#don collier

SUMMARY — Grady might have been foul-mouthed, but now he finally met his match. You, the new medic in camp, turned out to be way worse. More importantly, you didn't give a damn about his tough-guy act and were determined to save him no matter what.

AUTHOR’S NOTE — Will I ever get tired of comparing the men I like to dogs? No, probably not. This fic was long in the making because I recently re-watched that film to hurt my own feelings and couldn't get this silly idea out of my head. So... Enjoy? I hope.

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The bullet wasn’t just a graze. Grady had been playing it cool for the rest of the crew, but the longer they rode to camp, the more he felt that damn thing lodge harder and harder into his side. 

“Now you hold on Grady, you hear me?” Bible kept telling him, in between Gordo’s “Fuck!” repeated steadily all the way to the base.

“Ain’t nothin’, quit fussin’,” Grady muttered, feeling more and more lightheaded with every time Fury hit a bump on the road.

Once they got him out of the tank, Grady hit the mud with a grunt, clutchin’ his side while the boys shouted over him. Don yelled for a medic, voice hoarse with urgency.

“Grady. Grady, fuck man! Look at me.” Bible tried to hoist him up, which only made the pain worse and Grady nearly fell on him, some two hundred pounds of bleeding Cajun deadweight.

Then, over the noise, came a voice Grady hadn’t heard before—sharp, female, cutting clean through the chaos. He blinked through the haze, and there you were on the far side of camp. Red Cross band on your arm, medical bag damn near dragging you into the mud. 

“The fuck’s that?” Grady rasped, pointing.

wardaddy and bible always up to some gay shit

oh Don… oh my sweet Don…. the things you do to me…

It’s not even the fact that he’s stern, he just has that aura. years in the war dealing with stubborn ass insubordinates and having to be the one to show a brave face in front of his crew that he carries authority like it’s nothing.

Home, finally after that horrid environment of muddy base and men, he’s finally home and he can’t drop old habits. The hazy sunset casting pretty colors into the shared bedroom, large hand roughened by handling weapons and the blood of allies, splayed across your sternum holding you down against the bed.

fingers splitting you open, disappearing inside that makes your mind dizzy hands grabbing at his thick wrists before he sneers, “stop fuckin’ trying to push me away” a demanding growl, like when he dared the younger men to keep pushing their luck on base

The winter of 1945 did not merely arrive with a bitter frost; it descended upon the European theater like a crushing, iron plate, flattening the spirits of men and turning the mud of Germany into jagged, frozen ridges that tore at the tracks of tanks and the boots of infantry alike. The sky above was a heavy, suffocating sheet of lead, hanging so low over the fractured pine forests of the Rhineland that it felt as though the heavens themselves were pressing down on the advancing Allied lines. The air was thick with the scent of frozen pine, damp earth, and the faint, persistent tang of distant artillery fire that rumbled like an approaching storm along the horizon.

Beneath this oppressive gray canopy, a makeshift command post vibrated with the chaotic energy of a retreating enemy and an advancing army. Inside a large canvas tent that had grown stiff with ice, a frantic bureaucratic machine was churning at full speed. Clerks with frostbitten fingers banged away on heavy iron typewriters, their faces smudged with carbon paper, grease, and ink. Orders were being shuffled, rosters were being compiled, and replacements were being funneled into the meat grinder of the frontline with a terrifying, unfeeling velocity.

It was within this frantic, mechanized system that the error occurred. A smudge of grease on a carbon copy, a misplaced middle initial, and a typewriter key that struck just a fraction too hard turned a routine reassignment order into a bizarre anomaly. The name typed onto the transfer slip read simply as yours, a name that belonged to a young woman who had crossed the Atlantic under the impression she would be operating a radio terminal or filing logistical reports safely behind the lines. But the military ledger was a blind, unyielding god. On paper, a replacement was a replacement, an available body to fill a void in a depleted armor division. By the time the paperwork cleared the desk, your fate was sealed, stamped with official ink, and sent down the chain of command.

But the bureaucratic oversight was only the beginning of the nightmare. Before you were ever loaded onto the transport truck headed toward the armored units, you were routed through a rear-guard staging depot. A grim, gray complex of concrete and barbed wire that felt less like a military base and more like a factory for broken souls.

The depot medical staff was overwhelmed, cynical, and utterly hardened by months of treating catastrophic trauma. A critical shortage of whole blood had struck the field hospitals just over the ridge, where a German counteroffensive had left dozens of young men tearing through bandages. An emergency directive had been issued: every available piece of incoming personnel was to be screened and drained of a unit to replenish the dying banks. When you were pushed into the dimly lit, freezing room that smelled of stale sweat, copper, and carbolic acid, there was no explanation given.

The medical officer didn’t look at your face. He didn’t notice the delicate symmetry of your features, the striking beauty that usually drew soft, lingering glances even in the midst of a war zone. To him, you were just a vein, a container of fluid needed to keep the gears of the army turning.

"Sit," he barked, his voice flat with exhaustion, not even looking up from his clipboard.

You tried to speak, to show him the papers, to explain that there must have been a mistake, that you weren't supposed to be here. But a burly orderly pinned your shoulder down into the wooden chair with a heavy, calloused hand. The violation was swift, clinical, and entirely mechanical. They tore open the sleeve of your oversized wool coat, exposing your pale arm to the biting draft of the room. A thick, crude needle was driven into your vein with a jarring lack of empathy.

They didn’t just take a standard donation. Under the pressure of the emergency quota, the orderly let the glass jar fill far past the safety mark, draining a full liter of your life force into the cold glass.

As the dark red fluid pooled in the jar, the world began to tilt. The blood volume in your small frame dropped drastically, nearly a quarter of it vanishing in a matter of minutes. Your heart began to hammer frantically against your ribs, a wild, trapped bird trying to compensate for the sudden, catastrophic drop in pressure. The warmth drained from your skin, leaving you profoundly, deeply cold from the inside out. Your vision blurred into a sea of gray static. When they finally yanked the needle out and slapped a rough piece of gauze over the puncture, your knees buckled. You collapsed into unconsciousness before you even hit the floor.

