Friend zone
I'm so done...so we went out about 3x in the last 4-5 weeks....the first time was to bergn a beer garden in bk...we had good conversation got drunk he tried to pull me into a bathroom and hump me from the back..weird I know but I chalk it up to drunkedness. The second time I invited him with my friends to a dance party in gowanus. He brought his brother with him which was fine... He was very touchy feely which he has never been before..every time he help me off or on the stool my ass was caressed (side note I have a fatty and my waist is small-lol) a drinker spilled in my hands he took my hands and start to lick and suck the drink off of them..I pulled away and giggled..I was going to restroom and he grabbed my hand and was taking me into a bathroom again but was stopped by security...I went by myself and he went to the guys room... I meet him outside and he grabbed my arm and put it around him so I'm behind him...then we walked back to the main dance room...he then put me in front of him so I started whining and he started to caress my thighs my ass my waist up to my breast what a turn on!!!! I closed my eyes while was doing it cause wow it was unbelievable...I have never has that happen before...He let go and I looked at him, but walked back to the table started dancing with my girls again until he called me over, I fought back asking why is he summoning me like a dog...he gave me a look and said come... I came...he took my hands and put it on my chest and he took him hands and placed it on my ass...he grabbed it squeezed it massaged it and smacked it with was hot...in his ear I said well you can now go home and think about my ass...we went back and forth, he kept on putting his head in my shoulder..then he said my name which are me excited cuz he never calls me by my first name always my last name..I look down and he KISSED ME!! I was so surprised I said in his ear you don't have to do that if you don't want to.. He said I only do what I want... I smile, he put out his lips again and I kissed him he then opened his mouth and a tongue came out... Licked my face. I gave him the gross look.. He laughed.. We pecked alittle more..it's time to leave so we are walking out and he grabs my by one leg and said lets go I squeal and he puts me down and grabs my hand out of the warehouse..we kissed again..I went home with my friends..dumb move on my part but that's just the type of girl I am...the 3rd time we went to burger place in park slope and union hall and it was great conversation and drinks but he didn't make one move no touching no kissing no anything... It's like180...so I think I have been friend zone...I think I'm going to invite him out one more time and see if he does anything if nothing happens then I done...I don't want him as a boyfriend but I wouldn't friend with benefits situation..I have never done it before...but I think it would be fun...I think my worry is because I'm so inexperienced I get attached to any guy who shows a little attention to me than normal.. Do did I read the signs wrong?????
