content/warnings: stalker-ish behavior, from both sides lowkey, artist!reader, pretty heavy profanity, mentions of sex and kink
a/n: based off of this request from an anonâ I have a Adrian Chase ask cause I'm obsessed with how u write him. I wanna suggest a fix/drabble about a situation; where reader likes to sit at Fennel Fields to draw people and Adrian becomes 90% of it. Reader accidentally leaves it, and Adrian is the one that finds it while cleaning tables. Please and thank you if u end up doing it :)
i wish this request hadnât been anon so i couldâve tagged you! but hereâs it is ;)
People watching is not a crime.Â
If it was, it would be a victimless crime. The patrons at Fennel Fields seldom notice you, and when they do, theyâre only registering you for a moment, eyes skipping over the scene of the restaurant inattentively to find a girl in the corner booth all alone.
They take pity on you, you guess. The corner booth is usually given to large parties as it can seat five or six people. So youâve realized you probably look like somebody thatâs been stood up by four or five people.Â
The truth is that the corner is objectively the best view of the whole place, and by extension, the biggest cast of characters to pick from and carve into your sketchbook. And you never had any plans to meet anyone here, anyways.Â
There's a simple pleasure in sketching someone beautiful. And not conventionally attractive, not necessarily. But someone, a stranger, a lover, an animal. You find yourself falling in love with the way they were made by mother nature. Delicate hands of DNA sculpt hook noses and soft jawlines and stoic, forward brow bones.Â
Drawing still-lives brings great catharsis for some. Well, you assume. It must. But not you; you like the impermanence of the state of being. The way things can change so drastically so fast. One moment gets swallowed up by the vastness of a twenty-four hour day. But to bring someone to life on a page in that one particular moment of their lives⊠sometimes you can capture a whole world of emotions to remember for them. Sometimes itâs a moment of nothing, and much less something to be remembered, but youâve made it something to remember by turning the mundane into intense detail. A mole, a wrinkle, a pair of bloodshot eyes.Â
What better a place to find the mundane than Fennel Fields?
The staff are familiar with you. You order a meal so you wonât be technically loitering, you keep to yourself, and you tip well. Nobody has any problem with you, and if anything, youâre a much more favorable person to wait on compared to other, more demanding, whiter customers.
The patrons and staff of Fennel Fields donât know theyâll come home with you in your notebook at the end of the night.Â
WellâŠ
Youâd never intended for any of them to know.
Your favorite subject is named Adrian. A busboy in his little busboy uniform. Heâs refilled your water glass a couple times. Other than that, you know nothing about him. You observe, you listen, and you gather what you can about your victims. You overhear conversations about the frivolities in their lives. It only spurs your restless hands on.
Most sections of your notebook have multiple subjects per page. That is, until you reach about halfway through. From then on, itâs Adrian. You donât even know his last name.Â
Portraits of the busboy litter the pages. From the neck up, side profiles, various expressions of every ilk, his eyes behind his glasses, his hands⊠the list goes on. Heâs an unusual beauty to watch, running himself into sharp counters and chairs on accident as he runs around Fennel Fields, and then trying to play it off super cool. How incredibly captivating his fluidity is. Everything rolls right off of him, like water off a duckâs back. He appears to be able to find something to think hard about no matter how boring the task at hand is.Â
Youâre extremely content to watch him do just about anything.Â
Does it make you feel like a creep?
Of fucking course it does.
But alas, you canât help that heâs so intriguing to you. Youâve thought that maybe you should stop frequenting the restaurant so much. Move on to a new place.Â
You donât know it, but as you slough food off into a styrofoam to-go container and seal it shut, your sketchbook slides off the table and onto the leather of the booth seat. Itâs no longer visible to you, and you get up to go, confident that itâs in your bag. So confident, in fact, you have no reason to check or pay it any mind.
You leave your treasured corner booth and pay for your meal with a thirty percent tip.Â
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This has got to be the best day of Adrianâs life.Â
For a while now, heâs noticed you in Fennel Fields. Okay, technically, heâs done more than just notice you. The first time he saw you, youâd pulled open the doors of the restaurant and a breeze blew in behind you. You walked past him to follow the hostess to your table, and you left an almost cartoonish trail of perfume and pheromones trailing behind you. It took him a second to recover.
He refills your water cup. You smile up at him from whatever holds your focus and softly utter a Thank you so easily, he can tell itâs a habit. The second or third time youâd made eye contact, Adrian looked up your transaction record in the POS system after youâd left. He knows the last four digits of your debit card, which was not usefulâ and your first and last name, very useful!Â
It was a simple act of curiosity, Adrian assured himself. Itâs good to know peopleâs names. Especially if said person is your future friend. Whatever the nature of friendship that may be. He has a few bashful ideas.
Adrian has become a creature of want, buzzing like static whenever you appear in your corner booth, but never self-possessed enough to do anything about it.Â
And so, when heâs wiping each and every table down to its death at the end of the shift, he finds a notebook with a black cover. And itâs in your booth.Â
This must be some sort of good karma for killing all those felonious people.Â
It must be good karma again when heâs able to very easily find your name online registered with an address.Â
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Itâs not a day later when Adrian next goes on patrol as Vigilante. Itâs quite uneventful tonight, crime wise, and heâs trying to distract himself from driving in the direction of your house. He feels itâs too early, maybe, to return the notebook. That he might seem too eager. But heâs got nothing else to do, and no one to kill.Â
So, as if his car started and steered on its own, he finds himself parked on your street. He hasnât been in this neighborhood often, so he doesnât know what heâs looking for besides a certain number on a house.
That is, until he sees someone who looks eerily like you get out of a shitty car and trail up the stairs to a little house. You donât look up as you take the stairs, eyes trained on your keys, trying to find the specific key you need. Youâre absentmindedly unaware of your surroundings. Thatâs not very safe, Adrian thinks to himself. He makes a mental note to warn you about shrouded, dangerous, figures in the night.Â
His weight makes the stairs creak beneath him, and you begin to turn around at the sudden noise, as is the human condition to do so. He decides to make himself known before you see him and mistake him for a silent⊠shrouded, dangerous, figure in the night.Â
Youâre halfway pivoted towards him when he speaks.
âHey, there.â
At the sound of the strangerâs voice, your entire body jolts and the keys slip between your fingers.Â
âHoâly shit.â He watches you clutch your heart in your hands. Youâve startled back a step and you take in the sight of him, eyes unblinking and fast. You look him up and down, taking in his visage. His tall frame and what seems like a hundred holsters for various weapons.Â
You canât live on this planet without being aware of the metahumans and the superheroes and the alien threats and almost-world-endings. Youâre actually a Superman fan, generally speaking. But youâve never come eye to eye with oneâ a villain or a heroâ before, and youâre anxiously unsure of where to place him in your brain.
Vigilante watches you curiously, as usually people donât get this much time to make something of him before he starts cashing their checks.
âHave no fear, citizen. Unless youâre a criminal. Are you breaking into this house?â
You kneel down and grab your dropped keys and raise them between you so he can see them clearly with no misconception. They barely perceptively jingle and catch the streetlamp and your porch light.
Shaking your head strongly in the negative, face frightful, the nerves in your bones make it to your voice, ââŠNo, Sâmy place.âÂ
âOh. Yep, all good, then.â Rocking back and forth from heel to toe, the masked stranger seems almost unimposing if only you werenât all alone in the dark. Â
âYou scared me.âÂ
âGosh, yeah, Iâve been meaning to work on that. So sorry.â
âYouâre that guy.â You point at him, square at his face, and he uses a flattened, gloved hand atop yours to bat it away in a harmless manner.Â
âDo you have a disease where you can only speak in three syllable increments?â
Your lips part and open a bit, very obviously at a loss for words. Thatâs okay, heâll fill in the blanks, trust him.
ââCuz if you do, thatâs totally fine. Like, maybe you got hit super hard by a baseball when you were a kid? And it knocked a chunk of your brain loose?â
âYouâre Vigilante.â You clarify. Five syllables.
âYes, I am. But Iâm not here on killing business. Just running an errand.â
âThat doesnât make me feel any better.âÂ
âUmâŠâ Adrian scratches the top of his head, unsure of how to continue.
âIâve heard about you on the news, and youâre wanted for like, fifty grisly murders.âÂ
Well, thatâs an oddly bold thing to say to a supposed murderer.
âFifty? Thatâs so fucking embarrassing! Itâs way more than that.â Vigilante watches your face morph into wide-eyed fear, and you step back a little until your back hits your mailbox, eyelids fluttering when you do.Â
âOh⊠no. No, no. Sorry, donât worry. I onlyâ look.â He produces the black sketchbook from behind him, and you can only hope it wasnât actually in the back of his pants like it seemed.
It was.Â
âThis is yours, right?â
Adrian gets the chance to be your knight in shining armor, and god, does it feel good. Your whole face lights up, and the wary demeanor heâd given you is gone in an instant.
âOh, my god! Yeah!â He hands the book to you and you accept it as gently as you can, but eager to get it back in your possession.
âI only kill bad people, by the way. Mâlike⊠part of the good guys and stuff. Some would even say hero.â He says lightly, but it falls on deaf ears as you look over your notebook in your hands.
âI thought Iâd lost this for-fucking-ever!â You recount, shaking your head in happy disbelief, âWâ⊠whereâd you find it?â
â⊠Nowhere.â
âNowhere?â
âOn the sidewalk.â He blurts, âAnd I was thereâ right there on the sidewalk busting a crime, so.â
âOh. Thank you. Thatâs⊠thatâs great!â You huff a laugh at the absurdity and though you try your best to seem appreciative for fear of being knifed down, you do have questions. âHowâd you know it was mine, though?â
âYâknow like⊠Iâve seen you around.â He puts on an unlikely faux casual energy.
âUh- Okay, I donât one hundred percent believe this web youâre spinning, but however you ended up with this, Iâm very grateful.â He nods, and a second passes quietly. The cicadas chirp around you. You feel you owe him for his good deed. âUm⊠Is there anything I can like⊠help you with? I know itâs not exactly a part of the whole righter-of-wrongs thing to get something in return, but uhâ I donât know, I have a fifty dollar bill in my purse?â
You shrug softly, knowing thereâs not much else you have to offer him.Â
âWould it be super uncool to say yes? I kinda need to fill up my gas tank on the way home. Maybe just a twenty, if thatâs okay with you.â
âPlease, I love to fund my local watchmen.â
âDo you really?âÂ
âUh⊠no, first timer.â
Ah, sarcasm. Right. He doubles over in laughter, and it shocks you, jolting you again.
âYouâre funny!â
ââŠThanks.â
While you dig in your purse that hangs off your shoulder, Adrianâs brain reminds him of his current digging curiosity. And before this interaction comes to a polite close, heâs gotta ask. He puts a hand out, stopping you from going any further.
âJust, before youâ Um⊠sorry, but who is that guy you draw?â He shuffles forward awkwardly with an outstretched finger pointing.Â
âOh, uh⊠which one?â
Angling the sketchbook his way, you let him flip through pages until the Adrian-heavy section starts. He points to one closer to the spine of the book, itâs him looking askance, and he isnât sure what he was doing while you drew this, but he looks annoyed. His chin dimple dips in hard.Â
âHeâs a busboy at the restaurant I eat at a lot. Heâs a good subject.â You tell him openly, apparently excited slightly by the idea of someone asking about your art. Under the very first drawing, thereâs a note scribbled in the same pencil youâd used, strokes wide and unsharpened:
Name tag reads Adrian
âWhy?â
âWell, I guess heâs interesting to me. I only really draw people that have character. Some sort of distinctness.â
âDo you⊠want to see?â Youâre sheepishly smiling now, eyelids fluttering a bit when you bring your eyes back to him, and Adrian thinks to himself that youâve been sent to enchant him. To seek and destroy. The thought is fleeting but not any less believable to him.Â
You take notice of his lack of response immediately, and your smile falls behind a newborn embarrassment.Â
âSorry. You probably have, uhmââ clearing your throat, you shake your head to attempt restarting your brain, because what the fuck are you thinking? ââVengeance to be seeing to right now.â
âNo!â Adrian catches a bit of your embarrassment for himself, âYes. I do want to see them, I mean.â Heâs nodding his head so hard itâs creating movement in his body.Â
Moving to sit on the top step of your stoop, you put your keys back in your pocket and cradle the book in your arms, open and ready to be observed. You look up to find Vigilante standing in the same place as before, seemingly unsure of what to do. You gesture for him to sit next to you. It snaps him out of his stupor with an Oh! and he moves quickly to your side, hands folded politely in his lap.Â
And so, you start close to the beginning. The first few pages are half-finished, like youâd done them distractedly. You decide to point out something youâre actually somewhat proud of.
The first is a woman with short dark hair looking down at her dog. The background is simple and unloved by your pencil, just a couple lines and necessary features to make it clear sheâs on some sort of public transportation. She, herself, is carefully drawn, full of shading and precision and effort. The focal point.
âI was on the train with this lady, and she had a tiny chihuahua, and y'know, most people carry them in bags or on a leash, but she had the dog inside her shirt and nestled in her massive cleavage. And he seemed like, totally okay with it.âÂ
Adrianâs eyes move over the page, taking it in, and he notices some more writing below the woman and her dog.
Woman with squished dog. The dogâs name was, in fact, Guy Gardner
âDo you write notes for all of them?â
âYeah. To remember.â You point to the next sketch, this one of two people with narrowed eyes and furrowed brows, âThese people were in the doctorâs office waiting room. They were whisper-arguing about the pronunciation of the word apricot for fifteen minutes. It might've been longer, I wasnât there to see who won.â
Intense couple. Personally, app-ricot
The paper following the quarreling couple showcases a woman with long salt-and-pepper hair, mid-forties. Sheâs sitting with a plate of indistinct food in front of her, probably one of your Fennel Fields subjects. She looks thoughtfully at her dinner date from across the table. Her eyes glimmer and the corners of her full, round lips tilt up. Sheâs gorgeous. Astoundingly so.Â
âThis is one of the most beautiful people Iâve ever seen. I was, like, fully enamored. I had to draw her or the feeling was gonna consume me. Thatâs what I want it to feel like everytime.â
Completely out of her dateâs league. Captivating laugh
You flip to the next page and, lo and behold, thereâs a face Adrianâs knows very well. You explain, âHe came into the restaurant, actually the same restaurant as the busboy, and he had a costume on. He called the waitress sweetcheeks. I think heâs Justicemaker. Peaceman, whatever.â
Justice Gang inductee, one can only assume
âPeacemaker!â Vigilante exclaims beside you, leaning over the notebook with you now.
âRight.â
âI know him, itâs fuckinâ uncanny!â
âWow, really? Thanks.â
Once again, Adrian canât keep himself from asking.
âWhatâs so special about the busboy?â
âWellâŠâ Thumbing through the paper quickly, searching, you aim to find a drawing you know you did of just his eyes. You find it, and youâve successfully drawn the texture of his glasses, the silver glinting.Â
âYou never see anyone wearing this style of frames anymore. I love vintage stuff, so his glasses caught my attention first.â Heâd already flipped through all the pages of the notebookbook when heâd found it, so Adrian looks at you as you speak about him, not the drawings. âHeâs⊠very awkward. In an endearing way. He gets lost in thought a lot, likeâ okay, for instance, this one time he was refilling a salt shaker but not paying attention, and it overflowed. He didnât notice for like fifteen seconds. It was so⊠human.âÂ
You turn another Adrian page, âI think the only things worth capturing in art are things desperately alive.â
Heâs glad you canât see an inch of his skin, because at your words, he gulps and reddens. He feels very exposed. He should be made sad, he thinks, to be described as awkward.Â
Though, you speak of itâ his awkwardnessâ with hushed tones and attentive, reverent favor.
You offer a window into your thought process. And if his awkwardness is whatâs gotten your attention, holy fuck, heâll start tripping over himself to keep it. Â
âYou- you draw him a lot.âÂ
âCâmonnnn. Heâs cute! Something of a muse, in my humble opinion.â A red string ties itself in his chest as he listens to you go on, weaving in and out of his ribs until it makes a bow. The beginnings of attachment. âWith these people, you wonder what they think about, what they go home to. What do they notice in other people? Sometimes you can even try to pin a kink on âem.â
âThatâs disgusting!â He laughs, clearly not disgusted, âWhatâs Peacemakerâs kink, do you think?âÂ
He didnât mean to rhyme. Fuck.
âOh, god.â You laugh through these two words, then you settle back down into your original tone, âProbably mass orgies.â
âHa!â He bellows, âI want to do one!â
âOkay, umâŠâ Your grin is unstoppable. Youâre very charmed by his openness. You flit back a couple pages until you reach an old man at a bus stop with an umbrella shielding him from the harsh rain.Â
âHim.â You direct his attention to your pick.Â
âMmmm⊠choking.âÂ
âDoing the choking or being choked?â
âOh, heâs the chokee. Like getting the last bit of toothpaste out of the tube, but itâs his neck. Old men are freaks like that.â He nods with total confidence in his conclusion.
Adrian gazes at you as you giggle softly. He feels buried under your temperament. He thought you were beautiful from a far, but now, up closeâ heâs bearing witness to all the characteristics that make you up, and he sees in you what you see in your subjects.
You continue going through the book, looking for your next shared target. He asks,
âAnd the busboy?â
You barely react. And you answer quickly, like youâve thought about it extensively.
âFacesitting, definitely.âÂ
âWow. That was really fast.â
âItâs just a guess.â
Not that you would know, but Adrian opens and closes his mouth a couple times before heâs able to get his next question out.
âWell, I mean, is that desirable? Inâ in a boyfriend? If heâs cute like you said, would you do that?â
âWhatâs hotter than a guy who actually wants to eat you out?â Adrian feels his face heat up, âBut I donât know. I think Iâd be too scared of breaking his face and neck by way of vagina.âÂ
You fidget with the edges and binding of your sketchbook, staring off into the street with an upturn to your mouth like youâre really thinking about his question. You seem utterly comfortable.
Adrian scratches the back of his neck timidly. He looks out into the dark with you now, too warm under his mask to keep looking at you.
âNo way. He looks like he has a really strong face. And he probably, definitely knows where the clitoris is. And he probably doesnât even finish kinda fast sometimes.â With each sentence, your face drops a little more from the encouraging grin youâd had before, thoroughly enlivened by the conversation. âAnd probably Fennel Fields has shitty fucking salt shakers to begin with. Itâs a losing battle, yâknow.â
Head snapping back to him, you make eye contact through his red visor.Â
âI⊠never said it was Fennel Fields.â
The both of you stare into each other for a good while. An unusually quiet while. Adrian is dumbfounded by the fact that heâs fucked up so royally. And not that he especially knows what to say anytime he opens his mouth, but he definitely doesnât know now.
You realize now why heâs asking so much about the busboy.
You stand suddenly, sketchbook snapping closed.
âYouâre him! Holy fuck!â These are words spoken with all the essence of a child thatâs been told Santa isnât real. Youâre embarrassed, too, for all the exposing youâd done on your thoughts about the busboy.
Any mystique the either of you had lays shred to ribbons at your feet.
âNâ⊠noâŠ!â Anxiety crawls up into Adrianâs chest.
âOh, god.â You step up on your porch now to put some distance between the two of you.
âShh!â He follows you, waving his hands and whipping his head around to make sure nobodyâs come out of their house to see about the calamity.
âOh, god!âÂ
Yes, he fears for his secret identity, and heavily. But he also wonders if you, too, felt something snap open inside of you while sitting here with him. He wonders if youâd gotten comfortable, letting it seep into your bones, too. He worries that heâs just ruined it all, starts to panic.