They didn’t care. They dragged your limp body out to the waiting transport truck, tossing your duffel bag in after you like a sack of grain.

When you finally came to, the world was violently shaking. The canvas roof of a heavy deuce-and-a-half truck rattled overhead, and the bitter winter wind whipped through the gaps in the tailgate, freezing the sweat that had broken out across your forehead. Every bump in the ruined road sent a jolt of agonizing pain through your skull.

You were shivering uncontrollably, your teeth chattering so hard they ached. The lack of blood made your hands feel like blocks of ice, your fingers stiff and blue-tinged beneath your fingernails. You tried to sit up, but a wave of intense nausea and dizziness washed over you, forcing you to slump back against the wooden slats of the truck bed. You blacked out again, drifting into a dark, numb void where the only sensation was the pervasive, biting cold.

The next time your eyes fluttered open, the truck had stopped. The sound of a roaring, monstrous engine filled the air. The deep, guttural growl of a radial engine that vibrated right through the soles of your boots.

"End of the line! Out, let's go!" a rough voice shouted from the back of the truck.

Someone grabbed your arm, dragging you toward the tailgate. Your legs felt like wet paper, completely incapable of supporting your weight. You stumbled out into the freezing mud, the biting wind instantly cutting through your clothes. Through a haze of exhaustion and vertigo, you saw it: a massive, mud-splattered M4 Sherman tank, its iron skin blackened by soot and battle, looking like a prehistoric beast crouched in the frozen mire.

Standing on the deck of the tank was Don Collier.

He was a mountain of a man, silhouetted against the gray, unforgiving sky. His grease-stained tanker jacket was zipped to the chin, his face etched with the deep, permanent lines of a man who had looked into the abyss of war for too long. His eyes, sharp and hyper-vigilant, scanned the perimeter before dropping down to the shivering, fragile figure that had just been dumped into the mud beside his machine.

"What the hell is this?" Don‘s voice boomed over the roar of the idling engine. He climbed down the side of the tank with practiced, heavy agility, his boots squelching into the frozen ground. He approached the courier who had brought you. "I asked for a replacement bow gunner, not a schoolgirl! Look at her, she can't even stand!"

"Orders are orders, Wardaddy," the driver shouted back, tossing a wet folder toward Don before jumping back into the cab of the truck. "Name matches the roster. She's yours now."

Don caught the folder, his jaw clenching in tight, suppressed fury. He looked down at you. Even beneath the oversized, muddy uniform and the deathly pallor of your skin, your beauty was undeniable. It was a stark, jarring contrast to the ugly, ruined landscape around you. But right now, you looked like a ghost. Your eyes were wide and glassy, your lips a faint shade of blue, and you were trembling so violently that your whole body shuddered.

"Hey," Don said, his voice dropping an octave, losing its harsh edge as he stepped closer to you. He reached out, a massive, gloved hand gently gripping your shoulder to steady you. "What's your name, soldier?"

You opened your mouth to speak, to tell him your name, but the words caught in your throat. The sheer size of him, the terrifying roar of the tank, and the overwhelming wave of dizziness made your head spin. Before you could utter a sound, your eyes rolled back, and your body went entirely limp.

Don caught you before you hit the ground. For a man of his size, your frame felt impossibly light, like holding a child or a bundle of winter twigs. He scooped you into his arms, his brow furrowing in deep concern as he felt the unnatural, deathly cold radiating from your body.

"Coon-Ass! Bible!" Don barked, turning toward the tank hatches. "Help me get her up! Now!"

The crew emerged from the metal beast, their faces smeared with grease and expressions of utter bewilderment as they saw their commander carrying a young woman. With careful, hurried movements, Don hoisted you up onto the cold iron deck of the Sherman and lowered you down through the narrow commander’s hatch into the belly of the beast.

Descending into the interior of a tank is like stepping inside the cramped, mechanical stomach of an iron monster. The space was suffocatingly small, a labyrinth of pipes, wiring, breech blocks, and ammunition racks. But it was the smell that hit you first as your consciousness slowly, painfully clawed its way back to the surface.

The air inside the tank was a thick, toxic soup. It was an overwhelming stench of spent gunpowder, heavy diesel fuel, burnt motor oil, and the stale, sour odor of human sweat and fear trapped in an unventilated steel box.

You blinked against the dim, yellow glow of the interior lights. You were wedged into a small space, surrounded by cold, unyielding iron. The claustrophobia was instantaneous and absolute. The walls felt like they were actively closing in on you, crushing the air out of your lungs.

Panic, sudden and violent, gripped your chest.

Your breath caught in your throat, turning into short, ragged gasps. Hyperventilation. You couldn't breathe. The air felt too thick to inhale, tasting of oil and poison. Your heart, already struggling from the massive blood loss, began to race at a terrifying, erratic speed. A cold sweat broke out across your face, washing over your pale cheeks.

"Hey, hey, easy. Look at me," a voice rumbled close to your ear.

It was Don. He was squeezed into the tight space beside you, his massive frame dominating the small compartment. He saw the terror in your eyes, saw the way your chest was heaving fruitlessly as you suffocated on your own panic.

The reality of the war, the horrific violation you had suffered at the medical depot, the freezing cold, and the terrifying confinement of the tank all collided at once. It was a sensory and emotional overload. Your mind shattered under the pressure. You gripped your chest, your fingers digging into the rough fabric of your uniform, a soft, strangled cry escaping your blue lips. The room began to spin violently, the yellow lights stretching into long, distorted lines of fire.

The anxiety attack was too much for your weakened body to sustain. The lack of oxygen from hyperventilating, combined with the severe anemia, shut your system down. The darkness rushed back in, and your head fell forward against Don’s broad chest as you lost consciousness once more.

