#daringintro

biography

- hazel grew up as the youngest of the loxley family. they already had four boys, arthur, thomas, john and michael. mike was close to her in age, so they were always very close, but she’s pretty close with all of her family. - her brothers are also pretty protective, kind of stereotypical. Hazel had a growth spurt but before that she was scrawny and she’s always been a quiet kid so you can’t really blame them. - her childhood wasn’t really special. she grew up in a small town an hour outside raleigh by car. she had a small group of friends, she had her family, she had everything she could wish for, really. - however when college came around, she started to look for something that was close enough to home so she’d be able to visit if she wanted to, but far away enough that she could start her own life, outside of a town so small it started to suffocate her. everyone knew everything about you, it seemed. hazel hates that feeling. besides can you blame her with four overprotective brothers? nope - she chose audeo, and her major became forensic science, to no ones surprise. she’d always been a curious kid. some would say nosy, even. she liked science, she liked to know why things were the way the were. she also loved mysteries. as she got older she got really into true crime. forensic science is basically everything hazel likes most combined. - the past two years have, again, been pretty uneventful. she goes to a party here or there, she has some friends. she’s never been one to necessarily want any more than that. she already feels blessed by just having a good average life. - of course that all changed when addie died. hazel was at the party were it happened, and ever since she’s been fascinated - or rather obessed - with the whole thing. especially since the dares started, she’s set her mind on solving the mystery. she always thought addie didn't really notice her, but of course she had noticed addie. turns out addie knew more about hazel than she'd ever thought or wanted. - hazel has always loved solving other people’s mysteries, but now she’s caught up with one, and she honestly? isn’t mad about it. maybe she likes a more eventful life after all. if only her deepest secrets weren't on te line. rip.

personality

- personality wise, she’s quiet, but observant. she’ll know you by name, she’ll know what colour your socks wore last wednesday. all while you will barely know who she is. - she genuinely doesn’t want to be creepy. she just doesn’t like being the centre of attention, but like i said she’s very curious. also she just really likes a good funky pair of socks so that’s why she’d focus on that ig. - she’s a bit of a tomboy, but she has a more feminine side. it’s honestly just what she feels like each day. - she’s actually pretty bubbly and funny and a bit dramatic when you get to know her. despite her quiet nature, she isn’t shy or reserved in any way, so it’s actually pretty easy to become friends with her.

connections

khun mae is the youngest of three kids. they has an elder sister ( mayuree ) and a twin brother ( sakda ). while her and sakda are twins they can. it’s always playful and they try not to come off as a whiny brat. khun man and their sister are extremely close, as she is only two years older than the twins.

home life was fine as a kid, nothing to report about or worry about. both parents were present and loving, extremely supportive of their children and the varied interests they had. mayuree really loved music and started her talents early in life. sukda became the sports fan of the three and was on nearly every sports team that would have him in middle school and high school. he currently attends the university of michigan as a second string quarter back with a full ride.

khun mae found her passion in art and dance. painting really became her thing, soon spending as much money as was allowed on new supplies. they started winning awards for art and it really made her want to continue this as much as they could into adulthood. while they knew they might not be able to make a living off art all the time, she agreed to go to school for something to fall back on. so she started earning a teaching degree as well as her art degree in order to teach art to others, wanting to perhaps bring the same passion to kids.

her second love had always been dance and they were great at it. able to pick up steps almost instantly and follow through with a new idea until completion, kun mae was a force to recon with on the dance floor. 

her life was always easy, her friends said. her siblings and her got on famously, her parents were amazing and not the least bit over bearing- until the accident. the accident was honestly her own doing, she was out late and making horrible decisions. “but what else are teenagers meant to do?” she asks herself, thinking there was no way she’d actually suffer for this.

until she was. her friend had lost control of the car, who shouldn’t have been driving in the first place. while they’d all had some to drink, the group figured he would be the best to drive them home safely from the party. sudka had stayed to close down the party and take his girlfriend of the time home later so khun mae got into the car.

