Apr 1
now that I've given up hope of making new friends, I'm kind of at an impasse. I'm super bored instead of wanting to kill myself for having no one to talk to during the day.
I feel lonely but for my husband and then I feel like a dog pacing in a cage. I need to find something to do. I wish I could work on games in my head instead of at the pc rip
My friends I do have are some of the best I could ask for... I'm happy I have them. I need to find a better way to handle these times of isolation, when I'm unable to talk with anyone for xyz amount of time. Maybe when a new game comes out or something.
#Eggy posts#What I'd usually do is just browse till I felt so much fomo I'd start crying and then I'd sleep for a few hours#But now I'm indifferent n wishing I had something to entertain my time with but it's all so overwhelming or underwhelming with no in betwee#Maybe I should abuse more substances#I'd draw more but I'm nursing a strained wrist from doing a few bust images for refs 😩
