#deasung

PSA: Before I start this, this is all my stupid opinion. it's my opinion on the scandal with seungri and other scandals that tainted BIGBANG's image, and what I feel about BIGBANG as of today (12 March 2019).

I have been a fan of BIGBANG since I was like 12, maybe even 11, so I've been a fan of them for about 6-7 years maybe even 8 (I'm a raccoon I'm not the best at math). They were my ticket into kpop, where I have found some of my closest friends, and have had the pleasure of coming to enjoy other groups, solo artist, and dramas. T.O.P was my bias, I was hella loyal to him, out of all my biases he reigned supreme. He was bigger to me than my EXO bias and I've stanned EXO since their debut. BIGBANG reigned supreme in my heart, EXO does too, but BIGBANG was my first group, T.O.P was my first bias, I was so loyal I use to deadass be able to rap all of Doom Dada when I was like 12.

ANYWAYS

BIGBANG are idiots.

GD is stupid

T.O.P is stupID

Seungri is STUPID

So far the only ones who havent caused any drama with scandals are Taeyang and Deasung. (From what I've gathered)

Now I dont hate BIGBANG, I am still loyal but this is getting ridiculous.

T.O.P and GD have both done some dumb things with T.O.P going to court over a marijuana scandal, and his overdose causing many people (including myself)to loose their shit and GD being a baby about his enlistment AND a marijuana scandal aswell. And then we get Seungri's scandal??? like come on! I really want to be loyal to my boys BUT THEY MAKE IT SO HARD. Plus I heard that this isnt even Seungri's FIRST sexual harrassment accusation (that word used lightly because come on this evidence is starting to smack us in the face)

Trust me (or dont) I was like "iNnOcEnT tiLl pRoVeN gUilTy" I still want to believe that there is a chance (haha no there's no chance but I can still hope) but the evidence is right in front of us. we can not just ignore it anymore, plus him going into retirement is making him look worse. So I decided that I am going to distance myself from the three members especially Seungri because there are people out there who want to hold his hand and defend him, eventhough the woman who were used and abused need support more than him.

moving on because I'm bad at transitioning

I still am a fan of BIGBANG but PREstupidity basically anything that happened before 2015 (including the BANG BANG BANG comeback) nothing after deserves my support because the men have pushed me to stop supporting them.

Here ya go! More coming later! I just need to find my laptop charger bc I'm not struggling with uploading these on my mobile. :) 

GD After a stressful day at work you guys are cuddling on the sofa just listening to some music, in order to help you relax you lay your head on his lap as he runs his hands through your hair, he starts humming along to the song playing and doesn't even realise you've fallen asleep until he goes to ask you what time you need to be at work tomorrow. Knowing how stressful your job can be he simply smiles a little and gets his phone out of his pocket. A few weeks later when he lets you hear a sample of his new song you realise that he tried to put that moment into words and any doubts you ever had went away immediately.

Taeyang He'd love to have you at the studio whilst he works, says it helps him keep calm and your a good inspiration. Many late nights happen so you often bring things to entertain yourself without disturbing him, plus watching him work is fun. One evening you're so tired you don't really want to go but also don't want to let him down, knowing he was hoping to have the song finished today and he liked you to be the first to hear it. When he's done he comes to sit next to you and you curl up into his side, by the time the song has finished playing you've fallen asleep and the only reaction he has is chuckling to himself before gently waking you and taking you home.

TOP I feel like he’ll pretend he hates it when you curl up next to him after work but secrets he hopes you do it more often. He likes to hold your hand and always slouches more as you sit down so you can rest your head on his shoulder. He fully expects you to fall asleep as well so it's no surprise when you do. He treasures the moment probably falling asleep with you a few times, and if he complains about an aching neck in the morning you'll just remind him that he could've kicked you off any time he wanted to.

Seungri Coming home from work and finding him working once again isn't a strange sight for you. Usually you just go about the rest of the evening and then go to bed but today you felt very cuddly and you were ready to do what it takes to get them. Simply putting it you pulled the files from his hands and sat on his lap asking how his day went. After a while you both settle for comfortable silence and with that and his arms wrapped around you you find yourself drifting off to sleep. When he realises he gently picks you up and carries you to bed before getting in with you and happily letting you cuddle up to him all night.

Deasung So I feel like cuddling comes naturally to him, it's like an instinct so you guys are doing it all the time. You tend to fall asleep on each other so again not a surprise, and he'll complain about it the next morning every time. Obviously you know he's not being serous because if he was he wouldn't encourage you to cuddle with them the next day.

So a little background on this author and this group. To be completely honest I first discovered this group by accident and complete and total coincidence !!!! the very first Kpop song I ever heard was Super Junior “Mr. simple.” (a story for another time) and at first sight I fell hard for Eunhyuk, who I mistook for GD in crooked. Of course I later found out that they where two separate people, But once I heard GD I was fucking HOOKED! SEALED! SIGNED! and DELIVERED! to the V.I.P Fandom! 

 (if you don’t like Big Bang... FUCK YOU) those were very strong words 미안해요 (sorry) if you are not a fan of BIG BANG please express why in the comments down below.... ( I do love a good debate.... and I want people that read this blog to feel comfortable speaking their minds and expressing their love and concerns.) Ask questions, Give opinions, and all that jazz... But for the rest of Sep lets make it all about BIG BANG...

Got home from work to all the fantastic Daesung centric posts here on tumblr. So much love for our boy! Thanks to all the fans creating the great posts! Special thanks to @daengerous-af for some awesome gifsets even thought she is a busy bee right now.

For @rhinkallity

It was fun to make it! Thank you for your  Request.