Apr 17, 2022
i want to stand in the creek. i want to walk outside. i want to pick flowers. i want to be away from the human world for a bit.
the human world wasn't made for me in any way. flat floors hurt me. heavy doors tear at my shoulder. medium-low backed chairs destroy my spine. concrete stairs dislocate my knees. this way of life pulls apart my bones.
and all those flat floors, heavy doors, low-back chairs, hard stairs, everything, damage my body so much that i can't even go where i belong once i've run through the motions of human life.
it's so frustrating to be trapped by the daily injuries i get from my inability to escape. i don't want to hurt this much. i want to be in the river. all i get now is staring at the sun.