When you awoke for the third time, the heavy clatter of the tank tracks filled the air, vibrating through the metal seat beneath you. The iron beast was on the move. You were sitting in the bow gunner's seat, your hands resting on the cold steel of the machine gun mount. Every muscle in your body throbbed with a deep, hollow ache. The lack of blood left you feeling hollowed out, as if your veins were filled with ice water instead of life.

You swallowed hard, trying to clear the dry, metallic taste from your mouth. You knew you were in a desperate situation. You were surrounded by battle-hardened men who looked at you with a mixture of confusion and resentment. If they realized how weak you were, if they thought you were a liability, you didn't know what they would do. You forced your jaw to lock, determined to hide the shivering that threatened to tear through your body. You forced your eyes to stay open, staring straight ahead through the narrow periscope, trying your absolute best to ensure the men did not notice that you did not feel well.

"Look at her," a voice whispered through the tank's intercom, crackling sharply in your heavy headphones. It was Bible, the gunner, his eyes fixed on his sights but his mind clearly on the new addition to the crew. "She's shaking like a leaf. She looks like she's about to drop dead right there."

"Maybe she's sick," Coon-Ass muttered from his position. He leaned forward, squinting through the dim light of the hull at the back of your head. "Hey, replacement. You got the fever? You bringing some kind of trench rot into this tank?"

"Shut up, Coon-Ass," Don’s voice cut through the intercom, cold and authoritative. But even as he defended you, his eyes remained fixed on you from the commander’s hatch. He could see the tightness in your shoulders, the way your small hands gripped the gun mount so tightly that your knuckles were stark white. He could see you were fighting with everything you had just to stay upright.

"I ain't just talking to talk, Wardaddy," Coon-Ass persisted, his tone growing defensive, tinged with the genuine fear of a man who had seen diseases rip through encampments faster than bullets. "If she's got some kind of bug, we're trapped in this steel box with her. She breathes on us, she coughs, and next thing you know, the whole crew is down. We can't fight a tank if we're all puking our guts out. She shouldn't be here."

Bible glanced over from the driver's seat, his face creased with worry. "She does look terrible, Don. Look at her skin. It's white as a sheet. If she's sick, she needs to go to the medics, not stay in the bow."

The pressure in the tank grew palpable, a heavy wave of suspicion and fear washing over you from the men behind you. They weren't trying to be cruel; they were trying to survive, and in their eyes, an unexplainable illness was just another enemy weapon. You could feel their eyes burning into your back, demanding an explanation you were too humiliated and exhausted to give.

You tried to hold it in, but the sheer effort of fighting the vertigo took its toll. Your grip on the machine gun slipped, and your head drooped forward, hitting the padded brow-rest of the periscope with a soft thud. You didn't completely pass out this time, but you were locked in a gray twilight, unable to move, unable to speak, your body shivering violently as the cold from the iron hull leached into your bones.

"That's it," Don said. He didn't use the intercom this time; his voice boomed through the open air of the turret. He slid down from his seat, squeezing his massive frame through the narrow opening into the front of the hull. He placed a heavy hand on your shoulder, and the sheer warmth of his palm felt like fire against your frozen skin. "Hey. Look at me."

You forced your eyes open, turning your head slowly toward him. The extreme beauty of your face was marred by the dark circles under your eyes and the deathly pallor of your cheeks, but your gaze was fierce with a desperate pride. You didn't want their pity, and you didn't want their fear.

"You're shaking yourself to pieces," Don said gently, his sharp eyes scanning your face, looking for the telltale signs of fever. He placed the back of his bare hand against your forehead. It wasn't hot. It was shockingly, unnaturally cold. "You don't have a fever. You're freezing. What's wrong with you? Talk to me."

The crew fell silent, the mechanical roar of the engine the only sound filling the space. They were listening, waiting to hear if you were a danger to them.

You swallowed hard, your voice cracking, barely audible over the rumble of the tracks. You reluctantly began to explain what had happened to you, the words slipping out in a humiliated, breathless rush. You told him about the staging depot, the crowded, freezing room, the indifferent medical officer, and the orderly who had pinned you down. You described the thick needle, the large glass jar, and how they had drained a full liter of your blood for transfusions before tossing you onto the truck, leaving you with nothing to replace the sudden, massive loss.

As the story spilled out, the atmosphere inside the tank shifted instantly. The suspicion vanished, replaced by a heavy, stunned silence. Bible lowered his head, a soft curse escaping his lips. Norman shook his head in disbelief, his hands tightening on the steering levers. Even Coon-Ass looked away, his rough face tightening with a sudden, deep shame for having doubted you.

Don’t expression transformed completely. The hard, cynical mask of the battlefield commander cracked, revealing a deep, fierce empathy. His jaw clenched so hard the muscles jumped beneath his skin, his eyes burning with an intense, protective fury at the thought of what the rear-guard bureaucrats had done to the fragile, beautiful woman sitting before him. They had drained her like an animal and sent her to the front to die.

"Those bastards," Don growled, his voice vibrating with a dangerous, low heat. He looked at your shivering form, your small frame huddled against the iron wall, and a profound instinct to protect you took hold of him. You weren't a liability; you were a victim of a cruel, unfeeling machine, and he was damn well going to ensure you survived it.

"Coon-Ass, take the bow," Don ordered, his voice brooking no argument. "Bible, keep us moving on the line, but keep it steady."

"Yes, Wardaddy," Coon-Ass said quietly, sliding into the bow gunner's seat with a gentleness he rarely showed, carefully avoiding touching you as Don lifted you out of the tight space.

Don gathered you into his arms once more. You were so weak you couldn't even assist him, your head falling limply against his shoulder as he carried you back into the turret basket. He laid you down against a pile of canvas supply bags, but it wasn't enough. The tank's crude heater was barely making a dent against the winter air radiating through the steel armor plates. You were still shivering violently, your breath coming in small, white puffs, your eyes flickering shut as you threatened to slip back into the dark.

"Stay with me," Don murmured, his voice incredibly soft as he sat down beside you. He saw that blankets and jackets weren't going to be enough; your body simply didn't have enough blood left to generate its own heat. You were fading right in front of him.

