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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Once Upon a Time (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Captain Hook | Killian Jones/Emma Swan
Characters: Captain Hook | Killian Jones, Emma Swan
Additional Tags: Canon Universe, Post-Canon, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, True Love, Romance, Drabble, kind of drabble
Summary:Â Post-canon. Killian thinks about his past and what the future holds for him and Emma.
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the story:
the reason birds can fly by philthestone
genuinely i sometimes wonder if i am the only person who has read this little gem of a fic. canon-divergent post-s5 finale and an absolute delight of absurdity and ... reality from Henry Mills' POV as he heads to college after everything he has survived.
the binding:
sewn boards paperback legal quarto. designed to look like an american school kid's composition notebook. took me ages to line up the notebook lines and then they didn't print that way so i had to trim it pretty much by hand using a guillotine. speckle design from stock imagery printed on sparkle HTV. modified spine with bookcloth, no backing, to give it that rounded feeling. in retrospect, i might have made a few different choices; if i ever print it again i might try black kraft paper with white sparkle HTV so the feeling of negative space is different. but this bind has been in progress over a year and i'm happy just to be holding it in my hand.
yes, the first page is on the wrong page. yes, i (mostly) did that on purpose. lol.
Emma first becomes aware of the steady sound of the wind blowing past the window as the house breathes in the steady night. Then shes made aware of the scratch of her pillow and the warmth of her blanket. And then she is made uncomfortable with the lack of weight around her.
Trying not to fight off the grogginess of sleep calling her back to slumberland, she turns over and reaches out. Disappointingly she feels the sheets empty and cold.
She rolls on her back as a humiliating whimper escapes her throat. She groans as she pushes herself up. Her body feels heavy as it fights against the activity, wishing to go back to its prone state. Her head feels the heaviest as her neck refuses to hold it up right, allowing her head to lull to the right attempting to gain purchase on her right shoulder. She throws the blanket off her causing a chill to roll over her. She swings her legs over the edge of the bed and with great effort forces her self to stand.
For a moment sheâs thankful for the carpet in her bedroom but is soon met with the cold hardwood of the hallway. She begrudgingly shuffles her way down to the next room with very careful steps. As she comes to her destination she see the door is already cracked open. Reaching forward she slowly opens the door wider to find the sight she has found for the past month.
Her husband stand at the corner of their daughters crib.
They had moved her into the nursery earlier this month and every night since she has woken up alone in bed to find him in here.
Killian turned at the slight creek in the door. Though this has been a nightly occurrence he is still surprised every time she catches him. He wears guilt etched in his frown and furrowed brow as he tiptoes to her slumped figure against the door frame.
âApologies, love,â he whispered, âDid I wake you?â
Emma falls into her husband and he catches her cradling her in his arms.
âKillian this has to stop,â she whines into his chest.
Killian runs his fingers along her back trying to sooth his wife. âI only wished to check on her.â
Emma slides her head up until she can look at him, âYour daughter is fine. Your wife is not.â
The first couple of times she found it endearing. How he worried about her safety. Emma would be lying if she didnât have her own anxieties. But with the house secured and with each night passing without incident those anxieties have calmed.
Then it was cute. How he couldnât get enough of her. âShe has her mothers bewitching beauty.â She recalled him saying one night. He just wished to look at her a moment longer.
Now itâs frustrating. If only for the fact that Emma, who has spent more nights than she can count alone, has gotten used to having a body wrapped around her at night and now canât sleep more than an hour without her husband by her side.
She knew after finding out she was pregnant she needed to prepare for sleepless nights. She just didnât know the sleepless nights werenât caused by her new born daughter but by her obsessive husband.
Killian brought a hand up and pushed her knotted hair out of her face. Leaning down to press a gentle kiss to her forehead. He gently shuffled her out of the door way and closed the door.
âYour right my love. Allow me to remedy that.â He said as he gently picked her up allowing her head to fall onto his shoulders.
She nuzzled herself into his neck and let out a tired sigh. He carried her back to their room, shut the door and maneuvered them back onto their bed never letting her slip from his arms.
As his wife readjusted herself, making herself comfortable curled up against his chest, he reached over pulling the thrown blanket over them once more. Relaxing against his pillow he started up again tracing soothing patterns in his wifeâs back, relishing in witnessing her breathing evening out once more. Then it was his turn to close his eyes take in a few deep calming breaths and allow the darkness to take him.
You, Me, and Who You Used to Be | CS Fic (CSSS 2024 Gift for BelovedCreation)
Merry Christmas!!
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Using your prompts of pining, Enchanted Forest, and angst with a happy ending, I give you:
Summary: (CS movie divergence) After getting her parents back on track, Emmaâs magic returns. But before she can conjure a portal home, Killian is abducted. Alone in a world she knows nothing about and with no idea how to find Killian, Emma enlists the only personâor rather, pirateâwho would be as motivated to save Killian as she is. However⌠Killianâs past may just be what destroys the future. CS
AO3
Words (so far): 5k+
NOTE: This is currently only the first chapter of this fic - long story short, the fic I spent weeks on just was not coming together, so I last minute changed to this one. It was an idea I had written the beginning of years ago that I remembered when I was trying to find something to align with the prompts you gave me :D so I knew it would be perfect to write for your gift!! I spent the past week working super hard on this trying to get it finished for you in time, but it was getting so rushed and you do not deserve a rushed gift!! So I decided to give you the first 5k words now, and I'll be updating it with the rest over the coming weeks! :)
Chapter One (under the cut!)
A/N: Story context: This is a canon divergence of the CS movie, which begins right after Emma gets the wand from Rumplestiltskin. (He does not send him to his vault of do-not-touch things in this version tho. Weâll pretend Elsa gets to Storybrooke some other way lol. Iâll also be ignoring Marian, which, the show pretty much did when it just ended up being Zelena anyway lol.Â
Emma smiled at the faintly glowing wand in her fingers, feeling the warmth of the return of her magic, lighting a glow in the vast dining room of Rumplestiltskinâs castle.Â
Everything was back on track.
Including herself.
Perhaps she had been trying to take the easy way out, blocking her magic from returning so she could go back to New York with no ties left behind.Â
But more than anything, it was Killianâs smile now that made the warmth inside her grow even more, and if it wasnât her imagination, made the wand spark a little brighter.
âIt works,â whispered Emma, staring at the wand in awe, eyes snapping to Killian. âMy magic is back!â
âI knew you could do it, love.â said Killian softly, a relief in his eyes, like it was for both the possibility of getting back home, and for the fact that he still blamed himself for her powers being taken in the first place.Â
âAh, the Savior, of course,â murmured Rumplestiltskin from his perch on the edge of his dining table. âI should have known you would have magic of your own.â
Emma suddenly realized just how much Rumplestiltskin knew. âIs it a problem that you knowâŚ?â
âIt would be,â he agreed, but lifted his hand, where a potion bottle materialized. âHowever, I have spent the past few hours mixing myself a Forgetting Potion.â
Emma smiled. âGood. Well, letâs do this, then.â She then lifted the wand, about to attempt to bring forth the time portal.