she doesn’t remember much of the accident. the doctors said that wasn’t surprising with the amount of trauma she’d sustained. they were shocked she was conscious at all. days in the hospital turned to weeks turned to months when they learned the extent of what the car had done to her. unable to walk for months, khun mae still struggles on worse days. while most of the time they can walk without aid, they do have crutches as well in case.

they refused to walk the stage at her high school graduation, instead staying in the crowd to cheer on her brother. never once did her smile fade through her struggles, instead she internalized the struggles she faces so that no one else would have to suffer with her.

it took a lot of convincing for khun mae to think about college again, her admitting to mayuree  and sakda one day she might not go now because she doesn’t want to be that person who struggles to get around campus now. while they couldn’t help her, they did convince her to try and she enrolled as a full time student.

Q U I C K   F A C T S.

loves animals.

it’s really easy to tell their mood based on what they’re drawing at the time.

allergic to bananas.

enjoys kpop too much.

speaks both fluent english (first language) and thai (second language). learning japanese, would be considered conversationalist.

her mother is thai-candadian while her father immegrated from thailand. the two met in they want to revisit seoul one day.

attends physical therapy three times a week.

has partial paralysis of her left hand, causing a weak grip and inability to hold things for long.

loves makeup and considers it another form of art but personally wears very little.

once jumped out of plane on a dare.

favorite colors are purple, pink, and white.

hearing people talk about others making her embarrassed and gives her panic attacks.

wants to meet ariana grande in person.

vanilla coca-colas are their favorite.

has a guilty pleasure playlist of late 90s and early 2000s rap and hip hop.

hasn’t drank since the accident.

spyro is the only video game she’s ever owned.

favorite fruit is strawberries.

threatens to hit people with her crutches a lot.

she’s nice to a fault and tries to make friends with everyone.

oil and acrylic paints are her favorites.

bob ross videos are what started her passion for painting.

loves to eat limes like they’re oranges.

only 5′3″

can quote every line of mean girls.

has stayed up all night to finish a book a few times.

misses being able to sleep on a top bunk.

loves stars.

won a watermelon spitting contest in the 3rd grade.

thought about making a manga but hates any stories she makes.

owns too many stuffed animals.

terrified of clowns, to the point of crying at the sight of one.

loves the sounds of mechanical keyboards.

dislikes pie, prefers cheesecake or cobbler.

christmas is her favorite holiday.

hates using q-tips.

gets regular manicures.

blessed with synesthesia (seeing sound as colors), mostly related to music.

since the accident, suffers from really bad headaches as well.

loves to hand write letters.

yo !! message me to plot or like this thing here and i’ll slide in your messages. fair warning: i have no wcs in mind and im trash at plotting but i love doing it once we have a starting point. 

nick robinson, cismale, he/him. — you know riley godwin, don’t you? he’s the twenty year old sophomore who’s studying biology and living in thayer hall. they used to be addie’s confidant, but now they regret not trying to find her when she left the party. 

FIRST AND FOREMOST, riley is a fairly new character of mine so pls bear with me while i get to grips with him! i have this lil pinterest board i made for a bit of an overview

everyone’s maine squeeze (i would say that’s the last of my horrible jokes, but it’s not... i am sorry). riley is from camden, maine!! he’s the son of two b&b owners, astrid and nicholas godwin, and is the second youngest of five children. 

he had a pretty normal upbringing. apart from squabbles with his siblings, he was pretty much the golden boy in his parents' eyes, having graduated from high school as valedictorian.

riley is pretty close with both of his parents. they’re both incredibly supportive of him and have given him free rein for most of his life. despite this, he still feels want to make them proud one day.

he was always more into sciences than he was into any other subject at school. in p. the most selfless (but also selfish because $$$) decision he’s made, he decided to study biology at uni with the hope of eventually becoming a general practitioner; he does genuinely want to help people in the future. 

