#dc john constantine

At first Jason might think you're messing around until you start to snore. Maybe he'd ride you while you get some rest if he's feeling too worked up to go to sleep. You guys (probably) talked about this before since he's normally out doing organized crime at the dead of night.

Roy might settle with cockwarming you unless you had promised him to fuck him earlier. He's reasonable enough to wait at least a couple minutes before nudging you awake— it's not the same if it isn't you touching him.

It's hard to say how Dick would react, maybe he'd laugh it off and tuck you in seeing that you look so comfortable. Or ease you awake with teasing touches. I think it really depends on the mood he's in that night.

While Bruce can be patient— he has his no problem with staying tucked by your side. But if you've already gotten the tip in, he's likely to be a bit frustrated when you don't start moving. Taking initiative on either taking you to the root or out, he will definitely have you make it up to him later though.

Poor Clark would stay put no matter what position you had him in. That is if he isn't feeling too needy, he'd wait for you to wake up and rightfully demand you give him what he oh so patiently waited for. And you wouldn't have the heart to deny him that, would you?

Definitely expect to get hexed or cursed by Constantine if you doze off mid-fuck. Not to say he isn't into the idea of using you while you sleep but he really likes the way you handle him. He might feel inclined to use a spell to jolt you awake but then neither of you are going to get out of bed anytime soon.

Gotham's air felt heavy, and John Constantine knew the difference between the physical weight of industrial smog and the metaphysical oppression that settled over a city like a shroud. This was far worse, darker than any pollution. It was a suffocating density that crept into a person's soul, tendrils of fear and finality gripping tightly, squeezing until the light drained from them.

​Death. John could taste it like metal on his tongue; he smelled the thick scent of rot and sulfur clinging to the air like ozone. That was the true thickness. He didn't just sense the ghouls; he could see them, floating spectral masses waiting for someone to take their final breath, or make one wrong step before claiming them. It wasn't uncommon for death to linger so heavily in Gotham, but John had never seen such an abundance of vacant ghouls roaming. They were unclaimed, acting as if the person they were after had simply vanished from existence without truly dying.

​He’d seen a mass of them once, pursuing Batman, like lost, moaning dogs who were furious he’d evaded them far too many times. But this was different. Those ghouls weren't hungry. These...these were simply lost.

​John had tried to talk, attempting to understand what had brought them all to Gotham so aimless and wandering. They wouldn't speak, and the few that had only rasped out the faint word “he” while their boney fingers pointed in an unseen direction through the Veil.

​That's why John was here now, his trench coat soaked through by the sheeting rain, his hair plastered damply to his forehead. The cigarette hanging loosely from his lips had long since been put out by the downpour, a sodden white filter of regret. His hands were shoved deep in his pockets, eyes narrowed as he stared at a gravestone, weathered and cryptically decrypted before him. The cemetery itself was a miserable swamp; water pooled in every hollow, reflecting the grey sky like a broken mirror.

​“So,” he muttered, his voice slightly drowned out by the drumming rain. “You’re the bloke what’s got the ghastly ghouls pacin’ about, then?”

​That blend of cynical Yorkshire and rough London accent—that was John. You knew it instantly. It was the voice you'd made deals with, a voice you'd accompanied when a particular case got too hard and his knowledge of magic wasn't enough, the voice of the man you'd once shared a bed with.

​“Constantine,” you hummed, your skeletal fingers tapping a slow rhythm against the cold granite of the grave marker. “Spook you, did I, pet?”

​His boots sloshed loudly as he walked through the muddied, partly flooded ground until he was standing just behind you.

​“Death, darling,” he cooed, a flash of his old swagger in the sound. “Ye could never spook me, not even wi’ those eyes.”

​You turned, your dark, sunken eyes staring directly into John's soul—or the partial lack thereof. A wry, unnatural smile spread across your face. He hadn't changed, not really. Sure, he'd gotten older, the lines deeper, the wear heavier, but deep down he was still the same complicated John you grew to know and love.

​He walked around the gravestone, coming to stand right in front of you. You hadn't changed either, skin still bone-pale, eyes still darker than any abyss, limbs still long, body still frail like it would collapse in on itself at any moment, hair still long and black like John remembered. Even then, you were Death, a perfect embodiment of the legends, and even then, John's breath still caught in his throat when he saw you.

​You smiled, your lips curving upward in that wide, disquieting way. “Still actin’ like a lovesick puppy, aren’t you?” you whispered, the sound like dry leaves scattering. “Obedient. Always comin’ back to me.”

​John scoffed, a muscle twitching at the corner of his jaw. “Nah, I just foller the trail of bodies, and that trail usually leads straight back t’ bloody you.” He dropped the pretense of humor. “Why are you here? Really.”

​He wasn't a fool. He knew you were here for a reason. You never showed up unless you had something profound to gain, or business to take care of that was too big even for the Hellblazer.

