#doomed au

oh... my lansoni... my lansoni....

─── 𝒅𝒐𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒖 𖦹°‧

─── the boy who never dies falls in love with the girl who never stops dying. he remembers everything and she is the opposite, but they fall in love with each other in every one of her lives.

𝒊𝒎𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕

undying. "𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞". eternal. yearning. abiding. "𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐞, 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲". spirals. star crossed. coffins. graveyards. funerals. "𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐠𝐞".

𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒙 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

"fern". reincarnation. metamorphosis. "𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐰". regeneration. rebirth. firefly. ephemeral. transmigration. restoration. soul. tragic. angel. "𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞".

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inspired by a tikok post (embarrassing but still) — "imagine being immortal and having an immortal lover that gets reincarnated every time they die and you have to slowly watch them forget about you and fall in love with someone else." ─── not exactly that same as this but still inspired by it !!

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(— line dividers by @sweetshuga )

Future faces idk

doodling

delete later?

Working on a new AU 👀

Characters that I hadn’t draw yet and are important for the lore

Jeff told me to draw Lucky and Skid wating Ice cream because he felt bad for Skid

Also rough references for the Hatzgang

Alternative Urpi timeline where they don’t meet when Garp saves her on from the pirate slave traders. They slip up one day while giving her food, clearly thinking her lack of talking had signalled her acceptance. She, while being consumed by rage and fear and something else she was too scared to give a name, goes on a bit of a rampage and kills them. She’s horrified, she loathed them yes but murder..it was against her principles, her morales and her way of life. But she can’t deny a smaller, darker truth: she was glad she did it. They were terrible, intent on robbing her of her agency and humanity by selling her to the highest bidder.

They deserved to die. Anyone like them deserved to die.

She picked up what she vaguely remembered they called an Eternal Log Pose. She decided to follow it to its destination even the voice in the back of her head screamed the opposite. Once at the archipelago she buried her captors in a secluded grove and, as a act of penance for what she did and what she’s about to do, cuts her hair nearly to the root and buries it as well.

She, along with many others who were captured, leave the remnants of the auction house unharmed, their captors do not. That dark feeling of contentment mixes with the knowledge that she crossed a line she never uncross intoxicates beyond reason. She draws the line there though, she had gotten revenge 10 times over at this point. She heads back the gravesite and angles a dagger to her heart. She was just about to break the skin when a voice cut through the air.

“It’d be quite a misfortune if your life ended now Miss.”

Urpi turned in abrupt horror, yes her mind had been quite occupied the last couple of days but there was no reason she shouldn’t have sensed this man! And his voice..every syllable that left his mouth sent shivers of discomfort down her spine. She was quick to steel herself and spoke.

“Not particularly, no. The world doesn’t need another murderer.”

“Murderer is quite harsh, no? You are much more than that. You’re a warrior! Liberator! You’re a hero.”

“All I’ve done is grant temporary relief, the system will rebuild itself stronger than before. The cycle of nonsense violence will continue and I assisted it. I am even a coward now, granting myself a quick death by the mercy of my own hands.”

This man..no monster, he’s definitely a monster only grinned wider.

“Maybe..or maybe you’ve kicked off a chain reaction. Maybe you’ve started something new that can’t be stopped. Either way you dying here does nothing.”

He pulls out a piece of paper and hands it to her. Nika alive the page separating them wasn’t enough, she could feel herself rotting in his presence.

Urpi finds her own face staring back at her. It was clearly taken at the auction house (or at the very least where it used to stand). The close cropped hair, the blood dousing her skin, the hatred burning in her eyes, she barely recognized herself. She looked further down…ONLY DEAD? Wasn’t it supposed to be ALIVE OR DEAD? ‘The Wraith’? Not an inaccurate statement, she certainly felt like a wisp of her former self.

The bounty must be a mistake though, it was well over 500 million!

“You pissed a lot of powerful people off. Those at the top of the world don’t have a comfy place to sit when they go out to buy their help anymore, so the people just below them are hunting you down to ease that pain of theirs.”

Urpi felt indescribable rage fill her heart, that was her crime? She tore the paper in fury.

“Let’s say you die here and the Marines who have been actively looking for you for a bit now find your rotting corpse and decide to tell the world they killed you. The Celestial Dragons will be pissed, they apparently want to make an example of out of you so they’ll demand to have your remains.”

Her face went pale. She knew of the Celestials and Seagull-men, she knew of the danger they presented but there must be limitations..right?

“After they have you in Mariejoa, there’s no telling what they’ll do. Those folks are above the law and on their home turf? There’s nothing they couldn’t get away with. I’ve heard stories, yknow of rare cases like yours. They might pluck out your eyes for decoration, yank out your teeth for jewelry, and well..” He took a sharp inhale, as if in pain “..I don’t think I have to explain what they’d do to those pretty wings of yours.”

If possible, that last sentence made her blood run even colder. She was wearing three shirts and two jackets as precaution and yet he could still..

“Oh, it seems I’ve startled you. I’m just a bit of a history buff, that’s all. I know a Shandian when I see one.”

He threw his hands up in surrender to punctuate his lack of devious intent. She doesn’t trust him, she could never trust him but staying here wasn’t much of an option and she barely made it to the archipelago to begin with.

“My boat is docked at a nearby grove and I’ll be heading back to the New World tomorrow, I know you’ll make the wise choice Wraith.”

He turned to leave, only stopping briefly when he heard a faint “…I’ll be there.”

Every fiber of her being screamed in protest but…she couldn’t go home. She’s disgraced herself as a warrior and the world saw fit to destroy her. She refused to lose control of her fate so easily even that meant walking into the dark with only this bogeyman by her side.

As promised come next morning she was there and allowed to board as they headed…somewhere. He called it home.

And that’s the story of how Urpi, Daughter of Shandora, joined the Rocks Pirates…

Holy shit that would be dark… for her and the whole timeline.

No meeting Garp, no having Dragon, no Luffy…