he’s the first in his family to go to university. riley really aspires to go on to med school after graduation, so he’s pushing himself extremely hard in terms of studying until then

this does not mean he’s not going to have a good time though! he definitely parties a lot

although riley is very outgoing, he’s definitely someone who won’t willingly come forth with much information about themselves, but rather try to learn more about you. this is what made his friendship with addie so important to him, as they’d share things with one another comfortably. 

whether riley wants to learn more about people out of genuine intrigue or for some kind of ammunition in case the relationship sours really remains to be seen? he’s pretty paranoid honestly and doesn’t trust all that easily. it doesn’t necessarily mean he’ll use it against anyone... but let’s just say he’s the person with allllll the receipts at his fingertips when things go wrong sdkfhdskfh 

in terms of personality, riley is hardworking, gregarious, protective of those he’s close to, and organised. but as said before he’s also paranoid, judgmental and quite hubristic? like... for anyone who has watched death note (the tv show; i haven’t seen the netflix adaptation so idk if it’s the same jhrehf) essentially like light yagami before he got the notebook

he just really likes feeling like he’s in control of every aspect of his life

*adore delano voice* he’s a fucking libra.

that ‘rule number one, never be number two’ quote is him in a nutshell.

UMMM that’s it for now! i’ll probably add to this over time so!!!

wanted connections

best friend. probably the only other person outside of his family and addie that riley has allowed properly into his life. they could either be a friend from home or just someone he has become very close with since being at uni!

party friends. riley and your character may never even speak on a day to day basis, but they both know to rely on another if they’re looking for a good time. 

the opposite. riley really likes to see himself as a realist. this would be someone who is a bit on the dreamier/idyllic side of things and they can either be unlikely friends or just butt heads whenever they interact. 

the online friend. idk i’d just love someone who got to know riley before university somehow online. they might have shared a lot about themselves and i’d love to explore what happens when that anonymity they had online has disappeared idk

the friend gone hook-up. bring me ur male muses for this one as this would have been how riley realised he’s bi. these two got close in riley’s first few weeks at uni and then one night one thing led to another... 

freshman year hook-ups. legit applicable to anyone

the buyers. UMMM so one of riley’s secrets is that he sold test answers in his freshman year to help pay for school. so in short, these would have been people he sold to (mostly science students i’m assuming but hey. boy is smart he could probably get you an a- in something else). they could totally be trying to continue buying~ that could be interesting to explore! 

the frenemy. riley is shady in his dislike of people and is never up front with it. this would essentially be a relationship filled with it on both sides; they could have been good friends and something happened or maybe they’ve always had this going on!

basic details

park jimin, cismale, he/him. — you know soren byeon, don’t you? he’s the twenty-one year old junior who’s studying kinesiology and living in thayer hall. they used to be addie’s party buddy, but now they have been ignoring the fact that she’s gone and have focused on moving forward instead of grieving.

birthday? april 1st. why? lifes a joke!

full sleeve on his right arm that ends in a rose covering his hand with a chest piece currently in progress

ears and nose pierced but he doesnt always rock the nose

emotionally stable? no. financially stable? also no.

loves the finer things in life but can barely afford the free breadsticks at olive garden no tea no shade just fax

hes a snake who loves that 5 finger discount!

selfish but also too invested in people he cares for

impatient af like.. chile

middle child ya he was dealt only the best cards in life

loves space and conspiracy theories #wow so original rite..

gets rlly obsessive over projects hes def a perfectionist

plays soccer, hockey, and baseball and is here on an athletic scholarship

bisexual / bitter / bilingual 

ADAMANT — stubborn as shiiitttttt like fr.. once he sets his mind on sumn and believes hes completely right cant be wrong then theres no changin his mind! at all! even if he realizes later that he was wrong he’d rather lower himself into the grave than admit it. he’ll also argue with you til the ends of the earth until the bitch literally dont have vocal chords anymore!