​You stood, standing over John, not by much, but enough to unnerve any normal human being. John could smell you. It wasn't the putrid smell of rot, nor was it a heavy musk; you smelled of earth, like the rain that was falling around the two of you. He remembered that smell fondly: how it used to linger on the cheap motel pillows, how it would fill his lungs when you were on top of him, hands roaming his naked body.

​"I've come to take what's mine," you whispered. "Souls that no longer have a tether to the mortal world." You smiled, softer this time.

​John flicked the sodden remains of the cigarette into a puddle with a quiet plop. He took a step forward, eyes narrowing as he looked at you. "Then why 'ave tha' got so many o' yer pets wonderin' about?"

​"Looking for you," was all you said.

​The answer felt like a physical blow, a wet, cold slap in the face. John swallowed, the cynical facade slipping a millimeter.

​"Lookin' fer me?" His voice was low, rougher than the constant rain. "Why? Ah ain't due, not yet. Tha' knows Ah always gie' yer mates a run for their money." He gestured vaguely toward the gates, indicating the roaming ghouls. "Those lads are lost, darlin'. Vacant. Th' lot o' 'em lookin' like a bunch o' bloody empty envelopes."

​You tilted your head, the movement unnaturally slow, like a marionette being worked by a tired hand. The water dripping from your long black hair made dark spots on the grave marker.

​"The rules change, John," you murmured. "It's been a hard season for souls. There are certain corners of this filthy world where the tether is failing. The souls aren't dying; they're simply... untying themselves. I came here to collect them before they turn into somethin' that neither of us wants to deal with."

​"Aye, but th' ghouls?" John insisted, pushing past your cryptic explanation. "They don't hunt th' untethered, they hunt the dyin'. If they're lookin' fer me, it means someone's put a bloody contract on me—"

​"No contract, love." Your voice was a soft, final dismissal. You pointed a long, pale finger—the one currently tapping the granite—at his trench coat. "They follow the greatest concentration of those failing tethers. The ones who've been pulled back and forth, pushed too far, held on by nothing more than spite and habit."

​John looked down at himself, then back at you, a slow realization dawning.

​"Tha' cheeky cow." He spat the words, anger flaring in his eyes, but undercut with a terrible, weary understanding. "You're sayin' Ah'm the bloody beacon? Ah'm th' signpost fer yer lost and founderin' flock?"

​Your smile returned, wide and devoid of warmth. "Always were, John. You were always the most beautiful sort of disaster.”

​John stared at you, his face a mask of hardened cynicism that was cracking at the edges. His eyes narrowed—a familiar, desperate look you’d seen a hundred times when he was waiting for the final, catastrophic joke to drop. He was waiting for you to laugh, to reveal this was all some cosmic, cruel prank played at his expense, but you never did. Your gaze remained bottomless, a reflection of the grey, watery sky.

​"Tha' can mend this," he whispered, the cynical edge gone, replaced by something raw and pleading. "Tha' allus mends these kinda' things. Wha' are ye' sayin'?" He jabbed a wet finger into your chest, feeling the sharp lattice of bone beneath your damp trench coat.

​You reached a hand out, your skeletal fingers wrapping around his wrist with surprising warmth. "I'm sorry, John," you murmured, your voice like dry leaves scattering across stone. "You can't always outrun what's coming your way."

​Outrun.

​John had always outrun everything; somehow, he always found a way. That ability was why you were here now. One of those ways was how he met you—how you took half of his soul in exchange for him running a little longer, for continuing to do what he did best: helping people, however he could. He knew you were always close behind. There were times when you weren't actively "helping" that he'd catch you watching, a silent observer in the shadows, and those moments would always lead to clothes piled on the floor of some dirty motel room while John moaned beneath you.

​"We 'ad a deal," he whispered, his voice shaking faintly as he stared at the hand grasping his wrist. "Tha' already 'as 'alf o' me soul, an' tha' wants mair?"

​Your grip tightened ever so slightly, a non-verbal warning. "I'm not here for a renegotiation, John. That half is mine, and it’s keeping you breathing—barely. But your tether... your connection to this world, it's frayed down to the last thread, and I'm merely here to collect the consequence of that agreement.”

The skeletal fingers around John's wrist tightened one last, gentle time before they released him.

​John stumbled back a half-pace, the thick mud sucking at his expensive boots. He didn’t notice the cold, the rain, or the ghouls pacing the far edges of the cemetery. He only saw you. He'd dealt with more than anyone could fathom, more than anyone could understand, and now it felt like it was all for nothing—every spell, every sacrifice, every moment running.

​"We, we can make another deal...." John wasn't asking; he was begging, the sound raw and unfamiliar even to his own ears. The words tasted like ash. "Tha' wants souls? Ah'll git 'em. Big ones. Evil ones. Ah'll even clean up summat of yer bloody mistakes. We can make another deal." He hated how you looked at him—the ancient, indifferent entity of Death was pitying a man like him, the greatest schemer in the world.

