#deep meaning

TW! TW! ‼️ descriptive self sacrificing through self harm (I DO NOT CONDONE)

I just want to shed light on the hidden pain, shame, guilt, & internal conflict we carry within ourself.

I desire to touch the sky,

but my wings aren't strong enough

for me to fly.

I have the best feathers,

Strings for the feathers to tie,

but I'm too lazy to make them

and too coward to try.

Sometimes I fail to make them.

They remain incomplete, torn,

not perfect to be worn.

Sometimes there's a hole in the wings

And when I fly,

I fall, becoming wingless,

Again on my bed I lie.

I believe, I hope,

A day will come, when I'll have the biggest

and the strongest wings,

For me to fly high.

For that day to come, I must keep working on my wings.

Every second counts,

I must accept every tear,

Every single wound.

All I need is patience,

And a little strength,

Along with some dedication,

In the green-blue coolness,

deep down in the sea stands the algae,

you almost can’t see it.

And the water flows gently,

sways it back and forth,

it never rises high up into the light.

But up on the ground of the earth,

there walks the human

with a firm goal.

He has the choice every hour;

so choose well, then

you will achieve much.