CONFIDENT — i aint consider him the bellwether for no reason. he always carries himself with confidence which he gets from wearin nice clothes and accessories plus always bein well groomed ig? like his hair is always done, not a speck of dirt on his shoes, that type of shit. even when his hairs messy it was done that way he would never go outside lookin like a wreck!

IMPETUOUS — this bitch reckless af! he does things to benefit himself and only himself most of the time without taking into consideration other peoples feelings or how it might impact them. thats not to say that he doesnt regret it after but lbr he normally? doesnt? see: selfish. hes just tryna get ahead tryna get that coin tryna get him sum gucci slides!

PETULANT — sulky, bad-tempered, etc is soren thru and thru! and he aint afraid to take everyone down with him either. hes def the type to stir up drama ngl but he’ll back it up too and he aint afraid to throw hands! hes been in his fair share of fights and tbh now that hes twenty-one and his ass is allowed in bars y’all been knew hes been in more than one bar fight with tons to come!

background rundown

soren grew up in a middle class family with an older brother and younger sister in boston where his mom was a bank teller and his dad was a professor at boston u.

he has two nephews and a niece who are all children of his older brother and he rlly loves them more than ANYTHING!

he has a super strained relationship with his father.. he was hardly around when the kids were growing up and he was verbally abusive to everyone in the household besides sorens younger sister.

on the other side he has a great relationship with his mom who loves to paint and always encouraged the kids to pick up something creative as well. her husband didnt agree tho and made her quit in order to focus solely on her job and bein a housewife. 

as they got older the fights started becoming worse and worse until they finally decided to divorce when soren was fifteen. by that point tho everything that his father said was ingrained in his head so he continued livin his life tryna please him.

he was def more interested in art like his mother but he pushed that desire aside to excel in athletics instead. he was really into hockey and soccer in particular so he became the best he could at both of them until he graduated and was offered numerous sports scholarships.

thats how he ended up at audeo university majoring in kinesiology which is the study of the mechanics of body movements. 

its also where he fully started his life of partying, drugs, alcohol, and sex using all of them as coping mechanisms to fill the void.

hes the type of person who loves affection, loves bein the center of attention, and thats a recipe for disaster especially when it comes to actual committed relationships. 

because of the stress in his life he mostly started doin cocaine to keep his energy up when he hadnt had any sleep and was runnin on zero but he does experiment with many others. that one is just his drug of choice ig.

because of his hectic schedule he doesnt have time for a job which means money is.. scarce so he started takin money from peeps in order for him to send them nudes or wtvr they wanted thru snapchat for extra money but SHUT this is one of his secrets so not everyone can know lmao!

but the truth of the matter is that while he loves playin soccer and sports in general he just.. doesnt really want to anymore and he doesnt want his world to revolve around it. he wants to move to paris and become an artist but he also still has that deep-rooted need to impress his father and prove him wrong so fuq him ig!

other shit

this will be updated so pls take this with a grain of salt bc i just wanna get the basicks out be4 i gotta blast :((

golden boy w/ a steel heart, hiding behind a loving grin and /////aesthetic///// insagram & finsta layouts, loves taking photos of his friends, lives for being tagged in photos he took, makes him soft as FUCK we out here!!!!!

lives off of iced coffee (no milk, half a portion of sweetener, but if u ask, HE WILL TELL U HE TAKES IT BLACK AND THEN SNEAK SUGAR IN THERE BYE), obscene amounts of red bull and thai zone and weed bc he a college boy in the 21st century yah

was addie’s fwb soooo uh feeling VERY weird abt this mess- hes a big fan of drinking, smoking, the classic college party ya feel, so he’d 100% have been there and 100% hasnt talked about his messy emotions which is just all kinds of :(

feels every emotion to absolute full intensity, never just has a ‘meh’ opinion on smthing. he decides he likes u? then you are the sunrise, sunset, what makes the fucking world go round, this boy would jump off a cliff for you. but that also means, if he doesnt like you, you are THE WORST and nothing could change his opinion on him

very judgey/dogmatic/whatever the fuck in that sense, probably hard to deal with

really good at cooking, but never does it 1) bc its expensive 2) bc he loves filling up his day with other stuff, he works at an on campus record store, so why would he waste time on cooking for one? lol bye

introvert? extrovert? depends on the day! try to predict, u cant!

