drarry one shot based on this song
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The music blared as Harry walked around, the bass shaking him to the core. It did nothing to help his raging headache he had gotten from the stupid argument with Draco. They werenโt even in a relationship, not for Harryโs lack of trying, and they were already arguing like they were.
Harry knocked on Dracoโs door of his flat in muggle London. When the door opened and Draco appeared, he looked disheveled and surprised to see Harry. He quickly went out and closed the door.
โWhat are you doing here, Harry?โ Draco asked, looking behind his back.
โWell I donโt want to be alone tonight and I was thinking that maybe we could.. spend time together?โ
Draco scoffed, โHarry, you can say fuck. You want to fuck tonight.โ
Harry blushed bright red, but nodded, โYeah.. Uhm yeah, I do.โ
Dracoโs eyes flashed with disappointment but it quickly faded away and the cold and blank mask appeared in its place, โIโm busy. Sorry I canโt always be available to be your fucktoy.โ
โDraco, you know damn well youโre not my fucktoy. If anything, Iโm yours. I tried to start an actual relationship with you and you said no.โ Harry replied, voice rising a little bit.
โOf course I fucking said no, Harry.โ Draco responded, voice blank of emotion.
โWhy? Why did you fucking say no, Draco? Am I not good enough for you? Is there something wrong with me? Tell me, Draco!โ Harry lost his temper, something that tends to happen a lot when heโs around Draco.
As Draco opened his mouth, the door opened and out came Theo Nott. Fucking Theo Nott with a towel wrapped around his stupid waist. Harry looked at Theo in surprise and then looked at Draco who had a tiny smirk on his face. Harry didnโt know what to say.
โYou... You said we couldnโt fuck anyone else. You were the one that wanted to fucking make sure that we werenโt fucking anyone else. Are you fucking kidding me, Draco? Are you serious? I tell you Iโm in fucking love with you because Iโm pretty sure you were in love with me too and your fucking response is to go fuck Theo? All I needed was a simple โIโm not in love with you, Harry.โ Not this. Fuck you.โ Harryโs voice cracked on the last word, tears gathering in his eyes. He shook his head, turned around and walked away.
โHARRY! HARRY! Wait!โ A voice called out. Harry didnโt stop. He just apparated to the gay club he first saw Draco at. Why? he didnโt know.
Harry shook his head and snapped out of the memory. He went to the bar and ordered himself 5 tequila shots. When the bartender gave it to him, he drank them in quick succession, trying to forget about Draco. He didnโt even want to fucking go out tonight, he just wants to forget about Draco. He ordered two more shots, the others sitting warmly in his belly. He drank those as quick as he could and he felt the effects starting just a bit.
Now that he had a bit of liquid courage, he went out to the dance floor and started dancing, moving his body to the beat of the song. Someone came up right in front of him and started grinding on him. Harry put his hands on the guys slim waist and pulled him against himself harder. He looked up at the ceiling. Dammit Draco, look at what youโre making me do, drinking to forget you and dancing with a fucking stranger.
He focused back on the guy who had turned himself around and started rubbing himself on Harry. The guys blonde hair stood out as a contrast to Harryโs skin. The tequila finally took effect and Harry found himself kissing the guy hard and rough. The guy started pulling Harry towards the exit of the club.
โWhatโs your name?โ Harry yelled over the music.
The guy gave him a smile, โJaxon.โ
โIโm Harry.โ Jaxon nodded, turning away.
Harry mouthed his name, testing it out on his tongue. It didnโt taste as good as Draco.
They got outside, the cold breeze making Harry feel better after the hot air inside the club. They went into an alleyway right next to the club. Jaxon smashed his lips on Harryโs and kissed. Harry kissed back just as rough, trying to get someone elseโs lips out of his memory. Harry slammed Jaxon back against the wall and began kissing his neck while rutting himself against Jaxon.
