#dogfight

no dipshit, i dont want that dog in my house when he tried to kill mine. my dog was trying to protect me so she snapped at him because he was trying to bite me. "oh but he came here sunday and they were fine" I WASNT HERE, DUMBASS. I WAS WITH MY MOM THAT DAY SPENDING TIME WITH HER. so my dog had no reason to attack him that day because i wasnt even there. dogs arent the exact same as toddlers, they dont instantly forget. they can remember and hold a grudge. thats why so many rescue dogs are eerie of humans.

i dont know how me and him ended up getting to this part of the conversation, but i ended up calling him a misogynistic asshole. why? because he always calls my dog a demon dog (shes a girl, will be important later) especially when she does one wrong thing, or shes just being hyper. but our boy dog blizzard? the second hes hyper, rowdy, or does something bad, its hilarious. hes perfect in every aspect, of course he can do no wrong. (my argument of him being a misogynist still heavily stands, he treats women HORRIBLY and has made many sexist jokes)

i said, "you always blame everything on sammy, when blizzard does the SAME EXACT THINGS. i love both of them equally, but apparently YOU dont." he said, "well blizzard doesnt piss and shit in the house!" and i, of course, retorted with something i remember very clearly, "YES HE DOES? HES DONE IT IN MY ROOM MULTIPLE TIMES" i was met with silence because this drunkass doesnt know how to respond

and its exactly. the. fucking. same. with. louis (his moms dog). he blames the fight on sammy, when louis tried to bite me first. she was trying to protect me.

of course i dont want that dog in my house. i dont think hes inherently a bad dog, but i dont want them to get into another altercation. sammy is much smaller than louis. while shes strong, he could fucking kill her.

and what i saw that day?

if me and my mom didnt break up the fight, he wouldve.

so no, i dont want that dog in my home near my dog when im here.

i blatantly said, "you bring that dog here, and i leave. dont know where i go, maybe ill go out to see my mom, but ill leave."

he did not like that one bit. well, he can cry about it. im not going to watch sammy die.

sorry. im pissed. i do not want that dog near mine. i might be overreacting, but i dont care. id rather take extreme measures than find a dead dog, sammy or louis.

i dunno. should i apologize to him? hes done so much horrible shit though, he needs to be humbled a bit... (i might make another post about him eventually...cant wait to fucking get out of here. wanna go back to my moms house already. i mean, i could, but she has work and i dont wanna be a bother which is why im here).

ughhh...idk. yall dunno all the shit hes done but i dont want this post to be eight lightyears long going into his maga ass. that sounds weird help??? whatever im keeping it.

im lowkey so pissejdhjthtjfjdjfndw

i need to chill tf down i literally NEVER get this mad. or at least, if i do, i calm down quickly or relax by joking about it. but my dogs life has never been threatened like this, so idfk. i really dont want her to get hurt.

thoughts and opinions are appreciated though. i forgot lots of parts of the convo because i lowkey like blanked out. i was going in blind in rage urhrhrrh....wouldve preferred if it were a text convo so I could just provide screenies, but whatever.

i do have screenshots of me yelling at him though for shit hes done irl (disrespecting boundaries is a huge one with him, apparently. one time, he literally said to my face: "boundaries? who cares about boundaries?" and i got SO MAD.

ufhrhrhrh.... yeahhhh..... tension wooohooo whatever this wouldnt be the first time i yelled at him. not that itll change louis owners perspective of me, she already fucking hates me because im "gay" (not even strictly gay, i openly identify as queer and im questioning my romantic attraction and have been for a while).

hmm whatever i need to calm down. i think im a bit better after writing this but its just..jtjgjjgdnjt

im so sorry for missing context like how we got into the misogyny convo, i genuinely do not remember. if i do ill probably edit this, but we'll see. who knows, i mighta just brought it up randomly. genuinely i have no clue i cannot remember

but i mean i wasnt wrong...