Jul 9
Self-portrait & little baby
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Self-portrait & little baby
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May I please request some meaty foods for a drider? Preferably chicken, and gamey meats.
I can definitely do my best!
Chicken Almondine
Buffalo Chicken Flatbread
Key West Chicken and Shrimp
Bacon-Wrapped Venison Tenderloin with Garlic Cream Sauce
Slow Roasted Rabbit
Grilled Wild Duck Breast
I hope you enjoy! ~Shadow
   You spin your words carefully the way you spin your web, to the boy who cannot escape the trappings of string you’ve created just for him, and you slowly but surely find that he is getting caught in your words as well. You feed him, care for him, wrap him in all of your many limbs and whisper sweet words as you use his immobility to find his sweet spot and make him shiver. The little shudders are so much different than struggling. And that dies down, too, eventually. The poor thing, so completely and hopelessly trapped, both physically and by your love.
  His stares take on a different tone, a different look, his words become less as knives to cut the threads and instead he begins to build a web of his own. You are so proud. You have loved him for so long, and now, finally, he sees you in the light you were always meant to be seen. Good, how very good of him to finally understand-- especially considering there was never any other option. And now he is yours, even if you cut the threads. Even if your web was gone, he is yours. And when he tells you he loves you, you wrap him in all of your limbs once more, and you hold each other tightly as lovers do.
In my dream i had a drider lower half...! So nice
I found my small kitchen to be rather cramped, though... >_<
disappeared a hot second because depression/being sick/new hyperfixation
back for the moment, though, with the realization/recognition of a new kintype
one that is extremely odd to be shifted as. driderkin.
i'm familiar with at least the disorienting feeling of not having enough limbs or being too small as i am now but it is in a whole new way???
the phantom sensations are so odd.
anyways. aye. maybe i'll sketch the loose way i picture what i looked like at some point.
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I just woke up and I feel like a mess but I just had this weird vivid dream and it feels so much like a memory. Some parts were just weird but there was one part I just need to get down before I forget it.Â
I finally made it out of the Underdark and stepped out to the surface into a forest of birch trees. I walked on for a while until I saw what I think was a Halfling with sandy blond hair. She smiled at me and asked me if I would be her escort as she traveled to the sea and I couldn’t bring myself to refuse and then we just walked until I woke up.
I don’t know who she is but she felt so important to me. I hope I see more of her soon.
A memory came to me tonight, though it was a bit unnerving.
I was walking home from the store, it had gotten dark and I was very on edge because I have to cross a bridge to get home and there are always drug dealers and people who are part of gangs that hang around there. They all ignored me, as they normally do thank god, but as I rushed passed then and gripped a small pocket knife in my pocket I had a sort of flash of something.Â
I think it was a memory of myself escaping the Underdark. Running in the dark, hiding whenever I saw a Drow or something else native to the tunnels, and just a general terrified feeling all came to me. I feel better now that I’m home but the unease it gave me it disturbing, I hope future memories will be happier.
Do any Otherkin out there have weird moments where someone reminds them of something from who they were before and they don’t know how to act around them?Â
Because my friend’s fiancee is this beautiful, tiny woman who always makes me think of an elf. I don’t know if I’m just seeing something that isn’t there but every time she comes over all I can think about when I see her is that if she came out and told me she was in fact an elf I would believe her in a second.