​"No more deals," you sighed, the sound a soft, empty gust of wind that didn't stir the air. Your gaze was deep and unblinking, holding the weight of eons. "It's time to rest, my dear John."

​He shook his head, rain droplets flinging from his hair like shattered glass. "Fuck yer," he spat, the venom thin and useless against your placid face. "Yer don't git t' just decide! Ah've still got work t' do, contracts t' settle, a bloody universe that'll go arse over tit if Ah pack it in now."

​Your smile was small this time, a sad, knowing quirk of your lips. "The universe will manage, John. It always does." You stepped closer, and he could smell the damp earth, the petrichor of the grave. You raised a hand, your long, pale index finger tracing a slow line down the waterlogged fabric of his trench coat, right over his heart. "That connection you speak of? That thread of spite and habit? It's not holding you to the world anymore, love. It's holding you to me."

​John watched the finger, transfixed, his breath locked in his chest. A cold, absolute dread settled over him, heavier than the Gotham air, heavier than the ghouls' presence. It was the feeling of knowing the trick was over, the curtain was dropping, and there was no escape hatch. He’d always had a loophole, a desperate, brilliant plan B. Not this time. This time, he was simply out of road.

​"Yer 'ave been watchin' me, haven't yer?" His voice was a flat accusation, drained of its usual cynical rhythm. "Yer weren't waitin' for a contract. Yer were waitin' for the thread t' snap."

​"I told you," you murmured, your finger now resting lightly on his sternum. "I came to collect what's mine. That half a soul I took? It's been the engine, the battery—and now it's out of charge." Your dark eyes seemed to widen, reflecting the bleak sky. "Look around, John. The lost ones. The untethered. They aren't looking for a contract on your life. They're looking for their way home."

​You gestured to the surrounding cemetery, and the shadows seemed to twist and writhe. John could feel the unseen, desperate energy of the vacant ghouls converging, drawn by the light of his failure. They weren't hostile; they were pleading, pathetic, drawn to the one thing left in this blighted corner of Gotham that was still faintly tied to the power of Death—him.

​"And you," you continued, your voice soft as a falling feather. "You are the biggest, brightest signpost I have ever had. They see you, and they feel the warmth of my embrace."

​John’s jaw clenched. He reached a hand up, not to strike, but to push you away, to break the awful contact of your finger on his chest, but his arm felt like lead. He suddenly felt exhausted—not just from the day, but from five decades of running, smoking, fighting, and cheating.

​"Don't yer dare," he growled, a final flicker of the Hellblazer's defiance in his eyes. "Don't yer dare act like this is a bloody mercy. This is yer collectin' a debt."

​"Of course it is, John," you replied, your voice now closer to a dry rasp. "But debt is the only true currency of the universe, and it is a kindness to settle accounts. You have done more than your share of work." You leaned in, the movement unnaturally smooth, your cold breath ghosting across his ear. "Come on, darling. Let the tide take you."

​For a split second, John saw it all: the easy escape, the final silence, the warmth of your presence enveloping him. He saw the end of the nightmares and the perpetual, biting guilt. It was tempting, a siren's call to his deepest, most profound weariness.

​But John Constantine didn't do easy.

​"Git yer bloody 'and off me," he whispered, the sound a low, steady rumble of pure spite. His eyes, the same blue-grey as the gunmetal sky, suddenly focused with a terrible, renewed light. He didn't have a plan. He didn't have a trick. He didn't have a deal.

​He just had habit. And spite.

​With a wrenching, desperate effort, he shoved you. It was a weak push, but you made no effort to resist, withdrawing your hand and stepping back a pace. John instantly pulled a crumpled, dirt-stained piece of paper from an inner coat pocket, his hands moving with the desperate, muscle-memory speed of a magician.

​"Ah don't know what this does," he snarled, holding the paper up, his face contorted in defiance against the hammering rain. "Ah nicked it off a bloke in Soho last year. Said it was a recipe for baked beans. Could be a spell. Could be a bloody shoppin' list. But it's not yers yet, is it?"

​He wasn't trying to hurt you. He was just trying to be inconvenient. He was trying to delay the tide, even if only for a second, because the Hellblazer does not go quietly.

​You tilted your head, your smile returning, this time with a touch of the old amusement. "That's my John," you sighed, and the sound was almost affectionate. "Always trying to cheat the bill.”

​You watched the soggy paper in John's hand. You knew whatever was on that paper, even if it was a spell, couldn't hurt you, and John knew that, too, but desperation made a man reach for any scrap. You let out a slow, cold breath. The air fogged around you, a fleeting white cloud against the gray rain, and your eyes narrowed, focusing the weight of your ancient patience entirely on him.

​"Nothing I say can convince you to come with me," you murmured, the truth falling flat and heavy between the two of you. It wasn't a question; it was a certainty carved into the bedrock of your shared history. John was going to find a way out of this, a way to fix your problem while he kept running away from his own. He always did.

