#don'tgiveup

Waiting and hoping to find anyone with my mindset and they say “fuck it let’s just run away” no plans just adventure and a good time. Then I realise if they have the same mindset as me, they are waiting for someone to say the same.

You know the feeling. That nausea just as you consider taking a risk or putting yourself out there. But you consider all the ways things could go wrong or you might fail or disappoint yourself. You might look stupid or get made fun of. Never let that doubt keep you from going for it!

If something goes wrong, then you still had an adventure!

If you fail or disappoint yourself, instead focus on how you leveled up and built character!

If you “look stupid” or get made fun of, feel sorry for the people who are so scared or messed up that they focus on you not being perfect instead of daring to dream for themselves!

So let me start with my shenanigans and jump into helpful things that will get your guys to chillax for a little while and forget about the rent for a few hours.

Right! So, "Rose of Sharon" Second Chapter is being worked on, I just need to polish the first one and polish it pretty. I was thinking - emphasis on THINKING - of showing you guys the pieces of the final script before the episodes are published. The reason is, is to help you guys who are starting to write stories to gain some tips on what we did right and could improve on.

We also have good news! My husband has been itching to put more human characters in the series, which is awesome and exciting to look forward to, because the series will have a more relatable edge. I won't give too much, but those are the biggest highlights, thus far.

Also, I know guys… things are sticky, politically wise. The media is screaming this, the president and his opponent is saying this and that. Now, I'm independent, I'm not a huge fan of the president but I like his energy, however his opponent... should be tending to his family and mental condition first. Part of me is tempted to drop hell-fire bombs just as much as you guys probably are, but in the light of this I have some good news nonetheless.

Now, regardless of whatever outcome, there will be someone there to catch us (United States I mean), someone there to help us recuperate regardless of simple dispute or pure division happening.

I'm not going to lie and say I had a weird dream about this situation, however, I wasn't scared at all despite how graphic it was. I'm not saying I'm a prophet of doom and gloom and I'm not going to rage you all and guilt-trip you into "Accepting Jesus and repenting!"

No…

You know me, I'm not into that religious bullshit. HOWEVER, honoring you as a friend, and artist and more importantly as your neighbor, I just want to let you guys know… it's going to be okay.

It's going to be okay.

God doesn't and cannot hate you.

Don't think this is his punishment, because it is NOT… it is simply a bunch maladjusted people online or in mansions who think they can play God and treat you like a lemming. But their greatest fear is YOU, that's why they are trying to defy your authority in your honest design by trying to lie so damn much. That's why think they want cheat you. That's why these people are not honouring your place as a citizen, because you can call them out! But…You have the power to uphold the honour of being a citizen.

If you are an American, and you are reading this right now (almost half of my audience is American) I just want to let you know that your rights as a voter will not be dishonoured by either Republican, Democrat, or third party entity.

Look: The military is working on it. Your president is pushing keeping that integrity even if it may say he looses the race fairly. And the Supreme Court is on the case! And if anything happens, your friend in Zion will be there. She will catch you when necessary. So don't feel sad. Don't feel defeated if you are going through so! It's all going  to be fine!

Believe me, I'm just as shocked as you are and discombobulated with what is going on! But let's keep our chins up.

We didn't survive COVID, economic terrorism and a biased bunch of platforms spreading drama like a spoiled high-school skank for nothing.

What we persevered as a country should be a testament of how tough and how blessed you really are, and I will relay the same phrase I heard when I felt at the end of my rope:

"I'm not done with you yet."

I'm gonna keep going as a creator, as an artist, as an empath and etc. and all I ask is please, if you feel like it's crappy right now because of "xyz" reasons, don't give into it. Keep pushing. Count your blessings. Keep your chin up and fight. We are strong.

Stay safe. Stay vigilant. And I look forward to seeing you feedback for our works!

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P.S. For the more "spiritual/bible thumper" sections of the audience here:  I don't know if it helps, but I just want to let Americans know that I don't see America as the epitome of "Laodicea" in contrast to what your preachers may say. I may be sacrilegious to your pastor, but I honestly don't see the spirit of Laodicea here 100%. Arguably you're (America) more like the last remnants of Philadelphia, however Laodicea enticed you through religious or political means. She took advantage of your compassion and twisted it a bit. I make that theory due to the fact America is NOT as apathetic as Laodicea's level of apathy. 

I know ONE nation who is like her entirely, but I dare not speak her name due to her violent temper and willingness to make ANYONE her enemy who criticizes her by name. And she has a quite the history despite her title, but I digress.

America is waking up to corruption and self criticism (barely, but its something I even prayed for). However, she does need to learn Messiah is not found in a president, or government or in any social movements, or even a religion!

Your citizens were created by love, so please operate in love and honour that nature. Your love may have rebuked you in some areas and came off bitter, but as a spokesman I wanna let you know his rebukes don't mean he's mad or bitter at you…

Just looking out for you.

Me

I am finally addressing this situation

So far I see anxiety,depression,not feeling well

Why? Maybe it's because we're trapped inside feeling trapped in a small box with so many people to share it with. Or- Maybe it's just you..

I didn't know how to address this situation when I first saw someone asking me what is it like to feel stressed?: It feels bad.. There is no other way I can simply explain it. There is no good feeling to it. But what does that mean> What does that lead to?

It leads to trying to hold onto your self. Does it mean to K*ll yourself? ABSOLUTELY NOT!!

If your feeling stressed PLEASE talk to me: Ask me questions! Make yourself feel better.

THE ANSWER IS NOT WITH A KNIFE OR A GUN!! If your thinking that THEN STOP DON'T DO IT! Drop it: