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You’re screwed if she catches you. You know how enraged she gets when you disobey.

The last time you broke one of her rules by talking back to her it earned you her name carved into your thigh and a broken ankle.

God save you if or when she does, you’re terrified to what she just might do to you if she gets her hands on you.

But for right now you just have to keep on moving

Time skip:

It had been around a month or two and the wind traders had gladly taken you in. Allowing you to live along side them.

You had become very close with peylak and his wife as you began seeing them as family. They gave you new cloths, shears story’s with you, and food. You finally felt at ease for the first time in a long time. You no longer feared the sound of voices around you, no longer felt fear for spilling something or making a mistake.

You no longer feared the sound of laughter

As times pasted you began to get close with another Navi woman Sniu. She didn’t make you cower in front of her, she treated you gently with a soft hand. Her voice never yelled or threatened you instead was kind and praised you.

She was the opposite of varang in every way. A soft face, kind eyes, just slightly shorter. But slightly more muscular but The biggest difference being that she looked at you with love. One night with the traders she invited you sit along side her and with out a word pulled you against her side and pressed her cheek to the top of your head.

You couldn’t help but smile. It had been so long since you were touched with a loving hand and as the night went on you couldn’t help fall for her. It didn’t help when you had a few drinks, you couldn’t stop your self in time before you knew it you placed a kiss on her lips.

Things went a bit Wilde from there. The next morning you were laying in her bed as you both hold each other, your head resting on her bear chest. Both of you littered with hickeys and light scratches. Solid proof of what conspired the night before. She gently sits you up against her as she praises you to no end. Even with your hair a mess she still says eywa blessed you with the beauty of pandora.

She gave you one of her tops to wear along with a shall to drape over your shoulders. She leaves for breakfast but not before placing a gentle kiss on your lips.

You were so focused on her and what happened last night you almost didn’t notice the sound of flapping and a yell that was all to familiar. You didn’t want to believe it, she had found you and there’s nothing you can do about it.

Suddenly you were surrounded. They were attacking from all sides, the sound of screams and war cries frilled your ears bring back memories you wished you could forget.

You hear the sickening screams that turned to silence as their kuru is severed. And others falling as arrows pierce though them like it’s nothing.

It’s like you’re paralyzed you can’t move, you’re body isn’t letting you no matter how hard you try to will it to.

You know it’s too late. She found you and this time you have no where to run to. All you can do now is hope and pray she would have some mercy on you but you knew it would never happen not with her.

As she flew by her eyes locked on to you like a predator that hasn’t eaten in days. As she yells out orders you can’t fully make out. It wasn’t long before unfamiliar hands grab you. Pulling you to your knees.

That’s when she finally unmounted the ikran and made her way towards you. When she stopped in front of you she had the men unhand you before taking a look at you herself.

You could see the way her face twisted with anger but it just got worse when she saw the bite mark on you neck. She went from simply angered to fully Ballistic. She snatched you up to your feet.

“Who!?”

Her voice loud and cutting. She looked as though she might just kill you where you stand.

Suddenly you felt a sharp pain across your face. She had just hit you but I was far from the first time.

“You’re playing a dangerous game my pet.”

“You know have no problem forcing it out of you…one way or another”

And she did with out another word she large hand wrapped around your neck like a serpent and constricted like one too making breathing almost impossible.

“Tell me little one, then I may have mercy”

Her tone mocking you and you knew that but it was getting harder to stay silent. Your lungs felt like there was a fire in them and your head felt light and dizzying.

Your body had to give in and that’s what you did.

“Sniu,”

How you hated yourself for doing that, for saying her name. As you saw varang drag her towards her sniu looked at you. Her eyes full of betrayal.

You looked back at her with tears in your eyes and with the little breath you had left.

“Please, forgive me”

Before everything went black.

Time skip

When you awoke your head was pounding and your throat felt as if you haven’t drank anything in days.

You sat up in the bed you had wake up in and looked around trying to figure out where you were. It felt both familiar and foreign at the same time.

It was clear you were back at Mangkwan Clan or very close to it.

That when you noticed the footsteps coming from the entrance and there she stood again. Her eyes still hold the same anger they did before but now she was completely silent.

She just walked to the side of the bed and crouched so she could be eye level with you.

“Listen to me brat, you are lucky I don’t just cut your head off for what you did”

She placed something in your lap as you look at it horror washes over as you realize what it is.