âWait, wait, wait,â said Rumplestiltskin, jumping down and pushing her hand with the wand down. âNot in here. You might bring any number of my possessions with you.â
Emma winced, eyes finding the myriad of scary-looking things in the castle, wondering just how catastrophic that could be.Â
She looked from Killianâs raised eyebrow to Rumplestiltskin. âSo where do weââ
But not a second later, Rumplestiltskinâs castle was gone, and suddenly they were outside. Trees, greenery and blue sky replaced the walls of the Dark Oneâs abode. They werenât too far from the town below, and not far off was the sea. But they were in an empty enough area of the forest that no one should see anything, and nothing should come with them.
 âWell,â said Killian, giving her another smile, âready, there, Swan?â
Emma nodded. She lifted the wand again, concentrating on her magic, on the emotion in her chest, bright and raw. The tiny flicker of a portal, like a zipper drawn in the very fabric of the air, appeared before them.Â
Killian grinned. âThatâs it, loââÂ
He was cut off with a grunt, and Emmaâs eyes snapped to him, her concentration broken and the tiny beginnings of the portal fizzled back out of existence.Â
Emmaâs heart stopped.Â
They were no longer alone.Â
A burly, muscled man had his arm around Killianâs neck in a chokehold, his other arm pinning Killianâs left arm to his side. Killian let out an angry, surprised snarl, jerking hard against the grip.Â
âHook!â cried Emma, jamming the wand in her back pocket to hide it and running toward him, only skidding to a stop when three other thugs suddenly flanked the first.
âSwââ began Killian, his right hand scrabbling at the hold around his neck, but his airway was quickly cut off. Red rushed to his face, and Emmaâs heart froze.
âSorry, darlinâ,â said the manâs raspy voice. âWe got direct orders to bring Captain Hook in. He stole from us last night, and now he gonâ pay. Pretty stupid to show yer face in the open like this, without yer crew, no less.â A dark chuckle. âShoulda sailed away when he had the chance.â To someone behind him, he shouted, âLucky catch, men!â
Killian struggled against them, something angry and feral, landing a blow to the man's gut. The man growled and stumbled, and Killian reared back to hit him again until the man snapped, âStop fightinâ or the wench dies!â That made Killian freeze, staring at her with icy horror.Â
For a moment, Emma and Killian stared at each other, and it felt like time stood still.
Panic rushed through Emma's chest.
Magic.
Magic.
But she had no idea how to use her magic.
And if she took even a step forward, she'd get a sword through her in seconds.
Killian grunted as a second thug grabbed him on his other side, ripping Killian's sword from his sheath.
Panic rose even sharper in Emma's chest.
Killian swallowed, eyes locked onto her. âGoâhome,â Killian managed, his eyes pleading and broken, with something in them that looked like goodbye, only making Emmaâs eyes burn.Â
âHookâ!â breathed Emma, running for him, but froze when three swords pointed in her direction, so close to her it made her stumble back, falling to the ground.
And by the time she made it back to her feet, they were gone.
-.-.-.
Dark had fallen.
The air had chilled.Â
But none of it gave her the cold dread inside her chest.Â
Sheâd searched for hours.
But those men obviously knew this forest better than she did, and it was easy to get lost in it.Â
Too easy.
She let them take him.
Emma kicked herself.
She should have done something.
She should have done something.
She should have been spending all the time back in Storybrooke learning magic instead of shoving it away.
Because now Killian was gone, and it was all her fault.
She got them stuck in the past.
She was the reason Killian stopped trying to free himself from those bastards.
She was the reason that they may never see each other again.
Emma couldnât stop seeing his eyes.Â
The resignation.
The defeat.Â
The horrible, utter sadness.
She was now alone, and sheâd never felt this alone in her entire life.Â
It was one thing to grow up being alone.Â
And it was another thing entirely to find people, to fall for people, and to have them ripped from you.
It was an entirely different thing to know what it felt like to not be alone.
And ever since meeting Killian, more or less after he decided to become a part of something , heâd been practically glued to her side. Heâd voluntarily gone back to the land he hated more than anywhere, heâd given up his revenge, heâd found her in freaking New York City âan endeavor Emma still didnât know how he managed to doâand how he managed to find her in a world he knew hardly anything about?
Emma stopped on the path, feeling the chill of the air.Â
Even the air felt different in the Enchanted Forest. It felt⌠unearthly, which, wasnât exactly off point. The magic in the land seemed to crackle like a charged atmosphere. The animal sounds, the nightly coos and caws were different, and all this different was unsettling andâŚ
She really, really didnât want to admit she was scared.Â
But Emma didnât have Mary Margaret with her this time. She didnât have a princess squad to help her through. And, she didnât have Hook.
Killian, who was god knew where.Â
He might even already beâ
No , said a firm voice in her head, trying to quell the hair that raised on the back of her neck at the thought. They wouldnât have kidnapped him if they were going to be quick about it.Â
The idea of him suffering at allâŚ
Emma swallowed, hard, trying to shove down the rush of panic that shook her fingers.
How the hell was she supposed to find him?
She was a complete outsider.Â
She not only wasnât from this town, she wasnât from this world , and she wasnât from this time, not by a long shot.Â
She was trapped thirty years in the past, and Killian could be anywhere.Â
âGo home.â
Emma shut her eyes at Killianâs echo.
Go home.
He wanted her to go home.
He wanted her to leave him here, conjure the portal, and go home.
The very fact that he thought she would made her chest hurt, because how could he think sheâd leave him here?
ButâŚ
âYou really thought Iâd let you drown?â
âGiven our history, can you blame me for being uncertain? â
Here she was thinking how he could possibly think she didnât care about him, whenâŚ
âDo you even care about them? Or anyone in this town?â
He said anyone.
He meant me.
And replaying it all, how could she think heâd know she did?
All sheâs done since he saved her in New York, was walk away from him.
But she did care.
She more than cared.
And now, she may never â
No.
Emma opened her eyes, ignoring the burn in them.
Determination set into her face, Emma made up her mind without hesitation.Â
There was no way she was leaving here without Killian.
The thought of returning to life without him, living without himâŚ
It felt wrong.Â
Something about him in her life just made sense. Even now, she felt like something was missing, and suddenly she was wondering how she ever considered leaving her family, leaving him, to go back to New York.Â
âGo home.â
She couldnât go home when he already became her home.
ButâŚÂ
How on earthâor, how in the Enchanted Forestâwas she supposed to find him?
And before they did something terrible and irreversible to him?
âHe stole from us last night. Now heâs gon' pay.â
Emma blinked.Â
Killian didnât steal anything from anyone; she knew he hadnât. Heâd been too concerned with messing up the time continuum.
He hadnât stolen.
But Emma had a pretty good feeling who had.
And Killian was currently paying for his crime.Â
Emma smiled grimly, a plan unfolding in her head.Â
She started walking, faster this time.