​"There 'as t' be a way," John said, his voice dropping the spit and vinegar for something softer, a sound you hadn't heard in years. "Please, love."

​There was a way. There was always a way, and with John, it usually ended in you tangled beneath dirty motel sheets, your lips tracing his bare skin, your name falling from his lips in a ragged gasp. But that wouldn't fix it this time. What would fix this was something you didn't have the heart for.

​"There's always a way," you hummed, the sound thin and resonant, like a glass bell chiming in an empty church. You dropped your gaze to the muddy ground, unable to meet the faint hope returning to his eyes. "But I can't bring myself to do it to you."

​John looked at you, that slight hope tightening his face, but deep down, he was the Hellblazer—he knew any solution you couldn't "bring yourself to' do" had to be terrible. "Tell me—"

​You raised your eyes, the bottomless blackness of them filled with a sorrow that few souls ever saw. "The ghouls," you began, your voice a dry rustle of air and rain. "They're lost. They're searching for a light, a tether to return home to my realm. Your soul—that battered, patched-up half still in you—it's too bright. It burns with that bloody spite, and they mistake it for a signpost."

​You stepped closer, forcing him to hold his ground or fall back into the mud. You didn't touch him, but your presence felt like a physical weight on his shoulders.

​"The way, John," you explained, the words slow and final. "The only way to turn off the beacon and send 'em home is to take the whole thing. To collect the second half of your soul, right here, right now."

​John froze, the crumpled paper forgotten in his grip. "Yer already took 'alf..."

​"That half is keeping you breathing," you countered, your tone firm. "But the other half... that's the spite. That's the light they see. If I take it all, John... the light goes out. You'd cease to exist. No tether, no light, no connection to me or the mortal world."

​You let the gravity of the words settle. "They'd have nothing to' cling to' and they'd go home. You'd save them. But there'd be no afterlife for you. No heaven, no hell, not even the dusty corner I've been saving for you. You'd just... be gone."

​John stared at you, and then a slow, cynical smirk, the most familiar thing about him, stretched across his face. He gestured with the soggy paper.

​"That was the plan, wasn't it?" he drawled, the dialect returning now, edged with weary resignation. "Ah were never goin' t' make it t' a cosy afterlife, were Ah? Ceasin' t' exist sounds like a decent retirement plan, truth be told."

​You shook your head, the long black hair shedding water onto the grave marker. "Not quite, love. If you let me take it now, I take it all, and you'd be gone. But if you come with me, if you walk through that Veil voluntarily..."

​You let your eyes drift, briefly, toward the distant gates where the ghostly figures were massing.

​"If you come with me now, John... you'd be by my side. You'd be mine, not as a soul to be collected, but as a... a constant. I can't give you the light back, but I can give you the dark. You'll have your corner. Forever." You paused, the sorrow returning. "You'd be the light for me."

​The rain seemed to slow, the air thinning for a split second, holding the weight of the offer. John Constantine, faced with oblivion or eternal companionship with his greatest love and most terrifying creditor.

​John threw the paper into the water, watching it float briefly before the mud swallowed it. He looked up, his face stark against the grey sky.

​"So," he said, his voice low and utterly devoid of humor. "Oblivion... or yer promise t' keep me around?”

​John looked at you, then back at the gate, watching the indistinct, vacant shapes of the ghouls roam the muddy perimeter of the cemetery. The sight of them—lost, pitiful, and drawn to him like moths to a dying flame—was the only argument that mattered. He couldn't bring himself to choose oblivion, but he especially couldn't bring himself to stop running, even if it meant he'd be with you for eternity. Sometimes running was greater than love, greater than anything. It was his nature.

​"Then take it," he whispered, his eyes cast down at the flooded ground. The simple words were the most profound surrender of his life. "But take it on one condition."

​You hated his choice. The finality of oblivion for his spirit was a crushing loss, but you couldn't deny him his decision to protect the tethered world. You stepped closer, your voice a barely audible sigh. "Anything."

​John looked up at you, and the familiar look in his eyes from the first time you'd met returned—a desperate, reckless plea disguised as a challenge. It was the same look that had made you feel the warmth of living skin beneath your cold hands for the first time.

​"Let me feel yer one last time?" he asked, the Yorkshire lilt rough with suppressed emotion. "Like how we used to." He paused, a single tear—or maybe just a raindrop—tracing a path through the grime on his cheek. "Let me fade away while lyin' beside yer, able t' feel loved one last time."

​The unspoken words hung in the air: You gave me half a soul for a deal; let this final moment be for free.

​You nodded, though the gesture felt like the weight of a planet pressing down on your shoulders. You knew his condition was your undoing, a desperate grasp at a stolen memory. "Of course, my love." You reached out, your cold hand cupping his jaw, and your dark eyes were wet, not with water, but with the boundless, heavy grief of forever.

