#dr3amluna

This is the song I'm into today 😄♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️🖤🌘

So here I am in another state of mind. It's a tangled web full of knots with no exit. I've tried to get out the more I tried the more it seemed to loosen but then I grabbed the wrong line. It cursed me to another coil of webs. I'm here again it's like the 8th time. Yes the 8th God damn time! My heart sinks again into that oh so familiar desperation. This is not living why can't we go on. It's always something. I see it weighing me down and I'm trapped. There is no one coming. There is no prince coming in his white horse to rescue this damsel in distress. I try to untangle and it looks like I have only two options. The fact that I must suffer all my life is not an option I will not bargain with a spider and let it suck me little by little! I shall choose the other, the hard one the one with many traps and lies but it's the one with freedom. I choose freedom so I will try again but before that I will cry. I will let those years and screams out so I can fight again.

Yep. It is honestly a dream of mine to start one, but I don’t have the funds or connections at this point in my life. The fact that there isn’t one already is really quite surprising, though. We have other goth/dark subculture events and even other music festivals; a goth music festival seems like an obvious thing.

I hate you but I love you more