#duun

My party finally found her so now I can finally post this character card! I’m literally obsessed with her!!!!!

When you’re drunk and have a crush on the local guard and you KNOW he has a crush on you back but he can’t do shit about it because he’s a guard and you’re a criminal and he’s on duty and has orders to arrest you on sight.

Anatomy is a little janky on this one but thats okay I’m just happy to finally be drawing again!

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8i92xOCdSKE 

And the context to this is that, Lance has been acting out because he has not gotten over the fact that he opened up to Keith, the man who he disliked, and followed that up with him leaving Voltron first chance he got. And they clash weapons in an obscure training room. This takes place somewhere between Keith coming back but before they arrived at Earth. 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16568612?show_comments=true&view_full_work=true#comments 

(Link to the Archiveofourown)

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“ Lance, if this is about the black lion you need to get over it!!” 

Keith practically scolded as he clashed his Galrean blade against Lance’s sniper rifle, a weapon useless in close range.

Is that what he really thinks this is about?! 

“ Yeah, okay, is that what you want to hear?!!”  

Lance pushed back the tears that pleaded to be released, gripping the red Bayard, Keiths red Bayard, tighter not to lose any ground.

 “That I’m mad that you’re the one the black lion chose?! Fine, it hurt okay?! It hurt that out of everyone you became our leader! That even now, everyone is looking at you and seeing everything that makes you so damn perfect!!” 

Lance grits his teeth angrily, only wavering for a moment as he sees Keith’s expression waver between aggravation and something more somber...

“but you know what hurt even more?” 

Lance isn’t yelling anymore, he doesn’t want to, because he’s not angry.

“Keith, you left the team, when we needed you here!!” 

When I needed you, Lance so desperately wants to say. But instead he pushes back, what was once his sniper rifle now that slashes Keith back a few feet while sending his weapon flying. In his hands now is a broadsword that weighs heavier than his shame. At one point he would’ve shoved it in Keith’s face that he could wield the same weapon as him. But any pride that drew from such an idea was outweighed by everything only a seventh wheel would feel.    

That takes Keith off guard, he’s not used to this, not used to lance looking at him so helplessly. He stands in a lowered sword stance with his head already hanging in defeat, unwilling or unable to look him in the eye. 

This wasn’t Lance...right? Lance was strong, and capable, and didn’t let anything bother him. He adapted, balanced him when finding Shiro was the only thing that mattered. So... who was this standing before him? 

“ You didn’t need me,” He reasons, “Shiro was our leader, I wasn’t, I could never be...” His words fail as he takes a deep breath, standing tall with a chest filled with self assured confidence. “Helping out the blade of Malmora was the best way to help Voltron. We didn’t need 6 paladins, and I was the best choice to leave.”

Lance closes his eyes for a moment, a wave a grief washing over him just as it it all those months ago.

“ If that’s what you want to believe. I just, wish that...” he words catch on what’s left of his pride, something begging him not to go through with it.

“ If I had know that was the last time I was going to see you, I would’ve properly said good bye.”

Something breaks. 

“ Lance... I came back.” The only words he could muster.  

“ No, not really, not to me at least” Lance stands up normally, but his head now turns away, looking more towards the wall than to the person standing in front of him. “Keith, we were friends before you left, at least I thought we were. You were...different, and when I found out how long you were gone exactly,” He almost winces at the memory. “It just made me realize how little I must’ve mattered to you if nothing about me now made you stop and look at me for even a second...” 

Lance closes his eyes again, remembering how much it hurt when Keith just walked past him, that moment when he realized that the person he admired for so long was no longer standing there. 

He sighs to himself, Keith’s Bayard transforming back to it’s dormant state as he stands there defeated.  

“ it doesn’t matter now.” He admits. Everything he must’ve built up in this little fantasy of his, every witty comeback, every shared laugh, every stolen glance, all nothing. 

“Lance-” Keith calls to him, stopping Lance in his tracks before he turns around. He doesn’t know what to say. There’s nothing that he can say in this moment that could ever make up for this kind of hurt. A hurt that he knows is all too familiar.  

But letting him leave right now without a fight he knows will only widen the gap that he couldn’t even see that separates them further. 

“ The way that I feel doesn’t matter. But something I’ve learned about you is that I can’t count on you to stay around long once we don’t need Voltron anymore. 

When you don’t need me anymore.

“That’s not going to happen.” The words spill from Keith’s mouth faster than he can process them. 

“You sure about that Samurai?”  

“You said it yourself didn’t you, that you thought I was the future.” 

 Keith takes a step forward, something warm beings to grow in his chest with every step he takes to try and bridge the gap.

 “If you really believe that, then you have to know that I’m not going to just walk away like nothing ever happened Lance.” 

He stops at an arms length between them. 

“You and I are still here, nothing is going to change that no matter how much time passed between us, you have to know that I was always going to come back.” 

Lance closes his eyes for a moment, smirking to himself as realizes why there’s nothing more to him that the armor he wears or the Bayard in his hand, why he’s trapped, fixated on the person in front of him.  Not even noticing Keith reaching out towards his arm, his last effort to bridge the gap. 

“I died Keith.” 

For a fixed moment everything stops. 

Nothing moves. 

Keith freezes as he hears Lance say it, those words now echoing in his head. 

“Back on a mission, it was to protect Allura. I remember everything being dark, and then...I’m alive again, like nothing ever happened, not even a scar to remind me; Hey, Congrats, not even the after life needs a seventh wheel.” He smirks at his own joke as he lifts his head to look at Keith still standing there. 

As Keith returns the look, he realizes that there isn’t a meeting, or a visor to separate their gaze. For the first time, he sees that the person before him is exhausted. Bags under his eyes along with hints that he’s stopped his nightly skin care regiments as he realizes that there’s no longer that spark of pride that he bore on his chest like a medal. That pride that always had to one up, back talk, and always challenge him on every damn thing he did. 

For the first time, he realizes what Lance was talking about. 

That as he started his life over again as he turned his back, leaving the team, rising in ranks, finding his mother of all people, getting back all that he believed he deserved. 

Lance in one moment lost everything. He’d lost his spark, his Lion, his life and everything that came with it... all of it started with him walking out that door and never looking back. 

But even now, Lance smiles, a mournful smile that tells him not to worry, that everything is going to be okay. He’s the one to breach that gap between them, to take that step towards him, right beside him as Lance grasps his shoulder. 

No words needing to be said as the Blue Paladin walks away from him, leaving him to fall to his knees in defeat. 

Realizing that strangers have no need to bridge a gap they never realized was there to begin with. 

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After that there comes and arc where Lance disappears due to his new connection with Altean magic and we get a time skip where surprise, it’s 5 years down the line. 

And we get to see Keith coming across the boy again, and fixing the mistakes of his past. 

dose it warn u of danger??

it scares me like im chopping down some wood and then "DUUN"

don't....wa n t........

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