#dlakj

pmmm amv’s with

like.

because they’re yuri?

also because they’re crafted so excellently

but ALSO because i ship madoka/homura in some sense and reliving their story via such an interpretation is super cool

for years i’ve enjoyed that stuff on my own also because i wanted to hide it

but i don’t really, i guess i never really made friends like on the internet or anything (that I would feel comfortable bothering with stuff). like i have trouble keeping up sustained contact with people i call friends in real life so....

and none of those have the same preferences as me and... tho my bf gets it he cannot share in the feeling bc he doesn’t feel it.

so like. sometimes i watch an incredible, f/f amv and I want to SHARE it. but i can’t share that feeling with anyone....