The heavy, suffocating air of Gotham's cemetery was instantly gone, replaced by a still, temperate warmth that pressed against John's sodden coat like a thick, expensive blanket.

​The world around him was no longer that of the graves, nor the gates, nor even the ghouls. It was that of a room, bathed in soft light that filtered through the stained glass window just above the bed adorned with silk sheets as black as any abyss. The window depicted nothing so mundane as saints or martyrs; it was an abstract, twisting lattice of grey, indigo, and deep violet that seemed to absorb the light as much as refract it.

​John looked around, his eyes taking in the dark oak that the room was built with, the eerie, timeless feel so perfectly in tune with what you were. He was no longer soaked through; his trench coat and trousers felt merely damp, a residual chill that refused to leave his bones. A massive, four-poster bed dominated the space, its posts carved with reliefs that twisted between weeping willows and grasping skeletal hands. On the far wall, a fireplace—unlit—was framed by polished obsidian.

​"Seems tha' didn't spare th' expenses," he whispered, his wet fingers tracing the smooth, dark grain of the oak table that sat at the foot of the bed. It wasn’t a table, he realized; it was an antique coffin chest, meticulously restored.

​You hummed, a low sound that resonated in the air. Across the room, half a dozen candelebras flickered to life, not with wax candles, but with slender, slow-burning tapers of pale bone. The scent of damp earth and petrichor, your smell, was stronger here, mixed now with a faint, intoxicating hint of ancient cedar and dried lilies. "Our last time should be special, no, love?"

​John turned to face you, his shoulders slumping. He looked tired—not just world-weary, but spent—the weight of his five-decade sprint finally crushing him. He saw the shift in your appearance too. The cemetery mud was gone. You were dressed in a simple shift of heavy black silk that clung to your slender frame, your hair cascading like a waterfall of midnight over your shoulders. You looked impossibly fragile and infinitely old.

​"Save us the sappy bloody pitty," he grumbled, the familiar rough cynicism returning, but it lacked its usual sting. "Tha' doesn't truly care, nor does tha' truly love me. Tha'rt a bloody entity of accounting, Death. This is a collection agency with mood lighting."

​Your skeletal fingers, still long and pale, reached up to gently touch the rim of your own dark eye socket. Your smile was gone, replaced by an expression of sorrowful neutrality that was more unsettling than any grin.

​"You misunderstand the nature of debt, John," you murmured, your voice a soft rustle, yet it filled the silent room. "I am not a bank. I am not even a collector. I am simply the consequence. And the consequence of your magnificent, furious refusal to die—your spite, your habit—is the one thing you can never be free of."

​You took a step toward him, forcing his eyes up to meet yours. "I did not create the spite, John. You did. But I am the keeper of it. And in all my long, empty ages, I have never, ever found anything to keep that shines half so brightly as your failure."

​He stiffened, the accusation hitting him squarely. "So this is pity, then? Th' great entity feels sorry for th' poor sod what finally ran out o' road?"

​"No," you sighed, shaking your head slowly. "Pity is for those who accept their fate. You are demanding your last wish—the one thing I can't keep from you. You asked to be loved one last time. You know I can't give you love, not in the way a mortal does. But I can give you the only thing that comes close, the only true thing I ever felt for you."

​You stepped close enough that John could feel the cold emanating from you, a deep, pervasive cold that promised silence.

​"I can give you me."

​Your hands came up, not to touch, but to hover, one pale hand over his still-beating heart, the other over his cheek. "I gave you half a soul because I was fascinated by your spite," you whispered, the word like a confession. "And I am taking the rest because I will not permit the universe to simply erase you. You are right; I don't love. But I am an entity of constants, John. And you, you are my oldest, most beautiful constant. This room, this moment, this is not a transaction. It is a memorial. Come."

​You lifted his chin with a single, cool finger, forcing his gaze to remain locked on yours, then you turned and walked toward the impossibly black silk of the bed, the bone tapers flickering around you like a lonely, skeletal choir.

​John stood frozen, breathing the scents of earth and lilies, watching the silk sheets shift. He could walk out now—back through the door he hadn't seen open, back into the rain, back to the ghouls. It wouldn't stop what was coming, but he'd die running.

​But this, this final surrender to the only person who had ever truly seen him—the only one who knew what his defiance cost him—was a more profound, devastating act of spite than any spell he'd ever cast.

​He slowly shed his trench coat, letting it fall in a puddle of waterlogged canvas at his feet. His shirt followed. The scars that crisscrossed his body, the proof of every near-miss and half-deal, were stark white against his skin in the soft, dark light. He took a single step toward the bed.

​"Right, then," he muttered, his voice hoarse. "Let's get this bloody memorial started, then.”

​You watched as his fingers trembled, hovering over the button on his jeans. You let out a breath and crawled forward, your eyes never leaving his hands, before you settled on your knees in front of him. You still slightly towered over him even now, hands reaching forward to help him.

