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The match sizzled just as a roaring flicker of orange flame ignited, swiftly slender finger tips grasped the pastel pink candle neck shoving the flame against the wick. Her lips pressed together blowing out the heat just before it had a chance to sear her dainty fingertips. She closed her hues for a moment, curling each finger inward until six more candles ignited. Each flame dancing to the rhythm of it's own beat, tossing a few sprigs of lavender into the scorching tub of liquid. Stripping each piece of fabric from her pale fragile frame, she sank into the fiery waters. Sapphire hues darting to each candle, her expression blankly following the flames as they grew, faded, and grew once more. Like a game of cat and mouse each one wishing only to blaze bright as possible. A long sigh vibrated up from her throat, closing her eyes for a moment in an attempt to keep her emotions under control. โ Are you okay? โ The deepest darkest voice erupted among the silence.
Aaron's lashes stayed shut, the voice continued. "๐ผ๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐จ๐ค๐ก๐๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง๐จ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ?" He questioned, โ ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข? โ The voice asked once more, moving from the corner of the bathroom to the tub side. โ ๐'๐ข โ ๐ ๐ ๐ฃ ๐ . โ She lied, fluttering open her eyes to meet the half-decayed hues of Death. She smiled slightly dropping her head. His boney finger tip moved underneath her chin, forcing her to look at him. โ Aaron. โ She raised her brows, โ What? โ His skeleton-like-head tilted to the side examining the blank expression upon necromancer's face. โ I'm fine. โ She repeated, swallowing the lump in her throat. โ Than why do I sense such ๐ผ๐ธ๐ป๐ป๐ธ๐ in that big heart of yours? โ He knelt down in order to get a better look at her. โ I said I'm fine, I just want to be alone. โ Aaron pleaded, glancing toward the hooded figure.
โ ๐๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต. โ โ Yes I do! โ โ If you really wanted that than why seven candles, Darlin'? โ She shrugged quickly. โ ๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ช๐ด๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ? ๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ? โ His hues trailed down, โ Just give up, Aaron. You know you don't belong h e r e. โ
โ I told you once, I've told you a million times. ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ซ๐. โ She exhaled a half annoyed sigh. Beginning to wish she had never lit the first rosy candle. โ You belong with me. โ His voice raspy and drier than she remembered. โ Just because I have theses abilities does not give you free claim over me. โ She protested, shaking her head. โ ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ. โ
โ Than why did you call for me? โ He questioned. โ Because I needed a reminder, that ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ก ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ & nothing reminds me of that more than your sorry soulless ass attempting to convince me that I should end it. โ Her hues narrowed, beginning to twirl each finger tip inward. One by one the candles light diminishing, Death's jaw dropped for a moment. โ One day, you will choose me. ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. โ
The last candle flicked to an end and the figure had vanished. A sigh of relief left her rosy lips. โ ๐๐๐ฒ๐๐, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐๐ฒ โโโโโ ๐๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐๐ฒ. โ
The ebony pines stretched in all directions as Aaron forced her way into the night. Leaves crunching with each dainty step, that took her deeper. Further into the vast confusing maze of evergreens that was Beacon Hills forest, however the necromancer knew each twist and turn would lead her toward her hide away. A special safe haven that would allow her to connect with all the spirits buzzing around her. Hoping to release their souls from this earthly plain. The voices began to grow louder and louder, as she neared the small cemetery. The stones carved with names long forgotten came into her view. A small toss of her stomach, caused her to stop in her tracks drinking in the eerie setting before her. Moss gathered tightly on each grave site matching the over grown ivy that wrapped around the large concrete angel statue which sat in the middle of the cemetery. It's gray face and wings had been chipped by time and weather. โ โโโโโ ๐ด ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ด'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ฒ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ด'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.โ Aaron took a deep breath as her fingertips grasped the iron gate, slowly she tugged it open with a loud sequel. The blonde grit her teeth to the shrill noise, stepping inside the dead's domain. Her eyes fell directly on the crept in the very back of the small cemetery, it was cracked as if someone had been inside โโ someone alive. โ Fuck. โ She mumbled, dropping her satchel of candles, sage, and other things that could help the dead move on. She quietly crept toward the opening, before peering inside. Flames flicked from a single candle, a shadow danced across the cobblestone wall. Aaron quietly pulled the large door open slightly, the shadow hauled. โ ๐ท๐๐๐๐, ๐ผ๐.