

2. The Ulimate Challenge :

He proved that if a player’s internal compass breaks the second they face top tier competition, their "ego" was never a true anchor to begin with it was just fragile vanity. He demanded an ego so unshakeable that it refuses to look for safe compromises, even when staring despair in the face.

Conclusion :

This shows he is fundamentally a meritrocrat, extremely fair in his ways, and a true mentor who actually prepares these players for the real world instead of shielding them.

That's it for this post!

The next post will talk about why nagi was kicked out and how it relates to egos egoism, and also explain why ego openly called the players 'products' .