#eeeehehehe

So like— I have a brother, he's 23-24 ish in age sooooo. I'll call him Beetle. He's pretty cool tbh.. but y'know, he's awkward around me. I'm awkward around him. Because he'll mess around with my brothers, throw them onto the couch or wrestle them down, he's ripped clothes by accident 😭

Actually he's done it on purpose before LMAO

But he also plays around with my five-year-old sister, not as rough obviously but he does. But we don't mess around. It's— I guess I'm just not around much so he doesn't really know what to do, and I don't know how to put myself into those situations without looking weird.

ANYWAY so this guy never tickles me, but I do think about being tickled by him a lot 🥲

But in my dream, I don't remember much but we were actually talking and stuff, and he somehow ended up on the floor? Maybe he was messing with my sister? Lmao idk.

And I'd crouched down, and pinched a little around his sides. He jerked to the side a bit, chuckling. Honestly I was surprised because I have no clue if he's ticklish 😭

But also when he was standing, I pinched around his sides from behind and he'd snicker and wiggle a bit hehehe

But I was so obviously provoking because after I tickled him for a bit, he turned around and I quickly scooted away in hopes he'd turn the tables. But he DIDN'T and I kinda stared at the wall with a warm face because I could tell he was staring at me, and then I remember him moving towards me, and one of my siblings WOKE ME UP. Now am bitter 😤