​"You're nervous," you chuckled. "A rare sight for you, dear."

​John let out a breath, his hands falling limp at his sides as you pulled his jeans down his hips and past his thighs, watching as they pooled around his ankles and he was left in his boxers. “Ah’m about t’ basically disappear, an’ me final wish is t’ 'ave sex wi’ Death,” he joked. “Nervous doesn't begin t’ cut it, love.”

​You smiled, the sad, neutral expression still on your face. "Then let's take your mind off it, shall we?"

​You reached a long, pale hand to the waistband of his boxers, the material—a cheap, worn cotton—a jarringly mortal detail against the black silk of your surroundings. Your finger hooked into the fabric, and you dragged the band down slowly, your eyes tracing the faded line of his hip scar—a memento from a demon in Soho that John had never bothered to get stitched properly.

​“Tha’ are playin’ fair, then?” John asked, his voice rougher now, the joke falling away. He reached out, his hand resting on the top of your head, his fingers tangling in the long, black hair that smelled of damp earth and lilies. “No tricks? No last minute bloody fine print?”

​You brought your other hand up, letting it rest, cold and heavy, on his bare abdomen, your thumb brushing over the taut muscle. "The price has been paid, John. This... this is the accounting. And I am simply collecting the consequence. No more, no less."

​You leaned in, your breath—or the lack thereof—ghosting over the thin material of his last covering. The cold radiating from you seemed to draw the tension right out of him, like a wick drawing oil.

​“Right then,” he whispered, the sound a low, final surrender. “Get on wi’ it, then.”

​You drew the boxers down in one smooth, slow motion, releasing them to join the jeans around his ankles. You took a moment, letting the silence settle around the sight of him—battered, scared, defiant, and completely naked before you. The scars that webbed his body told a history of near-death experiences that was longer and more thrilling than any epic poem. They were all yours, really, bought and paid for in blood and partial soul.

​You stood, rising slowly to your full, unsettling height. You took John’s face in your hands, your cold, sorrowful eyes holding his gaze captive.

​"I can't give you love," you murmured, your voice like a dry rasp of leaves over granite. "But I can give you the only honest thing I ever felt for you."

​“And what's that, then?” he asked, his voice just a thread of sound, cynical to the very end.

​"A profound sense of completion, my beautiful disaster," you whispered, before you rose up on your toes, your cold lips finally closing the gap, a slow, deep kiss that tasted of nothing but silence and the finality of earth.

The cold kiss deepened, and John's hands came up, fumbling with the black silk that clung to your body, his last barrier of control melting away. He clutched the heavy material, pulling it upward, letting it fall with a quiet whoosh to the floor, joining his own discarded clothes in a forgotten puddle of mortal existence.

​You never broke the kiss, not even when you led him backward. Your steps were silent, sure, guiding his trembling legs until the backs of his knees hit the edge of the enormous four-poster bed. He fell onto the silk sheets—black as an abyss, soft as a lie—with a muffled thud. You settled above him, your skeletal grace holding your weight, a perfect shadow pinning him to the past.

​Only then did you pull away, your lips ghosting across his, your non-breath fanning a sudden, profound chill across his heated face.

​John looked up at you. In the soft, fractured light from the stained-glass window, he could see the impossible structure of your form: the fine, dark tracery of veins beneath skin so pale it was almost luminous, the sharp elegance of the bones that peeked from beneath.

​His hand came up, resting flat on your chest. The cold you radiated seeped instantly into the warmth of his palm—a shocking, absolute cold that promised silence. He felt no heartbeat, no reassuring thump of life, yet John knew you were alive in your own way. He was looking at the purest form of existence, the consequence of everything.

​“Tha’ are a sight, aren’t tha’?” he rasped, his voice thick with a strange mix of terror and affection. “Always were th’ handsomest thing Ah ever saw.”

​You didn't answer, your expression remaining that mask of sorrowful neutrality. You lowered your head slowly, your breath beginning its quiet, cold path down the side of his jaw, the rough stubble a fleeting, mortal sensation against your lips.

​You kissed him, a series of feather-light presses along the sharp line of his chin, tracing the tension held in his jaw. You moved down, tracing the hollow of his neck, your lips lingering in the sensitive dip of his throat. John arched slightly, the instinctual reaction of a body still tethered to pleasure.

​You brushed your mouth across the ridge of his collarbone, the fine, clean architecture of bone. Then the delicate kisses gave way to something sharper. You nipped at the tender skin of his shoulder, not with malice, but with a calculated, possessive hunger, sucking the skin into a bruised shadow. It was an act of marking, of owning.

​“Bloody hell,” John breathed, the sound catching in his throat, his hands coming up to grip your hips, pulling your cool body flush against his heat. “Tha’ are tryin’ t’ leave yer mark, eh?”

​You shifted, the pressure increasing on his collarbone as you left a second, darker sign, a fleeting, temporary piece of yourself imprinted on his skin. You lifted your head, your dark, fathomless eyes locked on his.