âShut up! No, Iâm not. Iâm who? I donât even knowâ Whoâre you even talking about? The busboy? Iâd never be a busboy.â His hands come to rest on his hips, and he starts pacing, which isnât making his argument any more convincing. âNot because they arenât valued workers. Because they very much are! But not me, no way. I work at a different restaurant with better salt shakers. Ones with actual sea salt andâ and grinders. SoâŠâ
âAdrian?â You call to him when his back is to you during his pacing and rambling, just to see if it worksâ if he reacts to his name out of muscle memory. Youâve never seen it work in real life. Youâve never needed it to work in real life.
He spins around at the sound, frustrated.
âWhat?â
A gasp escapes you.
His head drops towards the ground in disappointment. Another dead silent moment passes between the two of you. Your lips curl into themselves and your eyebrows bend into each other, and then it all breaks loose.Â
âOho-ho! Youâre really not good at this, dude!â You bust out in laughter, head thrown back, unable to keep it down at the hilarity of the situation. Though, you suppose youâve no right to be laughing. Youâve lost something too, even if it is just your dignity.
âNo! Fuckâ you tricked me!â He points and points and points at you accusatorily, index finger wagging up and down. âLookâ!âÂ
Adrian places his gloved hands out in front of him in a pacifying manner, like how youâd try to talk someone out of stabbing you. He steps a little closer, prepares to strike a bargain with you, or beg, or perhaps appeal to your humanity, or beg. Yeah, probably begging is the best course of action. But you interrupt him before heâs got the chance.
âIâm not gonna tell anyone.â
âNo?â
âGot no reason to. You brought my baby back to me.â You make your intentions clear, nodding to the sketchbook in your hands, and Adrian has no good reason to not believe you other than the fact that he can mistake sarcasm for candor. Your intonation, if anything, is still friendly. You aren't cruel, or condescending, or taking him for an opportunity to blackmail someone.Â
âThatâs⊠okay, yeah. Good. Thanks.â
âNo problem. Iâm gonna keep my fifty, though.â
âSure, yeah.â
âJustâ did you⊠I mean,â You struggle to find the correct words to not embarrass yourself, âIâve never shown anybody my work before. Did you like how I drew you?â
âTheyâre so cool, are you kidding? Itâs like looking in a mirror, but more handsome and juicy. I want to tape those over every mirror in my house.â He reverts back to the person you were talking to comfortably five minutes ago, like all strange interaction between the two of you is forgotten, a smile evident in his tone. âIâve never been drawn before. Didnât think I was a good reference outta the suit.â
âWell, now you know better.â You smile at him for what you think is the last time.Â
Adrian feels the conversation close naturally, and thinks this would probably be the appropriate time to leave. His legs start to walk down the stairs and then away forever, but his foot never touches down on the step, because heâs spinning back around to you almost immediately.
âBefore I go, though⊠can I ask a teensy favor?â
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You move a chair from your kitchen to a place with better lighting. Adrian no-last-name, or Vigilante, sits well for his portrait. While youâve been sketching away, heâs been trying his damn hardest to stay as still as possible. That is, he keeps his body in place, but he talks like heâs running out of time on earth.Â
Usually one portrait would take you about twenty minutes, but you allow yourself to stretch it to a half hour to make sure itâs adequate for such special circumstances, and because youâre very much enjoying this dynamic. Youâve missed it, all this time; the connection between muse and artist. How bonding it can be.
There are very little pauses between the two of you because heâs got so much on his mind. The conversation flows freely. And when one of his questions is answered graciously by you, another takes itâs place. You keep the wheel spinning, much to his delight, by asking him questions right back. About his suit, his job, his other job, his hobbiesâ the things that make him happy. Adrian smiles giddy and easily excitable under his mask. His friends rarely ask him honest questions, as heâs already so eager to give too much information. It feels good to be inquired about. You donât shush him or ask him to do anything differently. Your mistrust of him is all used up and long abandoned the moment he revealed your lost sketchbook.Â
Itâs not a regular sketch, this one. He keeps his suit and mask on. You donât ask why, and you donât ask him to take it off. Itâs possible heâs just not comfortable enough, and you aim to draw people exactly as they are, not how they should be. You think maybe after already having so many portraits as Adrian, heâd like one as his counterpart.
You put more effort and time into this drawing. You shade the darkest parts of his visage with a deep blue pencil instead of black, and you make his red visor the centerpiece. Itâs stylistic, still, but it would be easy for anyone to tell who the drawing represents.
Itâs that murderer guy from the news.Â
You realize you canât remember the last time you drew someone that asked to be drawn. And in the same vein, someone youâve honestly connected with. That murderer guy has thrown a wrench in your routine. You open up to it, letting it wash all over you.Â
You place the finishing touches, clean it up around the edges, and youâre about to slide the drawing into a manila envelope to ensure it won't smudge on the ride home when he bounds over from his chair and points to it.Â
âHey, itâs not done.â
âHmm?â
âYou forgot your note. Your caption thing. To remember.â
âYeah, bossy? Anything else?â You raise your eyebrows, giving him a clear opportunity to try his luck at getting your contact information. Or maybe giving his. Something. Anything.
âYouâre doing the hinting thing that girls do.â
âMhm.â
âIâm never good at this. Um⊠A kiss on the mouth part of my mask?â He points, as if his words hadnât been enough to paint an image.
âI was thinking more like⊠my phone number.â
âOh! Yes, please.â He pulls his phone from his belt and hands it to you.
Itâs time for Adrian to go, though he wishes he could stay for a very, uncomfortably long time. Maybe sleep in the bed with you, too.Â
You donât rush him. You let him talk your ear off on the way to the door about every single thing he can conjure up, perhaps trying to stall. Which is completely fine with youâ because you wish that you could come up with an appropriate reason for him to linger, too.
âAndâ heâs like my best friend. My #1 best friend. Weâre birds of a feather. Which, by the way, in case you were wondering, if I were a bird Iâd be a Peregrine Falcon. Theyâre the fastest animal in the whole world. Youâd think itâs a cheetah, but I looked it up, like, five times to make sure. What bird would you be?â
âI guessâŠâ Shrugging, you say, âIâve always thought of myself as a mourning dove type of person. But I think I want you to pick something more interesting for me. Since youâre the bird guy.â
If thereâs a certified way to gather what facial expression someoneâs making behind a full disguise, youâve surely mastered it. The cheeks of the mask fill out more, the eyes are blown wide and laser focused, and thatâs how you know heâs smiling big. Along with the obvious bodily excitement.
âOh, man! No one ever fucking asks me anything that cool! Okay, well first of all, doves are foragers, so thatâs no good.âÂ
âDo tell.â
âYouâre a hunter. I mean, youâre so specific about the people you draw! Youâd be a Great Blue Heron. They eat fish and frogs and shit. Even small human children sometimes.â
âI donât think that last partâs true.âÂ
âTheyâre solitary creatures most of the time, especially when hunting.â You open the door for him and you both stand face to face in front of the night thatâs ready to receive him again. âAnd theyâve got killer eyesight. And theyâre smart and beautiful and majestic, like if dragons were real.â
You blink up at him, taken aback. âAnd⊠you think thatâs like me?âÂ
âWell, yeah.â He says it with utmost confidence as he turns to leave, like itâs plain to see that youâre all of those things. You grab his face softly before heâs able to go from you completely, and standing on your tiptoes, you plant a kiss on his shrouded mouth. You let it linger for a second so you can feel him tentatively press back against you through the fabric. And then in a moment, itâs over.
You search under his visor for a reaction, but his eyes are still closed.
âWow.â He speaks, tone dreamy and uncaring about hiding his surprise. Heâs uncharacteristically still, nothing having moved an inch except for his lips.Â
âYou okay?â You let your hands fall from his face and grasp his biceps comfortingly in concern.
âYou donât even know how long thatâs been a fantasy of mine. Thanks.â
âYouâre very welcome, Vigilante.â You speak with newfound poise.Â
âI umââ He clears his throat, âI have a boner, so I have to go now.â Vigilante skips down the steps of your stoop and you lean against the door frame, watching him go fondly. You gather your thoughts in your arms softly; about how weird this whole exchange has been. And how you have a strange feeling itâll happen again. You just smile at him as he goes. He starts down the sidewalk, and you see him adjust the crotch of his pants.
âHey, donât read it until you get home!â You call after him, and he doesnât turn around, but he does speed up his pace drastically into an all out run to where you assume his car is parked.
âKay!â He calls back, feet carrying him swiftly into the night.
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Surprisingly, he does wait to read it until he gets home. The page calls to him from the passenger seat, and he keeps sneaking glances away from the road to gaze upon the envelope. No one would ever know if he tore it open now, but no matter how serious or unserious your instruction wasâ it leaves a bitter taste in his mouth to disobey you.
Adrian arrives home and busts through the door to his top secret room like a storm. He sheds the Vigilante mask and wastes no time. He reads it, and he smiles big and wide and toothy and exuberant.Â
Rereading it a couple more times from start to finish, he touches his bare fingertips to your handwriting. Then, he pins the portrait to the wall above his desk, careful to not crease it in any way as he does so.Â
He stands back a bit from it and stares as if heâs at a museum. This is a trophy. A testament to how he can be perceived and remembered, even by someone as good as you. He lets his chest fill with hard-won heat.Â
He replays the highlights in his head.
He remembers you calling him cute.Â
He remembers you calling him a muse. Your muse.Â
He remembers, with flushed red cheeks, how he didnât even have to look you up in the Evergreen Whitepages to find your phone number. Youâd willingly given it.Â
He remembers the kiss. He laughsâ howls in celebration. Grinning like an idiot, he bounces on his feet for a second before he breaks into a full body expression. He punches the air and mimes kicking ass until heâs out of breath. Mutters to himself,
âFuck, yeah.â
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bruce wayne x fem!reader â in which everyone gets it wrong, and you absolutely love it.
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in gotham, they call you the trophy wife.
bruce wayneâs latest indulgence. his mysterious european bride.
the woman who wears diamonds to galas and doesnât know how to spell âwayne enterprises.â
youâve read the headlines.
youâve seen the gossip columns, the cheap magazines at the supermarket checkout that call you âanother glittering conquest.â
and you think itâs hilarious.
because bruce, sitting across from you at breakfast with a three-day-old bruise on his jaw and the financial times spread open in front of him, looks like heâd rather fight bane again than attend another charity gala.
and you?
you could buy wayne enterprises twice over before lunch.
it started with the same rumor every transatlantic marriage sparks â
âAmerican billionaire Bruce Wayne marries European heiress [Your Name], heiress to the [Your Family Name] fortune, in what sources close to the family are calling a âphilanthropic gesture.ââ
philanthropic.
as in: she took pity on him.
alfred, naturally, finds this all hysterical.
he reads you both the morning headlines while pouring coffee like a man delivering fine theater.
âThe Gotham Gazette wonders if Mrs. Wayneâs accent is fake,â he says one morning.
âThe Daily Mail asks if Mr. Wayne speaks French yet, or merely nods and looks handsome.â
bruce pinches the bridge of his nose. you sip your espresso, amused.
âwhatâs todayâs count, alfred?â you ask.
âfour articles calling you a gold-digger, two insisting youâre secretly divorced, and one⊠describing mr. wayne as your latest humanitarian project.â
bruce looks up. âwhat?â
alfred coughs delicately. âthe european press, sir.â
you grin. âah yes. le projet gotham.â
bruce gives you a look. âdonât start.â
âtoo late,â you say, smirking. âi think iâll make shirts.â
in public, you play your role perfectly.
you touch his arm when cameras flash. you smile with soft lips and colder eyes.
you call him darling in that accent that drives gossip columnists mad â is it french? is it georgian? is it italian? nobody knows.
he plays along, because heâs bruce wayne, and if thereâs anything he knows how to be, itâs a scandal wrapped in a suit.
he lets you lead him through rooms full of chandeliers and lies.
he lets you whisper jokes against his ear that make him smile in front of people who would sell their souls to see him slip.
and when the photographers scream âmrs. wayne! look here!â you tilt your chin up like a queen, fingers grazing his jaw just long enough for them to notice the way his breath catches.
itâs when the flashbulbs fade that the masks drop.
he watches you take off your jewelry like armor.
each ring, each earring, each diamond bracelet â gone. you unwind your hair. you walk barefoot across marble.
he leans in the doorway, tie undone, watching you quietly.
âthey think i married you for your money,â you tease, pulling a pin from your hair.
âyou didnât?â
âoh, i did,â you say, smiling softly. âbut not the kind they think.â
thereâs a night when one of the tabloids runs a particularly vile piece â a full-page spread calling you âthe next Mrs. Wayne to disappear into obscurityâ.
alfred leaves it on the counter, face-down.
you find it anyway.
bruce starts to apologize â that itâs part of the deal, that itâs unfair, that heâs sorry â
but you just laugh.
âin monaco they wrote that you are my charity case,â you say, leaning over to kiss his cheek. âwe are even now.â
âyou read that one?â
âoh, everyone read that one. my mother framed it.â
he stares. âshe what?â
âframed it. hung it in the hallway.â you grin. âsaid itâs the first time i did anything generous.â
he canât help it. he starts to laugh. really laugh â the kind that breaks through the bruce wayne mask, the kind that sounds like light after years underground.
and you think, not for the first time, that all his wealth, all his tragedy, all his walls â they never stood a chance against the way you love to see him laugh.
thereâs a gala the next week.
wayne enterprises hosting, of course.
the ballroom is glittering, and the press is already whispering before you even step out of the car.
sheâs overdressed, someone mutters.
sheâs showing off.
sheâs playing the role.
and maybe you are.
because you wear your familyâs emeralds, the ones older than gotham itself.
you wear a smile that could slice through glass.
you walk in with your hand on bruceâs arm like youâre introducing the world to your prize.
the whispers start â but this time, they donât bother you.
they just make you laugh.
âyouâre enjoying this,â bruce murmurs under his breath.
âimmensely.â
âthey think iâm your accessory.â
âyou are,â you say sweetly. âmy favorite one.â
alfred, standing off to the side with a tray of champagne, bites back a grin.
later, when itâs quiet again, bruce comes up behind you in the manorâs study.
his hands rest at your waist.
his voice low.
âyou really donât care what they say, do you?â
you tilt your head, thoughtful.
âin gotham they think iâm a trophy. in europe they think you are.â
you smile over your shoulder.
âbut we know the truth, no?â
he presses a kiss to your shoulder. âwhich is?â
you turn to face him, eyes glinting.
âthat we both won.â
the next morning, alfred leaves two clippings side by side on the breakfast table.
Gotham Gazette: âMrs. Wayne spends lavishly while her husband rebuilds the city â how long until the bubble bursts?â
Le Figaro: âHeiress [Your Name] Wayne continues her philanthropic outreach in America â husband Bruce reportedly adapting well to foreign culture.â
bruce sighs.
you sip your coffee, serene.
âyouâre taking this far too well,â he mutters.
âiâm simply a kind woman,â you say. âdoing charity work.â
alfred snorts into his teapot.
in the end, no one in gotham ever learns the truth.
and no one in europe ever believes the lie.
but it doesnât matter.
because in the privacy of your home â barefoot, hair down, coffee in hand â bruce looks at you the way men only do once in a lifetime.
and you?
you look at him like the most valuable thing you ever owned was never money, never status, never your name.
warnings: smut ofc! cheating, dirty talk, married!ck, clark is sort of mean :(, and intercourse.
Smallville!Clark Kent x Fem!Reader
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With my parents out of town, I was currently in charge of the farm. Our next door neighbors were the Kentâs, theyâve lived there since before I was even born. But Clark was now in charge of the Kent farm, Johnathan Kent passed a while back and Martha Kent moved to Washington D.C. Clark and I are only 22, heâs married to Lana Lang now. I didnât really know much about them, I had very few interactions with them in high school.
But Lana was out of town at the moment, I ran into her at the farmerâs market yesterday and she was telling me about her business she owned in Metropolis and how she had to go and take care of it.Â
I was in my kitchen trying to make these strawberry shortcake cookies but I realized I forgot some ingredients. The sugar and the flour. I groaned to myself as I tried to look around in the cabinets to see if maybe I just wasnât seeing it but there was nothing. I could go to the market real quick..but thatâs a 20 minute drive and itâs already 6:50 and the market closes at 7:00. I guess I could go next door and ask Clark.
Iâve never really spoken to Clark a lot so it was always awkward when I saw him. But I made it up to his porch and knocked on the front door. âComing!â His voice rang from inside the house. As I was waiting for him to open the door I noticed my attire..I probably shouldnât be dressed like this when seeing a married man by himself. Then again it is hot outside though. I was dressed in some really short jean shorts, cowgirl boots, and a white tank top.
The door eventually opened and I was met with Clark, he was always so tall, like a giant among the rest of us. He had on a plain blue shirt, jeans, and socks on. He looked comfortable. He gave me a friendly smile before greeting me. âHey, Y/N! what can I do for âya?â He asked with one hand on his hip on the door. I know I never really talked to the man, but I always thought he was cute. He wasnât a bad looking guy, he was tall, muscular, and his teeth were pearly white.Â
âUh-Hey Clark! I just came by to see if you had some flour and sugar? I was about to start on a batch of cookies but realized I didnât have the flour or sugar..â I nervously said as I rubbed the back of my neck. âYeah, of course! Come on in.â He cheerfully said before I smiled at him and walked inside as he closed the door behind me. He then led me into the kitchen and I decided to make small talk.Â
âSo howâs the farm been? Seems like youâve been doing a good job with keeping it running.â I questioned while he was grabbing a giant jar of flour from the cabinet. Clark shrugged his shoulders before answering me. âI guess you could say that..itâs just stressful at times managing this all by myself.â He started off as I hummed so he knew I was listening. âWhen pa was alive he had ma to help him with stuff, he never ran the farm alone.â He finished as he grabbed a spoon to scoop the flour. His statement made my brows lift. Lana doesnât help him? I didnât wanna pry but I was just curious.
âYour wife doesnât help?â I asked with a tilt to my head. I probably couldâve worded that better, it did come out a bit disrespectful. He let out a laugh but it didnât sound like he was amused, more so agitated? âNot one bit..too focused on buying designer clothes and running her business.â He responded. His tone changed, way darker than the tone he had when I walked into his house a couple of minutes ago. My intentions werenât to bad mouth Lana..but oh well.Â
It went silent for a bit while Clark was now grabbing the bag of sugar and pouring some into a mason jar for me. âClark.â I said as he looked up at me. âIf you ever need help, you can always ask me. Itâs not like Iâm doing much at my parentâs farm anyways.â I chuckled. I guess weâre over that awkward stage. He flashed his pearly white fangs at me and I felt something flutter in my stomach. Why am I feeling this way about a married man?Â
âIâd appreciate that very much, Y/N.â He softly thanked me. Another flutter appeared in my stomach. Why am I feeling this way? I get it, Clarkâs attractive but heâs married! Clark eventually handed me the jars of sugar and flour and I was about to be on my way but his voice made me stop and turn. âWhy donât you stick around for a bit? We can get to know each other over the cookies you were about to make.â He suggested. His tone was friendly but deep. It turned me on for some reason. I slightly turned my body and could see that his eyes were already staring at my ass.Â
It made me smirk and turn all the way around to get a good look at him.Â
âYeah..get to know each other.â I softly repeated.
âŠ
We definitely got to know each other, alright. I was on all fours on his dinning table, naked and spread out for him all to see. His jeans were to his ankles as he was roughly pounding into me from behind. His shirt was still on and I used it as something to steady me, pulling on it from behind as he fucked me. âSo fucking tight!â He breathlessly said as he placed a smack to my ass. My eyes rolled to the back of my head before letting out a moan. âClark!â I moaned. His thrusts quickened. Iâve never been fucked like this before.