Without a second thought, Don reached up and unzipped his heavy tanker jacket, tossing it onto the floor of the turret. He began unbuttoning his thick wool shirt, his movements hurried but careful. He pulled the shirt off his broad shoulders, exposing his bare chest to the chilly air of the interior. His torso was broad, heavily muscled, and scarred from years of combat, radiating a fierce, natural human warmth like an iron furnace.

He reached down and gently began to unbutton your heavy, stiff wool coat. He removed the freezing garment, throwing it aside, leaving you in only your thin cotton undershirt so there would be no barrier against the heat he was about to give you.

Don pulled your small, delicate body flush against his bare chest.

The contrast was staggering. You felt incredibly small against him, your head resting perfectly in the hollow of his shoulder, your pale face buried against the warm, rough skin of his neck. He wrapped his massive, powerful arms entirely around you, pulling you into a tight, fierce cuddle that locked out the rest of the world. He reached down and pulled his heavy tanker jacket over the both of you, creating a tight cocoon to trap every single watt of his body heat against your skin.

"I've got you," Don whispered into your hair, his voice a low, soothing rumble that vibrated through his chest right into yours. "I've got you. You're safe now. Old Wardaddy's got you. Just breathe."

As your frozen skin absorbed his intense, radiating warmth, your body began to relax. The violent tremors that had been wracking your frame slowly began to subside, settling into a soft, occasional shudder. The fierce heat from his skin acted like a direct transfusion of life, warming your starved veins and calming the residual panic that lingered in your mind.

You were too exhausted to stay awake, but as you drifted back into a deep, healing sleep, your body instinctively clung to him. Your small, pale hands curled into the fabric of his discarded shirt on the floor, pulling yourself even closer into the safety of his embrace. Don held you tight, his chin resting gently on the top of your head, his eyes fixed on the dark iron walls of his tank. He was fiercely protective, his heart hardened against the war but entirely softened for the beautiful, fragile woman sleeping in his arms, determined to keep her safe from the cold and the horrors that lay outside.

The vibration of the Sherman tank’s 500-horsepower Wright radial engine was a constant, low-frequency thrum that resonated deep within the iron hull, a mechanical heartbeat that filled the small space where you lay wrapped in Don’s embrace. The air inside the turret basket had begun to shift; the suffocating stench of spent cordite and diesel fuel was still present, but it was being tempered by the fierce, protective bubble of warmth Don had constructed around your small frame.

Underneath the heavy layer of his tanker jacket, your body had finally stopped its violent, erratic shivering. The direct, skin-to-skin contact with his broad chest acted like a primitive radiator, forcing your core temperature back up despite the blood loss that had left your veins feeling like iced water. You were deeply asleep, a heavy, pale figure cradled against the scarred, muscular bulk of the tank commander. Don hadn't moved an inch. His massive arms remained locked around you, his chin resting lightly against your hair, his sharp eyes never leaving the narrow corridors of the tank’s interior.

"How's she doing, Wardaddy?"

The voice came through the intercom, low and uncharacteristically quiet. It was Boyd "Bible" Swan, looking down from his gunner's seat. The religious, stoic center of the crew was staring at your face, his expression softened by a profound, solemn concern. The anger and suspicion that had gripped the crew only an hour prior had completely evaporated, replaced by a heavy, communal guilt. They had treated a severely traumatized, bleeding woman like a hostile threat, and the reality of it sat like a stone in their chests.

"She’s stable, but she’s dry," Don rumbled, his voice a low vibration against your cheek. He didn't use his headset; he spoke directly into the open air of the turret, knowing the men could hear him over the rumble of the tracks. "Her skin’s coming back from gray, but she’s empty. They took too much out of her at that depot. Her heart's working double-time just to keep the lights on."

From the front of the hull, Grady "Coon-Ass" Travis shifted in the bow gunner's seat. The greasy, rough-edged mechanic who had been the most vocal about the "trench rot" looked back through the narrow hatch opening. His face was smudged with black grease, but his eyes were wide and anxious. He reached down into his canvas satchel and pulled out a small, battered aluminum flask.

"I got some water here, Don," Grady muttered, his southern drawl thick and uncharacteristically subdued. "It ain't hot, but it's clean. Kept it inside my coat so it wouldn't freeze. She needs to drink. My mama always said if you lose the red, you gotta put back the clear, or the engine seizes."

"Hand it up," Don ordered gently.

Grady carefully maneuvered his lanky frame through the tight gap, reaching up to press the cold metal flask into Don’s hand. As he did, his eyes lingered on your face. He looked at your delicate features which, though pale and drawn, possessed a striking, clean beauty that felt entirely alien to the mud and blood of the Rhineland. Grady swallowed hard, shaking his head. "Them rear-echelon bastards. If I ever find the medic that stuck that needle in her, I’ll wrap a track-wrench around his throat."

"Get back on your gun, Grady," Don said, though there was no heat in his command. It was the acknowledgement of a shared anger.

Don tapped your cheek with two large, calloused fingers. "Hey. Wake up, little one. Open your eyes for me."

Your eyelids felt like lead weights, stuck together by exhaustion and the heavy veil of anemia. You groaned softly, the sound small and fragile against the roar of the tank. The world came back in a slow, disorienting smear of yellow light and dark iron. The first thing you felt was the intense, solid heat against your front, and the realization that you were pressed nakedly against the bare, muscular chest of the commander. A faint flush of color tried to rise to your pale cheeks, but the sheer lack of physical strength cut the embarrassment short.

"Easy," Don murmured, his grip tightening just enough to reassure you. "You're with us. You're in Fury. Nobody’s going to touch you here. But you need to drink this."

He brought the lip of the aluminum flask to your blue-tinged lips. You tried to raise your hands to take it, but your arms felt like water-logged ropes, completely unresponsive. Seeing your struggle, Don didn't hesitate. He held your head up with the palm of his hand, tilting the flask carefully, letting a few drops of water wet your dry, cracked mouth.

