#eggs scrambles

me: martin freeman and benedict cumberbatch were at wimbledon yesterday!

When I walked up to the counter to buy some mochi the guy complimented my sherlock pins then we played a guessing game as he tried to guess where my necklace was from. his guesses:

Because suddenly I'm at peace. Suddenly I'm eating nectarines my mum cut for me in england's great heatwave in the conservatory at 8:40. there are three weeks till school ends, my exams are over and I am satisfied with my results. school ended early due to the heat, and will do the same tomorrow. I spent all day drawing, and now goth by sidewalks and skeletons is playing quietly through my headphones, and I can hear the muffled barks of the neighbour's wild dog. I cross my legs as my parents tease each other outside. the final minutes of the sun shine down on our back garden. It took a good long fight, but I am here, and I made it. I always knew I would, because days pass whether I am ready or not. I feel safe as the warm air blows through the open glass doors, swaying them gently in the humid air. I cross my legs and glance up at the wobbling fan. for once, I do not concern myself with what knowledge I am consuming, I do not concern myself with what will occur in the next second of my life, there is no worry or stress fighting its way into my life. my mind is quiet, and I am safe. this academic year is coming to a close, and I feel a sense of ambivalence; nostalgia. there is much I have planned for july, and yet here, now? i merely exist.