#dash meme.

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66.7% On Edge, 77.8% Avoidant

Individuals in this quadrant share the Dismissive type's misgivings about others, but have not developed the armor of coolness and self-sufficiency that allows Dismissive types to live without attachment and bonding. Consequently, Mistrustful types recognize in themselves a need for intimacy and close relations with others, but as soon as they start to get close to others, they also find that they have mixed feelings about the whole ordeal and start fantasizing about breaking it off because they "want their space again." In short, they are neither at ease in solitude nor when close to others. Because of their simultaneous need for and mistrust of intimacy, Mistrusting types have had to spend their lives learning how to skillfully handle other people; continually maneuvering so as to keep others close and available, yet at the same time out of control and powerless to harm the Mistrusting type. Individuals of this type are often high-achieving and competent adults, but on the inside, they tend to suffer from periodic bouts of low self-esteem and be plagued by a sense of hollowness at their core. Mistrusting individuals are frequently very good at finding legitimate fault with others and sniffing out their weaknesses as a way of protecting themselves against being disappointed by others, but on the downside, this hypervigilance also tends to lead to skepticism and overly paranoid tendencies.

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Introspective Reflection-- A lot of my characters have a very active internal dialogue, whether that's because the character themselves are very introspective or because I enjoy writing through a character's thoughts, I'm not fully sure. I enjoy seeing the way a character is thinking versus how they are acting, whether that's opposite action and thought or how the action arises from the thought.

Tragedy and Angst -- I do love a tragedy and I love the character drama that comes from angst and working through emotions. I do have some light-hearted threads, but my writing tends towards the more grounded, leaning towards angst.

Struggling Against the Narrative -- Sort of implied by my url, but I love a character that seems to have some particular fate (narrative) and is doing everything in their power to defy that fate. I love a second option or a third option even, when a character is shown the 'possible' paths and decides to make one of their own instead.

Probably run-on sentences oops -- I love a long, rambling sentence with too many commas and I'm so sorry about that! If there's ever a time you (the reader/RP partner) need something adjusted for clarity, please tell me!

mbti: entp.

Quick-witted and audacious, people with the ENTP personality type (Debaters) aren’t afraid to disagree with the status quo. In fact, they’re not afraid to disagree with pretty much anything or anyone. Few things light up these personalities more than a bit of verbal sparring – and if the conversation veers into controversial terrain, so much the better. people with this personality type are knowledgeable and curious with a playful sense of humor, and they can be incredibly entertaining. They simply have an offbeat, contrarian idea of fun – one that usually involves a healthy dose of spirited debate.

enneagram: 7w8, 4w3, 2w3

Sevens are extroverted, optimistic, versatile, and spontaneous. Playful, high-spirited, and practical, they can also misapply their many talents, becoming over-extended, scattered, and undisciplined. They constantly seek new and exciting experiences, but can become distracted and exhausted by staying on the go. They typically have problems with impatience and impulsiveness. At their Best: they focus their talents on worthwhile goals, becoming appreciative, joyous, and satisfied.

temperament: sanguine choleric

The Marketer is more enthusiastic than the other Sanguines. They get very excited. This is an assertive and energetic persons who works well with and through people. They have an outgoing interest in others and the ability to gain the respect and confidence of varied types of individuals. They strive to do business in a friendly way while pushing forward to win their objectives and sell their point of view. They easily promote their own ideas or the ideas of others. They exhibit poise and confidence in most situations, especially social events. They will become bored without activity and social involvement.

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god flirting with zeus is my final straw

seymour birkhoff

LIFE OF A SPIDER (DRAFT) by halsey. cause i'm the spider in your kitchen weaving webs through every year and i worked real hard on the last one but the last one got me here i'm minding my own business but my presence makes your curse i should be getting better but i'm only getting worse and, god, how dare i even think of choosing here to die? 'cause then i'm just a problem that you have to take outside and i know you hate the sight of me, i haunt you when you're fast asleep i've got eight legs, a million eyes, if only i had eight more lives 'cause i'm the spider on the ceiling and you're nothing but a guy you don't like it when i cry, you would break me if you tried and you will because i dared to be alive

I'M JUST A KID by simple plan. i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare i'm just a kid, i know that it's not fair nobody cares, 'cause i'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight and maybe when the night is dead, i'll crawl into my bed i'm staring at these four walls again i'll try to think about the last time i had a good time everyone's got somewhere to go and they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

GOING UNDER by evanescence. now i will tell you what i've done for you 50 thousand tears i've cried screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me (going under) don't want your hand this time, i'll save myself maybe i'll wake up for once (wake up for once) not tormented, daily defeated by you just when i thought i'd reached the bottom i'm dying again

NUMB by LINKIN PARK. i'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithless, lost under the surface don't know what you're expecting of me put under the pressure of walking in your shoes every step that i take is another mistake to you (caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) i've become so numb, i can't feel you there become so tired, so much more aware i'm becoming this, all i want to do is be more like me and be less like you

HOPE UR OK by olivia rodrigo. i knew a boy once, when i was small a tow-head blonde, with eyes of salt he played the drum in the marching band his parents cared more about the bible than being good to their own child he wore long sleeves 'cause of his dad and somehow, we fell out of touch hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush don't know if i'll see you again someday but if you're out there, i hope that you're okay