#dwayne's things

                       What's wrong with me?                    They all seem to know exactly what it is they want                                                                They smile as they go                        So I work at staying patient                             Good things come to those that wait                                      Or so they say                                                              I'm so empty                                     I get tired of trying                                                   Ideas die on the vine                                     And I feel like a fake                         I lie awake believing that somehow I keep failing                                                        I rail and I ache                         At the monsters and the demons                                                        I have wrestled with for eons                                       And I want to destroy