You swallowed, the liquid tasting of tin and old canvas, but your body screamed for it. You drank greedily, small sips that Don meted out with disciplined precision so you wouldn't choke.

"That’s it," Bible muttered from above, a small, relieved smile breaking through his dirt-caked beard. "Let the spirit return to her. Praise the Lord."

From the assistant driver's side, young Norman Smith who was the newest addition before you, a boy who still looked like he belonged in a high school classroom rather than an armored coffin, turned around in his seat. He had been quiet most of the time, his hands trembling slightly on his lap. He reached into his field jacket and pulled out a small, cardboard ration K-ration unit. It was a small block of fruit bar and some hard biscuit.

"I—I have this," Norman stammered, his voice cracking. He looked at you with wide, empathetic eyes. He knew what it was like to be thrown into this hellscape without warning, to be utterly terrified and overwhelmed by the noise and the stench. "It’s sugar. It helps with the shock. I read it in the manual."

Don looked at the boy, then down at the ration. "Break it into small pieces, Norman. Hand it here."

Norman hurriedly unwrapped the sticky fruit bar, breaking off a tiny corner and passing it back to the commander. Don took the piece and pressed it against your lips. "Chew it. Slow. Your body needs fuel to make new blood, girl. Eat."

You managed to open your mouth, taking the small piece of sweet, dense fruit. It took an immense amount of effort just to move your jaw, to masticate the small morsel and swallow it down. Your stomach rumbled uncomfortably, unfamiliar with food after the violent shock your system had endured. For a moment, a wave of intense nausea hit you. The toxic smell of the tank's oil and old sweat washing over your senses again.

Your breathing caught. Your chest began to rise and fall in those short, terrifying gasps that preceded your panic attacks. The walls of the Sherman seemed to lean inward, the iron ceiling pressing down toward your face.

"Don't look at the walls," Don commanded, his voice dropping into a firm, hypnotic register that cut right through the rising tide of your anxiety. He placed his massive hand over your eyes, blocking out the sight of the suffocating steel cage. "Look at me. Focus on my chest. Breathe with me. In... out."

You closed your eyes beneath his palm, your forehead resting against his collarbone. You could hear the steady, heavy thump of his heart—a slow, deliberate rhythm that stood in stark contrast to the wild, racing panic in your own breast. You forced your lungs to mimic his, inhaling the warm air trapped beneath his jacket, exhaling the terror.

"She’s fading again, Don," Grady said from his seat, his eyes looking back through his small mirror. "Her eyes are rolling."

Despite the water and the sugar, the massive deficit in your circulatory system was a physical debt that could not be paid back in minutes. Your brain, starved of oxygen-carrying red blood cells, simply could not maintain consciousness under the weight of the stress. Your head grew heavy against Don’s neck, your fingers loosening their grip on his wool shirt as you slipped away once more, drifting back into the dark, numb void.

"She’s out," Don muttered, his jaw tightening as he pulled the jacket back over your shoulders, tucking you in against his skin until you were completely sealed away from the cold.

"Is she gonna make it, Wardaddy?" Norman asked, his voice small, his eyes fixed on the pale, beautiful face of the girl who had been dropped into their lives by a clerical error.

Don looked down at you, his thumb gently tracing the line of your jaw, feeling the weak, rapid pulse fluttering beneath your skin like a trapped bird. He felt a fierce, protective wrath growing within him—a determination that had kept his crew alive from the deserts of North Africa to the frozen mud of Germany.

"She's gonna make it," Don said, his voice hard as iron, leaving no room for doubt in the cramped confines of the tank. "We’re gonna feed her, we’re gonna keep her warm, and we’re gonna keep her behind this steel. If the German army wants her, they gotta come through me first. Keep us moving. Keep the heat up. Bible, watch the tree line. We hold the line, and we keep her safe."

The biting sleet outside had turned into a thick, heavy snowfall by the time Fury finally rumbled to a halt at the crossroads assembly point. The engine gave one last, deep, metallic cough before sputtering into silence, leaving the interior of the tank suddenly, jarringly quiet. Without the constant hum of the engine, the ambient sounds of the winter night rushed in. Soft, rhythmic hiss of snow hitting the hot exhaust pipes and the low, mournful whistle of the wind whipping across the open hatches.

Don hadn't shifted an inch, his powerful arms still locked securely around you, keeping your delicate frame pressed against the fading warmth of his bare torso.

Suddenly, a sharp, rhythmic tapping echoed against the exterior armor plate—the signal from the company commander’s runner.

"Wardaddy," Grady whispered, his voice sounding starkly loud in the sudden silence of the dead tank. "That's Captain Waggoner’s boy. Officers' briefing at the command trailer. All vehicle commanders and crew."

Don’t jaw clenched, his eyes instantly darkening with an intense, protective reluctance. He looked down at your face, perfectly framed by Norman's wool scarf. You were deeply asleep, your features finally soft and at peace, but your skin still possessed that fragile, translucent ivory pallor that served as a constant reminder of how close to the edge you were.

"I ain't leaving her," Don growled, his voice a low, dangerous rumble.

"Don, you have to," Bible said softly, leaning down from his gunner's seat, his eyes filled with a heavy, practical sorrow. "If the lieutenant sees you missing from the briefing, they’re gonna come looking. If some rear-echelon captain comes poking his head down into this hatch and finds a woman in the turret, they'll take her away from us. They'll put her right back into that broken system that bled her dry."

The logic was unyielding, and it hit Don like a physical blow. Bible was right. The only way to keep you safe from the unfeeling machinery of the army was to keep you hidden, and that meant playing by the rules just enough to keep the brass away from Fury.

"Grady, Bible, Norman," Don commanded, his voice sharp and absolute. "You’re coming with me to the perimeter guard. I want every hatch locked from the outside. Nobody looks in, nobody knows she’s here."

"We can't leave her down here freezing, Don," Norman said, his voice cracking as he looked at your still form. "The engine's off. This steel is going to turn into an icebox in an hour."

