8 Years Daisuke Oshida ／ 押田大佑 Kagerou ／蜉蝣 The Studs Daisuke to Kuro no Injatachi ／大佑と黒の隠者達 This day has been in the back of my mind for over two months now. I can feel it coming as soon as Summer starts every year. Each year feels more and more personally painful than the last, I’ll never understand why the death of somebody I have never met affects me like this. It’s so haunting to know that this small piece of fabric, from the clothes that he wore, is the closest I will ever get to being able to know him at a personal level. My will to live has always been nonexistent, but in every suicide attempt, in every moment of mental carnage in my mind, Daisuke’s words always remained embedded inside me as my place of stability. My hero lived his life knowing he was likely to die at any given moment, but still managed to create beautiful and inspiring work that helped others feel at peace with themselves. If I could tell you anything from beyond the grave, it’s that you made an impact on the lives of countless people here on earth, and because of you, the will to live is stronger in the hearts of those you impacted. These two words are never going to truly be enough to express how I feel, but all I can say is... Thank you. Rest In Peace. #DaisukeOshida #押田大佑 #Kagerou #蜉蝣 #thestuds #daisuketokuronoinjatachi #大佑と黒の隠者達 #visualkei #v系
