#disabled babe

Lookin' kinda cute today at my infusion. 💜💉

Don't light it up blue, light it up (semi) rainbow

Wanted to do a blue Look then dreamt up purple into blue into green for a bit of fun

Tried to do a DIY white mascara, but the lash primer I used was white so I couldn't tell what I was doing lol

Ended up spilling the white scraped eyeshadow powder for it and getting it all over one of my bags 😭

Also got my annual/Christmas haircut 😅

I'm not in a flare, you are, shut up 🤫

👽GOOD VIBES OR GTFO👽

I want someone to love me for me

I’m exhausted of being rejected for something I can’t control

why do I even keep trying?

why can’t I be accepted?

although, I can’t blame them

for, I haven’t accepted myself yet

how could I?

how do I accept my body betraying me

i fucking can’t

16 fucking years

and I’m just living with my retarded body

it’s not orthodox

I know other people who’ve had no problem accepting this horror

why the fuck is it so hard for me?

I guess, I’m only a bothersome burden

in all reality, I’m not worth loving

people say "you’re supposed to love yourself first"

but how do I love something I hate?

with a lump in my throat, I fucking ask you how?

a helpless, gross, futile thing deserves only neglect

as much as it burns my chest

yet, my goddamn heart believes otherwise

the war between my heart and brain is a real issue

i wish my heart would be cut out

it brings a sting I just want to throw up

i don’t know how to get rid of this pique

I tried numbing the cramps in my heart but it doesn’t last

it hurts too redundantly

This is a grocery fund.

They are a beautiful disabled person in need of help with food. We figured a grocery fund would help them out tremendously.