I know this was wrong, he has a wife, but fuck did he feel good. The way his thick cock stretched me out when he first went in. The way his giant rough hands arched my back and slapped my ass. âFuck, this is better than Lana!â He praised as he threw his head back. His compliment made my pussy flutter around him. âI know, baby.â I moaned back. I could feel his hips roll into me which made me even more loud. âI couldâve been fucked this pussy-lived next door to me for years and Iâm just now fucking you.â Clark grunted as I let out a giggle in response. âThatâs funny to you? Me missing out on good pussy?â He snapped with another smack to my ass.
âIâm sorry!â I whined. Clark suddenly pulled out of me and man handled me until I was flat on my back. A gasp fell out of my mouth at how quickly he shoved himself back into my sopping wet pussy. Our eyes squeezed shut at the same time. His dick was hitting spots that no man before has ever done to me. âLook at you creaminâ all over my cock.â He spat. His breath was hot on my neck. I swallowed-voice barely steady. âYouâre so big!â He darkly chuckled in response. â I know..canât wait to see you cum all over my dick.â He cockily stated.
My legs were aching, the feeling in my stomach was building up, desperate to finish on him. I was so eager for him I started digging my nails in his back, he let out a quiet moan at the touch. His giant hand was now wrapped around my throat as fucked into me. âLook at you..creaminâ all over a married manâs dick.â He darkly said. I whimpered at his hurtful words. âWhat would you do if my wife walked in on us, huh? You gonna scramble to put your clothes or you gonnaâ finish on cock?â Clark teasingly asked. My mouth was open but I couldnât speak. My mouth was dry-speechless. I have no answer, no excuse for fucking him.
âDick so good you canât even answer.â He chuckled while thrusting into me. My back was arching off from the table as one of his hands was still wrapped around my throat. He lifted his other hand for me to see. âSee this?â He started off, showing his finger that had his wedding ring on as I nodded my head. âFuck her and fuck that marriage.â Clark grumbled before using his ring finger to rub on my clit as he was still fucking into me. âOh shit!â I said to myself. He smirked at my reaction and thatâs when I lost it.
My legs locked around his waist and my nails dug into his back. My juices were spraying onto his wedding ring, and his dick after he had pulled out of me and let my juices rain on it. His hand let go of my throat as he went to place kisses all over my neck. âDid so good fâme.â He softly praised as I whimpered. My body was still sensitive after my orgasm. Clark pulled away from me and sucked some air when he saw my sopping pussy and my juices all over the table. âMade a big mess.â He grinned as I covered my face in embarrassment. âDonât be shy.â He stated while pulling my hands away as I groaned.Â
âI guess I gotta clean it all up..â He seductively says before dropping to his knees and licking some of my juices off the table. Our eye contact was intense as he was between my legs licking the juices up from the table. His tongue swirling around and making long licks. I was getting even more wet than before. I couldnât take the teasing anymore.Â
âNo one likes a tease.â I said with a roll to my eyes as I pushed his head into my cunt. Â
YOU KNOW IâLL ALWAYS COME THROUGH FOR YOU // rick flag jr.
summary: after a particularly bad week, the office throws you a birthday party.
word count: 3.7k
warnings: established relationship; smut (they/them for reader, afab anatomy, piv); takes place before the suicide squad (2021) with allusions to film events.
a/n: happy birthday to me <3 i rewatched the movies + peacemaker and now i'm fixated on rick flag... oops. here's a treat for the rick lovers!! title comes from "so busted" by culture abuse.
Youâre having a shitty week.
There must be something in the air, some kind of karmic punishment out to get you, because the past few days have been nothing but bad luck for you.
For starters, Waller sent you on a mission that was supposed to be a simple surveillance operation â but after some bad intel, you had to intervene, leaving you with a bullet through your arm. A clean shot, thankfully, and itâs healing well, but itâs a bitch to work when your dominant arm is constantly aching, not to mention the earful you received from Waller.Â
When you got back to the office after your hospital visit, you were met with a mountain of paperwork to fill out and file â mission debriefs, reports of injury, and the like â that you worked on until the early hours of the morning. You fell asleep in your office that night, and you woke up looking like shit the next day. Your coworkers â beloved as they may be â unfortunately laughed at your expense, which only soured your already poor mood.Â
Then you planned a lunch date with your heart and soul, Rick Flag, to celebrate his incoming return to the office after two weeks of being away on a work trip â only for him to cancel when Waller pulled him directly into yet another task. You hardly got to see him for five minutes before your boss stole him from you, rattling off the details while Rick shot you an apologetic look over his shoulder. You spent the rest of the day alone, pouting and annoyed, yearning for his presence.
The next day, your car broke down on the way home from work. It started sputtering and smoking from under the hood, clouding your vision. You coughed it away, called for a tow truck â wincing when you watched your poor car get hauled off down the street â and called in a favor with Emilia Harcourt to drive you home even after she had already left. She was tipsy yet somehow coherent enough to get you home without crashing and burning. Now, youâre stuck carpooling or leaving an hour early just to catch the bus.Â
And then, to top it all off, you tripped over the curb on your way into the office this morning and spilled a full cup of hot coffee all over your freshly ironed white shirt.Â
You mutter several hundred fuckâs under your breath as you toss the cup â no caffeine for you today, it seems, sleepless night be damned. With Rick gone, your beloved human-heater-slash walking-body-pillow canât ease you into sleep, much less coax you out of the night terrors that have plagued you for years. The caffeine was your last saving grace, but now even that has left you.Â
You dig through your bag for your keycard, ignoring the concerned and questioning looks of the security guards at the door, and skitter into the office with your head down. If you donât look up, you might just be able to pretend no one sees the obvious spill.
Youâre planning to find a change of clothes in your office â you always keep a spare set of work attire for this reason, a small saving grace â but when you finally stumble into your office, you look up to find balloons and streamers hanging from the walls. You pause, wondering for a moment if you just stepped into the wrong room and made a fool of yourself once again â but then you hear obnoxiously loud noisemakers going off behind you.
âHappy birthday!âÂ
A familiar chorus of voices whoop and cheer until you turn â slowly â to see your fellow ARGUS coworkers beaming and wearing ridiculous pointed hats. You stare at them with wide eyes, probably looking more than a little frazzled from the morning youâre having. Hell, itâs been such a shit show that you didnât even remember your birthday until this very moment.Â
âUh⊠Thanks?â You squeak out hesitantly. âDidnât realize I was getting a party.â
Emilia is the first to speak up â sheâs not wearing a party hat, but one of the noisemakers is dangling between her lips. âAre you kidding? Weâre not passing up the opportunity to celebrate,â she says. Emilia turns to motion to someone behind her. âBring out the drinks!â
You furrow your brows. âDrinks? What about Waller?â
With a snort, John Economos answers next, taking a beer from Emilia. âNah, sheâs not in today. She has a meeting or something.â John tosses the bottle into your hands and â despite the early hour â you graciously accept.
With a meek voice of protest, your coworker Dale starts up: âAre we supposed to have alcohol in the office, orâ?â
âItâs beer, not fuckinâ vodka. Get over it, Dale,â says Flo Crawley, ever the reasonable one amongst the group.
âLetâs get this party started, bitches!â Emilia yells, clearly already a few drinks in.
The others follow after her, scurrying off to get their drinks. Flo hangs back, though, looking you up and down. âDo you⊠have anything else to wear, or are you sporting the coffee stain all day?â
You grimace, touching your dampened shirt. âIâll change,â you mutter.
Flo flashes a smile, patting your good arm. âHurry up. We donât want you to miss your party.â
She leaves, and you close your office door behind you. With a tired sigh, you start sifting through your desk in hopes of finding a change of clothes. You peel your shirt off, brows furrowed as you open every drawer. Surely you left your extra shirt in here, right? Maybe the top drawerâ? No, the bottom? Somewhere, anywhere?
You donât find it.
With a groan, you thump your forehead down on your desk. You realize that you must have already worn it the last time your shirt was ruined â though that time it was the fault of Dale running into you with a jelly sandwich. This accident is entirely on you.
You reluctantly put your shirt back on, patting it somewhat (but not really) clean with tissues. Itâs the best you can do for now.
After that disappointing incident, you step out of your office to join your birthday party, beer in hand. You drink and join in on the chatter, carefully sidestepping any odd looks at your appearance or comments about the week youâve had. Itâs a break from the constant universal pummeling youâve received lately.
After an hour or so of the party going strong, John chuckles and calls out: âLook who finally decided to join us!â
When you turn, itâs none other than your boyfriend, Rick Flag, in the flesh. The sight of him is such a reprieve that you nearly burst into tears right in front of everybody. He must take notice of the relief in your expression, because Rick flashes a smile and crosses through the office like your own personal knight in shining armor â or, in this case, a yellow button-up â wrapping an arm around your shoulder the moment heâs close enough.Â
âYou know I wouldnât miss it,â he says, pulling you against his side. You stare up at his deific figure, and for a moment, all that bad luck seems to fade away.
âHey, Flag! Come play limbo!â Emilia yells across the office. Sheâs currently holding one end of a broom â Dale takes the other side â while Flo shimmies under it, her back bent into an arch before she stumbles through, cheering when she stays upright.
Your boyfriend looks at you, bemused. âHave you limboed today?â he wonders, caressing your shoulder.
A laugh escapes you â a real, genuine, thank-god-youâre-here laugh. âCanât say I have.â
Rick grins, leaning down to kiss your temple. âLetâs give it a shot, then.â
So you limbo and drink and dance with your coworkers to your heartâs content, letting loose now that you have Rick tagging along. He makes these things feel less embarrassing, even when you trip over your own feet during a dance move or sing the wrong words to whatever karaoke song Flo picked out for you to sing.
Eventually, when the morning droops into evening, you slip out to get a minute to yourself. Youâre only alone for a few minutes before you hear a knock at the back door. Unsurprisingly, itâs Rick, sneaking off himself to find you nursing a beer behind the building. He looks you up and down with a half-guilty smile.
âI tried to get âem not to, yâknow,â he says, standing close enough to bump shoulders with you. âThey insisted.â
âI can tell,â you huff out with a laugh, eyeing him over the lip of your bottle. âYou didnât put up much of a fight though, did you?â
Rick grins, bright and conniving. âCanât say I did.â His eyes dart down to the front of your shirt â once fresh and white, now permanently stained brown. He lifts his hand to give your collar a light tug. âIâve been wonderinâ all day: what happened here?â
A groan escapes you at the reminder of the stain. âSpilled my coffee.â You bat his hand away, rolling your eyes. âDidnât have a change of clothes in my office.âÂ
Rick hums, nods. His expression darkens a few shades, angled into something low and familiar. âI could get you out of that,â he suggests, hands straying back to you once more â this time to your hip, thumbing at the half-tucked hem of your button-up.
For the first time this week, your lips twitch into a smile that isnât forced for appearances. You shift closer to him, pressing your half-empty beer bottle against his chest.
âYou can get me out, but are you gonna get me back in it?âÂ
He laughs, accepts the bottle, and tosses back a hefty swig. âThat remains to be seen.â
You laugh with him, hooking your fingers through his belt loops. âGuess Iâll just have to find out.â
Rick lets you pull him inside the building, sneakily rounding corners and skittering down the hallway until you enter the bathroom. He kicks it shut and locks the door behind him, swiftly lifting you up by the back of your thighs â all in one very attractive motion. You almost forget he still has your beer bottle until you hear it clatter and spill on the tiled floor.Â
He sets you on the counter, kissing you hard and soft at the same time. You sigh through your nose, sinking into him like you havenât been kissed in years. You feel his smile against your mouth, and he pulls back just enough to get a good look at you.
âYou good?â he asks, voice low and breathy with the hint of a laugh.
You hum, bringing him in for another kiss before answering. âYou donât even know the week Iâve had.â
He laughs, rubs his nose against yours, kisses you again. âThat bad without me, huh?â
You know heâs only joking, but you canât help thinking it really was a result of him being gone. With a nod, you pull him back in. He takes the hint, kissing you dizzy and pawing at your clothes â and thatâs when you start to get the sense that heâs just as starved for this as you are.
Rick pulls at your shirt, freeing the rumpled fabric from where it was previously tucked into your pants. He fusses with the buttons, popping them loose one by one. Thereâs no pretense of going slow, of taking his time with you â not right now. Heâs trying to skip to the good part, and youâre along for the ride.Â
When your shirt is loose around your shoulders, he pushes it down your arms whilst kissing the breath out of you. Itâs only after you hiss out a breath that he pulls back to see your bandaged arm. He slows down, trails his hand up to hover over it.
âWhenâd this happen?â he asks, voice dripping with concern.
âA few days ago,â you explain. âMission went to shit.â
Rick frowns, kissing your shoulder and all the way down your injured arm. âWish youâd told me,â he sighs against the inside of your elbow.
âWhy? So you can nag me more than you already do?â When Rick gives you a look, you strip back the bite from your words. âSorry. I didnât want you dealing with my shit on top of everything.â
He grunts in disapproval, kissing your jawline. âItâs not a burden on me, sweetheart. You oughta know that by now.â
You close your eyes, letting his reassurance fall into place against your heart. âI know,â you murmur. Then, cheeky: âKiss it better?â
Rick doesnât dare to refuse. He kisses all over your face before landing on your mouth. He keeps kissing you until heâs panting against your mouth, finally trailing his lips down to your neck. You moan, tilting your head back and pushing your chest out. He kisses down your sternum, inhaling deeply.
âYou smell like coffee,â he murmurs. He nibbles at the skin. âTaste like it too.â
You snort, ruffling his hair. âFuck off.â
He grins against your chest, hands rubbing your thighs. They trail higher up, fingers tracing the hem of your pants before he starts thumbing at the button. With a laugh, you gently push his hand back.
âYou first,â you mutter, flicking his collar. âYou know I like looking at you.â
Rick chuckles, squeezing your hips, but he ultimately relents. He tackles the top buttons of his shirt while you start from the bottom, meeting in the middle. He practically rips the shirt from his body, shucking it down his arms and letting it fall in a lump of yellow fabric on the floor. You pull him closer, eyes trailing over his tattoos and scars and the few freckles that scatter across his skin. Your hands wander, touching every part you can reach, familiarizing yourself with every blemish as if you havenât already memorized the details.
Rick slows down only then, giving you as much time as you please to admire him. He cocks his head to the side thoughtfully; your eyes dart up, and you mirror him. Heâs got a look in his eyes like he wants to say something but hasnât figured the words out. From the looks of it, he must not be having the best week either, a fact that makes you pity and yearn for him all the same.
âYouâre especially eager,â you muse, hands finding his pants. You loosen the button, then his zipper, sliding your hands down the front of his boxers to feel him. âItâs not just âcause of my birthday, is it?â
Rick meets your eyes, sucking in a breath when you cup him through the thin layer of fabric. His jaw tightens, but he nods, looking a little guilty.
âWallerâs got me on another assignment,â he mutters, voice low and ragged.
âAlready?â You frown, rubbing your thumb over him. Ever since Rick joked about Waller wearing an ugly ass shirt a couple weeks back, your boss has been working him to the bone â she really is a ruthless woman. âWhen do you leave?â
âTonight.â He swallows. âShe sprung it on me this morning. Donât know how long Iâll be gone. Itâs outta the country.â
Your frown deepens, disappointment welling up in your chest. Of course, even now you canât get a break from your shitty stroke of bad luck. Youâre beginning to think youâre cursed.
âMâsorry,â Rick mutters when you donât respond. His hands rub your thighs, trying to comfort or maybe get you back to putting your hands all over him. âYou know Iâd stay if I could.â
âI know.â You purse your lips, leaning your forehead against his. âThatâs just⊠shitty,â you mutter, sighing through your nose. âCanât catch a break this week.â
Rickâs gaze softens in that way that makes your heart melt every time. His nose bumps yours, then his lips follow to kiss you â a tender peck.Â
âIâll make it up to you, baby,â he drawls, finding your belt again to loosen it up. âGive you somethinâ real good.â
You sigh, leaning back to let him unzip your pants. He tugs them down when you lift your hips, and he pulls the garment until your legs are bare. With dark, hungry eyes, he licks his fingers before sliding them down the front of your underwear. His thick fingers are rough and warm when they push past the patch of hair between your legs, pressing just over the hood of your clit. He circles it â gentle, firm pressure â watching your breath catch.Â
Rick leans in again, this time to kiss down your neck, using his fingers all the while. His mouth begins to wander further down to your breasts, closing around one nipple and swirling his tongue. You moan, catching him with a hand in his hair. You feel his eager smile while he kisses and sucks the nipple, lightly pulling it between his teeth.Â
Thatâs when his middle finger slides in, nudging between your folds. You groan, lightly rolling your hips forward to get his fingers inside faster, deeper. Rick pushes it inside, all the way to the knuckle, curling it slightly before dragging it in and out.Â
His mouth switches to the other breast while fucking you with his finger. When youâve had enough of just one, his index finger joins. It similarly prods at your entrance as the first one did â but this time, his hand is rougher as it plunges into your velvety insides. You gasp, legs spreading further apart to take him in. You already feel on the edge of bursting apart.
Just as youâre on the first slide down towards an orgasm, muscles clamping down on his fingers and damn near close to soaking them, Rick speaks.
âTurn around for me,â he pants, sliding you off the counter. You do exactly as he says, turning to face the mirror. Seeing yourself like this â sweaty and ravenous â is enough to make heat rush up to your cheeks and the back of your neck, but Rick quickly distracts you when his hand slithers down to your clit. You groan, eyes squeezed shut while his other hand guides his length into you. The stretch makes you gasp, your body leaning forward to brace yourself when he sheathes himself inside you.Â
âGonna miss this pussy when Iâm gone,â he sighs, kissing the back of your neck. âGotta fuck it real good âfore I go.â
Heâs deep inside you now, bending you over the bathroom counter with one hand on your clit and the other on your hip. You grip the edge and cry out his name, hanging your head and panting. Heat bubbles up hot and quick in your gut, swirling up like carbonation until youâre moaning his name like a prayer.Â
âFuckâ Mâclose, shit, Rickââ
âI got you, baby,â he pants in your ear. âThatâs it. Cum for me, nice and pretty.â
With little delay, you release around him. Your muscles squeeze around his cock, ripping a groan from his throat. His hips stutter to a shaky, uncoordinated pace until heâs hammering into you, burying his length inside you as he cums. Rick groans, planting his face into the side of your neck until heâs spilled every drop.
You stay like that for a moment, neither of you ready to break the beautiful silence between you. Rick caresses your hips before easing his softened length from your cunt; you hum, feeling empty after. He makes it up to you by wrapping his arms around your middle, kissing the back of your neck and breathing you in like a man starved for attention.
âGonna miss you,â he mumbles, lips against your skin.
You look up in the mirror to see him leaning over you, hands roaming from your chest to your tummy protectively. With a low sigh, you reach behind your shoulder to comb your fingers through his hair.
âYouâll miss me, huh? Not just fuckinâ me?âÂ
Your tease doesnât get a laugh out of Rick. He kisses your shoulder, glancing at you in the mirror with a pointed look.
âStop tryinâ to be funny,â he says. âI mean it.â
Your heart squeezes in your chest. So much for deflective humor. Your nails lightly rake over his scalp.
âI know. Iâm gonna miss you, too,â you finally say, low and sincere.
Rick manages to smile at that, kissing your neck and behind your ear. âMight just marry you when I get back,â he muses.
Now itâs your turn to shoot him a look.
âDonât joke about that,â you admonish, ruffling his hair.
