#disquisition.

Getting her to speak openly in group sessions was a difficult task, and she was more the type to keep to herself and offer a few small nods every now-and-then to show her proof of staying engaged in a conversation. However get in her private, and the atmosphere could change completely. The only problem with her one-on-one talks was that she had the tendency to repeat statements, which is exactly what occurred when she tried to explain the past events that had happened of the course of the week. And the sad thing was, she didn’t eve catch notice that she was just explaining herself over and over again. “Did I tell you about the spider I chased around my apartment?”

Bringing her index and thumb together she pinched the bridge of her nose, trying to figure out the source of the absurd smell that filled their inclined aisle pace. Surely, it couldn’t be the result of something done by her, which only left very few possibilities left. “Do you smell that? It stings my nose.” A dramatized sigh fell past her lips, her eyes fluttering closed for a split moment in the process. Her eyes wandered around them, noticing that no one had been close enough in their direction to be involved in the little ordeal. “Jennie Kim, did you just fart in a store, or should someone in our area take the blame for this?”

Being straight-forward and seeking for answers usually wasn’t something she typically found difficult to do, yet in her current proposition there was a lodge of timidness stuck in her throat. In her own personal opinion she did an all-right job at studying someones character, which she took hand-in-hand when noticing some sort of abnormal behaviour of someone. And for the past hour he seemed to be acting a little bit different, but the only problem left was if he would actually be honest with her on the inquiry. After all, she didn’t expect him to go into detail about his full life-story, she just wanted some answers to help cure her curiosity. “Something seems off with you today.”

Practically her entire face was hidden into the palms of her hands, trying her best to steal glances through the cracks of her fingers. The sudden weather patterns of the day was something that she was not expecting at all. “How are you not hiding right now?!” Her voice rose with the question, still in utter disbelief that he was able to stand so calmly. “The sun will melt you for sure! What happened to the muggy weather...”

Even if her hands were quite clammy they still had a reasonably tight grip on the needle between her fingers, being quite careful not to accidentally harm herself in the process. “Do you believe in all that magic mumbo jumbo?” Using the tip of the needle she protruded the sharp-edge into the center of the dolls stomach, taking notice at how easy it was to puncture the small hole. “I don’t believe this is a real voodoo doll... I don’t even know who the person is that it is supposed to represent. Ah, what a bummer.” In unison she furrowed her brows together while pushing the needle in deeper through the doll, trying to see if something would come out of such actions.

This is very typical of you, eonnie. Accusing me of killing someone or causing some sort of harm or mayhem, just because I was being kind. Do I really look like a little devil to everyone? Ah. ( ` in unison she furrowed her brows, not exactly sure on the own question herself. some said she could be quite mischievous, but she never took it to this length of extent. ) I am taking my compliment back! I am currently taking a hiatus on giving you any love. 

In a formal motion she crossed her arms against her chest in ease, pondering up an equally-strong response. Those who personally knew her, and even the fans that had seen her say the same thing on shows, knew she had an emotional demeanor, and such a quality made it difficult for her to properly open on the subject. After all, she didn’t want to end up in any unnecessary trouble with anyone. “Diss tracks are more meant for rapping though... or from at least what I have seen. And my strong point is vocals, so maybe this isn’t exactly a diss track overall. Let’s just call it a truth revelation track, yeah? Did you review the lyrics earlier?” 

    I went on a trip... had filming, did the Mystic Open Run, and so much more.. but these are all excuses right? I’m sure you were busy too, huh? ( + Laughing at the girls excessive excited attitude her palms extended out to squish her cheeks, eyes staring into hers to see if some sense could get knocked into her. ) You’re so.. jumpy! Did you have a bunch of coffee with out me?