She just hoped the Jolly Roger was still in port.Â
-.-.-.
Emma clung to the shadows when she entered the town.Â
Thanks to Rumplestiltskin returning her clothes, she was no longer wearing the ragged dress and cloak that they had stolen, and was back in her jeans and leather jacket. Something that, Killianâs voice reminded her, hasnât come into vogue, ever. So⌠she had to be careful. They just fixed the timeline; they cannot ruin it all over again.
But Killian was worth that risk.
As she clung to the dark areas of town, Emma was reminded of a younger her, living on the streets, dodging shadowy corners to pitch black alleyways. It was evening, the sky blackening with an array of stars, but the town still bustled with life, mostly around the taverns.Â
Emma passed the tavern she and Killian had found his past-self in, and Emma risked a look inside, but he wasnât there.Â
Her heart quickening, Emma suddenly worried he wasnât even in town.
She picked up her pace, following the path past-Hook had led her down when heâd been her inebriated guide.Â
Emma emerged from the cover of an alley, looking up to see the sea, and ships of all sizes moored at the docks. And among themâ
Emma felt relief flood her.Â
The Jolly Roger.Â
She smiled despite herself, picking up her pace. As she got closer, she could see the crew retracting the anchorâ
They were leaving.Â
Her heart pounding, Emma began to sprint.Â
With grunts of heaving, two members of the Jollyâs crew were lifting the gangplank.
It was halfway up when Emma got to it, flinging herself off the dock and onto it, barely making the jump. She slid down the wood, landing in a heap on the deck.Â
âWhat in the blazesâ?!â
The two men nearly dropped the gangplank, but managed to finish shutting it, faster, as if worrying that someone else was going to attempt Emmaâs jump.Â
Her entire body throbbing from the mistreatment, Emma slowly picked herself up from the deck. She quickly noticed at least a dozen pirates were staring at her in shock.Â
But a voice broke through the din, and Emma would recognize it anywhere.Â
âWell, you donât bloody see something like that every day.â
-.-.-.
Despite her protests, Emma had been manhandled by two of the crew members and dragged into the Captainâs Quarters a moment after sheâd seen him. Heâd witnessed her reckless jump onto his ship, but hadnât said a word to her yet.Â
She was currently in the chair opposite his desk, two burly hands on her shoulders keeping her pinned down, and Hook was in his chair behind the desk, staring at her in silence.Â
âWhat are you doing aboard my ship?â he said finally.Â
Emma flicked her eyes to the pirate holding her down, then back to Hook. âIâll tell you, but only you.â
Hook sighed, then flicked his eyes to the man behind her, giving a minute nod and a slight roll of his eyes. Then, when the door clicked shut, he gave her a pointed look.
Emma let out a breath, her heart beating in a frenzy. This Hook was not half as drunk as he was when they last met. His gaze on her was cold and measured and there was no trace of the softness Killian had now. It unnerved her, this air of danger he held, sitting before her. Waiting.Â
But Emma swallowed, trying to remember, this is still Killian. Just⌠buried under two hundred years of pain and resentment.Â
It didnât make her feel better.Â
âI need your help.â said Emma at last, holding his gaze.Â
His brow lifted, like that was the last thing heâd expected her to say. âMy help?â he echoed, lips twisting a little in amusement. âIâm a pirate captain, lass. Youâve mistaken me for someone who gives. Pirates take.â
Emma resisted the urge to roll her eyes at the irony that all heâs done the past two years was give.Â
Worry fluttered in her stomach, suddenly wondering if her Killian was all right.
And when did he start being âherâ Killian?
Emma let out another breath. âYeah, thatâs actually what brings me here. All I need to know,â said Emma slowly, âis who you stole from last night.âÂ
Sheâd thought it through; if she could just get the name or the place of the person who heâd stolen from, she could go find Killian without Hook ever needing to know she was from the future.Â
Hook paused.Â
Suspicion suddenly gleamed in his eyes.Â
He stood, and rounded his desk until he was standing before her.Â
The suspicion only deepened in his eyes.
Emma could feel the danger radiate off him like a cologne.Â
She was trying not to shrink under his intense gaze when he leaned even closer, his face inches from hers. He searched her eyes.
âYou,â he whispered. âI remember you.â
Emmaâs heart skipped. âYou do?â she breathed.Â
She should have known it was irrational to think he meant he remembered knowing her.Â
Because his eyes narrowed, coldness in the blue. âYou owe me a nightcap, love.â
Emma froze. âOh,â she said, biting her lip. âDidnât blame the rum, huh?â
He leaned back slightly, but looked no less predatory. âIâm guessing this is from you as well,â he said, brushing the metal of his hook to his cheek where Killian had hit him.Â
Emma winced. âNot exactlyââ
He was suddenly in her face again, eyes narrowed, colder than ice. âYou were trying to get me drunk. To get on my ship,â he muttered. âWhy?â
Oops.
Emma tried to think fast.Â
She did not like a version of Killian that scared her, and this one did exactly that.Â
As if to prove the point, he raised his hook, tracing her jaw until the tip was underneath her chin, forcing her head up. Emma gasped reflexively, suddenly realizing how bad of an idea this had been. âTell me,â he hissed, âor this will be rather unpleasant.â
Emma swallowed, trying to stem the rush of fear. To hell with the timeline. âIâm from the future.â
His brow rose sharply, surprise and a little confusion slipping into that cold expression. Clearly time travel was not one of the things heâd expected her to say.Â
It was the second time sheâd surprised him, and Emma knew he wasnât an easily surprised man.
Before he could interrupt, she went on, wincing as the sharp tip of his hook stung. âIâm telling you the truth,â she said quickly, fear sending a shiver down her spine. âIâm from⌠about thirty years in the future. I think. Itâs really hard to keep track with all the curses," she finished, which even to her ears sounded like she was crazy.
âTime travel is unheard of.â said Hook, dismissing her whole story.
"You spend two hundred years on an island where time doesn't even exist and this is too crazy for you to imagine?" snapped Emma exasperatedly.
He ignored her. âNow, what are you really doing on my ship? Clearly if youâd gotten what you wanted, you wouldnât have been daft enough to return.â His eyes looked her up and down, his brow lifting when his eyes reached hers, and Emma glared at him. âAnd if I had gotten what I wanted, that night would not have ended with you injuring me.â A cold smile. âWell, not in the traditional way, anyway.â
Emma huffed out a breath, almost forgetting just how innuendo-clad he once was. âLook, Iâm telling the truth . I need your help toââ She gasped, the tip of his hook digging slightly deeper.Â
âYou will tell me what I want to know,â said Hook quietly. He removed his namesake, and Emma winced. âIâll give you the night to think it over. Lie to me again," his voice lowering, dipping into the personification of danger as his gaze bored into hers, and she tried not to shrink under it, "youâll be walking the plank in the morning.â He moved away from her, and Emma realized she'd forgotten how to breathe.