Don didn't answer immediately. He carefully began to slide his arms out from around you, a process that required agonizing precision so as not to wake you or disturb your fragile equilibrium. The sudden loss of his direct body heat made your small frame give a tiny, instinctive shudder, a soft, pathetic whimper escaping your lips. The sound cut straight through the hardened hearts of the men listening.

With hurried, focused movements, Don grabbed his thick wool shirt and buttoned himself back up, instantly missing the task of keeping you warm. He then took his own heavy, grease-stained tanker jacket which was still radiating the fierce, trapped heat of his body and wrapped it tightly around you, layering it over the canvas supply bags and Norman’s scarf until you were completely insulated in a thick, protective nest at the bottom of the turret basket.

"We’ll be back in two hours," Don muttered, his eyes burning with a fierce, protective intensity as he stared down at you one last time. "Watch the perimeter. Let's move."

One by one, the men climbed out of the hatches, their heavy boots clattering against the iron deck before disappearing into the snowy dark. The heavy steel hatches swung shut, and the distinct, echoing clack of the external padlocks sealed you into the absolute, silent womb of the tank.

Two hours in the middle of a winter war can feel like an eternity. For Don, Bible, Grady, and Norman, the meeting in the crowded, smoke-filled command trailer was nothing short of a torture session. While the captain droned on about fuel allocations, movement corridors, and expected German anti-tank positions, the minds of Fury’s crew were entirely locked inside their cold steel machine a quarter-mile away.

Don stood at the back of the trailer, his arms crossed over his chest, his face an unreadable mask of hard stone. But beneath the surface, his mind was racing. He kept calculating the temperature drop, visualizing the cold creeping through the armor plate, wondering if your weakened heart could sustain itself without the anchor of his own pulse. Every man in his crew was uncharacteristically silent, ignoring the greetings of other soldiers, their eyes constantly darting toward the door, desperate to get back.

The moment the captain dismissed them, Don didn't wait for the usual pleasantries. He turned on his heel and strode out into the freezing night, his long, heavy strides cutting through the fresh snowdrifts. The crew followed tightly behind him in a silent, grim phalanx, their breath pluming in the freezing air.

They reached the dark, snow-covered shape of Fury. Don pulled the heavy brass key from his pocket, his frostbitten fingers working the padlock with an uncommon, frantic haste. He yanked the commander's hatch open, the freezing air rushing down into the dark interior.

Don was the first to slide down, his heavy boots dropping onto the turret platform. He clicked on his small, red-lens pocket flashlight, sweeping the beam down into the bottom of the basket where they had left you.

The sight that met his eyes made his heart completely stop.

"Jesus Christ," Grady whispered from the hatch above, his voice choking off into a horrified gasp.

You were lying completely flat on your back, your body terrifyingly still. The heavy tanker jacket had shifted slightly, exposing your face to the pale, crimson glow of the flashlight. Your skin wasn't just pale. It was a deathly, translucent, bluish-white, completely devoid of any trace of life. Your eyes were slightly parted, showing a glassy, unseeing crescent of white, and your lips were a stark, bruised shade of purple. There was no visible movement in your chest; the thick layers of wool and canvas lay completely flat, undisturbed by the rhythm of breath.

To any soldier who had spent years looking at corpses in the mud of Europe, you looked undeniably, horrifically dead.

Norman let out a small, strangled sob from the deck above, covering his face with his gloved hands. Bible lowered his head, his lips moving in a frantic, desperate prayer, his hands trembling against the rim of the hatch.

Don dropped to his knees in the cramped space, his entire world narrowing down to the pale, beautiful face of the girl in front of him. A wave of raw, agonizing panic, a feeling he hadn't experienced since the earliest days of the war, threatened to choke him. He had sworn to keep you safe, and he had left you alone in the dark to freeze.

"No," Don growled, his voice a fierce, desperate denial.

He lunged forward, throwing his leather gloves aside. He pressed his large, trembling hand flat against the side of your throat, his rough fingers digging deep into the delicate hollow beneath your jawline.

For three agonizing, breathless seconds, there was nothing but the freezing, mocking silence of the iron hull.

Then, just as Don’s chest tightened to the point of breaking, he felt it.

Thump.

It was a tiny, incredibly weak, and agonizingly slow vibration against his fingertips. A periodic, fragile pulse, like the dying flutter of a bird's wing beneath the snow.

Don let out a harsh, shuddering breath, a sound that was half-sob and half-laugh. "She's alive," he breathed, his voice cracking with an emotion the crew had never heard from their stoic leader. "She's alive. Norman, shut up, she's breathing."

Upon closer inspection, the grim illusion of death began to fade. Don leaned his ear right down to your blue-tinged lips, and after a long, terrifying pause, he felt the faintest, ghost-like puff of freezing air brush against his cheek. Your body hadn't given up; it had simply retreated into the deepest, most primitive stage of hibernation it could manage, slowing your heart rate and respiration down to the absolute bare minimum to preserve what little oxygen and heat your blood-starved brain had left.

"Grady, crank the engine! Get the heater on, now!" Don barked, the absolute authority returning to his voice like a thunderclap.

"Roger that, Wardaddy!" Grady shouted, dropping down into the driver's seat with frantic speed. Within seconds, the starter motor whined, a high-pitched shriek before the massive radial engine roared back to life, its deep, guttural vibration instantly sending a wave of mechanical friction and potential heat through the iron walls.

Don didn't waste another second. He ripped his own heavy wool shirt off his shoulders once again, completely ignoring the freezing draft of the interior as he bared his muscular, heat-radiating torso. He reached down and scooped your limp, ice-cold body out of the nest of blankets, pulling you back flush against his chest.

The contact was jarring; your skin felt like solid ice against his, a shock of cold that made his muscles tense. But he only held you tighter, wrapping his massive arms completely around you, locking you into the fierce, unyielding fortress of his embrace. He pulled the heavy tanker jacket back over the two of you, tucking Norman’s scarf tightly around your chin.

