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danke

20. how did i spend christmas? - with family

21. did I fall in love in 2014? - nope

22. what was my favourite TV program? - does the world cup count?

23. do I hate anyone now that i didn't this time last year? - well apart from people i hadn't met this time last year not really

24. what was the best book i read in 2014? - i didn't really read for most of the year, I am now though, so probably something around this time last year.

25. what was my greatest musical discovery? - Olivier Messiaen, easily

26. what did i want and get? - a job composing for a video game, a job with the australian boys choir

27. what did i want and not get? - a place in composition at melbourne uni

28. what was my favourite film? - whiplash?

29. what one thing made my year immeasurably more satisfying? - trinity college choir

30. how would i describe my personal fashion concept for 2014? - wear clothes to shield self from the elements

31. what kept me sane? - friends (tumblr friends included), and people who supported me while in hospital

32. which celebrity/public figure did i fancy the most? - maybe natalie dormer, or aubrey plaza

33. what political issue stirred you the most? - easily asylum seekers, although also education

34. who did i miss? - dunno

• WHAT WAS YOUR: 
Last Beverage: This coffee (Arabica) Last phone call: Mum Last text message: An old music buddy i've just reconnected with Last song you listened to: Lily Allen - 'LDN' (for real) 
Last time you cried: I don't remember, come to think of it. A few weeks ago? Maybe longer?



• HAVE YOU EVER:
 Dated someone twice: No, I find out what I need to know the first time Been cheated on: Not to my knowledge Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes Lost someone special: Yes, a few, and very special Been depressed: Yes Been drunk and threw up: Yes



• LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: Royal blue, letterbox red, black



• LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:


Made a new friend: Several - you don't go through a course like that and not bond on a spiritual level Fallen out of love: Yes. Shit happens. Laughed until you cried: When you've got the friends I do, it's a given Met someone who changed you: Of course. I approach every new person in my life as an opportunity to learn and grow. Found out who your true friends are: I've been forced to find out, but i've been pleased with the results. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes Anyone on your FB friends list?: Yes. But whatever.



• GENERAL:
 How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: I easily met half of them in person first. But. Is this not real life? (Is this just fantasy?)

• FIRSTS:
 First surgery: Tonsil removal, when I was little. First piercing: Ears First best friend: Cassie and Dale, family friends 
First sport you joined: Gymnastics (yeah, imagine me attempting to cartwheel)

First vacation: South West Rocks - a gorgeous little beach town up the coast. The family has been going there longer than i've been alive. First pair of trainers: The hell should I know?



• RIGHT NOW: Eating: Nada Drinking: Caffeinated heaven 
I’m about to: Do some housecleaning and get at least one writing assignment done that i've been putting off forever

Waiting for: Godot

• YOUR FUTURE: 
Want kids: I think so. I don't know if I can carry any of my own, and IVF/adoption prices would cripple me, so it's all a roll of the dice, isn't it? Get married: If I like someone enough and the feeling's mutual Career: Counsellor, fan, professional cheese-eater



• WHICH IS BETTER:
 Lips or eyes: Eyes - they tell you so much more about a person Hugs or Kisses: Hugs. Always. Forever. 
Shorter or Taller: I'm not really fussed Older or younger: Older. You don't have to pretend you know shit when you're older. You own everything you do or don't know. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous Nice stomach or nice arms: I hate that it's limited to these two options but if I were forced to choose, arms Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive

Hook-up or relationship: Relationship Trouble maker or hesitant: Tactful trouble-maker - I have a hearty appreciation for outspoken people who aren't afraid to stir the pot, but with good reason



• HAVE YOU EVER:
 Kissed a stranger: Yes Drank hard liquor: Yes Lost glasses/contacts: My eyes work fine 
Sex on first date: Not on the first Broke someones heart: Yes, and it's not an event i'm writing home about Arrested: No Turned someone down: Yes Cried when someone died: Yes Fallen for a friend: Yes



•DO YOU BELIEVE IN:


Yourself: Most of the time, and the rest I bluff my way through Miracles: Yes Love at first sight: No Heaven: No Santa Claus: No Kiss on the first date: What's to believe in? Either you're feeling it or you're not, and it's circumstantial