_samricci: “Daydreamin’” by @ zayn, out now on the KONNAKOL Deluxe. Produced with @ n_hee_k — when we made this funky Prince-like demo back in 2019, I never could’ve dreamed it’d come out seven years later. Grateful to be part of this one.

the year started strong, but i want to believe there's more in store for me. i'm a beautiful soul, this is hard, but this can't be life.

i focused on writing my toxic novels because i preferred to cry over horrible fictional situations than over my horrible reality.

but since i also have beautiful distant dreams, there must also be beautiful realities. even if, in the meantime, i have to dream to escape.

i won't stop dreaming, even if it takes my life, because dreaming is the only thing that keeps this small, weak heart of flesh and this enormous, ethereal, and beautiful soul alive.

after fending off ants and aphids, they barely make it to someones doorstep. theyre sweating, panting from exhaustion, starved, and ready to give up on their fight to live after a treacherous three days on their journey to find sanctuary from the elements and multitude of new dangers.

the tiny screams into the void out of frustration as they appear to have no hope of surviving these new conditions… especially as a being that hasnt evolved to survive in such an environment.

at the end of the third day of their struggle to survive, they finally reach their goal of making it to the doorsteps of someones house. a wave of immense relief washes over them and almost instantly they pass out, laid on the concrete step to the front door.