hello hello! i’m bettina, and i’m incredibly excited to bring you all ezra! i embarrassingly don’t shut up but you… are not here for that anYWAY here’s a bit abt my baby! he’s brand new so i’m going to try my absolute darnedest not to ramble too much LET’S GO

you all know the boy who cried wolf right?? that’s deadass ezra. i wish i was joking

his parents would be fairly well known in the area, his mom is a stylist and his dad works for the news station so they got the $$$

despite being the only son, this child… honestly asks for too much attention UGHHH

ezra’s a whiner?? legend has it that even as a child he wouldn’t stop whining just to get what he wanted and he’s never grown out of it.

a v good liar and is not proud of it. he employs fake-crying techniques a lot and also lies compulsively… a lot… just to gain the favor of other people. he doesn’t really enjoy it but at this point it’s a reflex. y’all know how the entire kardashian family cries?? it... Be Like That sometimes

sometimes he never shuts up?? if you pick up on something he likes (which... ranges from like fashion to movie trivia honestly it can go anywhere) he won’t stop talking and/or ranting pray for ur kids

but as annoying as he is, he’s also super loyal?? often he thinks in the ‘help me i help you’ kind of way and as long as u don’t make him upset in any way he won’t turn the tides on you

so really he’s low-key evil but that rarely happens i promise

ezra loves milk tea! there’s almost never a day where milk tea isn’t in his ig stories so pls!! go get some milk tea with him!!

also is known to go clubbing with some... real lorde-style dancing... screaming at the top of his lungs esp when he’s hyped up on alcohol only to regret literally everything he’s Ever done

claims his party trick is “freestyle rapping” but pleasE don’t make him do it he’s so bad at it

is taking up journalism bc he wants to be like his dad eventually and get a job at the news station, reporting stuff, talking to people… but his reporting style is basically like billy on the street (“MISS, NAME A WOMAN”) so. that needs fixing

ridiculously clingy and affectionate tbh?? if he’s got your attention he will stop at nothing to keep it and make sure you know he likes you. he loves cuddles and is generally really touchy, never realizes he is until people give him death glares, then he cowers in fear

don’t scare him though pls he’s fragile.. squish his cheeks instead

a lil bit flirty and wants to kiss everyone dgahjsdsf

addie’s secret boyfriend?? no one else knows but it was low-key obvious bc whenever someone talked about her (when she was still alive), he’d get really fidgety. before they were dating u would be seeing him trying to approach her every now and then just to try to befriend her

but now he’s just even more annoying so save him pls

in summary he ??? wants all your love and attention? but is highkey annoying too so i don’t blame u if you just want him to shut up rip

minki was born in yongsan, south korea, and was the youngest of four siblings. the pregnancy was a surprise to his parents, and it was something they deeply regretted, seeing as they barely had enough money to keep up the family they already had. 

they tried to keep him for five years before realizing it just wasn’t financially possible without having a terrible life ahead of them. they couldn’t keep minki up to health, unable to feed the whole family most days. his parents were desperate and clueless. the only thing they could think to do was put him up for adoption. 

minki was still far too young to understand anything, thinking for at least a year that he’d see his parents again, and the center was just a strange vacation. eventually, a couple from america decided to adopt him.onl

at the age of seven, he was moving to america. it was VERY stressful for him bc... he couldn’t speak english and it was an entirely different culture he was being thrown into. luckily his adoptive parents hired someone to teach him english, but he struggled a lot for his first couple of years trying to keep up with everyone.