๐ฑ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. โ He grinned, twisting his head around to meet her sapphire hues. โ How do you know my name? โ Tall slender man with bony facial features extended his slim finger in the directions of the grave markings. โ Is this not your family crept? โ โ What? โ She took a small step inside. โ Come closer & ๐๐๐. โ Cautiously the blonde made her way inside the small stone room. Immediately mildew and decay filled her nostrils, she could almost taste it on her tongue. Aaron cupped her palm over her nose and mouth, peering over at the craved stone. The words she could barely read, โ I can't see it. โ A laugh blew out the candle, and the room was consumed in darkness. โ P-please light the candle! โ She stammered a shout, immediately feeling a pair of hands run up the back of her head and into her hair yanking her backward into the pitch black. The whispers grew louder and louder as pairs of hands tore at her clothing and hair. Aaron opened her mouth to scream but nothing arouse from her throat. โ ๐๐๐ซ๐จ๐ง, ๐๐๐ซ๐จ๐ง, ๐๐๐ซ๐จ๐ง. ๊ฒ๊ฒ๊ ๊ฆ๊, ๊ฒ๊ฒ๊ ๊ฆ๊, ๊ฒ๊ฒ๊ ๊ฆ๊. โ They repeated, the blonde felt as if she was sinking, merging with the dirt. Gasping for air, she clawed at the earth. ( ๐๐ค. ๐ฃ๐ค. ๐ฃ๐ค! ) Her thoughts screamed, as the hands continued to drag her down. Ghostly palms dragging her delicate pale skin down, bleeding wounds mixed with dirt. The taste of earth in her throat the voices whispering all the things she didn't want to hear. She gasped for air one last time, her body riddled with scratches. The earth surrounding the blonde, her eyes fell shut with her last effort to breathe. Sapphire iris becoming milky as the seconds past, ( ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ช๐ณ, ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ช๐ณ. ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ! )
Moments passed her heartbeat shallow, before white orbs fluttered open. Her porcelain skin filthy from the grave. Outside the crept her frame laid flat not yet lifeless, attempting to process what they had done. โ Am I dead? โ ( ๐๐ธ๐ฝ ๐๐ฎ๐ฝ. )
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ย โ tagging : ย @gotabatโ @thewailerโ
adapted from this post ! BOLD what definitely applies to your muse. italicize what somewhat applies to your muse. repost; do NOT reblog.
๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย tries to do everything at once, doesnโt know when to stop and take care of themselves, bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty, has entirely too much on their plate ๐๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย idealistic, spends a lot of time trying to impress others, doesnโt like to apologize, eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general, a tad codependent ๐๐๐๐๐๐ . ย the most flip floppy people ever, whatโs todayโs mood?, never apologizes, in denial 90% of the time, their way is the highway, desperately needs a break, they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them ๐๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย the literal meaning of iโll give you the shirt off my back, isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them, wants to change but is scared of change, complains a lot but never takes advice people give them ๐๐๐ . ย ย no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one, is actually really sad inside, honestly needs a hug, exhausted always ๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย can dish it but canโt take it, rushes everything, anxious, plans their future but forgets to live in the moment, sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind, talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are ๐๐๐๐๐ . ย solves everyoneโs problems but their own, is actually really sad and lonely, gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it, will do anything to justify bad decisions, honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesnโt really love their self ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย easily set off, will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason, keeps a lot in, so observant that they often times find out things that hurt them, too many โwhat ifsโ swirling in their heads, has trouble showing their true selves ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย impatient, brash, commitment issues, body issues, doesnโt realize they donโt need to change for anyone, has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed, just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย scared people wonโt like them unless theyโre at the top of their game 24/7, takes a lot for them to talk about their feelings, secretly struggling, fake happy, needs a plan but doesnโt know what that plan is, confident but insecure at the same time, wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyoneโs expectations of them and live normally ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย gets heartbroken like 30 times a week, trust issues, can be unmotivated and disinterested, feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked, doesnโt know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive, confused, expects little ๐๐๐๐๐๐ . ย ย empathetic often to a point of no return, plays the victim, doesnโt know when to say no, cynical, hermit, is very impatient, trusts everyone too much, can be secretly very critical and judgmental, can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction, needs a lot of validation
๏ผจ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ?