âHookââ began Emma, but Hook simply barked, âJenkins!â
The door opened, and one of the men who had dragged her down here walked inside.Â
âTake her to the brig.â
Emmaâs heart pounded. âNoâ Hook,â she said quickly as he sat nonchalantly back at his desk. âI needââ
Emma was grabbed from behind and forced out.Â
He didnât look up as they took her.Â
But when he thought she was out of sight, she saw him briefly touch his fingers to his lips, something unreadable stirring in his eyes.
-.-.-.-.
Emma waited until she was left alone, and the ship had quieted down enough to suggest the crew was asleep.
Theyâd bound her hands in front of her, which was their first mistake.Â
Feeling a sense of deja vu, Emma felt along the ground until she found something useful. Finding something sharp and thin enough to work, she quickly got to work on the lock to the cage.Â
The trouble was opening the door without it creaking, which took her plenty of precious minutes.Â
Once free, she left the brig, and quietly made her way to the armory.
It was good that she was familiar with the ship after Neverland. Plenty of hours on the water had her nervous energy getting the better of herself and sheâd done some extensive exploring. Sheâd paced the ship enough to know where its creaky boards were, so she was inside the armory in silence quickly.Â
Emma grabbed the first blade she could findâa knifeâand freed her hands, then took the gag from her mouth.Â
Gripping the knife in her shaking hands, Emma left the armory, walking down the hallway to the door at the very end.Â
The Captainâs Quarters.Â
Feeling plenty of uncertainty, but needing to know where Killian was, Emma slowly reached for the door handle, glad the ridiculously loud chorus of snoring from the crew covered much of the noise she made.Â
Slowly and without breathing, she opened his door.Â
Emma shut it just as quietly, and the noise of the snoring was muted.Â
Emma turned.Â
The cabin was dark.Â
And there, lying on his bed, was Hook. Asleep.
She could see him breathe beneath the blanket.Â
Carefully, and avoiding every creak in the floor she knew of, Emma crept up to his bed.Â
Then, she held the knife an inch from his throat, opening her mouth to wake him.
âDo I need to explain what a nightcap is to you?â
Emma jumped a mile in her skin.
Hookâs eyes were open, and he looked from the knife at his throat to Emma. A raised brow, he deadpanned, âYou escaped.â
âYou underestimated me.â she countered. He lifted his brow as Emma continued firmly, âI need you to help me.â
âHelp me?â he echoed. His eyes flicked from the knife to her eyes. âYouâre taking your life in your hands threatening me, lass.â he said dangerously.
âIâm trying to save your life!â snapped Emma.
His brow hitched higher, again flicking his eyes pointedly to the blade, then back at her.Â
Emma sighed, removing the knife from his throat.Â
He still didnât move, eyeing her still suspiciously. âHow is it you think youâre saving me?â he asked.Â
Emma sighed shortly. âLook. I told you I was from the future. I am. Iâm from your future. And I didnât get sent to the past alone.â She took a breath, hoping telling him wouldnât implode the timeline. But she was scared, she was alone, and without his information, she would never be able to find Killian. She could only hope that after she saved Killian, heâd still exist when they returned to their time.Â
Emma sighed. âWhen I got sent here, you came with me.â she said finally.
Confusion kneaded his brows with honest puzzlement, and for the first time he looked almost like her Killian. âI⌠what?â he managed.
Emma sighed shortly. âYouâ future you,â clarified Emma. âYouâre here, in the past, too.â
Hook looked lost in thought for a second. Thenâ âThat was bloody real?â
âWhat was?â asked Emma.
He sat up, regarding her with both suspicion and shock. âThe dream I thought I had of you, up until you foolishly returned.â Emma glared at him flatly as he went on, âI sawâŚâ
âYourself,â finished Emma impatiently. âYeah. You punched yourself.â At his very perplexed expression, she went on, âI told himâyouâit was a bad idea. So, blame yourself.â He blinked in utter confusion. But, at least, he seemed to believe her story. âLook,â said Emma, âwe were on our way back to the future when some huge guys kidnapped him because they said he stole something and he needed to âpay for itâ.â she finished in a bad facsimile of Killianâs abductorâs voice. Her eyes burning into Hookâs, she said, âWhat did you steal? Who are they and where did they take him?â
âYouâre telling me,â said Hook slowly, âthat there is a future version of me out here?â
âYes,â said Emma through gritted teeth. âNow what did youââ
âTell me, love,â said Hook casually enough, though the coldness in his words was back. âWhat is my future?â
âI canât tell you that,â she said exasperatedly. âAlready I need to get you a Forgetting Potion to make sure you get to that future.â
He stared at her for a long moment, a million things happening behind guarded eyes. But finally, his brow lifted a fraction. âAnd Iâm just supposed to believe this?"Â
Emma groaned. âWhat proof do you want?â she said impatiently. âYour father abandoned you and Liam; you used to be in the Royal Navy; you became a pirate after what happened to Liam in Neverland; youâre currently on a suicidal mission to kill Rumplestiltskin for taking your hand and Milaââ
âStop!âÂ
Emma froze, having been angrily ticking off the trivia on her fingers, to see Hookâs eyes with more emotion than sheâs seen from this version of him yet.Â
âHow do you know all that?â he breathed. For once, his voice lost Hookâs edge, and he sounded like Killian. The danger evaporated from him in seconds, replaced with something almost... lost. âItâsâit's been centuries sinceâ"
âYou told me.â said Emma simply.Â
âI⌠told you,â repeated Hook flatly, words rolling off his tongue like something foreign. The edge in his voice swiftly returned as he demanded angrily, âAnd why the bloody hell would I do that?âÂ
âHow should I know?â snapped Emma, her anxiety getting to her and sharpening her own tone.
He rose to his feet, and Emma did not like the feeling that he was attempting to use his height over hers to intimidate her. He leveled a look at her, with something different in his eyes, something dangerous in a new way. âTell me one thing, lass," he began, voice casual-sounding, but underlined with something that sent a shiver down her spine, "and maybe I help you.â
âWhy wouldnât you help me?â exclaimed Emma, standing her ground. âYouâd be helping you!â
âThat remains to be seen.â He stepped toward her, and damn it he didnât even need the hook to be imposing. âTell me, lass.â Another step, and Emma felt her back hit the wall, not even realizing sheâd been retreating. His gaze bored into hers. âDo I get my revenge?â
Emma swallowed, suddenly feeling a familiar sense of dread as to when the past version of Rumplestiltskin had asked about whether or not he found Neal.
When the silence spread a little too long, she whispered, âHookââ
âDo I, or not?â he demanded, voice clipped. Cold.
Dangerous.
Emma felt paralyzed.
The Hookâthe Killian âstanding before her was completely hellbent on getting his revenge. Heâs been at it for centuries, and the anger and pain in his eyes overpowered the blue in them, so much so it was hard to remember that Killian and Hook were the same person.
And here, Hook was his vengeance right now.
There was hardly a spark of him.