âWho said I was joking?â Rick keeps kissing you, then nips at your earlobe, smiling at your wide eyes in the mirror. âJust warning you of whatâs to come.â
There it is again â that conniving little smile of his. You donât know whether to laugh or cry. Your throat gets tight and you feel like squeezing him until he pops.Â
When he sees your eyes getting teary, Rick loosens his arms and swivels you around to face him properly. He cups your face between his big, rough hands, thumbs smoothing over your cheeks. His eyes get all soft again, tender and forgiving even as his own voice starts to sound a little choked up.
âYou donât gotta say yes,â he murmurs. âHell, if you donât want me to ask at allââ
âI do want you to ask,â you say quickly, stopping Rick before he can backtrack. âI really want you to.â
You both know youâve had your share of doomed relationships. Youâve both lost people, both stumbled into this whole thing purely by accident. Still, this one is something special â you know it. Even with your bad luck streak, you think Rick might just be the one good thing youâve got.
He smiles, pressing his forehead against yours. âWhen Iâm back, then,â he confirms, kissing the tip of your nose. âIâll make sure to get you a souvenir.â
You laugh, winding your arms around him. âWhere are you even going, huh?â
âCorto Maltese,â he replies, still rubbing your cheek. âMaybe Iâll bring you a bottle of Fernet.â
âGood luck getting that through customs,â you scoff. With a tilt of your head, you press your lips against his. âIâll be waiting for you.â
Rick smiles fondly, returning the kiss with one of his own. âIâll be back before you know Iâm gone.â
He kisses you, and you canât help thinking that every bad day is worth it so long as he comes home to you.Â
Summary:You are married to Gothamâs most untouchable man â billionaire Bruce Wayne â and the cityâs hidden protector, Batman. Loving him means glittering charity galas and cold, empty nights; it means soft mornings with coffee and bruises he tries to hide. The woman who makes him human when the world demands he be more than a man.
Authorâs Note: for my delusions
Warnings: Emotional angst (worry, fear of loss), Mentions of injuries/bruises (nothing graphic), Arguments about safety and duty, Intense intimacy (not explicit), Themes of loneliness, codependency, and duality
Songs to listen to while reading:
âAt Lastâ â Etta James
âWork song - Hozier
[he comes home bruised,
smelling of rain and smoke.
you kiss the blood from his knuckles
and he whispers your name
like itâs the only thing that makes him human.]
Masterlist
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You learn the rhythm of him the way you learn the layout of a new room â by touch, by the small indentations memory makes when your hand finds the same place night after night.
Thereâs the laugh he unfurls for cameras, the practiced tilt of Wayneâs smile that makes the press think theyâve seen the man, and thereâs the quiet exhale that comes through the heavy doors of Wayne Manor when the world finally stops asking for favors and he is finally only Bruce.
Tonight you stand at the edge of the ballroom and pretend you arenât holding your breath. The chandeliers scatter light like teeth; silver forks clink; well-tailored men lean in to compliment one another on the latest aircraft donation. You are the picture beside him â the dress catches the cameraâs flash and he leans his shoulder just enough to make the lenses find you both.
Your glove brushes his hand; he squeezes, a reflex, a tiny shore to a sea. Wayneâs smile is easy and dangerous in the way it hides a cliff.
You are proud. God, you are proud.
He built hospitals with a check and saved neighborhoods with a foundation. He says things into the microphones that make donors cough out their cards and then does not linger for applause. But when the toast is made and the crowd collapses back into itself, your chair at the head table is empty where he should be.
You have learned that sometimes applause is a curtain and, behind it, the thing that matters most presses close to the dark.
The car smells like cologne and rain when he finally slides into the driverâs seat three hours late. He apologizes in a voice that is already softer now, the Wayne persona wearily folded away.
You trace the bruise blooming at his jawline â careful, because he will laugh and say itâs nothing, call it a collision with some architectural stubbornness or a bad landing during polo practice, but you know the geometry of his injuries: a map of fights, of clean lines he tries to hide beneath shirts and ties. He will tuck a sleeve over the place where his ribs have tried to prove the fragility of flesh.
At home the manor receives you as a ruin built for two. The house remembers you; the staff leave the kitchen light low because you like to wake there, both of you, with the world pressing in from the other side of the windows.
He moves with a care that has no stage, silent, almost apologetic. He pours you coffee â black, the way you like it, though he drinks his with a look that says sleep is a luxury he will budget later.
He slides his fingers across your wrist and tells you, in a low voice that makes your name feel new again, that he missed you. You believe him.
There is domestic magic in small things. He folds the newspaper for you without a word. He learns that the exact place your collar irritates you at the end of a long day is behind your ear and kisses it away.
He comes home with his cape scraped and heart heavy and, once, with a stain of soot in the cuff of his coat that he swears belongs to a fireplace he never remembered lighting.
You watch him hold a houseplant like itâs an artifact and you find yourself humming along with him when he hums tunelessly while fixing a tea kettle at two in the morning. These moments are so much more dangerous than the missions â because they show you how fragile he is underneath the armor you both insist on.
Then there are nights you cannot fill with surety. You sit by the bay windows until your knees go numb and the sky yawns black and indifferent.
You will check the clock the way people count breaths, twice then four times, like a heartbeat you are trying to measure externally.
Texts stay blue; calls go to voicemail. You tell yourself he is simply late, that someone needed him.
The truth is a weight you assume like a sweater and can never seem to shrug off. Every siren that trembles through the night makes your stomach drop; every newspaper headline you refuse to read suggests possibilities you cannot unmake.
When he returns with dirt in the soles of his shoes and a silence that smells like rain on concrete, you see it â the band of purple at his forearm, the way he tries to laugh when you reach for it only to catch the lie in his eyes.
You do what wives in stories do and what real people do instead: you pull him into light. âShow me,â you say, and you mean the bruise and the truth and the reasoning and the guilt he wears like a second skin.
He obeys like someone hearing his name called at last. He tries to explain duty as an equation that sacrifices sleep and flesh â âI keep this city safe,â he says, âso you donât have to. So everyone can sleep.â The logic is noble. The logic is cold. You tell him that you do not need the city to sleep if the man you love does not wake up in the morning.
He tells you he is sorry. He tells you he did not know his apologies would pile up and make a weight he could not bear. His voice breaks on âsorryâ and you would be lying if you said it did not crack something open in you.
Anger comes next, sharp and incandescent: you name the nights you stood at the window, the bracelets of fear that wrapped your wrists, the emergency numbers memorized. You ask him to choose â not for the city, for you â and he laughs in a sound that is half grief, half incredulity.
âYou think itâs a choice,â he says, voice low and dangerous. âDo you know what I would have to be to stop? To pretend I can live as Bruce and still be worthy of you? My responsibilityââ He stops because the next words might be a confession and he has long been taught to keep those to himself.
âYou think I donât know that?â you whisper. âYou think I donât know what it cost you to be the man who stands between the rest of us and whatever falls from the night? I married you for all of it, but I didnât marry â Bruce, I didnât marry the cost. I married you.â
There is a pause, an actual silence that settles like dust. He steps forward, tired, and places his forehead against yours. Itâs not dramatic; itâs an old, torn-in-two kind of intimacy that makes your knees tremble because you remember that this is the man who could pull Gotham away from its knees, and yet his greatest achievement tonight is the way he holds you and tries to keep tears in.
He tells you about the weight he carries when he slides into that suit â how the city lodges itself in his chest and how he cannot breathe without hearing a cry he thinks could be answered.
He tells you how being Batman is not about choosing danger so much as being unable to not stand between the dark and the people who cannot see it.
He confesses, reluctantly, that there are nights he has wanted â more than anything â to step back, to let the world manage without him. But then someone calls for help â a child, a building, a name â and heâs pulled back into the gravity of duty like iron to a magnet.
You tell him, quietly, that being brave does not mean being alone. That the myth of the singular savior is a story you refuse to keep photocopied in your life. âLet me in,â you say. âLet me help hold the cost.â
That night the intimacy that follows is not bruising or breathless. It is honest, slow, a patchwork of small entitlements: he strips away his gloves and sets them on the bedside table as if removing armor, he slides a hand along your back and finds the place where your spine meets the small of your waist and remembers it like a prayer.
He kisses you with the silence of someone who has just cheated death and found home waiting. There are no pretenses then, no Wayne smile, no practiced charm â only raw, exhausted tenderness. He whispers the words you make a home of: âYou are my anchor.â
You are proud of him, and the pride makes you fierce. You are terrified, and the terror makes you honest. In the weeks that follow, he lets you be his harbor in small ways.
He leaves notes in the coat pockets, written in that same precise hand that drafts blueprints. He comes to you before patrol sometimes and lets you braid the ends of his hair, a ridiculous and tender ritual that unsettles him into laughter.
He starts to tell you more â the names of safe houses, the layout of a new hideout, the scent one particular villain leaves behind â not to drag you into risk, but because the secrecy was always the wedge between you. His confessions are laced with guilt: about leaving, about the fear he has put you through, about how often the suit feels like the part of him that makes sense.
You are not naĂŻve; you cannot be. There are still nights you wake to the metal scrape of a suit being extracted from its shadows, to boots that tread like another animal through the darkness.
There are still moments when he walks in after an alley that smells like blood and whiskey and adrenaline and sits across from you like a man who has been hollowed out and attempts a smile with lips that have seen too much.
But there are also mornings where he wakes beside you and for a few precious hours is simply a man who will make pancakes wrong and carry you to the couch like a boy who learned how to love before he learned how to fight.
You begin to understand that love for him is not a request for him to stop being what he is; it is a plea for him to bring you with him into the parts where he keeps the ache. He does not promise to stop, because stopping would mean betraying himself, and you love him for that dangerous fidelity.
Instead he promises boundaries that look like respect: more calls when he is gone too long, sharing injuries when they are severe, letting you stand guard at his side sometimes rather than being kept in the dark.
He learns that asking for help is not a failing â it is a way to keep being the man the city needs and the husband you married.
There are days when the strain is almost too much. You will have arguments that end in slammed doors and apologies that smell like cigarette smoke and regret. You will spend weekends apart because a rooftop took him and a board meeting took him and an emergency took him and the house waited, patient and sorrowful. But in the quiet between the calls to arms, you will find him sitting on the floor by the fire, shoes discarded, knees drawn up, reading the dog-eared book you bought him for his birthday. He will offer you half the blanket and a crooked grin, and the world will feel, for a still, thin hour, like something you could survive.
The truth you never say out loud is that the bedroom tells you more about him than the city ever could. In bed, Bruce is not the billionaire, not the guardian, not the weapon sharpened for Gotham. He is just a man stripped down to skin and shadow. And he holds you as though every night might be the last time.
He doesnât rush. Not with you. He moves like someone who has fought for every breath and refuses to waste the ones heâs been given. His hands are steady even when his body is trembling from exhaustion, from bruises, from a night that almost cost him more than he could afford. He likes the weight of you against him, the reassurance of warmth, the proof that he hasnât disappeared into the mask completely.
Thereâs a reverence in the way he touches you, even on nights when words fail. He memorizes you with fingertips as if to keep a map in case he loses his way back home. Sometimes he pulls you into his chest and buries his face in your hair, silent, his breath hot and shaky, as though reminding himself that he is still alive. Other nights, he kisses you slow, like a man trying to erase the memory of blood and concrete with the taste of something human.
Youâve learned he isnât loud in bed â not the way Gotham imagines Bruce Wayne must be with his endless parade of public flings. He is quiet, almost reverent, but the intensity is undeniable. A low groan when you touch a sore muscle, a broken sound when you cup his face and tell him heâs home. His strength is obvious â the way his arm cages around you, the way his body fits over yours â but he softens it deliberately, conscious of how much of his life is built on control. With you, he lets himself loosen, if only for moments.
And after, when the sheets are tangled and the night has pulled you both under, he lingers. He doesnât simply roll away into sleep or into silence. He stays pressed against you, fingertips tracing lazy patterns on your skin, like he needs proof youâre real. Youâve felt him wake in the middle of the night â breath caught in a nightmare, body tense like a bowstring â and instead of pulling away, he clings to you. His mouth finds your shoulder, your temple, the curve of your back. His grip is desperate, like you are the only thing keeping him from being swallowed whole.
In those moments, you understand the most dangerous part of loving Bruce Wayne: not that he might not come home, but that he does, and he lays down his armor only for you. The man who belongs to the city belongs to you most completely in the dark, in the warmth of your shared bed, where the only battles left are the ones against sleep, silence, and the fear of losing what you have.
The truth is: loving him is a series of negotiations with the dark. You sign the contract with your own hands and your own blood, every time you choose to stay. You are married to a man who wears both a smile for the press and a cowl for the night, and your job â your choice â is to love the whole mosaic.
You are proud when his name is associated with a new shelter; you are terrified when the city whispers of a new villain. You are the woman who folds his shirts and patches his wounds, who argues with him about the logistics of his sleep schedule and cries in the kitchen when he does not come home. You stand at the window and count the minutes in the way people count candles, and when he returns, you hold him like the story you refuse to surrender.
On a morning that smells faintly of rain and coffee and the faint ozone of a nightâs work, he carries you into the kitchen like an old habit and sets you on the counter.
Your knees tangle with his, and for a moment, he looks like the boy who first learned to be brave in the face of cruelty. There is a bruise at his ribcage and a laugh like apology on his lips. You cup his face and find the salt at his jaw from a night you canât remember â a memory stitched with dangers and good intentions.
âYou could leave,â he says suddenly, voice small. âYou could have left.â
You laugh, a sharp, relieved sound. âI could have,â you admit. âBut the thing about anchoring is that it isnât about holding someone back. Itâs about giving them somewhere to return to.â
He presses his forehead to yours. The house hums around you like a living thing. There is darkness, and there is light; he walks both. You close your eyes and memorize the map of him â the way his knuckles look when heâs concentrating, the way he smiles without meaning to when you say something stupid, the ragged edge of exhaustion that rounds his words. You have feared losing him more than you have feared losing anything else. You have also become something he would risk everything to keep.
There will be nights when the fog rolls in and the city coughs in its sleep and you will stand by the window again. You will worry â sometimes beyond reason. You will find more bruises and excuses and apologies and tenderness. But you will also find hands that come back every single time, a promise renewed in the quiet exchange of small domesticities: folded shirts, coffee mugs, a hand at the small of your back when a sound makes you start.
You married a man who is both a myth and a misgiving, a billionaire who writes checks and a guardian who writes laws in the margins of the night. You do not expect to solve the cityâs violence with a casserole or a stern look. You do, however, choose to be the place he can fall when the darkness becomes mountains.
You are the anchor he swears by, and in his rare confessions â the ones that come when the cowl is off and the mask is put in a drawer and the world can wait â he tells you that you are the only thing he has never been able to save himself from. You smile then, hospital lights and fireworks and all, and you hold him back because sometimes saving the man you love means staying with him as he chooses to save the world.
ââ ââ â
âthe world takes him, but youâre the one he returns to.â
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summary: bruce gets a little too rough in the bedroom by accident
pairing: bruce wayne x female reader
warnings: brief smut, injury caused by sex, bleeding, pain, aftercare, a hundred thousand apologies
word count: 1396 words
a/n: this is just a stupid thought that came to me and then i remembered that there aren't enough awkward sex stories in the world
Something was obviously wrong with Bruce for him to be so rough and careless with Y/N.Â
He was always such a gentle and considerate lover for her, making sure that she was ready to take him and always putting her pleasure before his. She couldnât have asked for a better husband.
But this was different.
When heâd slid into bed and breathed in her ear about how much he needed her, she was more than happy to oblige. She wasnât naturally wet enough, since sheâd only just woken up, and sheâd figured that the lube Bruce poured onto her would be enough to keep her comfortable, but she didnât factor in just how hard he was going to fuck her.
âBruce,â she choked out as he held her tight to his chest, his cock roughly pumping in and out of her sore pussy. âS-stop.â
Heâd already squeezed all the air out of her lungs and she was struggling to get it back, taking in pained gasps each time his hips crashed into hers. The dull ache between her legs had turned into a stinging pain, white hot and piercing her senses.Â
âThat feel good, sweetheart?â he rasped in her ear, not fully paying attention to her. âYou want me to keep going?â
âNo, Bruce, I want to stop,â Y/N forced out through gritted teeth, the pain between her legs becoming too much to bear. âYouâre hurting me.â
Bruce snapped out of his stupor and immediately slowed his moments down to pull out of her. She whimpered as she felt his thick cock leave her and dug her nails into his muscular arms, trying to ignore the searing pain. A hot warmth trickled from her core and leaked onto the sheets beneath her, making her cringe as she tried her best to wriggle out of his arms.
âSorry, sweetheart,â Bruce said through heavy breaths. âWhatâs wrong? Where does it hurt?â He fully unsheathed himself from her and gently brushed his fingertips through her folds, skirting dangerously close to where his cock had just been. âIs it here?â
Y/N jumped and pushed herself up to her elbows to try to scramble away from him further. âDonât touch it! I think Iâm bleeding.â
âOkay, okay,â Bruce said softly as he pulled the heavy duvet off of the two of them. âIâm sorry, just let me look at it.â
He turned the lamp on the nightstand brighter and gingerly placed his large palms on each of Y/Nâs ankles to gently pull her legs back open again. Y/N cringed again and looked away as he eased her legs apart, her torn skin pulling and tugging.
âYouâre definitely bleeding,â he said softly, as if he was trying to ease the pain with just his voice. âIâm sorry, honey, I didnât mean to hurt you.â
âItâs okay,â Y/N said, her face still turned away from him as she reached into the drawer of the nightstand to grab a tissue and used it to dab at the cut. Her entire body jolted when the tissue touched her sensitive skin and she dropped it in frustration.
âHere, let me do it.â Bruce took the tissue from her and firmly pressed it to the tear, holding her still so she wouldnât shake so much.Â
He leaned forward to wipe away a tear that rolled down her hot cheek and gently kissed her forehead as he gave her thigh a reassuring squeeze. She could tell that whatever it was that had been bothering him before had completely vacated his mind, replaced with concern for her.
They were both quiet as Bruce continued to compress the bleeding, stroking her hot skin with his free hand to make sure that she was okay and safe. Y/N still couldnât look at him but her tears slowly stopped as the pain dulled into a slow throbbing ache.
âCan I hold you?â he asked gently as he slid his hand up her thigh to snake his arm around her waist.
She nodded and let him gather her into his arms, the wound pulling as she was moved into his lap. Her eyes fluttered closed when she rested her head on his broad shoulder and felt him softly kiss the top of her head.
âIâm sorry for hurting you,â Bruce said, his voice soft and low in his chest as he stroked Y/Nâs bare back.
âItâs fine,â she said into his skin, letting him soothe her tired body. âYou didnât mean to.â
âItâs not fine,â he said as he lay them both down on the mattress, Y/N still curled up in his arms. âI promised to never hurt you and I did. I got careless.â
Y/N didnât have enough energy to scold him or argue with them, and let the conversation drift away as she wiped her remaining tears from her face and returned Bruceâs embrace. Her fingers drifted up and down his back, absentmindedly brushing against the scars as she fought to stay awake.
âDo you feel any better?â he asked gently after an extended silence. âDoes it still hurt?â
âA little bit,â Y/N replied, squeezing her thighs together to gauge the pain. âJust a little sore.â
âHopefully itâll heal fast.â He brought his fingers up to stroke her face and let them trail down to her jaw so he could guide her face to his. âI really am sorry,â he said, his lips brushing against hers before he kissed her softly.