๐๐๐๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ฒ, ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ You are a very passionate person. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ, and that definitely includes love. You need someone who will match that passion, that intensity. You need someone who will care about you as much as you care about them, but you have a hard time finding that. You're usually the ๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ค ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐๐จ ๐ข๐ค๐ง๐, and it's sad sometimes, but it's okay. But you will find someone who loves you just as much as you love them.
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๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ
you want to be chosen and for it to be on purpose & to last a while. at least the length of a good long car ride. and then another one back to where you came from. it is the contained intimacy of sharing music and sharing food and sharing time while the world flies by. while the world isn't inside along with you. car rides exist outside of time, they are a pocket of memory we build ourselves into. they linger afterwards. you want that. you want the screaming music and the weird conversation by the beach at 3 am. you want to be wanted and for the world to stop for a while. ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ ๐๐ ๐๐ก๐ค๐ฃ๐. i hope you cross the continent with a friend or lover that you can share silences with. i hope you end up in places you never thought to drive to. i hope you finish one trip and start planning out the next. tagged by : @gotabat tagging : anyone who wants to do it.
๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ you ๐๐ฃ๐๐ค๐ฎ the ๐น๐ช๐ฒ๐ท๐ฏ๐พ๐ต ๐ท๐ช๐ฝ๐พ๐ป๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฝ๐ฑ brings, ( OR ) maybe you want so badly for a ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ that ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ก ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ, into your life.
Aaron Raven Blackburn / Necormancer / An ocean of emotion // selective & shy, A crafted original muse written by Meghan since 2014. Derived from the mystical worlds of teen wolf, the vampire diaries, lucifer, supernatural, crime verse & more.
* ย EIGHT PEOPLE IโD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW BETTER! .๐๐. ( ALIAS / NAME ) โโ Meghan ๐๐. ย ( BIRTHDAY ) โโ ย February 21 ย ๐๐. ย ( ZODIAC SIGN ) โโ ย ย Pisces (sun) Cancer (moon) Sagittarius (rising) ย ๐๐. ย ( HEIGHT ) โโ ย ย 4'11" A literal elf. ย ๐๐. ย ( HOBBIES ) โโย ย ย Painting, drawing, interior design, magicak, cooking, yoga, tarot, & restoration. ย ย ๐๐. ย ( FAVORITE COLOR ) โโ ย ย Black / Muted Pink ย ย ๐๐. ย ( FAVORITE BOOKS ) โโ ย ย If I'm honest I love supernatural teen books, anything a little mystical I can get lost in. ย ๐๐. ย ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO ) โโ ย ย California Vibes by Alex Skrindo & KLARA (Sap shit okay? I'm in love what do you expect?) ย ๐๐. ย ( LAST FILM OR SHOW WATCHED ) โโ ย Alice in Wonderland (2010) We're all fucking mad here. ย ย ๐๐. ย ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE ) โโ ย ย I usually draw insperation from painful times in my life, or just from my dreamy mind. Spooky movies help as well, crime shows if I'm working on detective Aaron. ย ย ๐๐. ย ( STORY BEHIND URL ) โโ ย ย xbadluckbaby, is a quote from this song by xylo called Afterlife it's basically a form of saying that badluck follows Aaron around and she'd be better off dead. (wow that was dark.) TAGGED BY :ย ย @boysarcasm TAGGING :ย ย ย @thewailerย , @fatalruinย ย &ย anyone else who wants toย !