@dramatiique
No words could appropriately describe what he was feeling in this moment. Rage was close, but it didn't appropriately capture the humiliation -- the resignation, the sting to his pride that felt more akin to the swinging of an axe.
Valkin had always survived on its own. Cynder knew the stories of hardship and tragedy that had unfolded long before he was even conceived. Even before his great-grandfather had united the tribes into one, Valkinans persevered without allies. Without even gods!
So to be reduced to this -- to accepting aid from Ylentan merchants, allowing them to build a trading post in their land? It was an admission of weakness. Of defeat. It had been bad enough that he and his father had shouted at each other for three days over it.
If they needed more supplies, they would raid more villages. They could go further into the south that before if they had taken all they could from the outskirts! He would sooner burn every town across the border than accept foreign aid, and yet his father remained firm in his decision.
The stubborn old fool. He was ill, Cynder knew, and perhaps his mind had begun to fray. If he had known, Cynder would have taken his crown himself -- but before he could, he had been diminished to this: a free cock, thrown in with this blasphemous farce of a 'negotiation'. The merchant had a daughter of marriageable age. His father had been needling him about needing heirs.
Cynder wouldn't have protested as much if not for the fact that she wasn't being brought to Valkin. It was he who was expected to leave his home and cross into enemy territory to the house where she resided.
After three days upon horseback, he arrived. Even having never been this far into Ylento, he had managed to find his way. At least that was something worth being proud of -- a bright spot in what was otherwise a miserable sentence.
Still, as much as he hated every moment of this, Cynder was loyal to his King's word. Even if those words were foolish and ill-sighted. If this Magdalena was to be his wife, then he would do his expected duty: breed the bitch and, with any luck, return to Valkin once the resulting spawn was healthy enough to walk on its own.
Ylento's weather was as fierce as a drunk soldier's stream. He doubted that between the mild seasons and copious excess that it would have much trouble making it there. Unless his wife was truly an incompetent idiot who shoved the infant into an oven to keep it warm. He couldn't know yet.
... But he would soon. Dismounting from his horse, Cynder allowed himself one final groan of frustration before steeling himself. This estate was too well-kept on the outside. Too clean. Not even the healers' lodgings were this clean. Still, there were no guards outside the door, despite the occupants' obvious wealth. Were there traps inside, or were they simply naive?
...She probably had servants. The house was far too big for her to be fully alone. Great.
He straightened his spine, shaking his head. He was still a prince, and she was a mere merchant's daughter.
Raising a fist, he let out a slow hiss of air from his teeth and banged thrice on the door.







