#dread head

I find it strange that at 30+ I'm going through this black awareness/awakening but it's prolly due to being farther away from major influences on my life not providing a healthy dose of it throughout my life

I mean I'm educating myself as much as possible and I feel like I'm alienating myself from a lot of people, education breeds this contempt within myself a I feel neglectful and hateful that I was unaware through no real fault but still feel guilty that I didn't look into it more when I was younger but my mind was more occupied on the next time I could call a place a home or when our next move would be so I give myself a little forgiveness.

It's never too late to learn