it got worse when he started actual school. he got rly miserable and didn’t like how behind he felt, and it made him rly secluded in school/unwilling to socialize with other kids.

that worsened as he got older and started to fully realize what had happened with his parents, and that he was the only child put up for adoption. he had an entire family in south korea, living a life without him, and that really messed with him more than anything else. it was when he decided that family does not mean unconditional love, and he started to question if love was real at all to begin with.

it made him VERY emotionally detached, and as much as his parents attempted to bond with him, he wouldn’t have it. they tried to pay for his love through money and he... never told them NO bc... $$$$

minki isn’t really known for being a good person... unless it comes to him around children. after being forced to babysit as punishment, he quickly realized that he couldn’t BULLY a kid,,, and then he realized that he actually works SUPER well with them. his whole attitude changed and he realized how good with kids he is!!!! it’s what made him want to become an elementary school teacher, since it’s something that actually makes him happy

he also REALLLLLLYYY loves photography. so much so he has huge containers full of photos in his apartment. he thinks he might have an addiction to wanting to remember every single part of his life. he fears a day that he starts losing all of his memories, so he tries to take as many photos of everything as much as possible. he’s rly good at it, and he does freelance photography work in his free time for extra cash

usually seen wearing clothing way too big for his body. it’s his brand. 

he is: impulsive and has zero fears. he loves suddenly getting up one day and just driving somewhere. sometimes he’ll drag people with him. he loves admiring things around him, and being outside. also: the quiet. his favorite. he’ll tape ur mouth if ur blabbing at him during his quiet time. don’t TRY him!!!!

catch him chillin at the park at 2am have a picnic by himself

hooks up w/ people a lot???? tbh he’s pretty flirty when he finds someone attractive unless they REALLY annoy him. he has a rly cocky attitude for the most part and he’s pretty good at going back and forth with someone. he likes teasing and he rly is the type to pull someone’s hair when he wants their attention :( hate him

he isn’t ever going OUT of his way to be mean. he just speaks without considering if he’s gonna upset someone? unless, again... he has a reason to not like them. then he’s a big bitch on purpose :(

his relationship with addie was: ex friends. the two got along decently, but there was a party... and honestly, minki doesn’t remember all of it, but he knew that it ended in him being pissed off at addie, and the two stopped talking. he DID NOT like her at ALL after that, and so he’s not too bothered by her death. 

fun facts: he loves scary movies, butterflies, and can rant abt people driving horribly for at least an hour. he’ll get sweaty over it and everything,,, relax, minki!!!

connection ideas!!!

ex-friends. someone who he was talking to consistently and then just… dropped them all of a sudden? probably some hurt feelings/confusion there yikes! he bails out if he thinks he’s getting attached to a person, so that’s definitely what happened here!

muse. someone he REALLY likes taking pictures of, but probably won’t ever tell them that straight up. likes dragging them places just to take pictures of them and then probably being fake about why he did it!!

travel buddy. someone he can rely on to go with him whenever he has an impulsive decision to take off somewhere. sometimes he likes to disappear alone, but SOMETIMES he likes taking someone with him, and when all else fails he knows he can trust this person 2 drop everything and go with him

old hook up(s). self explanatory… minki likes 2 pretend it never happened!!

childhood friend. someone he probably eventually dropped contact w/ cuz getting close to people is too much for him but someone who made him feel more comfortable in america ok

crush but not really? someone who he’s a lil infatuated with aka he wants to bang….. his current Mission, if u will

forced friendship. someone who he had to be friends with because of his parents?? maybe they disliked/dislike each other????

someone he broke the heart of. maybe they started dating because minki was bored, but then the other person got rly attached, and he was STARTING to get there, so he dipped and left them broken hearted.

hateship. the two rly love bullying each other. it’s just their Thing, if you will. they mock each other, but if someone else tries to butt in, they both get annoyed at that person for not MINDING THEIR BUSINESS.