Sniu’s kuru

Tears well in your eyes

“She didn’t have to die, she would be alive if it wasn’t for you”

“Cry all you want but your punishment is still far from over”

She cups your cheek the softest she’s been in a long time.

you feel something being tied around your ankle. You realize she has tied you to the bed with rope only long enough to barely walk tree feet away from the bed.

“I hope this helps you learn not to go against me”

She roughly grabs your face

“If not, that’s fine too we both know how much I love punishing you”

She leaves the tent but not before turning and laughing at your pathetic state as if it’s the funniest thing in the world.

When you’re finally alone again you can’t pry your eyes off of the sever kuru in your hands. As tear pour down your face.

Your brain kept telling you that If you hadn’t have ran away, hadn’t disobeyed, hadn’t have kissed her. She would have still been alive. The guilt eats away at your insides And your mind.

You didn’t realize you had fallen asleep the night before the kuru lays on the ground a horrible reminder of the death you caused.

You were quickly interrupted from that thought by the rumbling and ache coming from your stomach. You hadn’t eat since the night before the attack nor had you drank anything.

You waited for varang to come hopefully with something to eat or drink. And you waited…and waited but she didn’t show up. the ache and hunger kept growing with each passing minute becoming harder by the minute. Your throat parched and sore begging for water. But she never came that day even well into the night

The next day you had barely slept, kept getting awoken by the pain in your stomach. You felt weak and nauseous but had nothing to throw up. The pain in your throat made it almost impossible to speak and even more painful to breathe as you laid in bed clutching your stomach. You finally heard footsteps outside of the tent

That’s when she finally entered looking down at you with a small fruit and a small amount of water.

“See how much you need me? You so pathetic by yourself”

She tugged you up and sat beside you as she held the fruit to your lips.

“Eat I want to teach you a lesson not kill you”

You ate the fruit as quick as you could like it would disappear in a second Along with the water.

She chuckled at the reaction watching you closely before leaving again.

This went on for what felt like weeks she wouldn’t come or bring food for two days then bring a small amount on the third. Starving you but not going long enough to kill.

No one else came and the days of being completely alone were starting to brake you down slowly. You felt like you couldn’t breathe without her near you. That you couldn’t take care of yourself without her. You needed her for everything.

After that time every time she came back you’d beg her to stay to not leave you. But she always did

Than one day she came back and silently untied the rope holding you here.

“I feel you have learned your lesson pet, you can leave here but if you ever run away again. I will follow through on my promise. Do you understand”

You nodded as fast a you could

“Words pet”

“Yes ma’am!”

She smiles at that and takes you in her arms as she carries you back to village the whole time you’re in her arms you can’t pry your eyes away from her face but you couldn’t shake the feeling. The warm feeling in your stomach that she was holding you again that you were with here again. A smile on your face as you rest your head on her shoulder.

And she was happy, the punishment worked made you crave her, made you need her. The exact what she wanted you to believe.

Just as she entered the clan with you almost falling asleep in her arms. You noticed something strange a man you had never scene before standing there. You knew almost everyone’s face in this clan but he looked new and looked almost human in a way. But just who was he and why he was here. You asked yourself before giving into the tiredness and falling asleep in varang arms.

I how yall enjoyed this I’m sorry it took so long I had major writer’s block! Any ways love yall be safe and drink water

What a beautiful little human you are. Needs a mask to survive, oww... Why were you even there? Cute little creature... looking so lost and scared. What a vulnerable, delicate pet! They all love you so, so much, you can be sure of that. So stop crying, it doesn't suit you. There's no point in you crying and begging for them to take you home. There's no way they can understand you unless you don't speak English or Na'vi. They love it when you speak, since they don't understand whether you curse or beg. All they hear is your sweet voice and weird words.

It doesn't make any difference if you speak English anyway. They just sush you immediately. Neytiri and Jake give you some gentle punishments if you happen to curse. Doesn't matter if one of the kids snitches on you or you curse directly to their face. They're afraid of hurting you, but they scare you by getting angry and hissing. Grabbing your tiny little arm and squeezing it or putting you somewhere high and not taking you down until you apologize works fine. Maybe some spanks on your butt too. But the whole "gentle" process is scary enough for you.

