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14. Do they have someone that they consider to be a family member, even if they’re not related to your character by blood? What was one of your character’s favourite moments with them, and what makes them so special to them?

Renwyk's entire blood family, the Martikovs, are very important to him- which sucks because they want very little to do with him aside from him fixing his messes at the moment. His new party, the group of people that he believes Fate and the Morninglord brought together, he still doesn't trust for the most part- they seem on the level, and they've helped each other out many times, but there's still so many secrets between all of them and they're all so strange, so obviously not from Barovia and so out of place. He's probably closest with the human bloodhunter/paladin, Kaz Valentine, one of the twins in the party. Kaz is much older than Renwyk, and very very strange sometimes, and he worships an entire different set of gods that Renwyk has never heard of before, but he's dependable and protective, especially of Renwyk. Both Kaz and Renwyk are full of guilt and feel very responsible for the Shit happening in Barovia right now, for different reasons, but after Lady Wachter betrayed the party and Strahd attacked Vallaki, Kaz and Renwyk were going alone to the Temple to save the priest there, and on the way they had a conversation- Kaz frustrated because he knew Lady Wachter was untrustworthy but went along with her anyways, and Renwyk feeling much the same, another person he's trusted that turned on them. Kaz told Renwyk that what happened that day was not his fault, that he should not take responsibility for the mess and the deaths, that Kaz was the one to shoulder that. While it's not that easy to just, let someone else feel the guilt, Renwyk appreciated it and they had a Tender Moment. Renwyk kind of sees Kaz as a very strange uncle figure- although he is reluctant to fully put his trust in any of his new party (none of them even know he's a wereraven yet), Kaz is definitely the one he finds himself begrudgingly trusting the most.

22. Do they have any nervous habits? If they know, what made them start doing them?

Renwyk fiddles, his fingers messing with his hair or a feather or a piece of jewelry when he's nervous or anxious (which is admittedly most of the time). His mother used to braid and do his hair, and even though she is distant and colder towards him than he wants now, the action of messing with, braiding and brushing his hair is calming. He has little trinkets in his pockets, a ring or bits of shiny metal and buttons, things he's found and picked up because they were nice to touch or shiny and interesting. Bits of his corvid nature bleeding through, mostly.

40. Do people expect a lot from your character or look up to them for something? Why or why not?

Renwyk is the youngest in his party, but as the only native Barovian he feels a lot of pressure to be the leader or to know what to do- which he is very bad at. He definitely does not believe he should be trusted to make decisions, as so many of his previous ones ended up Very Badly. His little brothers absolutely looked up to him, before he was Exiled from his family, and he hasn't really seen them since and doesn't know what they think of him now- their older brother was an idiot and singlehandedly ruined the entire families livelihood. Renwyk doesn't want anybody to look up to him or expect leadership from him, he's not cut out for it and will undoubtedly ruin anything he touches, no matter how hard he tries to fix things. He so often wants to just, shift into a raven and fly away, stop caring, but he knows he can't do that, and couldn't even stay away for more than a few days when he was exiled. He has to fix things, he's put that responsibility on himself, no matter what.

AAAAAA ILL JUST DO OVERTIME CAUSE I CANT FUCK WITH ALL MY OCS RN

Stella- Cerise and Darling vibes

Travis- definitely Hopper or Dexter vibes

khsjdfshk!! Ive been mostly listening to podcasts recently, TAZ, Dungeons and Daddies, bomBARDed, Badvertising, etc!! School has been taking up most of my time but podcasts i can like, listen to on the bus and shit which helps a lot!! I honestly haven’t? watched any shows in a Bit, i started JoJos for a friend but am still in the middle of part 2? 

aLSO dnd!! love me all aspects of that funky game!! characters, dice, minis, actually playing, all of it!! i sewed a bunch of pocketed dice bags for me and my brothers (we all play dnd together on saturdays) and it was so fun!