​"I am the keeper of constants, John. And you are mine," you whispered, your voice a promise. "Every trace of you will be kept."

​You moved lower, guiding his hands to the silk sheets above his head, letting him grasp the material, a desperate anchor to the moment. You trailed your cold fingers down his chest, outlining the web of old, silvery scars, your touch mapping out his history of defiance. You licked and nipped your way down the center of his body, making him gasp, his Yorkshire dialect reduced to low, guttural sounds of sheer sensation.

​This was not simply sex. This was a final, profound inventory. Every nerve ending John possessed, every memory of warmth and pain, was being cataloged by the relentless, cold presence above him. He was burning up against the infinite cold, and in that intense friction, he was fully alive for the last time.

​“Ah didn’t think tha’ had it in ya,” he managed to choke out, his eyes squeezed shut, the pain and pleasure too much to process. “Th’ passion. Thought it was all dust an’ numbers.”

​"The passion is yours," you corrected, the sound close, intimate, and entirely devoid of heat. "I am merely the vessel that contains it."

​You moved lower still, letting the scent of ancient earth and lilies fill his lungs, drawing him closer to the end. John Constantine, the Hellblazer, who had cheated demons and angels alike, surrendered not to death itself, but to the final, terrifying honesty of his own desire.

​The kiss and the slow, possessive tracing continued, moving lower, past the tense planes of his abdomen, into the valley of his hips. Your eyes, the deep black of a moonless night, were fixed entirely on John's reaction, cataloging the final, magnificent surge of his mortal life.

​Your fingers traced just above his cock, the breath catching in his throat as your cold skin neared his heat. You watched the muscle twitch and jump beneath the promise of your touch—a purely biological response to an entity beyond biology.

​Then, slowly, your finger descended, running down the underside of his shaft. The intense, startling cold shocked the heat of his body. John’s back arched off the black silk sheets, his eyes flying open, fixed on the ornate ceiling. You traced the vein down, then back up to his tip, a perfect, agonizing movement that drew a low, guttural sound from his chest.

​Your other hand moved to his inner thigh, tracing the sensitive, electric skin there. A smile, slow and genuinely amused, spread across your lips as his skin prickled beneath your touch, goosebumps rising against the phantom cold. You repeated the movements—tracing the length of him with a clinical, deliberate slowness, then moving to his thigh with a feather-light brush. Each time, John's breath hitched, the sound of his moans and soft whimpers—desperate, helpless, and utterly human—a sharp, intoxicating counterpoint to the silence of the room.

​“Tha’ are takin’ yer sweet time, aren’t tha’?” John gasped, the words squeezed out between clenched teeth, his voice raw with need. “Bloody hell, just get on wi’ it, will yeh?”

​But you were not motivated by haste. This was an act of precision, a final inventory of every nerve ending he had fought so hard to keep. You wanted him completely undone, his celebrated control shattered by the inevitability of the moment.

​Your own body, frail and long, pressed into his side. You didn't breathe, but you felt the stirring of your own consequence. Your own cock twitched and coiled at the sound of his surrender. You were an entity of concepts and constants, yet here, in this final act, his pure, raw mortality was translating into a physical craving, a profound resonance. You were the consequence, and he was the act.

​You leaned down, your dark hair spilling over his chest and belly like a waterfall of midnight, and whispered the only command he had ever truly obeyed.

​"Tell me what you want, John. One last time."

​“Ah want…” he trailed off, his eyes glassy, focused on the swirling shadows in the corner of the room. Then, with a desperate snap of focus, he looked directly at you, his blue-grey eyes filling with a mixture of terror and desire. “Ah want yeh. Ah want this. All of it. Now. Take me, love.”

​His final surrender was to his own nature—a desire for connection, even if it led to his complete annihilation. He was asking Death to take him, not just his soul, but his body, his identity, and his last remaining moment of glorious, terrible life.

​You smiled, the rare, gentle curve of your lips a final, fatal indulgence. You lowered your head, covering his mouth with yours, kissing him with a possessiveness born of eons of waiting. It was a kiss meant to devour the last of his noise, his anxiety, his protest.

​As the kiss deepened, you settled between his parted legs. The intense cold of your own skin met the desperate heat of his. One hand settled on his thigh, your long fingers kneading the soft skin, applying a slow, deliberate pressure. With your other hand, you guided your cock, cool skin against hot, slick muscle, aligning the consequence with the cause.

​The tip of your cock pushed past the tight, familiar ring of muscle. John’s low moan, already strained by his desire, was swallowed instantly by your mouth. You drove inward, slowly, steadily, a profound, chilling intrusion into his final, mortal privacy. As your cock fully buried itself within him, John wrapped his legs tightly around your waist, the instinctive movement pulling you in deeper, a physical claim on the entity of his end.