If she told him the truth, that he not only doesnât kill his crocodile, but chooses to live peacefully in the same town as the monster? Gives up not only his quest for vengeance, but turns into a hero?
And worse yet, that he lets go of Milah?
For her?
From the amount of anger sheâs eliciting from him right now, she doubted heâd be happy to know that information in particular.
So, she decided to tell him the truth.
OrâŚ
Part of it.
âNo,â she said finally, watching his brow shift dangerously. âNot yet.â
He searched her eyes, his face like stone. âNot yet?â he repeated, voice low, almost threatening.
Emma swallowed the fear slipping down her spine, hoping she was still as good of a liar as she once was. âNot yet,â she confirmed, which, still, wasnât a complete lie. She took a breath, holding his gaze, preparing herself.Â
And she lied.
âIâm helping you get your revenge in the future,â she said smoothly. âThe Dark One is currently living in a realm without magic. Heâs vulnerable. Iâm helping you get there.â She swallowed, her entire body rigid. Hook was pin-silent as Emma finished, âWe accidentally got sent to the past on our way there. Thatâs why I need you to help me. If you donât, you will never get your revenge.â
Emma fell quiet, holding her head high, clinging onto confidence she didnât feel in the slightest.
Killian could read her like an open book.
If this version of him was as perceptive as he comes to beâŚ
If he found her lying to himâŚ
Again âŚ
Emma tried to ignore the fear prickling in her veins.
He held her gaze, pinning her to the spot with his eyes alone. Watching her eyes carefully, his narrowed.Â
Finally, he said, âWhy are you helping me?â
Emma tried not to flinch at the obvious distaste in his voice. She thought fast, and found something that held nothing but truth. âBecause,â she said, âyou did me a favor. Iâm repaying a debt.â
His brow lifted. âQuite the debt.â
Emma felt something stir in her chest, thinking of all that Killian has done for her. âIt was quite the favor,â she said quietly.
His brows kneaded with question, like he wasnât sure why he would bother to do her a favor.
Emma was quickly becoming irritated with this version of Hook.
âHow are you helping me?â he asked then, gaze boring into hers, almost as if he was trying to poke holes into her story to see if it would leak. âWhy do I need you?â
It was spoken so carelessly.
And it hurt.
Emma was surprised at the sudden burn behind her eyes.
Sheâd brushed off Killianâs affections, his obvious devotion to her, more times than she could count.Â
And here he was, looking at her like he couldnât have cared about her less.
How could she have wasted all the time she had with him?
Getting him back now was the longest of long shots, forâand it made sharp fear race down her spineâ he could already be dead.
Blinking away the emotion, Emma huffed out a breath, trying not to appear as hurt by his words as she was. âIâve got Light Magic,â she snapped, making surprise lift his brow. âYouâre trying to kill the Dark One. Do the math.â
He stared at her for a long moment, eyes narrowed, danger rolling off him in waves.
Finally, he spoke.
âI help you, and, him,â he muttered, uneasily over what to call his future self, âget back to your time,â he said slowly, âand then I will get what I want most?â
Emma felt the ghost of a smile touch her lips, for she didnât have to lie for this one. âYes.âÂ
Sweat dripped from his fourhead. Not only did he have to keep himself alive, but he also had to keep that- pirate boy alive too. Kokiri grunted as a hard pain julted his sheild arm into him as he defended himself from a likely fatal attack, it had reminded him of when he was tackling Dudongo's Cavern for the Gorons, the double Lizalfos fight, where he hid under his over-sized sheild for protection as the swings from the monster hit the sheild and had it dig into his back before he found an opening thanks to Navi and struck one or two times before the process repeated. Kokiri looked up to see what was attacking him, and it was a- well. It looked like a moblin- but it was pink and pig-like, and it carried a sheild.
With a clean dodge from another attempted swing at his heart, he rolled around the beast and slashed his gilded sword into its back, it let out a cry of pain, flailing its meaty arms about and kokiri continued to slash at it until it was dead.
One down.
The next smaller monsters went down easily enough, they were nothing compared to the prev- Kokiri's thought was cut short as he heard the pirate boy get knocked over with a slight yell, whatever he was fighting... didn't look like a monster.
Kokiri hurred over to the large masked man and didn't hesitate to start swinging. He had managed to get a couple of hits in before it... disappeared?
Kokiri knew better than to lower his guard, but he was unsure of what it was planning,
"Above you!" The pirate boy yelled in warning as Kokiri looked up, he was right, the swordsman was above him, falling, sword pointed at his head, his hands found themselves casting Farore's wind before he could stop them and in a flash he had teleported himself to the side, avoiding the strike. The pirate boy, who was now on his feet, had delt the final blow to the masked warrior, who jumped back and surrounded himself in red runes and with a clap of his hands, vanished. This time it was clear it wasn't coming back.
The pirate boy sighed, "Nice teamwork that was," he grinned, great he was the talkative type, "You really showed them up, kid!" This boy was getting on Kokiri's nerves the more he spoke. What right does he have to be calling him a 'kid?' "So," the curly haird boy stepped forward, "how did you do that" he gestured with his hands, the same way Kokiri did when casting spells, but with over exageration in finger wiggling.
He sighed. He wanted to avoid this. "I used a spell," he decided upon. The disappointment look on the sailors' face was clear. This answer wasn't satisfying enough.
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Well hello! I am so so sorry that this has taken me so long to get this out to you all. Life has been..a know life and the muse left me for so long. But I'm back and ready to bring you the rest of this story and many more. Since it's been 3 years (jeez) since this story was updated I'll provide a link below so you can get caught up. Also if you would like to be tagged in this and any future works let me know!
AFILAM A03 link = https://archiveofourown.org/works/34290355/chapters/85316980
Killian Jones had a feeling when he woke up that today was going to be a shit day and man did he bloody hate being right. As soon as he walked into headquarters this morning he knew something was very wrong. The lobby had been a flurry of activity with what looked like every single Guard member rushing around the room. When he had spotted his partner David Nolan and made his way over to him, Killian could tell by the look on his face that whatever happened, it was bad. But nothing could have prepared him for the scene he saw in the woods.
Sanctuaries were supposed to be sacred, protected places for outcasts or wayward travels and any violence against one was punishable by death. The building when they had come upon it was completely destroyed with only the outer structure remaining and once they crossed the threshold they saw the massacre that had occurred. Charred bodies littered the floor, unrecognizable except for the occasional fangs, horns and pointed ears to help identify the types of species that had been there. He had been examining one of the bodies when he heard David calling his name from the other side of the room. When Killian reached his partner, what he saw made him stop short.
Laying by what used to be the window was the body of a woman. The body wasnât what made him stop short, it was the state the body had been in. Unlike the other bodies, this woman had been completely untouched by the fire. Her face was frozen in fear and agony and one of her hands was clutching her chest. Killian looked over at David in disbelief, then the older man pointed to the floor, there next to the body was a symbol traced in the ashes.