âBruce, itâs okay,â Y/N said in between kisses. âI know you didnât mean to hurt me.â
âAnd I promise it wonât happen again. But if it does, Iâll at least make sure youâre ready. I want you to feel good too.â
Y/Nâs heart twisted for him. He was always such a generous lover, completely selfless, but she felt that he deserved moments to be selfish every once in a while. Just without hurting her and giving her a bad tear.
âOkay, apology accepted.â
âGood.â Bruce smiled at her softly and stood up from the bed with her still in his arms. âI think itâs time we got you into a hot bath.â
The hot water made Y/N wince slightly when it touched her wound, but once she was resting under the bubbles with Bruce close behind her, she almost forgot all about it. She loved that he always had that effect on her; no matter how hard a day sheâd had, or how much her body hurt, something as simple as taking a bath with her husband was able to help her feel better.
Y/N sighed in content as she leaned back against Bruceâs chest, her head falling into his shoulder as he scooped the water into his hands and let it run over her shoulders. He kept his touches chaste, knowing that she would be out of commission for quite some time, massaging his shoulders and thighs, well away from where she was hurt.
âSomething happened tonight, didnât it?â she said after they were both quiet for a while. âSomething bad.â
âItâs nothing you need to worry about,â Bruce murmured into her hair as he pulled her tighter to his chest. âItâs over now.â
âBut you never come home like that unless something awful happens.â Y/N shuffled out of his arms and onto her knees to take his face in her hands, the water sloshing in the tub as she moved. âYou wouldnât have hurt me if it wasnât nothing.â
âI donât want you to worry,â Bruce said quietly as he took her hands away from his face. âYouâve already got enough on your plate.â
âBruce, you just tore my vagina open. I think I can handle being told what happened.â
He laughed softly, just a short breath through his nose, but it made him smile nonetheless. Gently, he pulled her to sit on his lap, her head nestled in the crook of his neck as he stroked her back.
âMaybe later,â he said into her hair. âWeâre focusing on you right now.â
âPromise youâll tell me? While youâre being nice to me?â
âI promise. You just relax for now.â
With the way he was stroking her skin and holding her close to him, she couldn't do anything but relax. Even with a nasty tear in the most sensitive part of her body.
Summary: Clark finds you wearing his clothes. He's in love.
Warnings: Fluff
WC: 235
ao3 // tag list
Youâd lost track of how long youâd been curled up on Clarkâs couch, wrapped in his oversized flannel. The sleeves swallowed your hands whole, and he hadnât stopped smiling at you since you put it on.
âYou know,â you teased, tugging at the cuff that dangled halfway down your fingers, âI think this shirt was made for me.â
Clark chuckled, that warm, low sound that always made you melt. âYou look better in it than I do.â His glasses slid down the bridge of his nose as he leaned over the back of the couch to kiss your temple.
âSmooth, Kent.â
âNot smooth,â he murmured, settling beside you and pulling you against his chest with ease. âJust the truth.â
You snuggled into him, listening to the steady beat of his heart beneath your ear. He smelled faintly of fresh air and ink from the Daily Planet, grounding you in every way possible. His arm tightened around you, as if he were afraid you might vanish if he let go.
âClark?â you asked softly.
âMm?â
âI like it here. With you. Just like this.â
You felt his chest rise with a deep breath, and then his lips brushed the top of your hair. âGood,â he whispered. âBecause I donât plan on letting you go.â
The world could be falling apart outside, and you knew Clark would still hold you exactly like thisâsteady, gentle, and safe.
ââ .âŠ
| pairing : Adrian Chase x fem reader
| warnings : 18+ mdni. Typical Peacemaker violence at play. Fluff/Smut. Some trauma, but nothing too detailed or specified. First ever full smut I wrote pls be nice. Also, not really proof read cause I was eager to get this out before the finale, so read at your own discretion. Truther in power bottom switch reader and pathetic whiny sub dom switch Adrian, man, I don't fucking know.
| summary : What happens when a psychotic freak meets a metahuman freak?
| acknowledgements : dividers @cafekitsune
| wordcount : 16,352 / 31 pages (holy fuck)
Just wanted to write smth before we officially said goodbye to this nerd until Gunn is ready to bring him out of the DCEU basement again after tonight's final ep. Rest in peace, Adrian Chase. I've known you for so little, yet I've loved you as if I've known you a lifetime. Anyway, little crossover with another fic of mine about Clark, so make sure to check it out! Enjoy!
Adrian Chase thought emotions were a foreign concept to him. He was a self-proclaimed psychopath, a term he threw around with a broad smile that reached both ends of his lips and grazed the tips of his eyes. Not because he wanted to get a laugh out of others, but because he actually was, very much, an actual psychopath. A title he bestowed upon himself with no shame or embarrassment.
He murdered people for the pettiests of crimes, in the name of good civility, or protecting Evergreen from criminality while being the biggest criminal of them all.
From graffiti to drugs, no matter what you pursued in the dark arms of the night, there was one thing that would be true about these criminals.
Trust, you would be dealt with by the Vigilante himself.
There was no one as serious as him when it came to using the most extreme methods for ending the life of some lowlife. Or so he thought, until he saw you cut the air off some guyâs throat when he tried pointing a gun at him.
The manâs skin had turned an ugly, deep purple. The veins beneath his skin had begun to protrude from underneath the muscles that worked to bring blood around the body, to the point of stretching the skin beyond its limits, inflating like a balloon. His eyes had bulged beyond a normal amount from their sockets, popping out as an egg might when microwaved, exploding, their goo splashing all over his dark suit, staining it red.
It was the hottest thing heâd seen anyone do for him.
Adrian stood there, speechless as he stared at the dead man on the floor. When his eyes moved to you, he found he couldn't look you in the eyes and settled on staring you up and down. He'd never been this taken aback before.
He was, he realised with a start, and the sudden strain of his suit around the crotch, turned on. Itâd been a while since heâd been able to get it up. Hell, he couldnât even muster or pretend he was into the threesome he had with Peacemaker and whoever that woman whoâd signed up for the ride to keep quiet about whatever Peacemaker had done.
Not even Taylor Swiftâs butt did the trick anymore! But nowâŠwell..
God, you were so brutal. How could he not let his blood flow straight to his dick when you killed for him without a second thought, without even having him ask you?
The only thing that broke him out of his daze was the sound of a gurgling, choking breath coming from the man below you. He was still alive and trying to suck in breath through his crushed throat.
He couldnât help but roll his eyes at the sight. The guy couldn't even die gracefully without making some kind of a mess on the streets. But thatâs how it was often when you got involved.
You were neither a superhero nor a supervillain â a misfit even among your kind. Not being born with what you were able to do, but gaining your powers after a traumatic event that scarred you for the rest of your life, would do that to you. It was something you both despised and had grown used to being a part of you. No matter how much you tried, you would not get rid of what became a second skin for you to wear, of the same blood that flowed in your veins and did not make you bleed as any other might.
It seemed as if there was never a place for you to fit into. The Justice âGangâ had tried many times recruiting you, but with the baggage you carried with yourself and the methods you best preferred using, the goody two shoes heroes were not for you. Still, when you thought it extremely necessary, you would like to help out. For the sake of the innocents, youâd use as an excuse, and it was true. It was whatever remaining need to protect those who couldnât that pushed you to use your powers for good.
That did not mean you were one for conventions. You were a solitary owl that worked best alone, never in a team. That and the fact that you were sure ARGUS was, most definitely, holding a record of your movements. Just in case, of course, and to clean them up, you often forced yourself to team up with Superman and co.
So, it was most surprising to everyone when you became a frequent recurrence among the 11th Street Kids. Even more surprising was that everyone owed it to Chris, of all people.
âPeacemaker, what a joke.â you were wont to say, very often.
Very, very, often. It always elicited a reaction out of Chris, whether mild or as explosive as a tear gas to the eye. It was, perhaps, why you took such a liking to taunting him with the phrase. As if thereâd been some sort of hidden meaning behind the words that got under Chrisâs skin, a deeper story, understanding the others were privy to. A pleasure you seemed to ealte into.
You werenât a masochist or a sadist; you just liked getting your moneyâs worth while at it. And if you were going to be forced to join a team of meatheads while trying to save the world because of something you both owed to each other by events of a past long lost to time, so be it.
But you werenât going to make it an easy and worthwhile company, that you were keeping.
Adrian had grown a weird fascination with you after seeing you in action once. You were a little unhinged when it came to getting the job done, just like him. Heâd often find his eyes lingering on you, watching your every move when you were around.
He was like a moth drawn to fire, unable to keep away from you.
The moment heâd seen you arrive to the rescue along with the rest of the Justice Gang, standing between Hawkgirl and Supergirl, he knew he was gone. It was over. How could he ever recover from what people called the first, most important part of falling in love, the first time meeting?
You looked so imposing in the middle of the group, surrounded by equally strong individuals and of equal measure to your powers, despite looking as if youâd wished to be everyone but there.
Spectergirl, he knew all about you. And surely hanging from the keychain holding the keys to his top secret basement, it wasnât a miniature of you in your hero costume beside that of Peacemaker heâd made himself. He was entranced by the way you killed without hesitation, much like him, with so little remorse. It made his blood burn with excitement. He found his heart beating just a bit faster whenever you were in the room, his palms sweating slightly as he tried to keep a cool and composed facade.
And there, upon the grassy field where behind him lay the barn theyâd rendered to pieces, the butterfliesâ cow vanquished alongside it, heâd walked over, stepping right into your personal bubble as though he owed it, as you tried asserting the damage the team caused and the devastating amount of bodies lying dead and limp around the destruction, he tilted his head as he forced himself to look you in the eyes through his bloody tinted visor and without his glasses to help him focus the features of your face.
âYou donât happen to be single, do you?â heâd asked, all hopes and dreams with his usual bluntness that came from being very much unaware of social clues. With the scowl with which youâd greeted Peacemaker, he was sure to be at the receiving end of the same treatment you reserved for the âsuperheroâ. Instead, the semblance of a smile, twisted as if your lips had not been used to what many considered a facial expression theyâd made daily, came strange on your own, as if in amusement, before walking back to join your own girls.
Youâd not said no, though, which to Adrian meant a big, huge, yes.
Heâd spent the six months after the team disbanded, bothering Chris with all sorts of questions about you, whether it was when they spent time together cleaning up some of Chrisâs messes, or through messages and the calls Chris never answered, leaving Adrian to send multiple voice messages a day, sometimes not even bothering and ending with just sending these long voice audios where he asked as many questions as he could, which Chris would view but never answer back. Why would he? Those audios were an hour, two at best, long, riddled with questions and endless wonderings, sometimes of just Adrian talking to himself out loud about such as if your favourite colour would be teal. After all, your costume had some blue accents, he justified the thought with.
What lunatic would answer back?
It came to a point where Chrisâs phone was flooded with just Adrian all over it; the device, already old and stacked with multiple copies of photos of Eagly, began lagging, and overall was useless to work with whenever Chris had a true need for his phone. So, during a particular day where the notification sound was driving Chris particularly insane, he caved and texted Adrian your number from the safe phone youâd told him to never call you with, because, in your words, âI never want to hear from you, and if I do, Iâll kill you, Chris. â
Adrian could hardly believe his luck at receiving your number. He stared at the device in his hands, dumbfounded, before letting out an excited whoop of excitement and his famous butt dance. He couldn't believe he actually had your number. It was like a dream come true, and he had not even asked for it!
Heâd immediately saved the number in his phone under the name, 'Cutthroath bitch', which was often what Chris referred to you as. And he had to agree, the name fit you well cause you were a bad bitch who often went for peopleâs throats first with no explanation, so.
âPlease say hello, please say hello,â he chanted to himself, waiting and hoping for a response on the other end of the line as the phone rang.
The phone kept ringing, and his heart beat faster with each ring. Finally, it picked up. He straightened up immediately, clearing his throat and putting on his best business voice.
âHello?â he asked, trying to sound nonchalant. He could already feel his palms beginning to sweat as he waited for your response.
ââŠ..Chris, I swear to god if this is you playing some prank on me-â
Adrian, taken aback by the sound of your voice on the other end of the phone, pushed the phone off his ear, examining closely the phone number to make sure heâd typed it right. It was the first time he had heard your voice in many months, but it made something within him flutter already.
âNo! No, no, no, no, no,â he protested, his voice rising in pitch. âItâs not Chris. I swear!â
â-âŠVigilante?â
Adrian smiled to himself as he heard you say his name, like the goofball he was. It sounded good coming from your mouth, and he wondered just what else might sound just as sweet. But then he straightened when he realised you'd addressed him by his infamous, top secret identity. His voice deepened, trying to disguise it with a hand over his mouth.
âVigilante? I-I don't know that person. Is that even a name? Sounds Italian, I'm American-â
Despite your initial reluctance to answer the phone call, you couldn't not admit to being more than a little amused by the ridiculous display of deception Adrian was putting on, as if you'd not stolen his file and read all about him. The miserable disguise he was trying to put on and failing only allowed a small sound that someone could assimilate with a chuckle if they had ears.
âI know it's you, Adrian. I remember your voice.â
Damn. Busted.
Adrian sighed in defeat, groaning as his face planted his pillow, realising you saw right through his poor attempt at disguising his voice.
âFair play,â he admitted, rubbing the back of his neck, pouting like a child at being overplayed. âI thought I was being pretty smooth. You have a good memory. Howâd you know my real name, though?â
âI do tend to keep good track of the people that interest me most, and they're very few.â
âI made the list?â he asked with a broad smile crossing his face. As soon as the question left his mouth, he mentally facepalmed himself. He was coming off way too needy. âI mean,â he tried to backtrack, clearing his throat. âIt's not like I'm trying to impress you or anything - well, I mean, I kinda am, but- I'm screwing this up, aren't I?â
âI think you're doing great, if it counts for something,â you reassured, your fingers playing around the flower hovering over the tip of them, watching it slowly die at impact with your skin.
Adrian couldn't deny that your assurance gave him a shot of confidence. He grinned at your words, feeling a little bit better about himself.
âYeahâ he said, his tone a bit lighter. â'Cause I kinda feel like I'm making a fool of myself, and I don't feel like that very often. I'm actually a very confident man, cause, you know, I don't have emotions like others, so I don't really feel embarrassed when I do something I should be embarrassed for. I live for the bliss! There's nothing better in the world than to be as unapologetically, shamelessly, myself.â
You listened to him ramble on, probably something he did often and did not do to be a problem at all. In fact, it seemed almost endearing how, as he put it, unapologetic himself he was.
âDoes that come with being a psychopath, as I hear you're often referred to as?â
Adrian chuckled at your question, a wry smile playing on his lips. âYeah, probably,â he admitted, not denying the label. âI mean, I've been called that a lot, and I'm pretty sure it's not just because of the whole killer thing. But, ya know, it's not all bad being a psychopath. I get to live life without worrying about what others think or feeling guilty about the shitty things I do. I just do 'em.. Like killing people. People who spraypaint graffiti on other peopleâs houses. Itâs not yours to draw! I just got to kill them. Except for prostitutes, I never kill prostitutes. Their lives are hard enoughâŠ.â he said, crestfallen, thinking of their hardships and plights while his feet continued kicking up in the air.
âThat seems very considerate of you.â you mused, strangely entertained.
He blinked in surprise as you seemed to appreciate his one redeeming quality.
âYeah, well, even psychopaths need something to stand out for,â he quipped, a slight smirk playing on his lips. He couldn't help but feel a little bit smug about your approval. âBut don't go telling Peacemaker about my soft spot for hookers. He already has too much ammo to pick on me with.â
âShould I ask what that might be, or is it better I stay in the dark?â
âWell, it's not that I'm embarrassed by them, but Peacemaker seems to think I would be if he were to reveal them to the squad. I tell you, he should know better by now. For instance, we had a threesome with this girl, involved in some incident Peacemaker may or may not have caused, and I couldn't get it up. I was just there to bond with my best friend, cause, you know, there's nothing better than sex to bond over! And I just watched. The girl sucked anyway, even if Peacemaker did not seem to think so.â
âI don't know about that, Adrian. Thatâs not reallyâŠ.â You furrowed your brows, a look of concern etched on your face. You weren't sure it was better that he didnât see it, or he did and realised how weird what he said to you was. Which he surely wouldnât understand, anyway.
But what would he care for? He's a psychopath!
Adrian looked taken aback by the tone your voice took, not expecting you to show any concern for him at all. He was used to people fearing and avoiding him or being annoyed by his instinct to overshare facts, opinions, and times things had happened to him, rather than showing any sign of care or compassion.
He shrugged, trying to downplay the situation.
âHey, don't look at me like that. It was just a fluke. It happens to the best of us, right? Besides, I've got thicker skin than you think. I like being a little weird.â But deep down, he knew that you were right. Something was wrong with him. He just didn't want to admit it. âYou know what they say, 'normal is boring'.â
âYou can't even see what I'm looking at you like.â you argued over the phone.
âI can feel it! Your breath grew deeper, and your voice took a tone with an intonation that indicated your lips must have pursed in a grim frown.â
Adrian was stunned, but more so at himself. He couldn't believe he'd managed to get all that just from the way you'd spoken. He'd never been so in tune with someone's emotions like this before. It felt strangely good. Was this what it was like to connect with someone? To actually understand them? He cleared his throat, trying to cover the flutter of his heart, still beating wildly against his ribcage.
âAm I right or am I right?â he said, a tinge of confidence and arrogance in his voice, though he was secretly hoping you'd confirm his accuracy.
You, on the other hand, were impressed for another reason. He'd been able to figure all that just from hearing your breath and voice. No wonder he accounted for a shit ton of people killed in just Evergreen if these were his senses.
âI suppose.â you shrugged, picking apart the dead flower.
The dry petals, a product of a plant that'd taken months to blossom, died within seconds just by the wishes of your hand. No one lives with no air, after all, not even flowers.
Adrian took your response as a win, a smug grin spreading across his face. It surprised him. He wasn't used to feeling the need to impress anyone, except Peacemaker. He always wanted to impress the guy, but here he was, thrilled that he'd managed to impress you. It was a weird feeling.
âSee, I told ya. I'm always right,â he said confidently with the force of a man reborn.
âYeah. Adrian. Did you get this number from Chris, perchance?â
Adrian's expression dropped as you asked him that. He felt like a child caught with their hand in the cookie jar. He shuffled awkwardly, not wanting to rat Peacemaker out, but also not wanting to lie to you.
âUh, yeah, I did,â he ran a hand through his hair. âIs that bad? I kept asking Peacemaker questions, and, as smart as he is, he figured I might just ask you directly. Especially because he was not answering my texts, soâŠâ
âNot, it's not badâ you assured, âBut do you mind if we cut this short? I need to make another call. Kinda urgent.â
Adrian felt a twinge of disappointment that your conversation had to end so soon, but he tried to hide it. âYeah, of course. I get it. Go ahead.â He tried to sound nonchalant, but the sadness of a wet puppy was there for you to hear.
âYeah, I'm sure you understand. Don't you?â you asked in a tone that couldn't have had him in any other position but agreeing, albeit weakly, as if bewitched by the sultriness your tone took.
He found himself nodding in agreement before his brain could catch up with what he was doing. He couldn't help it. Your tone was so alluring and commanding. He felt almost entranced by you.
âYeah, yeah. I understand,â he replied, his voice a little quieter than before, his thoughts wandering elsewhere entirely. âDefinitely.â
âGoodnight, Adrian.â You said your goodbyes before hanging up the phone âWe'll talk soon.â
There he lay, upon his bed, left staring at the phone in his hands for a few seconds after you hung up. He was both sad that the conversation had ended so abruptly, but also strangely hopeful because you said you'd talk again soon.
