haiiiiiii wassup peoples >:3 I hope you’re having a good day/night
soooooo lemme get to the point here- I have a really cool fanfic I’m writing about the dream smp (idc if it’s dead) and I can’t post the chapters on wattpad for some reason so would y’all be interested in reading it here? Here’s a little snippet for ya
I try to hold back the quiet tears that threaten my eyes from the familiar feeling of XD’s arms around me, but a few of them slip down my face and I begin trembling almost immediately. I don’t even feel the stares of Tommy or Techno, nor the Enderman’s strange interest from the corner.
“XD, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry–” I choke on my own words, trying to hold back my sobs, clutching XD tightly. Crying makes you ugly, I remind myself. “I-i-i’ll come back–”
“No, no, Y/n, you can’t,” DreamXD exclaims urgently, cutting me off and pulling away to look me dead in the eyes, holding me firmly by the shoulders. His bright green eyes slice into mine, making me squirm under their sudden burning intensity, but I force myself not to look away, my own eyes wide with nerves.
I swallow. “...what do you mean?...”
Technoblade clears his throat, reminding me and XD of his and Tommy’s presence. XD glances up at the scowling man, before wrapping an arm around me and guiding me away from the two, not saying a word to either of them, leaving Techno with words forming on his tongue and an annoyed glare across his half-hidden face.
Once we’re away from the others, XD leans down to my height to look me in the eyes again, his face so close to mine that I can feel his breath, causing me to fidget nervously. “Y/n,” he begins, his voice deep with seriousness that I’ve never heard from him before, “you can’t go back to Dream.”
My heart skips a beat. “W-what?? Of course I–need to, he’ll be worried about me, I shouldn’t have–”
“Stop talking for a minute and listen, please,” he interrupts, taking me by surprise and not waiting for a response. He sighs before he goes on, “I never told you because, by the time we met, you were too far under his spell. Y/n, Dream has been using you this entire time. He never loved you; he thought you were useful. You can’t go back now; both for your sake, and everyone else’s.”
My eyes are wide and my mouth is frozen open. He never loved me? That can’t be right…
“Look,” XD sighs, “I know it’s a lot to take in for you, since you can’t remember much of anything at this point.” I nod quietly, and he continues, “But everything he says is a lie, Y/n. He was purposely controlling everything you do so that he can control…you. Everything about you, all of you, your sense of self, your opinions–and you wouldn’t even think to stand up for yourself. If I’d known about you sooner, I would’ve tried to stop it, but…” he trails off, dropping his gaze, his grip on my shoulders tightening.
I stare. I can’t do anything but stare. After a long moment of silence, XD looks up.
“Listen. I can’t stay; Dream wanted me to look for you, but I’m not going to tell him where you are. If he comes here, hide. You hear me?” When I hesitate, he repeats, “Do you hear me??”
“Yes,” I say softly, my mind churning with a million thoughts. He doesn’t love me? How couldn’t he? He always said he did. I did everything he wanted. Use me? For what? I’m not useful. He loved me. He doesn’t love me??
XD nods, embraces me quickly, then disappears. I’m left staring through the empty air where he used to stand, wishing for my friend to come back. It takes me until I hear the sound of a voice to remember that Tommy and Techno are there.
“What the h— was that?!” Tommy cries, startling me from my thoughts. I look up at him, blinking to try and clear my head. Hurt is splashed across his face. “You’re involved with Dream?!!”
Ngl I’ve been checking this every couple hours- I wanna post the first chapter so bad and I probably will no matter what but I just want validation please-