"I've got you," Don whispered fiercely into your hair, his chest heaving as he poured his own vital warmth back into your frozen frame. "I'm sorry I left. I'm right here. Old Wardaddy's here. Come on, little one, fight it. Breathe with me."

Above him, Bible, Grady, and Norman slid back into the tank, quickly pulling the hatches shut to seal in the rising heat of the engine. They looked down at the two of you and the large, scarred commander holding the fragile, breathtakingly beautiful girl like a sacred shield against the winter hell outside. They were exhausted, terrified, and hardened by war, but in that dark, vibrating tank, their only mission was to ensure that the fragile pulse beneath Don's hand kept beating.

The constant, suffocating tension that had gripped the interior of Fury for days finally began to thaw alongside the morning frost. The Sherman tank sat tucked beneath the heavy camouflage netting of a ruined German barn, the engine idling in a low, gentle purr that kept the interior comfortably warm. For the first time since you had been dropped into their world, the thick, toxic stench of spent cordite and diesel oil was masked by the rich, undeniable aroma of real coffee—brewed from a tin Bible had stubbornly hoarded for a special occasion.

You sat in the center of the turret basket, propped up against a neat nest of canvas supply bags. The deathly, translucent gray was entirely gone from your skin, replaced by a soft, healthy ivory and a natural flush of color in your cheeks. Though you were still wearing Don’s oversized wool shirt. The fabric was drowning your small frame, you looked vibrant. Clean. Your striking beauty, which had been hidden beneath grease and sweat, was now on full display. Your eyes were bright, wide, and clear, reflecting the amber glow of the utility lights.

Don sat directly across from you in the cramped space. He was back in his own grease-stained tanker jacket, but his eyes hadn't left your face. His broad shoulders were relaxed, yet his posture remained instinctively protective, his large hand resting casually on the iron frame near your knee, a silent anchor ensuring you were safe.

"So," Grady muttered, leaning back in the bow gunner's seat with a tin cup of coffee balanced on his knee. He looked at you, a slow, bashful grin breaking through the black grease smudges on his face. "The ghost finally decided to join the living. You had us writing our testaments, replacement. Especially Norman here. Boy wept like a wet weekend."

"I did not," Norman stammered from the assistant driver's seat, his face instantly turning the color of a brick. He stole a quick, shy glance at you, utterly captivated by the way the dim light caught the soft lines of your face. "I was just... checking the manual for hypothermia protocols."

A soft, melodic laugh escaped your lips—the very first time the men had heard the sound. It cut through the heavy, mechanical atmosphere of the tank like a ray of sunlight.

"Well, I appreciate the manual checking, Norman," you said, your voice steady and surprisingly light, carrying a dry, playful edge. "But if you cried that much, I’m glad I was unconscious. I would have felt obligated to share my K-rations with you, and honestly, that fruit bar was the only thing keeping my soul attached to my body."

Grady let out a loud, barking laugh, slapping his knee. "See? I told you she had some bite! A schoolgirl wouldn't touch them fruit bars with a ten-foot pole."

"It wasn't a choice, Grady," you countered, tilting your head with a smirk. "When the alternative is inhaling diesel fumes that taste like burnt hair and old socks, the fruit bar starts looking like a five-star dinner in Paris."

Don’s lips twitched into a rare, genuine smile. He leaned his elbows on his knees, his intense blue eyes softening as he watched you interact with the crew. He was quietly amazed. For days, he had carried you like a fragile, broken bird, fearing that the sheer brutality of the war and the horrific violation at the medical depot had shattered your spirit. Yet here you were, weak but completely unbroken, matching wits with a crew of hardened tankers.

"You've got a smart mouth for someone who was legally a corpse twelve hours ago," Don rumbled, his gravelly voice warm and thick with an uncharacteristic fondness.

"Technically, Sergeant," you said, turning your bright eyes to lock onto his, entirely unfazed by his massive, intimidating frame, "I was just conserving energy. Your bureaucracy took a literal liter of my blood. I figured the least I could do was make the US Army wait a bit before I did any actual work."

The crew fell into a comfortable, easy silence as Bible handed you a hot canteen cup of coffee. Your hands were still a little shaky, your fingers small and delicate against the battered metal, but you held it steady.

"The Lord gives strength to the weary," Bible said softly, his eyes full of a deep, reverent respect as he looked at you. "And to those who have no might, He increases strength. We were all praying for you, sister. Truly."

"Thank you, Bible," you said, your tone shifting into something genuinely warm and sincere. You looked around at the four men packed into the steel hull. "And I... I know I haven't properly said it yet. But thank you. All of you. I know what a mess I was when I got dumped here. And I know what you did to keep me from freezing." Your eyes lingered on Don for a fraction of a second longer, a silent, profound acknowledgment of the fierce, skin-to-skin warmth he had given you in the dark.

"Don't think twice about it," Grady said from the driver's hatch, turning around with a warm smile. "We protect our own. Even the ones who get sent to us by a clerk who can't read a manifest."

"Speaking of which," Don said, his expression turning a bit more serious, though the warmth remained in his eyes. "What exactly happened back there? How did a girl like you end up with an armor division's transit slip?"

You took a slow sip of the hot coffee, letting the warmth settle into your chest before you let out a dry, amused sigh. "A complete comedy of errors. My name... well, on a smudged carbon copy, the first initial and the last name apparently look identical to a twenty-four-year-old mechanic from Ohio named Donald. I was supposed to be sitting in a nice, heated office in London, typing up shipping manifests for boots and blankets. Instead, some clerk with a greasy thumb stamps the file, yells 'Next!', and the next thing I know, I’m being shoved onto a boat, told I’m a replacement bow gunner, and driven into a freezing pine forest."

"A bow gunner," Grady chuckled, shaking his head. "Can you even lift the ammo boxes, little one?"

"Probably not," you admitted readily, flashing him a bright, mischievous grin. "But I'm excellent at filing things alphabetically. So if any German infantrymen happen to attack us in alphabetical order, I have them completely covered."

