Dear Diary,
Everyone came back from war. Â Well, more or less. Â I was asleep when everyone returned initially, but I haven't been able to since waking up to the most terrifying scream I've ever heard. Â Since then it's been back and forth between my room and the lobby, trying to nap between the screams of pain. Â I want to ease their suffering, but I don't know how! Â I can't use conjury, every time I try, it fails. Â I can't heal, not really, anyroad, and never without Butterfly.
I can put a seal on a person's aether and save their life, but I can't even heal a paper cut without outside assistance. Â I aspire to emulate the scholars of Nym, but how bad of a scholar would I be that I can't even make someone feel better?
No. Â I'm going to figure out how to do it. Â No more moping. Â If I can invert and apply an aetherdam to someone else, I can find a geometry that will alleviate suffering and pain. Â That's what they'd do, so that's what I'm going to do.