#czhng

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howl????????

were you not present for the great tiger testicle debacle of 2019 ?  

story  time .

so i had only 1 promo that i ever used from like may 2019 ( when i made my blog ) to december 2019 , because cal made it for me as a present and i literally hate photoshop from the deepest fibers of my soul . but one day in december , when i had just started writing in the kny fandom , i had decided that i was feeling bnha less and wanted a promo that i could share with my kny mutuals . so despite the fact the photoshop is where i go when i want my dreams to die , i opened that bitch up and started designing shit . i came up with this .

now, i had thought that shit looked good . i was implementing woodprint art , i had done it myself, i was like damn ,  howl , what was u insecure for ?  this shit don’t look half bad . u don’t need to be afraid of the graphic devil . i posted my promo . a few ppl reblogged it but for some reason it never had much traction . i never knew why . i never asked why because i just thought , the kny fandom is small . it be like that sometimes . 

well i go to reblog it later that month and there i see it . the third tiger on the left , right in between his fuzzy ass legs . just hanging there in the breeze . at this point i’m ready to start swinging . not one of my follows came to me and said hey howl , you know you got balls on your promo ? so i post this comment calling every single one of my followers out for betrayal of trust. and i come to find out an embarrassing number of them saw the balls and didn’t say shit . i was appalled . i was shocked . i was scandalized , outraged , and dismayed beyond all human reason . never in my life did i know betrayal like this .

             ONE HUNDRED QUESTIONS. [ accepting. ] 

    ❝OH, YOU are so joking,❞he drawls, some flippant gesture of dismissal as he crosses his designer-clad arms over his designer-clad chest, the jangle of a decadent array of gold jewelry and silver zippers clattering as he moves.  Between the meticulously curated outfit, the perfect make up slathered over the slightest imperfection, the strange way he carries himself as if a living caricature of the expectations of fame, he still steadfast believes that he is nothing if not the epitome of authenticity.  

having big ass feet

kin duplicates T_T

but what if i drew cherry in chun-li’s classic outfit...

hi :)

❝  come on ,  miss zhang——  ❞   single finger trails down the lapel of her coat ,  words follow suit ,  the uniform of a committed detective .  considered trepidation ,  a hand where it doesn’t belong ,  grasping something which was never hers ,  will never be hers .  she doesn’t pull ,  ada’s want was shown too clearly ,  a card played early .  her eyes look from where she holds to chun’s & back .  water begins forming at their edges ,  gleaming irises ,  & she allows hypocrisy ,  ❝  you know you don’t have be shy around me .  ❞  for herself ,  for both of them ,  the pretense of a normality they cannot claim .  it wasn’t restraint ,  mere reticence pulling them apart ,  women afraid to admit to a truth deeply felt .  it was common sense ,  the practicality of two women suited for different purposes ,  trying to reclaim their personal responsibility ,  separate lives never meant to intertwine & yet reserved to a fate so cruel .

HAPPY NOVEMBER! in order to celebrate my birthday month i will be making a POSITIVITY POST/PROMO POST every day of november for one of my favorite blogs/people! STARTING WITH:

@czhng​ [ THE LEGEND THE ICON THE INCOMPRABLE ANGEL ]

angel and me have only been mutuals for a short time, but i think i will remember the SCREECH i let out seeing her blog show up on my activity page FOREVER.

as someone who is biracial white+chinese american, chun-li is an absolute ICON to me, and it meant so much to me to see someone love CL enough to devote an entire blog to her AND put so much care and detail into their portrayal. i mean. just LOOK at the about page. it’s basically a LOVE letter to CL, and it’s so beautifully written that i just want to cry tears of joy!!!!!! every aspect of their blog is lovingly crafted, and u can see how much time & effort & thought was put into every hc and even fc choice! and it makes me so happy to see one of the world’s most famous chinese characters so lovingly, creatively, and respecfully handled.

but angel isn’t just talented, creative, and one of the most loving & respectful to their muses rpers i’ve ever seen. (though of COURSE that’s a HUGE draw.)

angel is also HILARIOUS and so NICE and friendly and open with their thoughts and heart in conversation! i love talking to angel and plotting with her is SO EASY! she’s incredibly accomadating---even to multi-muses, like me!