âYeahâ he said to himself, unable to keep the small smile off his face. âWe will.â
Of course, he immediately started sending you a barrage of texts soon after the call ended, not even bothering to start with a simple hello or how are you doing to break the ice you two had already broken with the phone call. He, of course, never forgot to add the mermaid emoji at the end of each text, a trademark of his.
As you saw the barrage of texts popping up on your phone, one after another, you knew exactly who it was. You couldn't prevent a small smile from forming on your lips. Adrian's enthusiasm was endearing, in a way.
You scrolled through the messages, reading through each one with unexpected curiosity. Texts asking about how your day was, random thoughts he'd had throughout the day, pictures of things that reminded him of youâŠAnd of course, he didn't forget the trademark mermaid emoji at the end of each text.
It seemed as if every single thing he saw throughout the day reminded him of you. He saw a funny billboard that would make you laugh. A dog you shared hair colour with, a song playing on the radio that reminded him of you. He even sent a picture of himself in the mirror, or on patrol after another kill.
You texted every day and called every night. In a way, you found yourself not really opposing the notion. In fact, you answered every text and had phone calls that never seemed to end. You didnât know what drove you out of the comfort of your isolation, but Adrian had done that to you.
It was as though he was obsessed with you, completely and utterly smitten. And by little, you found yourself getting used to smiling more and more, until the sight began to look somewhat natural on your face.
Not to mention that time you were in the middle of battling a giantâŠ.dragon thing along the Justice Gang.
âAdrian? I'm kind of busy right now-â
âI know, I know, but I just wanted to ask-â a loud crash from the other end of the line, followed by shouts and the sound of a scuffle, cut him off. "Do you like teal? Would you consider it a colour you might think of as a favourite?"
âTeal? The colour?â you asked, phone digging between the crook of your neck and the side of your face as you carried a little girl out of harm's way.
"Yes, the colour," Adrian replied, his tone impatient. He knew you were busy battling some monster, but he couldn't help but ask his question.
He waited for your answer, his heart pounding in anticipation. He needed to know if you liked teal. It was a strange thing to ask in the middle of a fight, but he needed to know if there might be a chance of you two sharing a favourite colour.
âI don't mind tealâ you span around, avoiding the debris falling from the skies from the huge water plant Superman had just thrown at the creature to disorient it, getting you wet all over.
Adrian's heart skipped a beat at your response. You didn't mind teal. He couldn't help the smile that spread across his face. He'd take that as a yes.
âI seeâŠâ he said, trying to sound casual. He didn't want to let on how much your answer meant to him. âSo, uhâŠhow's the fight going? Are you kicking ass?â he asked, all giddy at the prospect.
âIâm tryingâ you left behind a green trail of death as your figure turned ghostly to the eye, speeding to the creature âMind if I call you back?â
âYeah, sure," he giggled, all smiles. "Go kick ass. Weâll talk to you later. And don't forget to win!"
Adrian hung up the phone, his heart being all the way up his troath. He was over the moon.
He sat back in his chair, a smile on his face as he returned to painting the figure of some girl resembling you whom he'd purchased on eBay from some random reseller, on which heâd spent all his savings from work on, painting your suit teal to match his.
The photo he sent you later that night did not do his work justice. You nonetheless appreciated the effort, acknowledging how long it must have taken him to convert the figure and do with it as he liked. It was really well made, despite all, and the colour did seem to suit you to a degree.
If the next time you showed up as Spectergirl, there were a few more bits of teal in your suit that caught the eye, it was surely not because of a certain someone.
The suit needed a remastering anyway, thatâs all.
When Adrian saw the new teal additions to your suit, his heart leapt. He tried to reason with himself that it wasnât a nod towards him, but Adrian had never been one to reason with. It warmed his heart to know heâd possibly influenced your choice even just a little bit.
He couldn't stop smiling as he looked at the footage from your battle, admiring your figure in your suit. You looked absolutely stunning. He was smitten.
There were nights you were already coddled in your bed, dead in the warmth of the quill's embrace, where you would hear him talk on and on about weird animal facts he was a studied mind on, despite your doubts on the matter. He would call from the back of his workplace as a busboy in some diner down in Evergreen, after having heard an owl while taking out the trash or seen some spider crawl into the high corners of the ceilings near the kitchen, asking you to quiz his knowledge of whatever had kept him so alive during the near closing hours of his shift.
Youâd clocked really early on that he always tried to steer the topic of your conversation to animal facts because heâd taken to memory, even if wrong most times, silly things to make conversation with people in hopes of turning them into friends, wishing to impress them with all those things he knew.
Adrian would spend his nights, whether at work or at home, cooped up in his room, away from his motherâs ears, talking your ear off. He'd call you up with the latest bit of animal knowledge he'd learned and ask you to quiz him on it, eager to show off his knowledge. He couldn't help but talk about the animals he encountered at work, despite how he tried to hold onto his eagerness in hopes of not having you grow annoyed at him. But he just couldnât help himself, and, to his defence, you never stopped him if youâd taken an issue with this routine youâd created. He even sent you a cute picture he'd taken of a possum family outside the back door of the diner, ripping apart the trash bag heâd just thrown in the dumpster, which he was sure to get a chestising from Dave.
âThat's very nice, Adrian.â you murmured between the realm of sleep and the one you remained awake to listen to him rant on about an owl whose owling heâd been trying to get you to listen to from the poor quality of the safe phone you used.
He couldn't help but smile as he heard your soft voice through the phone. It was adorable how you were clearly half-asleep and yet still listening to him ramble on about random animal facts. Why? He never understood. John would have tried finding a reason to break the call up within the first minute, and yet, here you still were, ten minutes later, listening on, fighting off sleep just for him.
"You're not falling asleep on me, are you?" he teased, his tone playful. âI still have ten more minutes before I get off. We can talk more when I get home"
You didn't respond immediately, leading him to believe you might have actually fallen asleep on him - which was both funny and endearing. He let out a soft sigh, one of big disappointment of having to cut this short.
âAlright, I guess you are falling asleepâŠâ he said, trying not to sound too disappointed.
He was silent for a moment, listening to the sound of your breathing on the other end of the line.
It wasâŠnice. Comforting.
âm notâ you surprised him to attention once more "what were you saying about owl's eyes being orbs?"
Adrian chuckled at you remembering just what heâd been talking about, his heart fluttering as he realised you were still awake and listening, plus actually paying attention to him.
âOh, right,â he grinned, walking around the back alley. âWell, you know how owls have large, forward-facing eyes? Well, they can't move their eyes in their socket at all. They're completely fixed in place, so they have to move their entire head to look around."
âGrossâ you mumbled, moving to the colder side of your pillow.
âWhat? You gotta admit, it's pretty cool. It gives them an enhanced peripheral vision. It's like they see in 360 degrees, all the time. Hey, have you spoken to Peacemaker?"
You groaned, closing your eyes âNo, Adrian. Why?â
He shrugged, even though you couldn't see it. âOh, no reason. It's justâŠhe's been acting weird lately. Like, more so than usualâŠâ He went quiet for a moment, the sound of his breathing coming softly over the phone. âHe seems just a little bummed out.â
âThat so?â you cared little for Chris, but you liked pretending for Adrianâs sake, you gave two shits "Well, I'm sure he's fine. He's Peacemaker, no? Chris is always fine in the endâŠ"
Adrian sighed, knowing that you were right, knowing he was probably overthinking this, as he always does. Chris always seemed to get back on his feet, no matter what, without the need for Adrianâs help or anyone else's, which bummed him out, if a little.
"Yeah, I know. It's justâŠI don't knowâŠIt's nothing, never mind." He shook his head, dismissing the thought. He didn't want to worry you with his unfounded paranoia. Of course, though, Dave just had to come and ruin it.
âAdrian, what are you doing? Get back inside. Your section is a mess, and we're about to close!"
"I'm on the phone, Dave. What does it look like I'm doing?" Adrian sassed, "quote unquote, Dave is here" he scoffed, telling you about it.
âBreathing down your neck, as always?â you chuckled softly at the sound of the faint back and forth between the two men.
âDave was way cooler when he was a dishwasher, back when we were friends!â he complained to you on the phone, really offended by the idea that Dave was now too good to hang out with him as they used to.
âMhm, I bet.â
âOh, it's great, let me tell you,â he said sarcastically, âbeing bossed around by Dave is the best thing ever.â
âWe were never friends!" you heard Dave argue to Adrian on the other end of the phone, himself offended at the notion theyâd ever been anything at all, especially friends.
âThen why did I go to your wedding?â Adrian, rightfully, seemed to have pointed out.
âBecause you showed up fucking uninvited, Adrian!â Dave raged.
Adrian seemed almost shellshocked at being called out, pursing his lips as he returned to you. "I got to go. I don't want you to hear thisâ he grumbled under his breath, only for you to hear.
The line cut as Adrian put his phone away, not before you heard a faint "I was so invited!" You never said the open bar had a limit, you fucknut!", surely now having to deal with twice the normal amount of Daveâs wrath, of all people, whom he never took seriously, even before he was promoted to manager.
You smiled to yourself, downright, ridiculously, amused at the situations Adrian just seemed to find a way to insert himself into.
It was all so⊠ridiculous. Everything was so crazy when it came to Adrian. A free spirit that rode along the wave of the wind, no concern or thought whatsoever at the danger he embarked to face. A light-heartedness that was both so easy to judge, but one you almost found yourself yearning for. Everything was so difficult in life, to the point that Adrian almost seemed like the easiest thing youâd stumbled upon in a very long time. He made everything worthwhile.
Youâd never been one for friends, not after everything. They were as easy to make as they were easy to lose, and you couldnât spare making yourself anymore weaker than you already were with death at the point of a finger constantly breathing down your neck. It did not help that the same person holding you from life itself was yourself.
Youâd survived death, but you couldnât say you were grateful for it. Adrian was one of the few, if not the only, people who almost made you regret ever thinking such a thing.
Itâs hard to stay mad when there is so much beauty in the world. Itâs not anyone's fault that humans are, by design, such ungrateful and ugly specimens. Every day you woke up and just by walking outside your home, you realised just how underappreciated the sight before you became as time passed. Sometimes, you felt like you were seeing it all at once, and it all became just too much. And yet, it was a sight you never grew tired of, because you understood the need to appreciate the mundane after almost having lost it all.
You guessed you could be pretty pissed off about what happened to you. But you are no less alive than the day before the tragedy. Your heart felt like a balloon ready to burst, constantly being poked and teased from the outside. But then, you remembered the little thing you could no longer appreciate, to relax, and stop trying to hold onto it, for it would be futile and a useless endeavour to dream of what no longer is.
It flows through you like rain, cascading down on you with a gentle force that wakes you once more from the dream that was only ever a dream, bringing you back to what had now become your reality.
And because of it, sometimes, you canât feel anything but gratitude for every single second, minute, hour, day, week, year, moment of this stupid little life.
You found yourself drawn to the strange, unusual and unique because thatâs what youâd become. The same way youâd found yourself drawn to Adrian without a real reason. Perhaps it was because he made you feel normal, like anyone else. He never seemed to mind your quirks and strangeness, even going as far as to mimic you if he felt like it, just to see what your reaction would be. Maybe you just found some kind of connection to him that had always eluded you with anyone else. All you knew was that you found him incredibly fascinating, so much so that your thoughts almost seemed to be consumed by himâŠ
You didn't know when these thoughts of yours had happened. But they had, and you could not stop now. The feelingsâŠthoughtsâŠemotionsâŠyou were feeling, they were things you hadn't let yourself experience since that day, so long ago now it seemed like a dream. You didn't know if this was a good thing or not.
All you know is that Adrian was making you feel things you hadn't felt in years. And youâŠwell, as much as you were hesitant to admit it, you liked it.
You liked him.
You tried falling back asleep, burrying yourself beneath your blankets, hiding from the world outside. Not before your phone pinged to light once more, the notification from a message from Adrian popped up. Upon further inspection, you found Adrian's trademark mermaid emoji along with a goodnight text.
It was just soâŠAdrian.
Your fingers hovered over the keys for a moment, unsure if you should respond or go straight to sleep.
In the end, you decided to give in.
"Goodnight, Adrian," you typed back, adding a single, simple, ghost emoji at the end.
You put your phone back on your nightstand, letting out a long sigh. You closed your eyes, trying to clear your mind and get some much-needed sleep.
Tomorrow was another day full of chaos.
âHe had an orgy. And he didn't think of inviting me!â Adrian sounded completely heartbroken as he recounted what had greeted him this morning at Chris's house, where he'd gone to help him clean up some mess he would not tell you about.
You couldn't help but roll your eyes as you listened to Adrian ranting yet again, this time about walking in the morning aftermath of an 'orgy' in Chris's house.
âOh, the horrorâ you deadpanned. "Is that what you're upset about most? That you weren't invited to join in, of all things?"
âI couldn't give a shit about the orgy, it's the principle.â he grumbled, shuffling around his room as he tried getting ready for that party he told you the team was throwing for Economs coming back from Belle Reeve. You could see it all since you were FaceTiming. âLike, I'm his BFF, and he didn't think of inviting me. That's what stings.â
You raised an eyebrow, trying to contain a smile at his childlike pouting. "I think the real question here isâŠwould you have wanted to be invited?"
"I mean, not really" he said, rummaging through his dresser "It's not likeâŠI'm into sex cause it's sex. I'm into sex, cause like many people, it's an opportunity to bond with my best friend."
You raised an eyebrow in surprise, not expecting him to elaborate so freely. You were expecting some kind of sarcastic remark or some other type of vague reply from him.
NotâŠthat.
"You have a veryâŠinteresting perspective on intercourse," you tried keeping your tone casual while wondering how many times he must have been dropped as a child for him to turn out like this.
Adrian paused what he was doing, looking up at his phone with a slight twinkle in his eyes. âYou could say that,â he said, a smirk playing on his lips. "I just think there are better ways to get to know someone, get close to someone. But, like, if you and I had sex thoughâŠ.I'm not sure I would let Chris be in the same room."
âAdrian, for the love of god" you groaned, fingers pinching the bridge of your nose "why would Chris be there to begin with?"
He shrugged, a mischievous grin on his face. "To teach him a lesson in friendship, of course," he replied jokingly, but you could see that he probably meant it.
He saw you shake your head while you went back to twixing your eyebrows.
âI'm kidding. I wouldn't do that." he assured you, knowing full well you were not convinced. He leaned forward to inch closer to the phone, squinting his eyes as he watched you put on mascara, only noticing that you two were getting dressed up "What are you doing?"
âGetting ready?" you asked, confused at what you could possibly be doing in his eyes.
âFor what?" he continued, looking at you inquisitively, his eyes studying you.
âAm I not allowed to get ready in peace?â you asked, your eyebrow arching and furrowing. You could see his pout even through the phone screen at the way you dismissed his curiosity. "You're not the only one with plans."
âYou're going out?" he asked, trying not to sound too dejected, his cheeks inflating further as his pout deepened. âWhat? With who? Why didn't you tell me?"
âItâs just got some business I have to take care of with the gang.â
Adrian's pout deepened. âIs everyone going?â he asked, trying to sound nonchalant about his question.
âThink so, even that new guy, I supposeâ you said âDon't know what his name is, joined the teams shortly after the whole Jarhanpur thing.â
"New guy?" he repeated, his frown turning into a frown as he mulled over this news. He felt a twinge of jealousy that there was someone he didn't know about. "Who is this guy?"
âAdrian, he's married and has a babyâ you told him, looking him in the eye âDon't start.â
He looked away, huffing. âI'm not jealousâŠ.â he muttered, his frown deepening as he turned to get ready once more "Why would I be jealous?â
You didnât point out that no one had spoken of jealousy, and that heâd brought it up all on his own, upset, grumbling.
âYou're pouting, aren't you?â you asked, an amused little grin on your face as you watched him sulk off in the corner of his room.
â âM notâ he argued, sulking some more.
âYou so areâ you chuckled.
You watched as he turned around, picking up the clothes heâd chosen for the night, spreading them across his bed, getting rid of any crease or wrinkle of the fabric, pretending not to listen to you, before he began undressing, not caring about the camera or you watching him in horror. You watched him get rid of his shirt, your eyes gliding over his naked, toned chest and defined muscles, and the faint little happy trail fading into the headband of his boxers, which peeked from his washout jeans, before you realised.
âAdrian!â
Adrian paused at your call, looking over at the phone screen with a smirk. "What?" he asked, feigning innocence.
"You're undressing in front of the phone!" you scolded him, feeling a burning blush spread across your cheeks. "Have you got no shame?"
"I don't know shame" he cheesed, all giddy as he walked to the phone, showing off some more of those muscles of his, his biceps in particular. Lord know how heâd used those arms to kill people.
You groaned, feeling heat rising in your cheeks. "Unbelievable.."
You tried to look away, but couldn't help but glance back at the screen every now and then. The sight of his well-defined chest made your mouth as dry as the desert of the Sahara, while your glands salivated beyond reasonable limits, flooding your mouth. âWe'll talk tomorrow. You can tell me the whole of this party then.â
He didn't miss the way you kept sneaking glances at him. "You sure you wanna hang up?" he asked with a wiggle of his eyebrows, noticing the reluctance in your gaze.
He let out a smug grin, knowing he had your attention.
âBye, Adrian!" Your finger reached for the button on the phone as he scampered to try and convince you not to end the call. Too late.
"Wait-" Adrian protested as the screen went black. However, itâd been too late - you'd already hung up. He pouted, feeling frustrated that he hadn't had more time to keep talking to you, and showed himself off some more.
He stared at his phone, a frown still on his face.
As for you? You had a little problem going on in your panties.
You threw your phone away in frustration. You couldn't believe what had just happened. And what's worse, you were dripping through your panties. How pathetic.
You tried ignoring the throbbing running down your lower belly to your clit, already aroused and needing attention. The definition of his muscles, his unruly curly hair, which heâd cut not too long ago, that framed his lean face so nicely, the way he smugly smiled at you, knowing he had you perhaps where even he didnât think of having you.
You planted your head down on the pillow on your bed, groaning into it, knowing you would be able to get out of the house in this state without needing your relief as your fingers slid beneath the band of your underwear.
Adrian fucking Chase.
The table in the old rundown diner in Metropolis had become a second home to these sorts of meetings between you and the Justice Gang whenever you were out of the costumes and in your civilian identities. The waitress, too dumb and perhaps not paid enough to make a note of the group that always came in once every month, smiled at you all, taking your orders that consisted of nothing more than a couple of coffees and cups of water. Except for the meals Guy always insisted on taking for himself, because, as he said:
âThey make some great waffles, a la mode, mind you.â
You had always hated these meet-ups. Not because of the gang itself - they were actually rather fun to hang around with when they weren't on duty, but because there was just one person who never seemed to shut up.
âDon't you find it odd that every time we met up, it's always you scarfin' your face down?â you asked Guy, a tilt of your brow in his direction.
Guy paused his chewing, looking up from his food with a mouthful of waffle. âI am a growing man, ya know,â he said with his mouth full, crumbs falling all over his plate. âI got a metabolism to maintain.â
âOr youâre just a fatassâ Kendra scoffed beside you.
Guy shot Kendra a glare before gulping down his waffle. "Hey, I am not fat!" he protested loudly, wiping his mouth with a napkin. "I'm big-boned. There's a difference. Plus, my ass is flat, I'll let you know."
âIs it true you got a girlfriend now, Clark?" you asked Clark, sitting on the other side of the table, before you "Some coworker of yours, I understand?"
Clark blushed slightly at your question, a small smile spreading across his face, completely enamoured.
