I love u so much... I also hate you. I hate you for all the ways you hurt me and the ways I can no longer punish you. I found a picture of you and the girl you were unloyal with.... she posted... so yeah. That ripped my heart out. I try not to think of the bad things that happened while im grieving your memory.... perfect is something you were not... something you never pretended to be... I wish i vould figure out who I am without you. A beautiful star... a memory in the dark... your favorite soul... or so you said.

