Neteyam punishes you by himself too. Since he sees himself as the responsible one and he's the oldest brother, he takes it as his duty to take care of you. He already gets orders from his father to keep an eye on his siblings and you, but he has this weird urge to make sure that you're bring a good girl. He's not the one who snitches on you, but he blackmails you, telling you to obey what he says or he'll tell his dad. He never gives you away, though. But you fall for that every time, how amusing. He lectures you in a serious tone and explains why you're not allowed to curse. Then he gives you a punishment like his father does to him. "No more speaking for the rest of the day, understood?" He needs to see if you behave. It's important for him to know that you see him as an authoritative figure. He wants to have an authority over you like his parents have over you and them.

Jake knows that some humans are weak in nature and they get scared very often, especially the little ones like you. After Jake tells Neytiri that you need some belongings in order to feel safe and it's just how human brain works, Neytiri refuses him to go and grab some for you. She wants to make them by herself, even though the concept of it is strange for her. Needing to cover yourself so you can feel safe and protected? She can hold you in her arms! Even though she can't understand, she makes a nonfunctional blanket. She wants to see you feel safe around "her" craft. After all, you need to feel safe around your new family and only around them. You belong to them, what do you mean you need outside belongings in order to feel safe? Isn't your family enough?

Jake finds a way to provide some of your human wants and needs anyway. And he knows that you have to stay in the base regularly. Humans can't just live outside constantly. He knows he can trust Spider for keeping you safe and "secured". Jake discusses this with Neytiri, the kids talk to their mom and make her see your point. She wants you with her all the time, it's so painful to let you go. But she eventually accepts, since all she wants is for you to stay with them without causing any troubles, and of course, for you to be happy and healthy. Neytiri also builds a nest for you because apparently it's necessary for your emotional comfort and Jake, of course, makes some "small" changes. Neytiri is not happy about them but again, Jake knows humans better than anyone else.

The family just want to fill your growling tummy with lots of delicious human-friendly food, hold you in their arms, pet your soft little body, tuck you in a handmade blanket (not actually warm since Pandora is hot enough) and give you a handmade stuffed animal or something because for them, it's highly possible that you get scared. Sometimes Tuk tells her mom that you're so timid. Kiri says you're so quiet. Lo'ak argues that you need to leave your nest more often and join him to explore the world around you. Neteyam thinks you're not capable of taking care of yourself and you need protection, that's why you should stay in your nest. Spider supports Lo'ak, but he knows you'll check every oportunity to run. He thinks Lo'ak would trust you too much and leave you alone for a while or stop watching you. He would never do that.

Neytiri washes you personally. She can do it in front of anyone, doesn't matter. You're her baby and you can't do it on your own. You're just so weak and... it's so complex for you. It's not something to be scared of, why are you crying? Why are your cheeks get red everytime? Maybe she needs Jake to help. If he's not around Kiri, Neteyam or Lo'ak can help their mom very well. It's not their first time holding you in their arms while Neytiri washes you. You just need someone to hold you, right? "Shh... Just breathe, just breathe..." They say while their mom cleans you.

You don't wear human clothes. Neytiri covers your private areas similar to theirs. Similar to Spider, but you wear special materials. She doesn't understand why you make a fuss when she makes you wear them. "Kiri! Hold her." Kiri totally ignores how naked you are and pulls you in her lap after sitting on the ground. "Shh... It's okay." She whispers into your ear while her mother holds your leg. "Neteyam, bring her... MaJake, what was it called?" You scream and try to kick her but she hisses and makes you whimper. "It's pacifier, baby."

But she understands why you make a fuss when Spider tries to paint your body like his. Although she'd like to see you as one of them, she doesn't like Spider a bit. She looks at Jake. "I don't want him around my baby, he belongs with his own kind." Then she hisses at Spider, wanting to grab you, but Lo'ak defends him. He stands between Spider and his mom, trying to convince her. "No, no! It was my idea. She'll look so cute in blue, trust me." Then Tuk says. "Pleaseee!" Neytiri doesn't want to upset her kids and lets Spider to paint you, only to wash you afterwards.

Spider is a human born, yes, but mentally this guy's a true Na'vi. You were excited to see him for the first time, hoping he'd help you out of this messed up situation. But he came out as sick as the others. He's feral, he paints himself, he covers only one part of his body, he hisses... Human body, Na'vi mind. You're so shocked about it. Why would anyone do this willingly? Why would he want to be one of them? Did they brainwash him? No, no... He was sick already!