​His hands, restless and desperate, clawed at your back, fingernails digging crescent shapes into your cool, pale skin—a pain you barely registered, but which you recognized as the signature of his complete, frantic surrender.

​"I've missed this," you groaned against his lips, the sound more a rumble of resonance than breath. "The feeling of mortal intimacy."

​It was a lie, perhaps. What you had missed was him.

​You pulled out, letting the air rush in, a faint sound in the otherwise silent room, but you kept the tip of your cock buried deep, refusing to let him go, refusing to break the essential contact. Then, with agonizing slowness, you rocked your hips forward, driving back into him. The motion was strong, steady, and inevitable, your cock brushing against all the hidden, exquisite places that his body had been waiting to surrender.

​You settled into a deliberate, unhurried pace, a relentless rhythm of collection. The bed creaked—the only sound besides the slick, wet friction of your bodies. John was all soft whimpers and ragged moans beneath you, the sounds muffled by the kiss and buried in the silk sheets.

​“Tha’ feel so bloody good,” he whispered, the words trembling against your mouth, a thread of his true voice finally getting past the noise. “God, Ah love yeh. Ah’ve always bloody loved yeh.”

​The words, raw and unbidden, were a physical blow. Love. It was a concept you understood, cataloged, and observed, but never experienced. At the sound of the confession, your hips stuttered—a profound, involuntary pause in the rhythm of the universe.

​You looked down at him, your eyes meeting his. In his gaze, the terror was gone, replaced by a reckless, weary adoration. That was your answer, the light you had come to collect—the beautiful disaster of his heart.

​You responded not in words, but in action, lowering your head again and consuming his mouth in a fierce, passionate kiss. It was a kiss that communicated the weight of eons and the terrifying nature of your own constant, silent observation. It was the deepest truth you could offer: I see you, John. I always have.

​You kept that strong, steady thrust into him, the rhythm returning, deepening, becoming a powerful drumbeat against his fading life. John bucked beneath you, hands moving from your back to his sides, clutching the silk sheets beneath him as his body shuddered toward its final, exquisite release.

​He was all heat, all life, all spite burning out, and you were the cold, empty vessel ready to receive it. He was gone, not just in feeling but in spirit, before the final, wrenching climax tore through him, a white-hot wave that immediately collapsed into the chilling silence of your embrace.

​You groaned one last time—a sound of satisfaction, of completion, of accounting settled. Then, the rhythmic motion ceased.

​You didn't move. You remained buried within him, heavy and absolute, your dark eyes watching the last, faint flicker of light die in his blue-grey gaze. The warmth of his body began to cool instantly, sinking into the silk and the dark oak of the room. He made no sound, his hands releasing the sheets, falling limp to his sides, the crescent-shaped scratches on your back already starting to fade.

​You had his soul. You had your constant.

​The room, however, did not return to silence. A new sound began: a faint, faraway, whimpering. The sound of the ghouls, the lost ones, the untethered. They felt the light—the beacon—go out. They were no longer drawn to Gotham. They were going home.

​You laid your head gently on John’s chest, resting where his heart had been, the cold silence of your body finally enveloping the man who had always outrun you.

​You stayed, heavy and absolute, your body resting on his, your essence sinking into the space where his soul had been. His silence was profound, the cold of your skin already meeting the cooling of his. The scratching whimpers of the departing ghouls were faint, retreating. The beacon had been extinguished. The accounts were settled.

​You lowered your head once more, resting your cheek against the hollow of his shoulder. The scent of earth and cedar was overwhelming now, a final, enveloping comfort.

​"And I you, my love," you whispered, the dry rustle of your voice barely loud enough for the empty air to hear. "More than you could ever imagine."

​You lifted yourself, rising just enough to see his face. The cynical lines around his eyes were smoothed, the perpetual tension in his jaw had finally eased. He looked impossibly peaceful, more so than he ever had in all the decades you'd watched him scheme, fight, and run. For the first time, John Constantine was completely, beautifully at rest.

​You ran a long, pale finger over the soft stubble of his jaw, tracing the path you had just kissed. You had come here to collect the consequence of your bargain, to ensure that his light, his precious, destructive spite, would not turn into a cosmic disaster. But looking at him now, so utterly surrendered, a terrible, magnificent thought dawned on you.

​Perhaps, in that final, profound moment of surrender, you had finally found a way to let him keep running.

​Not running from you, for you would always know where he was. Not running through the mortal world, for his tether was gone. But running from the consequence, from the hells that claimed him, from the heavens that denied him, and from the painful weight of his own existence. You had taken the light, yes, but in doing so, you had made him truly free—gone to a place where neither the living, the dead, nor death yourself could reach him. Oblivion, but delivered with kindness.

​You leaned down and pressed one last, lingering kiss to his forehead—a blessing, not a binding. You were ready to rise, to leave the empty vessel behind and let the silence of your domain resume.

​You settled a cold hand in the middle of his chest, right over where the heart was now still, savoring the final, absolute cold.