When he knelt down to get a better look at the symbol, Killianâs eyes widened, he immediately recognized it. His head snapped up to Davidâs, his partner's face conveying exactly what he was thinking, that this was worse than they had first thought. That symbol hadn't been seen in over Twenty Years and the individual who used it was long dead. How it ended up here is very troubling and it was for that very reason why David and him were now here at the Millâs Coven.
Out of all the supernatural beings, he distrusted witches the most. At least with creatures like vampires or demons he knew what they were after, they had a clear goal in mind. With witches though, you could never quite know if they were being truthful or not and it was usually too late before you found out the truth. Â
Thatâs why he wasnât buying the shocked look on the witch sitting across from him face. Witches were loyal to their coven. There was no way that they would say or do anything against one of their own.  Â
âI donât understand. What do you mean you think someone here had something to do with the murder?â The witch, Emma he believed her name was, said angrily. She was a beautiful woman. He thought so when he first saw her walking toward them earlier, all sweet smiles while welcoming them.
David turned and glared at him for the abruptness of his statement. âWhat my partner means, Ms. Swan, is we have come into some evidence that someone from this coven could be involved and we would like your input on the matter,â he said, trying to ease the tension he could feel between his partner and the woman in front of him.
Emma threw one last heated glare at the dark haired man before turning her attention back to Guard Member Nolan. âWhat kind of evidence do you have?â
David reached into his jacket and pulled out an envelope. Opening it he took out two photographes. "Ms. Swan, can you tell me if you recognize this woman?â he asked, passing her one of the pictures.
When Emma looked at the photo she gasped at the image. âOh my God! Thatâs Glinda!â she exclaimed in horror.
âGlinda?â David asked.Â
âSheâs one of our senior witches or she used to be.â Emma whispered, still not believing what she was seeing. âWhat happened to her?â
âIâm very sorry to say that she was in the sanctuary when it was burned down,â David told her sympathetically.
Emma looked up at him in confusion. âWhy would Glina be in a sanctuary? She wasnât running from anyone.â
David went to respond but was interrupted.Â
âWhat do you mean she used to be your most senior witch?â Killian asked sharply.
 Emma turned to glare at him. âShe left the coven. Relocated back to her hometown,â she responded through clenched teeth.Â
âWhen did she leave?â David inquired gently, hoping to put the young witch at ease after his partner's abrasiveness.
âShe left about a week ago,â Emma said while still shooting daggers at Jones.
âDid she tell you, or anyone, why she was leaving?âDavid questioned further.
Emma turned to him and shook her head. âNo. She left in a hurry. She didnât even say goodbye to anyone.â
Killian scoffed.
âDo you have something to say?â Emma demanded.Â
âAye. You're telling me that one of the most senior witches of your coven just up and left without any explanation and nobody found that the least bit suspicious. I thought you witch types were supposed to be smarter than that," Killian said harshly.
"Now you wait a damn minute! I don't know who you think you are but you have no right coming into this coven and speaking to me in this manner! I don't give two shits if you are a Guard Member!" Emma yelled, rising to her feet to stand in front of him. She knew she shouldn't be talking to him like this but he was being a dick.
Killian looked up at her speechless. He didn't expect that sort of reaction. She was gorgeous standing before him, blonde hair tousled and green eyes on fire. She was magnificent and if she hadn't been a witch he might have been tempted. Too bad that she was.
âOkay. Why donât we all just calm down and take a deep breath," David suggested as he quickly rose and stood between them.
"I certainly hope you don't conduct all your investigations like this." Emma seethed All the while narrowing her eyes at Jones, who had the audacity to smirk at her.
"No. You'll have to excuse my partner, it seems he left his manners at home," David said, turning to Killian and silently telling him to shut the hell up. His partner rolled his eyes then gave him a quick nod of his head.
Emma sat back down trying her best not to pay Jones any attention. Taking a deep breath she faced Nolan. "I don't understand, Glinda didn't have any reason to seek shelter in a sanctuary. She wasn't cast out and she certainly didn't abandon us. What was she doing there?" she lamented, still trying to wrap her head around the fact that Glinda was dead.Â
"It might have something to do with this," David said, passing her the other photo. "Does the symbol look familiar to you?"
Emma took the photo and frowned at the image, it was a little hard to make out what with it being traced in what she assumed was ashes. It was a dagger with what looked like a rose wrapped around the blade. "No. I've never seen this before. What is it? " She asked, handing back the photo.
David exchanged a quick glance at Killian silently communicating with his partner before turning back to the witch. "Ms. Swan.." except he didnât get the chance to finish his question because a voice interrupted him.Â
âWhat on earth is going on here?âÂ
All three heads turned toward the sound of the voice to see a dark haired woman walking towards them. She had the air of authority around her and judging by the look on her face, she was not pleased with the situation she walked in on.
âRegina,â Emma said as she hastily rose to her feet and out of the corner of her eye she saw the two men do the same. Her aunt looked as poised as ever but Emma could see a slight bit of nervousness that was uncommon for Regina. "These gentlemen are with the Guard."Â
"Yes. I know," Regina says matter of factly before turning toward Nolan. "Hello, David," she said in greeting, her tone oddly fond.
"Regina," David says coldly, his demeanor instantly changing in the presence of the woman.
Regina smirked slightly at him. "To what do I owe the pleasure of this impromptu family reunion?"
"We aren't family," David said harshly.
Emma and Killian looked at each other in confusion. Their mutual animosity was forgotten for a moment as they watched.Â
Killian looked at his partner in shock. "Wait a bloody minute. You know her David?"Â
âUnfortunately,â David responded.
âOh! David you wound me,â the dark haired witch said mockingly.
âEnough! Regina weâre here on High Counsel business,â David said firmly
âWhat kind of business?â Regina asked in an annoyed tone.
âGlindaâs dead, Regina,â Emma informed her gently.
âWhat,â Regina says, clearly taken aback.
âThere was a fire at a sanctuary, it was burned to the ground. Glinda was inside,â Emma explained.
âHow do you know it was Glinda?â she asked, with a stricken look on her face.
Killian, having had enough of beating around the bush, grabbed the envelope out of Davidâs hand. âBecause of these,â he said, taking the photos out and tossing them on the table. He watched as Regina took in the images before her. A sense of delight went through him as he saw her eyes widen. âLook familiar?â he asked, gesturing toward the photo of the dagger and rose symbol.
âThat symbol has nothing to do with me,â Regina hissed in contempt.
âRegina, do you know what it means?â Emma asked her aunt.
âItâs nothing!â she said dismissively.
âOh, you know itâs not nothing.â Killian said before turning to Emma. âItâs the insignia of a very dangerous dark magic user, one your aunt knows very well,â he said, throwing a smirk Reginaâs way.
âYou need to stop talking right now,â Regina said, taking a menacing step toward him.
âItâs the reason that sheâs dead. The fire didnât kill her,â Killian informed them, not backing down.
âWhat do you mean?â Emma asked.
âOur head healer came to the conclusion that Glindaâs heart was crushed from within,â David informed them while casting a pointed look at Regina.