You're just beyond upset because you were so close to escape when you met this crazy family. While running around, you saw Spider and you thought you could trust him. He's a human, after all. Instead of keep running, you stopped and let him grasp your arms. You thought he was just worried because you were crying. You ignored his tight grip. You begged him to save you. "Hey, hey... Don't cry, okay? I'll help you. C'mon, this way!" Then he brought you to his "brother" Lo'ak. You've never felt so betrayed before. Apparently Spider was looking for you with the rest of the family. "Thanks bro!" Lo'ak said and wrapped one of his arms around you, while the other went to his neck. "Devil Dog, Devil Dog, this is Eagle Eye, over." ... "Spider found her, she's with me."

Jake was also a human once, but it was a very long time ago. He feels like he's born and raised in Pandora. He sees himself as one of them, not a human. His human life wasn't... well, perfect. Even though he was lost and didn't know who he was before, he later found his true purpose. "A father protects. It's what gives him meaning." You are his family too, except... you're more like a little pet to him. He doesn't see you as a fellow human or an equal. You're just one of the sky people, except you're innocent and naive. You could never hurt even the smallest flower. That's why he wants to protect you. He wants to protect your pure heart and pure mind.

And that's why Eywa loves you too. Everyone is aware of that Eywa watches over you. They know it since the first time they saw you. They witness it every time woodsprites lay on you. But especially Kiri, she can almost feel that Eywa loves you. She can't explain it, she just knows it. It makes Kiri push closer to you, she can feel the bond between you getting stronger because of this. Kiri loves to show you the world through her eyes. She wants you to see and feel Eywa the way she does. Expect a lot of spirutal trips with her. You want to run while she lays down and zooms out, but Spider always comes with you to keep an eye on you.

Kiri is the spiritual one, you coded her like that. She always says something about Eywa whenever she's with you. You can relax a little around her since she doesn't tire you. All she wants is for you to listen. She takes your tiny hand and place it on your heart. "Close your eyes." Then she keeps talking and explaining the world around you. You often fall asleep with her. Then one of them carries you to your nest.

Lo'ak is the careless one, at least, to an extent. He's also your chance to escape. He often tries to steal you from them and take you with him. "We're gonna have so much fun together." Sometimes you go to him and pull his arm, pointing the forest. You want to go very often. Spider, of course knows what's happening unlike Lo'ak. You wanna go alone and get mad whenever Spider or someone else wants to join. You try to push Spider and yell. "Whoa, whoa... Calm down. It's not gonna happen."

Tuk is the tiring one. She just wants to play with you all the time. Please jump around with her and play like her age. When you sit and do nothing, which happens all the time, she complains. "C'monnn, get up! Why are you doing this?" She pulls your arm and makes you stand up, but you sit back and turn around. You're so stubborn.

Neteyam is the responsible one, you can say. He's always around and always checking on you and his siblings. Partly because his father demands it, but mostly because he wants to do it. But you notice him paying exta attention to you. He often gives you some food and kneels, watches you as you slowly bite it and look at his eyes. He expects a thank you and you give him. He thought you how to act in certain situations. He loves to pet your head and smile. "Let's lay down together. You can sleep on my chest."

Neytiri is the possessive one. She's already very protective of her family and she's extremely jealous of you. You're like her adoptive child, but not quite like Kiri. She sees Kiri as an intelligent being and equal to her children. You're totally like a reactive human... doll or something. She literally treats you like a brainless pet and she makes you feel like you don't have any capacity of thinking by yourself. You hate it so much. She expands her arms and nearly babytalks to you while smiling. "Come, my baby. Come to me."

Jake is the leader in your eyes. You notice how he leads his family. He knows how to be strategic and how to make a move. After all, he was a marine. Neytiri wants to attack right away, but Jake stops her and explains why they should wait or do something else. And he shows his leader side by wanting to make sure you have everything. Is your nest comfortable for a human? Are you healthy for a human? How much do you sleep? He makes sure that you meet your human needs. He places you in his lap and checks your body to see if there's any injuries. He touches it gently and examines every part of your body. You yelp and struggle in his arms. "Shh... easy, baby girl. We're so grumpy today, huh?"

Spider technically isn't family, but... he is actually. Neytiri hates dislikes him, Neteyam has his own priorities, Jake has other stuff to think about and Tuk simply couldn't care less. That's all. This situation doesn't seem to bother him, though. He just wants to hang out with Lo'ak and Kiri. And you. He's the watcher. Always, always makes sure that you're not running away. You hate him. "Hey, where are you going?"