Hey! We're using this as more-or-less a diary to process and deal with our experiences with our specific disorder and how it impacts our life! I suppose I should start with an intro!
Our collective name is Celestial (or CC, either work), we're a system with a complicated history of denial and repression so our system information is a little sparse right now! We'll update this as we figure more out about ourselves!
(She/Her) Our host and primary fronter. In a ton of denial about being a system and has blocked memories about most of our life up until roughly our college years. Really enjoys learning about nature and especially bugs.
(She/Her) Primary caretaker. Very soft and gentle with the rest of us, uses terms like "sweetie" and "sweetheart" when referring to the rest of our system, especially Samantha. She's a big fan of baking and gardening and other domestic hobbies.
(He/Him) Primary trauma holder, struggles with talking outside of the system and with facial expressions when fronting. Listens to very loud music and is, in general, a pretty sarcastic person.
(They/Them) Secondary trauma holder, we think. Serious demeanor and deeper voice than the rest of us. Hyperfixation on space and holds a lot of the existential dread for us when we need help dealing with that.
Our little(s) will likely be mentioned in passing but won't be identified by name and won't be using the account.
We ask that you keep syscourse out of our asks and off our blog. We're personally anti-endo just due to behavior we've seen from that community but, in general, this will be the only time we engage with that.