Emma gasped. âThatâs impossible! Thatâs a dark magic act and itâs been outlawed for centuries.â
âDarling, if you actually believe that, then you are more naive than I thought.â Killian
sneered at her.
Emma could feel herself start to tremble with rage at the man standing across from her. She opened her mouth to tell him exactly what kind of jackass he was but never got the chance because suddenly a loud bang rang out.
All eyes turned toward the sound. David had apparently taken out his sword and slammed it onto the table. âEnough! this isnât doing us any good!â he said, his voice filled with anger. He took a deep breath to calm himself. âObviously we arenât getting anywhere, so for right now weâll be leaving,â he turned to look at Regina, âbut make no mistake. Weâll be back.â
âDavid you canât be serious,â Killian said, clearly not happy with his partner's decision.
âLetâs go,â The older man said as he picked his sword and the pictures up off the table.Â
Killian leveled a glare at the two witches before he turned and followed his partner to the door.
XXX
When they got outside Killian turned to David. âWhat the hell was that!?â He demanded.
âNot now, Killian,â David said through clenched teeth. He knew that coming here was going to be tough, but he thought he could handle it. He had almost breathed a sigh of relief when instead of Regina another witch had come to greet them. That relief was short lived of course when the woman he hated with every fiber of his being walked into the room. David would normally call himself a pretty level headed and calm person but he knew he had to get out of there before he did something he regretted. He took a few deep breaths to calm down before heading down the path towards their car.Â
âDavid. Would you hold on a minute,â Killian said once he caught up to his partner.Â
âWhat!â David snapped as he spun around to face the younger man.
Killian stopped in his tracks, slightly taken aback by the older manâs demeanor. âWhatâs gotten into you, David?â
âI donât want to talk about it right now. Letâs just get back to the compound,â David said tersely before getting into the car and slamming the driver's side door behind him.Â
Killian stood there in shock until the sound of the car starting broke him out of it and he quickly got in the car. The drive was quiet, neither man said anything for fear of setting the other off. Killian stared out the window thinking back on the interview. To say it was a disaster would be an understatement and if he were being honest Killian was one of the main reasons why it was. He knew that he let his anger get the better of him and it might hurt the investigation to come.
Killian turned to look at David and a stab of guilt went through him. He owed the man literally everything, Killian would be dead in a ditch somewhere if it wasnât for David. Before becoming a Guard Member, Killianâs life had been hell. His Mother had died when he was young leaving him and his older brother to be raised by their absentee father. Parenthood didnât agree with their no good father anymore and after a few years, he left in the middle of the night and then it was just him and Liam on their own until..it was just him.Â
When David found him he was angry, vengeful and on the verge of doing something incredibly stupid. David had talked him down. He had brought Killian back with him to The Guard Headquarters and since then, David had been his mentor, partner and friend. Becoming a Guard Member had been the best thing that had ever happened to him. He had found a community of people that he loved and respected including Davidâs wife Mary Margaret, who welcomed him with open arms.Â
The car coming to a stop pulled Killain back to the present and saw that they had come to a stop in front of David and Mary Margaretâs house. âDave. What are we doing here? Shouldnât we be heading back to headquarters and briefing them on what happened?âÂ
David didnât look at his partner as he turned off the car, still too angry about everything that happened. If David was being honest he wasnât really even all that mad at Killianâs behavior tonight. He knew how the younger man felt about witches, so he wasnât entirely surprised by his reaction. No, David was angry because he had to go and tell his wife everything that happened tonight and he was not looking forward to it. With a deep sigh he opened the door and stepped into the cool night air.Â
âDavid whatâs going on? Why are we here?â Killian asked again. Concerned about how quiet his partner was being.
David finally turned to look at Killian as the younger man came around the car and stood next to him. âI need to talk to Mary Margaret,â he said wearily.
Killian looked at him in confusion. âAbout what?â
David sighed and ran his hand over his face in frustration. âAbout the fact that her half sister might be involved in a murder.â
So I havenât post on this tag for ages but I saw a TikTok, I remember how much I loved the love story between Emma and Killian I had to watch the show again.
Now, I canât stop thinking about doing a fic about it a time traveling hope.
Going back to prior she was even born to help her parents with something but she canât figure it out anything about herself. She is a girl with no name, no memories but (this) the notion that she is there for a reason.
People calls her the lost princess because she is a princess and she is lost and because Hope is clearly taking the role of Anastasia as her mom took the role of Odette.
Gingerbread Houses and Plays and Christmas! Oh My!
Second and Final Chapter!
Here is the second chapter! Sorry for the delay! This is the second installment of my fic for Captain Swan Secret Santa 2024 @cssecretsanta2020 and this is my gift for @whimsicallyenchantedrose. Thank you so much for being so patient with me! You are seriously one of my very favorite authors, and I hope this has been an alright story! I've been very worried about making this good enough for you!
Any and all feedback is much appreciated! I'm still continuing to learn to be a better writer, and would love any thoughts you might have. Thanks so much for reading! I hope you all had a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! (Or a Happy Holidays if you don't celebrate Christmas!)
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âPass the frosting, love,â Killian said, holding together two pieces of gingerbread. Emma passed him the pipping bag full of white frosting. The Swan-Jones household was busy making their gingerbread houses. They had cleared off the kitchen table and were all in deep concentration making their houses. Well, their gingerbread things. Emma and Hope were working on a gingerbread house together. Hope directed Emma and helped when possible. Henry had decided to make an AT-AT from Star Wars out of gingerbread. Killian had, as Henry predicted, decided to make the Jolly Roger out of gingerbread.Â
âThey are so going to vote for my gingerbread being the best!â Henry said, confident in his artistic ability.