Jaxon moaned and went to unbutton Harryโs pants. Thatโs when Harry snapped out of it. He may not be particularly fond of Draco at the moment, but heโs still in love with him. He stopped Jaxonโs hand and pulled himself away.
โI canโt. I canโt do this. Iโm sorry.โ Harry said, sitting down, back towards the alley wall.
Jaxon slid down the wall, โYeah, I could tell. Whoโs the person?โ
Harry smiled a bit, โDraco. Iโve known him since I was 11. But we never really got along until about six months ago when I saw him again at this exact club.โ
โAh, so youโre in love with him huh?โ Jaxon asked, with a knowing tone.
Harry sighed, โYeah but heโs not in love with me. You see after we saw each other again, we started this fuckbuddies thing but then I fell in love with him, or well finally realized that I was. He said that we could only fuck each other and nobody else and that he didnโt want to be hearing about me fucking other people.
But when I told him Iโm in love with him, he kind of just pretended he didnโt hear me and I just pretended I never said it. But then today I was at his house and he was acting weird because when I knocked on the door, he came out and closed the door. Then I found out it was because he had been fucking this other guy. And that guy came to the door and when I saw him, I just... I lost my temper.โ
โHow do you know they were fucking?โ Jaxon asked.
โIt was pretty fucking obvious. The guy came out with a towel around his waist. Draco was all disheveled.โ Harry responded grumpily.
โIโm gonna take a guess and say theyโre friends right?โ
โ... Yeah. They are.โ Harry answered after a moments pause.
โHmm.. So how do you know the guy wasnโt just there because he needed a place to shower?โ Jax inquired.
โ... Well I donโt. But Iโm not stupid enough to assume that.โ Harry said vehemently.
โItโs not stupid to assume that. This Draco guy seems like heโs into you. I sincerely doubt he would fuck that up by fucking another guy. Maybe you should ask him, instead of assuming that heโs fucking this other guy.โ Jax said, with a slight smile on his face.
Harry stayed quiet and considered this for a moment. Then he nodded, โYeah, maybe I should.โ
โAlright well you should go do that. I would love to help you some more but the rest you gotta figure out yourself and Iโm trying to get laid soo.. See you!โ Jax laughed and stood.
Harry chuckled and waved his hand and Jax disappeared back into the club. Harry groaned and rubbed a hand over his face. Guess heโll have to go to Draco and apologize.
As Harry was about to get up, a hand was offered to him, โNeed some help, Harry?โ
The voice was really fucking familiar, especially around his name. The voice had been screaming it for the past 6 months. Harry looked up and saw Draco. Harry looked at the hand and took it.
โThank you.โ He said quietly.
Draco nodded. It was quiet and awkward.
โYou go first, Draco.โ Harry compromised.
โOkay. Harry, Theo wasnโt there because we were fucking okay? I wanted you to think that because I wanted to hurt you.โ Draco admitted.
โWhy though? Why did you want to hurt me?โ Harry asked, curious over the response.
โBecause I didnโt want you to be in love with me. Not when you deserve way better than I could ever give you.โ Draco said, his eyes drifting to the floor.
โDraco, I donโt want better. Not when I already think youโre the best I could ever have. Iโm in love with you, Draco. Not with whateverโs better.โ Harry responded, lifting his hands to grab Dracoโs face and caress him.
Draco smiled, really brightly while blushing and Harry doesnโt think heโs ever seen anything as beautiful as that.
โOkay. Iโm in love with you too. I always have been.โ Draco said, biting his lip.
Harry grinned, โYouโre fucking beautiful.โ He gently kissed Dracoโs lips and pulled back, โAnd Iโm so in love with you.โ
โHarry, lets go.โ Draco said, eyes bright with arousal.
Harry nodded and before they apparated, said, โI donโt think Iโll ever be able to get over you, even if I am dancing with a gorgeous stranger.โ
Dracoโs eyes flashed with jealousy, โYouโre not going to be dancing with anybody else except me. I promise you that.โ
Harry grinned, โIโm okay with that.โ