âYeah, that's right." he replied, his voice taking a more serious, almost proud tone. "She writes the culinary column for the Daily Planet. She'sâŠ.just the cutest pie ever."
Guy nearly choked on his waffle, letting out a loud laugh. "Seriously? You're dating a food writer? What do you do, get free samples all day? Wait, little Miss Mouse that came raging at us all because we were not willing to break the law to get you out of US custody?â
Clark's smile faded at Guy's comment, replaced by an expression of total murder. "It's not just about food, Guy. She's a talented writer, too," he defended her.
Michael, as in Mr Terrific, shook his head, chiming in. "Don't let him get to you, Clark. He's just jealous he doesn't have a girlfriend of his own. Over forty and still single, I would be embarrassed too.â
"Yeah, we're all happy for you, Clark" smiled Rex, the new addition to the team, going by Metamorpho when in the field, who'd disguised his elemental appearance with human clothes and changed the colour of his face to resemble that of a human as humanly possible, making the previous lines and ridges running down his skin look almost like scars on flesh.
âThanks, guys." Clark beamed at you all, happy to finally get some support, still feeling defensive about his relationship, especially in front of the others.
âAnyways, if we may return to the meat of the conversation" you trailed off "I understand thereâsâŠsomething we need to discuss that somewhat concerns me?â
The table grew silent as everyone turned to look at you, their expressions turning serious.
âWhat's going on?â asked Clark, his brow furrowed in concern, as equally kept out of this as you were, it seems, perhaps, unrightfully, still weary of him after the whole âbeing sent on earth to conquer it for himselfâ thing with his parents.
"We understand that you're in some sort of connection with one of those Meatheads we helped some time ago" Guy clicked his fingers, trying to recall the names of the people in question "What's that group that Peacemaker guy we interviewed is part of, again?" he asked Kendra, whoâd been there with him for the job.
Kendra rolled her eyes at Guy's forgetfulness. "Task Force X.â she sighed, exasperated.
âNo, they were just an offshoot of the Task Force X" you corrected "They called themselves the '11th Street Kidsâ, afterâŠsome song or smth. What about them?â you asked, eager to get to the point.
âWe have reason to believe that ARGUS may be locking into Peacemaker because he may or may not be in possession of a quantum universe in his fucking home, of all placesâ ranted Guy.
Your face fell.
âNo fucking wayâ you whispered, looking around to see if anyone else besides the team had been listening in. âYouâre kidding, right?â
"I wish I were. The intel isn't 100% secure, but it's likely reliable.â
âWhat the fuckâ you rubbed at your temple "and they figured this out how, exactly?"
"One of our guys at Lordtech was able to infiltrate ARGUS and take a look at their investigation files," explained Guy âThey've been keepin' an eye on Peacemaker and his 'team' ever since the Corto Maltese thing, as we all know.â
âAnd Rick Flag Sr was just appointed as the head director of ARGUSâ you connected the dots âHoly fuck, Chris is so dead.â
âYou got that right" snorted Guy. "Now, I don't know because of what kind of shit you two know each other, but I know he owes you one, so we propose, since no one here wants another city to be ripped apart by a quantum universe ever again, that you go down in whatever shithole these people live in, and convience Christopher Smith to turn the whole thing to the authorities before it is too late and he does some shit with it, if he even has one."
"Oh, he'll never do that" you shook your head, already knowing what the conclusion to this story might be "They'll put him in jail. The whole point of his joining the task force was so he wouldn't return to Belle Reeve, and with Flag around at ARGUS? They'll kill him the moment he's turned over to custody.â
"Is there really any other option?" Michael chimed in, a solemn expression on his face, ever the technical one. "It's one man for a hundred. If he doesn't turn the thing over, he'll only make things worse for his friends. If we make him realise it's for their goods, you don't think he won't give in? Isn't that what the whole Peacemaker thing is about? doing everything for peace?"
"You don't understand," you said firmly, your tone betraying frustration. "Peacemaker won't give a damn whether ARGUS will put him back in jail or not, or if it brings danger. He'll never give up the universe, because he's a stubborn dumbass."
âCan we at least try something?" suggested Clark, his eyes hopeful. "Maybe he'll listen to reason. Guy said he owes you, can't you ask for a favour?â
"I'm not sure he'll be willing to listen to me" you sighed, tapping your finger against the table "But⊠can try. I can get some info from one of them, see if they know about this first."
"That would be a start."
Adrian had not heard from you the whole day. He'd sent tons, hundreds of messages, but they'd all gone unread. He'd called just as much, but all went unanswered, straight to voicemail, where heâd left tons of inquiring, some concerning mails, to fill your inbox. He'd been fidgeting all day, a certain bounce to his step, a worry he didn't usually feel for anyone but the team running up and down his veins. The only thing you'd seemed to have given him as a sign you were alive was the photos from the party you'd viewed, especially the candids of him dripping in beer, stark naked except for his boxers on, John had taken of him.
He thought you would have appreciated those the most, seeing as how taken you'd been by his fitted bod, which he'd never seen as such a weapon before.
Even as he clocked in for his shift that night, there'd been only one thing: getting home and calling you to check in. He'd gone about serving people with no care.
No attention to the details he usually put into his service, such as making sure the ketchup on the eggs had been a smiley face when it was meant for kids, or if people needed a refill on their drinks. He'd been hearing about the diminishing quality of his service all night from Dave, even as he prepared to leave for the night before the clock struck the end of his last hour on the job. He'd been walking back to his jewel of Sebring, keys in hand as he sulked like a beaten child, not taking notice of the person leaning against the metal of his baby of a car.
"You look so upset." a familiar voice remarked before him, startling him out of his thoughts. He whipped his head from the ground to see you standing by his car, a soft, playful glint dancing in your eyes as you watched him jump. "Perhaps we can fix that?"
His keys dropped from his fingers, clacking against the ground. Adrian's eyes widened in surprise as he took in the sight of you lingering by his car before he smiled broadly, "Are you fucking kidding me!?". He rushed towards you, enveloping you in a warm embrace. "You're here," he breathed, holding you tight.
You huffed at the hold he had over you, but were quickly infected by the joy that had overtaken him at the sight of you, as your own arms sneaked around his sturdy frame.
Adrian grinned into your neck, burying his face in your hair, breathing in your scent. He had missed you more than he cared to admit and was glad to see you were still alive and well. Itâd been months since he beheld you this up close, and now, here you were!
He pulled away just enough to look at you, his hands still holding you around the waist.
âYou had me worried! I thought something went wrong last night.â
âJust too much creamer in my coffee, nothing to worry aboutâ you patted his shoulders as your hands rested there. âTook me a bit to get here, but wanted to give you a surpriseâ
âJust for me? Best surprise ever!â he grinned, taking the sight of you âDid you see the photos John took of me?â
âJust for you.â you confirmed, a soft smile on your face. You tilted your head to the side, a small smirk on your face. "It was your idea, wasn't it? The beer shower.â
âIt wasâ he admitted, not ashamed in the least âI thought of doing it with all my clothes, but Ads had the better idea of doing it in only my boxers, so I could later wash everything off and have clean clothes to put on. I only agreed because I wanted to let you see my awesome body again. I thought you would like seeing me all wet and stuff.â
âYou thought rightâ you ruffled the collar of his shirt with your fingers, playing with the edge of the rough fabric.
Adrian's heart fluttered at your touch. He leaned into your touch, relishing the feeling of your touch on his skin. âI knew you'd like the pictures. Where are you staying tonight? How long are you staying?"
"I've got some business to deal with Chris" you mumured "as for sleeping, some motel if they've got a room for me." You batted your eyes up at him, your lashes fanning the skin of your cheek.
Adrian had never felt anything but admiration for Peacemaker, but now? Something hanging between the lines of jealousy and wishful thinking, hoping you were lying and you were only truly in Evergreen for him, flickered like a flame inside of him.
âYou're seeing Chris?" he asked, unable to mask the possessiveness in his tone. âBesides, a motel? You canât stay there. Those places are dangerous and sketchy. Hookers and Johns always hang down there, a lot of men you donât want to hang around.â
"I think you forgot that I'm no normal human, Adrian. I can take care of myself"
"I know you can take care of yourself," he said, a bit defensively âI justâŠdon't want you in those places. Not without me there. Why don't you come home with me?"
Your heart fluttered at the suggestion. Going back to Adrian's place was more tempting than any seedy motel room. You bit your lip, pretending to consider his offer, although your mind was pretty much made up. Adrian took your silence as hesitation, instead.
âCome on, I won't take no for an answer. Besides, I bet you're dying to see my bedroom. Oh! And I can show you my Beanie Baby collection in my basement! The market is about to bounce back, I just know it. They're going to be worth a shit load.â
You chuckled, a small sound, amused by his enthusiasm, as he raved about his Beanie Baby collection and the potential profit he saw in it. You felt yourself nodding along.
"Alright" you murmured, giving in to his persistence. "I'll come home with youâ
âYou will?" he asked, his grip around your waist tightening in anticipation. "You won't regret it. My place is super cool, totally rad, and filled with fun stuff. I've also got some snacks you'd like too, you'll see!" he rambled on, the prospect of showing you his space and having you all to himself for the night almost overwhelming. "and, don't mind my momâŠ.she had dementia, so sometimes she justâŠsays stuff.â
You knew that wasn't true, and just wanted to justify what he gossipied with her about, and she echoed back. She could run her mouth, but all mothers did after all. Besides, you too would go a little cooco if my husband of years turned out to be gay all along, leaving me with two sons to take care of. He was a total momma boy; he just didn't want to admit it.
âDon't listen to a thing she says about me, because she is a liar. And a blabbermouth," he chuckled, the sound soft and warm. "But don't tell her I said that.â
âSure, shall we go?â
âOh, yeah. Let me take that,â he said, reaching for the bag you'd brought with you at your feet.
As soon as you were seated, Adrian shut the door, moving around to the driver's side. He took his seat behind the wheel, his long legs folding into the cramped space of his vehicle as the engine purred to life, both of you speeding along the empty, night roads of Evergreen.
The ride was silent for a while, the sound of the engine and the road the only company as the two of you travelled back to Adrian's place. He seemed a bit nervous now that he had you all to himself. He kept glancing at you, his gaze lingering a little too long on your form before snapping his eyes back onto the road.
He was uncharacteristically quiet and a little more than subdued for his standards. Usually by now, he would be talking your ear off. Surely, he was more than just a little bit excited to be seeing you for the first time in person since the cow thing, no?
You could practically hear the gears in his head whirring.
He watched your hair billow in the wind, sweeping in the car from the window of your seat that you'd turned down. How you rested your head against the palm of your hand, watching over the scenery with that sadness that overtook you whenever you thought no one was looking.
You were a sad soul. Chris always spoke of how you could not be anything else but that, and Adrian always had a little bit of a twinge in him that your powers had come from something that had deeply scarred you, but that you did not wish to talk about.
Adrian Chase didn't know much about comforting people. It didn't come to him naturally how to reach out a hand to his suffering friends. After all, he never found the need to. And yet, as if on its own accord, one of the hands that had been steering the wheel of the car, unlatched from the leather that had warmed by the prolonged contact with his sweaty palm, falling into the meat of your thigh, squeezing the flesh in a somewhat comforting manner.
You didn't take your eyes off the road, nor did you flinch in surprise at the contact, as he'd come to see you do around other people. Instead, your free hand, one of the ends that had brought upon both destruction and safety into this world, placed itself upon his own, engulfing the flesh in all its smallness, covering much of the rough skin of Adrian's hand as it could, your thumb running mindless circles upon it.
A small shiver ran down Adrian's spine at the feeling of you covering his hand with your own, your fingers smoothing over his calluses. His throat grew dry, his breath caught in his throat. He couldn't stop staring at the way your hands looked together. His hand looked so large, dwarfing yours, his roughness against the soft smoothness of your skin. It was such a stark contrast that it stole the breath right out of his lungs.
He swallowed thickly, his eyes fixated on your hands before travelling up your arm and to your face.
Gods, you were beautiful. He wished he could fuck the sadness out of you
The moment he'd parked the car infront of his house, he'd been almost reluctant to step out and near the house, knowing what awaited him. He just hoped his mom would not be too much of a pain to deal with, but knowing her, that he was bringing a girl over to stay the night, she would not let him live this down without gushing over it and saying something she perhaps should not do, maybe even driving you out of the house, which he didn't want.
He nervously fumbled with the keys to his front door, a thin sheen of sweat covering his hands. He couldn't remember the last time he was this nervous. He glanced over at you, trying to keep himself under control.
"UhâŠmy mom can be a bit of a handfulâŠ." he warned as he unlocked the door at long last.
âAll mothers areâ you assured, âIâll be fine. Iâm sure she doesnât bite.â
âThat wouldnât be the worst she could doâ he said to himself, shoving the door open and leading the way inside the house, making sure to let you in first.
You followed him inside, your mind buzzing with anticipation. You felt a little bit of nervousness as you stepped through the door, not knowing what to expect. The house was modest and a bit more cluttered than expected for only two people living in it. It was cosy, though. Pictures adorned the walls. An old, worn couch sat in the living room. The place smelled like home, like a place that had been lived in for years.
Your eyes roamed the room, taking in the various pictures that hung on the walls in frames. Itâd been a while since youâd been in a space soâŠalive, lived in.
Adrian hovered awkwardly next to you, hands shoved in his pockets as he stood there, watching you scrutinise the family photos on the wall. Usually, he would have talked your ear off about the decorations and those heâd made when a baby. But watching you be so in awe at the mundanity of his home made him believe you needed your own space to survey on your own time and accord.
He was glad his mother wasn't around to greet the two of you because she would have made a huge fuss over you and embarrassed him.
As if on cue.
"Adrian, is that you?"
Adrian grimaced at the sound of his mother's voice calling out from the kitchen. He sighed. So much for getting a head start before she saw him. He should have known better.
"Yeah, mom. It's me." he called back.
You peered curiously down the hallway that led to the kitchen and watched as an older woman, stout and short, smiled at you both, brimming as she took notice of you, stepped through the doorway.
"Oh, Adrian! You brought a friend?"
âHello, Mrs Chaseâ you stepped forth with open arms.
Adrian's mother stepped up to greet you with a hug, enveloping you in a warm bear hug.
"Aren't you an absolute darling?" she crooned, pulling away from you to get a better look at your face. âAre you sure you're just a friend? Adrian told me about a girlfriend who looks just like you. You must be the nice girl he always talks with on the phone-"
"Jesus, mom! Please," Adrian stressed, rubbing his forehead while you both looked at his mom with an incredulous smile, questioning her further.
"I'm so sorry if Adrian hurt you" The more she spoke, the more you started to lose it. A laugh stuck in your chest that you let out slowly, silently, quietly as you felt Adrian trying to combust. Adrian as well, but from exasperation as he begged his mom to shut up,
âI was just so excited he had a girlfriend. I don't think that not being human is a minus at all! Metahumans save so many of us these days. Like that nice man, Superman. He's such a dear. It isn't a reason to break up with someone at all. I told Adrian. It's a new era, we can't help but coexist. Like, people have pornography all over their phones. They can't help but be slutty. Why should you be ashamed of who you are? It's up to a mature man to love a woman with all her faults and quirks, to teach his partner about how to make love, can be a way to connect-â
"Mom! You're making my brain hurt. Stop!" begged Adrian, clearly distressed by his mom's words âStop!"
Mrs Chase looked as if she'd been slapped across the face, a pout so resembling that of Adrian on her face "I'm sorry.I guess these lovers' quarrels are none of my besswax.â
"Weâre not lovers!" he insisted, frustration in his voice. "And it's none of your business!"
Mrs Chase frowned, her hands on her hips in a way that reminded you eerily of the way Adrian pouted when he was in a mood. It was so weird to see how your mind connected the two mannerisms in him to his mom.
"Why can't I be excited my son has a girlfriend?" she demanded, her bottom lip protruding in a pout that would have matched Adrian's pouting lip if he were in this room. Adrian groaned in frustration.
"Because I don't have a girlfriend!" he reiterated.
Mrs Chase looked at you, disappointed. "You don't?"
"We're just friends, Mrs Chase" you smiled at her, patting her hands in yours "I think i'm feeling my stomach rumble. Is that casserole I smell? May I take you on it?"
âOh. Sure, dear" she smiled at you adoringly, scurrying off to the kitchen once more "I'll call when it's ready!"
You turned to face Adrian with a raised brow, who looked back at you with an exhausted frown on his face, a hand raking through his hair. You covered your mouth with your hand, unable to hold it in otherwise.
âDon't say it." threatened Adrian, noting the way you were attempting to hide your growing smirk behind your hand. "Don't even say it."
âShe seems really niceâ you only said with a shrug.
"She's nuts and embarrassing" he murmured, running his hand down his face as he sighed heavily. "I thought she'd be upstairs asleep by now. Again, she had dementia. I think she was confusing you with another one of my girlfriends"
âOh, yeah. Iâm sure youâve had many in your lifeâ you nod along, pretending to entertain the false.
Adrian gave you a weak smile, scratching at the nape of his neck self-consciously. "Not really" he mumbled, averting his eyes. "I'll show you my room.â
He'd been wriggling in the seat at the dinner table all evening as he watched you and his mom converse all the way to the dinner table as you filled yourself on two hearty portions of his mom's casserole, on which she insisted.
Adrian couldn't help but watch in bemusement, a small smile on his lips. He didn't think he would enjoy the way you and his mom got along, but it made his chest swell with warmth. She was smiling and conversing with you, actually laughing, and the sound of it filled the room, only making his heart melt more.
He'd been gone for only a margin of seconds to use the bathroom, and when he came back, he found both you and his mom looming over his baby photos, flipping over the many pages of the album.
Adrian felt his heart drop to his stomach as he came back into the room. His mom and you were peering over the photo albums, laughing at the various pictures. He'd been dreading this occurrence.
âOh noâŠâ he groaned under his breath "Mom!"
Both you and Mrs Chase looked up at the sound of his voice. Her smile was bright and amused as she looked up at her son, his face red with embarrassment. "Oh Adrian, look at this picture!" she cooed excitedly as she peered down at another picture, one where heâd been splashing around in the tub, stark naked, wet to the bone, but completely, blissfully happy hanging around the water with his rubber ducky. "You were so adorable!"
You couldn't help but suppress a grin as you witnessed Adrian squirm uncomfortably across the room from his mother's enthusiastic gushing. His face was cherry red as he fought, visibly, the urge to snatch the photo album out of her hands.
"Stop it. Please don't show her anymore," he begged, mortified, his voice muffled by his hands "It's embarrassing. Mom, I swear to god!" he tried reaching for the album before you took it from them both, looking at the photo he especially did not want you to see.
God, he was adorable.
"Ducky duck" you grinned softly.
Adrian could have sworn he was seconds from having a stroke. The redness in his face only worsened as a small bubble of laughter escaped your mouth.
"Alright, alright, night's over" he reached for your hand, pulling you from the chair, the album falling onto the table with a thud "Goodnight, mom!"
"Have fun!" his mom replied, waving from the dining room table, her eyes twinkling with mischief, as her son led you from the room by the hand, his cheeks burning and a scowl on his face. "Use condoms!"
âBetter safe than sorry!" you agreed with her as you were led away.
"Oh my god, please don't encourage her!" Adrian pleaded exasperated, leading you into his room and shutting the door behind the two of you with a soft click. "You are literally the only sane one in this house."
"Yeah, cause she's sooo embarrassing. You're a psychopath and I'm a metahuman and I'm the sane one?"
âThis is different!â
Adrian had slipped into bed first, with nothing on but his boxers. He hated the feel of fabric on his skin while he slept! He only kept the boxers on for your sakeâŠ
He'd been as stiff as a board as he peered over at the bathroom, where you'd been changing one of the shirts he lent you. But a part of him was so excited! This was just like in his dreams!