The entire turret erupted into laughter. Even Don couldn't hold it back, a deep, rumbling chuckle shaking his broad chest. The sheer contrast of your presence, your ethereal, striking beauty combined with a sharp, resilient wit, had completely transformed the mood inside Fury. The tank was no longer just a grim, suffocating coffin of iron; with you awake and talking, it felt, for the very first time in months, like a home.

Don reached out, his massive, calloused hand gently squeezing your shoulder through the oversized wool shirt. The gesture was fiercely protective, a silent vow that the system would never get its hands on you again.

"Well," Don said, his voice low and steady, locking his eyes onto yours with absolute certainty. "Donald from Ohio is missing out. You're staying right here behind this steel. You don't have to lift no ammo boxes, and you don't have to fight. You just stay warm, you keep talking, and we'll handle the rest. You're part of Fury now."

The heavy canvas of the camouflage netting rustled against the Sherman tank’s frozen hull as another blast of the unrelenting German winter swept through the ruined barn. The days that followed your recovery blurred into a quiet, survival-driven routine. The frontline had temporarily stabilized a few miles to the east, leaving Fury tucked away in the shadows, a temporary sanctuary from the biting sleet and snow.

Inside the tank, the intense cold remained a constant adversary. The crude auxiliary heater could only do so much againstthirty tons of solid American steel that acted like a giant block of ice, drawing the warmth out of everything it touched. But the freezing weather brought with it a subtle, unspoken shift in the dynamics between you and the commander.

What had started as an emergency measure to save your life had slowly, naturally evolved over the last few days into something deeper. You and Don liked each other. There was an undeniable, quiet gravity that pulled the two of you together whenever the crew settled into the tight confines of the hull. It wasn't loud or disruptive to the crew's routine; it was a silent understanding, a mutual comfort found in the middle of a brutal world.

"Hey, little one," Don’s gravelly voice broke through the low hum of the idling engine. He was sitting on the bench in the turret basket, his broad shoulders filling the space, his heavy tanker jacket unzipped. He looked over at you, his intense blue eyes softening the moment they landed on your face. "You're shivering again. Come here."

You looked up from the book Norman had lent you, a faint, genuine smile touching your lips. Your skin had fully regained its healthy, delicate ivory color, making your striking beauty even more pronounced in the amber glow of the utility lights. You didn't argue. Over the past few days, you both had grown adept at finding completely logical, entirely necessary excuses to cuddle.

"It’s just a draft," you murmured playfully, sliding across the metal floorboards toward him. "The steel near the assistant driver's seat is practically sweating ice."

"That's because Grady is keeping the front hatches cracked to vent the stove fumes," Don said, his lips twitching into a rare, soft smirk. He reached out, his massive hands catching your waist with an easy, practiced familiarity, and lifted you up onto the bench beside him. "Don't need you freezing again after we spent a whole night turning you back into a person."

He pulled you flush against his side, wrapping his large, powerful arm entirely around your shoulders. Without a second thought, Don opened the left side of his heavy, fleece-lined jacket, tucking your small frame securely inside the fabric against his chest. The transition was instantaneous; his body was still a natural furnace, radiating a fierce, protective heat that instantly began to melt the chill in your bones.

You rested your head perfectly in the hollow of his shoulder, your fingers instinctively curling into the rough wool of his shirt. You let out a soft, contented sigh, your body instantly relaxing into his bulk.

From the gunner's seat above, Bible adjusted his spectacles, looking down at the two of you with a quiet, approving nod before returning to cleaning the breech block of the 76mm gun. The crew had completely accepted it. In fact, they seemed relieved to see their formidable, battle-hardened commander anchored by something gentle. It kept the "Wardaddy" mask from slipping back into the cold, ruthless stone they usually saw on the battlefield.

"You know, Sergeant," you whispered, your voice a low, teasing murmur against the skin of his neck, "if the inspector general wanders down here, you're going to have a hard time explaining why your replacement bow gunner spends eighty percent of her duty shift inside your coat."

Don let out a low, rumbling chuckle that vibrated deeply through his chest right into yours. He tightened his grip around you, his chin resting gently against the top of your hair, inhaling the clean, faint scent of the soap they had managed to find for you.

"I'll tell him it's a structural necessity for the tank's operational readiness," Don replied smoothly, his thumb tracing a comforting, slow circle on the outside of your arm. "A cold gunner can't track targets. I'm just maintaining government property."

"Government property?" You tilted your face up, your bright eyes flashing with a sharp, resilient amusement as you looked at his scarred jawline. "I'll have you know I'm a highly trained logistical specialist who happens to be a victim of a clerical error. I'm a precision instrument, Collier."

Don turned his head, his blue eyes locking onto yours from just inches away. The playful banter died down for a brief, heavy moment, replaced by an intense, lingering warmth that had nothing to do with the winter weather outside. He looked at the perfect symmetry of your features, the stubborn resilience in your gaze, and the absolute trust you placed in him.

"Yeah," Don murmured, his voice dropping into a soft, intensely sincere register that made your heart skip a beat. "You are. And I'm keeping the instrument safe."

Series Premiere (Pilot)

The High Chaparral - Destination Tuscon - NBC - September 10, 1967

Western

Running Time: 60 minutes

Written by Denne Bart Petitclerc

Produced by David Dortort

Directed by William F. Claxton

Stars:

Leif Erickson as John Cannon

Cameron Mitchell Buck Cannon

Mark Slade as Billy Blue Cannon

Henry Darrow as Manalito Montoya

Linda Cristal as Victoria Montoya Cannon (Credits only)

Joan Caulfield as Anna Lee Cannon (Episode 1)

Don Collier as Sam Butler

Rodolfo Acosta as Vaquero

Bob Hoy as Joe Butler

Roberto Contreras as Pedro

Jerry Summers as Ira

Ted Markland as Reno

Jacklyn O'Donnell as Jo

Mike De Anda as Chavez

Evelyn King as Mabel