#dan liveshow

dan live show

4/9/22

the video is unlisted you can only access it with this link or by saving it to a playlist

..and maybe it was the most wishful one yet, even if i’ve been dreaming a lot about dnp lately (essentially every one I can remember afterwards). 

i’m also not sorry if I make you miss what we’ve never had (yet), but know i suffer w you and sympathize. tho commend my dummy brain for creating it!!

Here it all goes .. strap yourselves in, it’s a long one!

Phil did a more casual liveshow, in the lounge or in their bedroom or something (probs both, starting in the lounge), with glasses (can’t remember the topic though. just he was fly and happy and in his pajamas). My pov was both from 3rd person inside their place, and, like, watching the ls uploaded to youtube later too.

Towards the last ten minutes, he was doing a q&a segment and drawing (can’t quite remember) where Dan suddenly came in. But in a weird way.. Phil was filming something using back camera (on MacBook, so impossible), when Dan came up w his soft curls, all giggle, and somehow (impossibly) pressed his cheek to it (though we knew he was there before as Phil addressed him, and I was watching from third person). On screen, it looked like he’d pressed it to a thin, smudged piece of glass, it was kinda strange. Obviously, that kinda messed with what Phil was doing, who was also trying to swat Dan away so he could finish, but it only made them both gigglier. 

Once he decided not to mess up the ending even more, and Phil was talking to us on ’front camera’ again, he went in for a kiss but caught himself and instead gave Phil the lightest peck on the cheek, dragging his hand through his quiff in the process. The he just left the room. It wasn’t mentioned again, but that didn’t mean Phil wasn’t.. well.. blushy as heck. 

Dan came back in just as Phil was saying goodbye, again, swaying his hips in a weird way, which was commented on- that ended up being the last words Phil said on his own liveshow, as Dan spoke last then took the computer, saying they should ‘watch out for something’ as he turned it off.

Not that it ends there though! 

It turned out that Dan was going to do a half-planned half-not ls (one he’d wanted to do but not quite been sure about, and he started it up literally a minute later), where he both discussed voting against tr*mp (so with a title that’d seem slightly familiar) and other topics. He was in his sexual-fantasies hoodie and only boxers, but as it’s long enough it didn’t matter if he got up or not. Didn’t stop Phil from being flustered though before he left the room to let Dan do his own thing (he was now in the bedroom, guaranteed). 

Dan’d get up at a few points, get himself a glass of water, so on, and’d then make small comments about what he’d supposedly just discussed, but from what I remember I can’t pinpoint much else about the actual conversations (it’s like a montage of the ls at this point - even when not from the pov of the actual ls - aka inside the apartment). 

His long, soft curls and incredibly flushed, pretty cheeks were a hot topic / noteworthy, ofc. He also.. (and don’t quote me on this obvs) looked almost glowingly happy. He had a bounce in his step that.. I can never pinpoint him doing before. 

Anyways, despite all of the fill, the thumbnail to Dan’s ls video was the absolute most memorable (the pov was crucial for this; it switched at one point from ’being’ the ls to watching it in first person) and there was a couple of reasons as to why. 

1. It was not a typical one pic thumbnail, but rather a collage-like montage dnp channels use/d when compiling only the best bits from the live shows. 

2. It included a shot of him standing up, coming back with the glass one of the times, knees out. In that moment he’d also said something about not wanting to make ”lovely Philly” do more work than necessary, therefore not asking him to get water for him (idk why i remember just that.. tho guess). 

3. Another picture was of him sitting kinda turned sideways like in many other live shows, his soft curls and rosey patch on show, and yet again, looking v v happy and content. He was also blushing for a specific reason, but I can’t remember exactly why (had something to do w either his new project or Phil in some capacity, though). 

4. One of the other pictures had a snapchat filter on it, while another was a random black frame. The forums loved that (last tid-bit of the dream before i woke was about internet discussing it, though i don’t have any more detail than that). 

5. The quality of the pictures were very 2014-15, like the old live shows (as if he wanted to make that impression one way or another, like in the thumbnail), while the actual liveshow was more like later live shows, though still not as good as Phil’s current ones (for obvious reasons *cough camera*). 

All throughout, was all very cute, very soft, and surely more domestic than any they’ve, well, ever, done. They were very open, and very much them, but turned up a notch. Think plant-video Phil combined with coming-out-anniversary-video Phil, just late at night, sleepy, domestic, even more energetic in a way, and soft (for all the reasons above). 

And that’s essentially it!! Now I’m just going to crawl into a corner, resisting to start writing this fic (( hi hi @thoughtathought , this is yours ofc :P )) until after I’ve tended to all my crucial, life-necessary matters

But it won’t be long before it blossoms and becomes alive! stay tuned

hi b! yep the infamous liveshow back in 2012 where once again people ask him if he’s sure he’s not gay and he says ‘find me the right guy, who-m-who knows what might happen’ (he stuttered a bit) (x) it’s real cute and probably the first time in 2012 he didn’t just outright stomp all over the idea of being queer