#ddating

so at least he was down to sleep with me?

Made the first video this morning. Enjoy :)

IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED WE ARE INSANE

I find myself at a crossroads that I stood at a long time ago, but am now on the other road.  When I was younger, I had no problem asking out the girls that I liked, but I tended to have very few girl friends due to not really be able to talk to them about things.  I know this sounds weird, but hear me out.  Nowadays, I find it incredibly easy to chat with girls, become good friends with them, and have even started getting positive signals from girls at parties, but I find it completely impossible to tell girls that I actually like how I feel.  This has grown from the numerous times I was shot down by girls in middle school and high school.  I just can't bring myself to do it now because I don't want to get shot down anymore.  When I make comments, while in a bad mood over women, that becoming a priest sounds better and better every day, honestly, I mean it sometimes.  Being a priest would enable me to have friendships with women, but not have to worry about the relationship aspect of it.  I mean, I know I'll probably never become a priest, but that's the mindset I'm in at this time.  It kills me to not be able to tell girls how I feel, and I know the worst thing they can do is say no, but I mean, when you hear "no" enough times, it really does start to hurt.