His eyes stayed glued to the closed door, straining to hear your movement on the other side. He bit back the nerves climbing up his throat and settled back into bed, his hands folded on his stomach. He could hear the soft sounds of you shuffling on the other side.
He chewed on his bottom lip as the seconds ticked by. What felt like eternity was in reality less than three minutes. The door to the bathroom finally opened, and you padded out, his gaze falling on you as he peered up at you from under the duvet.
You were clad in one of his shirts hanging low over your body, reaching your mid-thigh. His eyes traced over the expanse of your exposed legs hungrily. His eyes trailed up your body, skimming over your form hidden underneath his loose shirt.
A shiver ran up his spine at the sight. Seeing you in his clothes was soâŠintimate.
You approached the bed and climbed in, the mattress dipping at your weight as you crawled over to him, settling beside his body.
âSleeping in my shirt was totally an option, you know? You didn't have to insist"
"Yeah, but you look prettier in my shirt than yours" he insisted, a lopsided grin on his lips. "No offence." His eyes lingered on your exposed thighs peeking out from under the hem of the shirt. He propped himself up against the headrest, the duvet slipping down to pool around his waist. "Plus, you smell like me now. Are you going to wear my underwear next and complete the set?" he asked, his grin spreading across his face. "That would look so good." he murmured.
"Now, you're reaching too far, Icarus" One of your fingers went up against the expanse of his broad, firm chest, pushing him back, the tip of your long nail digging into the skin, getting a whimper out of him.
One of pure pleasure.
You both pretended not to hear it.
Adrian huffed as you shoved him back, flopping against the headrest of the bed. He pouted at you, his bottom lip sticking out in an exaggerated petulance.
âCome on, you're ruining the fun!â he sulked, running his fingers up the exposed part of your thigh, skimming along the hem of his shirt.
You batted away his hand, slapping his fingers away from your skin. "You want me to wear your boxers, too?" you asked with a raised brow.
His gaze darkened with something in it you couldn't quite put your finger on, something bordering between hunger and possessiveness. "Well,yeah." he said, as simple as that "I do.Your sexy butt would be so much more sexier!"
âDon't push your luck." you warned, though there was no sternness in your tone, just a playful lilt. A smirk tugged at your lips as you leaned closer to him, your fingers playing with the waistband of his boxers teasingly. âBut I may be inclined to, if you indulge me in a few questions. How about that?â
"Depends. What kind of questions? Dr Phil style?" he asked excitedly at first, growing warily as he watched your fingers play with the waistband of his boxers. He swallowed, feeling the temperature of the room spike up a few degrees.
âWhat is Chris up to these days?" you asked, batting your eyes up at him "You're his best friends with whom he shared his darkest secret, no? You would know the sort of crazy shits he carries on with.â
He grumbled, huffing. Of all the times he never seemed to shut up about Peacemaker, this seemed to be the only time Adrian found himself unwilling to best off his number one BFF.
"Can't tell, it's a secret between best friends."
"Am I not one of your best friends?" Your finger skimmed down the band of his boxers, if slightly. The feel of your skin against the sensitiveness of his happy trail had him bite back a moan. âI think we should bond a little bit. Distance neglects things like these all the time. We'd better remind each other what it means to be âbest friendsââ
His breath hitched in his throat, and goosebumps rose on his skin from the feeling of your finger skimming over his sensitive skin. His hands found your waist, his fingers dipping under the hem of his shirt you wore to touch your skin, running calloused fingers over your waist.
"You are." he admitted with no problem, despite how laboured his breath began to grow, his thumb grazing the soft expanse of your stomach, looking at you as if you'd hung the stars in the sky outside.
"Then tell me." you murmured, your fingers toying with the little hair leading down to the boner that had made a dent under the blanket.
He groaned, shutting his eyes tightly, fighting the urge to pull you down and grind against you.
"God, you're cruel." he murmured âThat turns me on so much.â
âCome on" you coaxed, your hand cupping his dick, impossible hard, the flesh throbbing under the palm of your hand.
Thimble, my ass.
Adrian moaned, his eyes fluttering shut and his fingers grasping at your waist desperately, trying to ground himself.
âYou're toying with me." he murmured huskily, his mind reeling and his head spinning. He could feel himself coming undone just from your touch, and he loved it.
"And you love it." you murmured cockily, your hand beginning to move up and down, pulling his length along. He moaned shamelessly, his hips bucking up into your hand, needy for anything you were giving. "Please" he whimpered, eyes glossy beyond his glasses.
âJust tell me, baby" you cooed, kissing up the crook of his neck to his cheek as you settled on his thigh, grinding down on it as you pulled at his cock.
His skin was flushed, rosy, warm against your lips, a pretty sight to gaze upon from where you looked down on him. He could feel the heat of your body as you straddled his thigh, the wetness dripping from your panties through the fabric, leaving a patch along the skin of his thigh as you threw the duvet off the rest of his body, leaving nothing to the imagination and everything to the eye. His mind went hazy with pleasure. He moaned shamelessly, unable to deny how good you had him feeling.
âI-I told you he's been bumped out" he struggled to form words "H-He had an orgy, i told you that!"
âYou saw the orgy when you went to his house to clean up one of his messes" you let the memory come to him through the struggle you were putting him under, taking his sex in your hands, fisting it tight âWhat kind of mess?"
His breaths came out short, stuttering. His body was hot with desire for you. He could feel your heat through the fabric of his boxers and against his thigh. "Just uh, the usual mess." he moaned, rocking his hips into your hand. "Drinks, drugs, debauchery"
"We might need to add a rule to this questioning," you tutted, bumping him slowly, warning him âno lies"
"I'm not lying!" he protested, his eyes shut, his head thrown back in pleasure with his neck bare to you as he moaned. "I swear!"
"We both know you are" you tugged, hard on his member, getting a yelp of pleasure out of him âIf you tell me the truth, I'll make you cum. Don't you want that? I really wouldâŠâ
Adrian panted, his chest heaving. He gritted his teeth, his fingers digging into your waist, nails raking your skin. "I-I do" he admitted. He tried to ground himself, "Oh, God."
"Then you better stop lying" you murmured, running your thumb over his tip, collecting his precum and spreading it over his slit. He moaned obscenely at the feeling of your hand on him, his hips jolting into your touch. You bit back a moan, feeling him twitching in your hand, so close to the edge. "You're so close already, aren't you?"
"Yes" he breathed "God, pleaseâŠ." he begged.
You could tell he was holding on by a thread. He needed release desperately.
"Beg pretty for me." the hand not on his cock snaked up to his chest, sprawling wide, the way you usually did when ready to kill someone. He knew that. It only made him throb harder "Beg me for it, pretty baby"
Adrian moaned desperately. He knew what you could do, the damage you could cause, and yet he couldn't find it in him to be afraid. He was too far gone by now.
"Please," he moaned "I-I He-He called me, a-asked me to bring some saws and stuff, as well as- oh fuck! some cleaning p-products"
You rewarded him by wrapping the fingers of your free hand around his neck, squeezing the sides of his throat just the slightest bit, enough to make him feel the air leave his lungs and his head spin.
"You're doing so good, baby. Keep going"
His mind was clouded with pleasure and haze, struggling to form words under your grip. "Th-There's a door in his father's house. It has-- It has a code you insert to turn the closet intoâŠanother dimension with other doors and stuff.He said he" he struggled under your ministration "He said he got wasted and entered one of the doors by mistake, that it looked exactly like the one in his house and that he met some-some sort of doppelganger from the other dimension! He killed him!"
"He killed his other self?" your hand had begun to ache from the constant up and down motion, and you'd sped up the more he kept talking, hoping he'll finish just in time to get his sweet release "and you helped him clean up the body?"
"No! N-Not on purpose, P-Peacemaker said it'd been an accident!" he choked out, feeling close. "He had to get rid of the body! He called me to help him, told me how he did-didn't know what to do! We dismembered him and burned his remains. I cleaned up after. I promise that's everything I know!"
"I believe you, baby. I do." you reassured, helping him closer to his release "You close? want to cum for me?"
The way you kept calling him baby sent tingles through him. He was shaking under you, on the edge. "Oh, yes" he moaned, nodding desperately "Please"
"You've been so good for me. I think you deserve better than just my hand, mhm?" you smiled down at him, coming down to brush your noses together "Would you like that?"
He moaned in despair as he felt your hand leave his cock, hot and red all over, ready to burst by the coming stroke of it. But he'd forgotten all about the lost orgasm he never had the pleasure of experiencing as he watched you pull his shirt over your head, giving him a good show of your boobs, not hiding under the bra you'd been wearing before, leaving you only in your panties.
His eyes roamed over your figure hungrily, taking in every inch of your body that he craved to touch. He reached up to touch you, his hands skimming across your sides, his fingertips grazing your skin. His hands were trembling badly. He couldn't believe his luck; he was about to tap this? Man, what a run he'd been having lately.
A needy gasp escaped his lips as you settled over his stomach, his eyes widened, his breath catching. His hands moved to rest on your waist, helping to guide your hips over his. His hands were still trembling. He was so nervous and excited at the same time. His hips canted up, trying to get closer to you.
"Can IâŠ? I wantâŠ"
"What,baby?" you asked, grinding down yourself on him "use your words"
"I want to feel you" he moaned, his grip on your waist tightening desperately, trying to keep still "I want in you. Want to make you feel good tooâŠ"
His voice was strained, his breathing laboured. He looked so wrecked, and you hadn't even done anything to him yet. He needed you badly. You moaned softly as his fingers pressed into your waist "Please" his voice, even if weak, ran through. His hands slipped around the hem of your panties, pulling at the fabric. "Please, let me."
A shiver ran down your spine, his begging making you shiver with anticipation. You raised your hips up, giving him more access to pull them off. You moaned as his fingers brushed against your clit. He was needy and desperate, and you loved every second of it. Your hands braced yourself against his chest, holding yourself just above his straining cock that seemed to twitch as if it had a mind of its own in response. He moaned at the sudden contact, his hips canting up to try and reach you again.
He took you by surprise when he flipped you both over, switching places, laying you under him. Something in your stomach flickering, came alive, at the sudden show of dominance from the man who'd been a mess of moans and whimpers just minutes ago.
He settled between your legs, bracing himself on his arms above you, his chest pressed against yours. He looked down at you from behind his glasses, his eyes dark and hooded. His breath was hot and heavy.
"I've wanted this for so long" he murmured huskily. "I dreamt of this so many times. Every time I was hard, I always thought of you to cum as quickly as possible."
His fingers skimmed down the sides of your body, making fire bloom in their wake. His hands settled at your hips, holding you still under him. He leaned down, pressing a heated kiss to the column of your neck. His lips trailed up, nibbling on your earlobe. His hands gripped your hips, spreading your legs wider under him, his hips grinding against yours. You moaned softly, heat pooling between your legs and soaking his boxer briefs.
"I want to know, I need to know, if you want me as I want you" he whispered in your ear.
You tilted your head up, your noses brushed. Your lips ghosted over one anotherâs. You could feel the heat of his breath on your lips, teasing the sensitive skin.
"Yeah?" you murmured, bringing a hand up to tangle in his hair, holding him there. He swallowed thickly, feeling your fingers run through his locks, his hands ran from your hips, sliding down your inner thighs, pulling your legs to wrap around the back of his.
"You need me to talk you through it?" you asked him "Guide you along? Tell you what to do?"
He stared down, enamoured, lost completely in the trace youâd seemed to have put him under, feeling his cock ready to burst out of his boxers if he would not pull it out himself, doing so in its own way.
"Let's get these boxers off first" you kissed him, slowly, your lips melting against his in a touch so faint that Adrian thought he'd been imagining it, as if you'd been using your powers that very second, were it not for the hands ripping down the white tighty whities, his cock sprang forth, standing tall and proud as it bounced against his stomach, swollen and leaking all over his hard muscles.
He kissed you back hungrily, his hands running across your skin, touching anything he could reach. He moaned desperately in your mouth when you pulled away from the kiss, his body thrumming with need and desperation. He sucked upon your tongue, caressing the wet muscle with his own.
You moaned, feeling the thick, hot weight of him against you. God, he was big, more than when you felt him in your hand as your hips canted forward and slowly sank down over him, grinding against his length. He moaned obscenely at the contact, pushing your legs apart, pulling them to his hips, ready at your words as he aligned himself with your entrance, which he salivated upon first look.
Perhaps youâd let him eat you out if he impressed you enough! God, he would make a mess out of that pussy.
You rocked against him, your hand running up his neck, grabbing him by the hair. His grip on your legs tightened, his eyes shutting in blissful pleasure.
"Please, please. Tell me I can put it in. Please!"
âPlease what?â you asked, trying to push him to the edge of breaking.
He opened his eyes, staring down at you from under the hood of his lids. His chest heaved and his mouth sat agape as he moaned helplessly. "Please let me put it in" he whispered, his gaze pleading as he met your eyes. "Please" he begged, whining, desperate, tears in his eyes "I need it so bad"
"I know. I know" you cooed, running your hand up and down his chest "Go on, baby"
He moaned desperately, his hands sliding under your ass to adjust you over his length before slowly pressing into you. His mouth fell open at the feeling of you wrapping around him, your walls clenching around him.
âOh, Fuck!" he moaned, his hips jolting slightly. You moaned as he filled you, holding him tightly to your body as you adjusted to his size. He moaned your name, his forehead falling against your shoulder as his grip on you tightened. He was losing his mind. "You feel so good, fuckâ
You moaned helplessly, rolling your hips up to meet his and taking him even deeper. You could feel every inch of him twitching inside you. He moaned obscenely, his body trembling as he tried to keep still, giving you the chance to feel him. Your fingers skimmed through his hair, getting a good, tight grip against the locks
âCome on, baby. Move for meâ
His breath hitched in his throat, and a shiver ran down his spine from the feeling of your nails against his scalp. He moaned helplessly and helplessly he was as he started to move. His hands gripped tighter at your ass, pulling you against him on every roll of his hips. "Yes, maâam" he muttered, his hands wandering the expanse of your back, desperately trying to touch every piece of skin possible. His breaths came out short, stuttering as you pulled him closer.
Your nails scratched across his back, digging into the skin, clawing and ripping at the skin, drawing blood with your deathly nails, leaving marks for him to marvel at later on. The pain only seemed to spur him on, his hips hardening the strength of his thrusts into you, almost bruising against your core, his cock reaching depths you'd never been able to fill before.
Your head was spinning, your body lighting up under him, heat pooling between your legs at his every touch, dripping between you both, making a mess of where you two were connected.
"Don't stop" you moaned desperately, clutching him to your body.
He moaned desperately into your neck, his hips snapping into you in a rhythm as if he was trying to burrow inside, to get as close as possible. "I won't" he promised huskily. "God, you're so tight.â
You threw one arm over the back of his neck, nails raking at his skin, pulling him as close as you could. His thrusts grew faster, his hands clutching desperately at your legs. Your breaths mingled together, your bodies pressed against each other, fricating sweat off the other, a bodily lubricant in this rough, messy dance youâd engaged in.
"I won'tâŠI won't last long" he whispered, ashamed of not lasting as long as heâd hoped.
"I'm close too" your words, in a way, reassured him. It meant, in his head, that he was so good heâd been making you cum within minutes in you!
Your hands came up to clasp his face in your palms, bringing him back from dreamland. His dark eyes flicked up to meet yours, wide and dilated with pleasure. "Kiss me"
His mouth clashed against yours, swallowing your moans, your tongue thrusting into his mouth.
Your fingers threaded through his hair, holding his face in place as you devoured him. His hips began to lose their rhythm, his movements becoming erratic. He moaned into your mouth, desperately trying to hold on as he felt himself sprout on.
"Cum for me, Adrian" you murmured hungrily against his mouth, your hands sliding down to clutch at one of his buttcheeks, helping him out "Come on, baby"
His breath grew shorter, his grip on you grew tighter as he moaned helplessly into your mouth. "I'm gonnaâŠI'm gonna⊠" he choked out, his hips stuttering helplessly.
"It's okay, baby" you murmured, your hands running up and down his back. "Let go. I've got you." Your words were all he needed to push him over the edge.
"Fuu-uck!" he moaned, his body going stiff as he came inside you, his face buried in your neck. He gripped you tightly, riding out the waves of pleasure as you held him close. Decided not to leave you hanging, as it would wound both his pride as a man, as the one youâd honoured by spreading your legs wide for him, he staggered his hips forward, hard and whimpering, foaming at the mouth all the while, which he hid by latching onto your nipple, suckling helplessly, trying to soothe himself as he brought you to ecstasy.
You moaned softly as he nursed at your nipple, his hands running up and down your thighs, fingers skimming over your skin in a soothing motion. Your hands came up to run through his hair, holding his head to your chest. His body relaxed against you, his chest heaving heavily against yours, his body limp and heavy against you.
"You were so good for me, baby" you murmured softly, stroking his hair gently with soft strokes through the wet, humid locks messily atop his head.
He mumbled something incoherent in response, the vibration of his voice against your chest sending tingles through you. You chuckled, patting his head softly, feeling him melt even further against you, his suckling only intensifying.
"Sleep, baby. You deserve it."
He mumbled something again, his breaths evening out against your skin, his fingers running up and down your sides. He was already half asleep, his body exhausted and spent, but refusing to let go of you.
âStay with me?" he managed to murmur, his words slurred with exhaustion, as he left your nipple, saliva connecting the hard pebble and his puffy lips.
You grinned, running your fingers on his cheeks, red all over, taking off his glasses, which rested crooked on the bridge of his nose. He looked like a needy little puppy, refusing to let go of his favourite toy that was you.
âYou're lucky you're cute" you murmured, carding your fingers further through his hair. "Yes, baby, I'll stay with you.â
He let out a triumphant sound, his grip on you tightening momentarily as he shifted. His face was relaxed, his brow no longer furrowed, and his lips parted in content. He was warm and heavy in your arms, and despite his size and strength, he somehow seemed smaller, fragile even, clinging to you as he fell into an easy sleep. You could've spent the night staring down at his face, tracing your fingers down the bridge of his nose, admiring those delicate lashes of his, but you were tired, and this little man in your arms was very, very cozy.
You smiled, knowing you'd gotten what you'd wanted, that and even more, in more than a sense.
Everything had gone according to plan. From him taking you home, to insisting youâd sleep in his bed instead of his brotherâs, whose room had been turned into the guest one, and most of all, youâd fulfilled a long time fantasy of yours.
That of getting to fuck the shit out of Adrian Chase.
When Adrian woke the morning after, he found you asleep still, nuzzled into his arms, your own wrapped around him, your nakedness covered by his teal covers. The first thing he did, after smiling like a madman, and wiggling his ass into his butt dance, even as he lay in bed trying not to wake up, was text Chris a very ominous and confusing "I fucked death last night!" followed by his usual mermaid emoji. Attached to the text was a photo of himself, grinning widely, cheeks flushed and looking totally fucked out of his mind. From the corner, part of your head peeked through as it rested on his shoulder. Unless they knew you, it would not be easy to recognise you from only that glimpse.
As for Chris? Heâll probably have an aneurysm when he figures heâd made a second, number one best friend beside him! (Chris couldnât have given a shit; he was more shocked that Adrian had slept with you).
When he walked out of his room, only in a towel wrapped around his waist, dripping wet from the shower he'd taken, hoping to hop down for a quick sneak in the laundry room to get a pair of freshly washed underwear and clothes, he'd not expected his mom to be standing in front of the door to his room, a wide smile on her face.