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The list of evil boopers is growing. You will be dealt with.

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you  typically  wait  until  the  last  second  to  believe  the  truth–because  it  would  destroy  you  to  believe  it,  and  then  find  out  it  was  a  lie.  you  are  someone  who  has  never  wanted  to  want,  but  has  rarely  been  able  to  do  anything  else.  the  idea  that  you  might  have  to  break  down  your  walls  for  the  sake  of  someone  else,  someone  who  could  easily  decide  they  don’t  like  what  is  on  the  other  side,  is  harrowing.  why  let  people  get  close  enough  to  be  rejected?  you  are  enough  for  yourself.  and  you  will  tell  yourself  that  every  time  you  catch  yourself  staring  at  their  mouth,  smirking  at  their  joke,  finding  a  reason  to  flick  their  shoulder.  until  the  kiss.  that’s  when  the  flood  of  want,  want,  want  bowls  over  you  and  you  realize  that  you  are  torn  between  two  ways  of  living.  Oh,  you  think.  because  despite  how  complicated  you  have  made  it,  the  moment  you  kiss,  somehow,  things  seem  incredibly  simple.  they  won’t  be  once  you  start  thinking  again,  but  for  now,  for  this  moment,  you  live  in  the  quiet  peace  of  revelation.  Oh.

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although i doubt ill be able to til the next decade 😔

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