âLad, donât get too overzealous. I am creating a mighty fine ship over here.â Killian responded. The boys decided to display their gingerbreads for their family to judge and pick a winner tomorrow morning on Christmas Eve. Everyone would spend Christmas Eve over at Emma and Killianâs for breakfast before more gatherings would occur throughout the day. The loser of their friendly competition had to do the winnerâs chores for a week.Â
âMama! We need more gumdrops for my roof!â Hope interrupted her father and brotherâs playful banter.Â
âOkay, relax. Iâll grab them.â Emma responded, shaking her head slightly at her toddlerâs enthusiasm. She jumped up and down for five minutes when Henry told her they would make gingerbread houses this Christmas season. âDo you want more of the pink and purple ones or all the colors?â
âPurple! And pink! And all of them!â Hope said, practically bouncing in her chair. Killian laughed quietly at his daughter.Â
âHey! Stop eating those candy pieces, little love. We need them for decorating. You can have a snack after we finish,â Killian chided Hope.Â
âSowwy! Candy is dewiscious!â Emma handed the little girl some more gumdrops, and she quickly went to work adding some on the roof of their gingerbread house.Â
âDo you guys want some hot cocoa? Iâm craving some,â Emma asked, getting the milk out of the fridge to boil on the stove. A chorus of âyesâes rang out in their kitchen. Emma got to work preparing four cups of hot cocoa while the milk boiled. This time next year they would have an infant, and everything would be hectic and crazy in a different way. Emma and Killian wonât be getting any sleep, and they had just gotten to the point that Hope would sleep through the night about a year and a half ago. They are still working on Hope staying in bed until at least 6:30 on school days, and 7 on weekends and breaks. Hopefully, Henry can come home from college for the winter holidays next year. Emma didnât think it would ever feel like Christmas if all of her kids werenât home.Â
The bubbling of boiling milk snapped Emma out of her thoughts, and she poured the glasses of milk into mugs before finishing making the hot chocolate exactly as they all liked. Emma took a minute to take in her family just the way they were- Henry laughing at something Killian had said, some flour in his hair; Killian putting a dab of icing on Hopeâs nose, causing her to burst out into a fit of giggles; her husband entertaining their kids, his smile lines showing in the cold, winter light streaming through the windows. She hoped their home was always filled with love and laughter like it was in this perfect moment.Â
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âMy AT-AT was better than your ship,â Henry grumbled as they walked up the steps to Reginaâs mansion.Â
âLad, just admit that you lost. Fair and square as they say,â Killian replied with a smirk.Â
âItâs only because the kids donât know what an AT-AT is yet. Everyone loves the Jolly Roger. And you!â Henry snapped.Â
âEveryone loves me?âÂ
âKillian, stop. Itâs Christmas Eve. Stop antagonizing him,â Emma hushed. They greeted everyone at Reginaâs house. They were evidently the last ones there. Zelena practically lived with Regina and Robin, and young Robin also lived with them and Roland. Emmaâs parents and siblings were already there, and so were Belle and Gideon. Gold was apparently home with the flu. Not that she wished him ill, but she was certainly glad Gold was not there for Christmas Eve to prevent any possible feuds between him and Killian. Granny was also spending Christmas Eve with them since Ruby had moved to Kansas with Dorothy.Â
After greetings, they gathered around for their feast. It was a potluck of Christmas dishes, with a little of everything anyone could want to eat around the holidays. Emma was thankful her morning sickness was pretty much gone, because she was hungry and wanted to enjoy the food. They had brought Emmaâs new found favorite dessert: a chocolate peppermint ganache brownie deliciousness. Emma was craving all things chocolate and peppermint right now, and she had made these brownies at least once a week for the past month. Most of their company seemed to enjoy the brownies as well, complimenting the couple. When everyone had finished eating, the adults helped clean up the kitchen and dishes, while Henry took the children to prepare for their play. Henry had his camera set up to film the play for his senior project. The children got into their costumes, and before long, the adults were settled and the play had gone underway. Emma and Killian sat on a loveseat together, his arms protectively draped over her shoulders. She laid her head on Killianâs shoulder as Henry began narrating the play.Â
Henry was a natural storyteller, and his job as the author only strengthened his skills. Henry had chosen to reenact Emma and Killianâs journey to the past in the Enchanted Forest, when Emma and Killian got to watch Snow and Charming fall in love. The children were playing different people, with Gideon playing his father, Neal as David, Margaret Ruth as Snow, Hope as Emma, Robin as Regina, and Roland as Killian. Henry weaved them through the story, with Hope and Roland going back in time, and arguing in the forest about getting back to the present. There was a costume change, and Hope was then wearing a cloak reminiscent of the Enchanted Forest. They then meet Gideon, who did an excellent job playing his father. Gideon even perfected Rumpleâs voice he used before arriving in Storybrooke 30-some years ago. Hope and Roland had another costume change, and Hope was wearing a red satin dress she had worn for Christmas last year. Roland got down on his knees to help Hope dance during the âballâ. Robin, playing Regina, suddenly interrupted their dance and takes Hope prisoner. Roland and Neal converse before going to break Hope out of prison. Before they get there, Hope has escaped herself and delivers Emmaâs famous line of âSorry. No one saves me but me!â and winks at their audience. Thereâs a brief jump ahead and Hope and Roland help to ensure that Neal and Margaret Ruth meet for the first time. Hope and Roland once again talk with Gideon, before they discover that Hope has her magic again, and they return from their adventure into the past. They all hold hands and bow, finishing out their little play.Â
The adults burst out into applause, and congratulate the kids on their great performance. Every adult in the room embraces Henry and praises him for a job well done. Despite everyone speaking highly of Henryâs hard work, Henry canât help but grumble.Â
âIt would have went a lot smoother if they had actually bothered to practice!âÂ
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âMama! Papa! Itâs Chwistmas! Get up! Get up! Get up!â Hope shrieked, making her way down the hallway to her parentâs bedroom.Â
âUgh, already?â Emma mumbled into her pillow, pulling her husband's arms closer around her. His hand was firmly planted on her baby bump, thumb rubbing circles into her bare skin where her shirt had slid up in sleep. Killian kissed her shoulder before snuggling his face in her long blonde tresses. Hope opened their door and skipped to her fatherâs side of the bed.Â
âPapa! Itâs Chwistmas!â She repeated, trying to climb up the bed. Killian relented and helped her up, tickling her in the process. âPapa!â Hope giggled, crawling on the bed to her mother for protection. Emma enveloped her daughter in her arms, kissing the little girl on her hairline.Â
âGood morning, baby,â Emma said, snuggling Hope closer to her.
âMorning, Mama. It's Chwistmas!â Hope said, her blue eyes shining in the early morning light.Â
âYouâre right. It is Christmas morning. Howâd you sleep?âÂ
âGood! I had dweams that Santa bwought lots of presents! Maybe he bwought me a baby!â Hope said, suddenly remembering her dreams.Â
âA baby?â Emma questioned.Â
âMhmm. I want a baby. Like Iâm Henwyâs baby. I want a baby.â Hope explained.Â
âLike a baby brother or sister?âÂ
âYeah! Henwy says he likes being a big brother. I want to be a big sister!â Emma looked at her husband. He smiled at his girls, before nodding his head to his wife. This was their perfect opportunity.Â
âWell, Santa didnât bring you a baby, but Papa and I have a surprise for you, sweet girl.â Emma began.Â
âA supwise?!â Hope perked up, her riotous blonde curls falling down her back.Â
âYour Mama has a baby in her tummy right now, little love,â Killian said gently, stroking his daughterâs hair as she looked intently at her parents.Â
âIn your tummy?âÂ
âMhmm. Do you want to see?â Emma asked.Â
âYeah!â Emma pulled their comforter down to reveal her baby bump. Hope probably also hadn't noticed because sheâd been wearing baggy sweaters and coats to hide the baby bump from her parents. Hope placed her tiny hands on her motherâs stomach, curiously observing Emmaâs breathing. âThereâs a baby in your tummy? When does it come out?â
âThe baby will come out of my tummy in the spring. In May, right before you get out of school for the summer,â Emma replied, placing her hands over Hopeâs tiny ones.Â
âIs it a brother or a sister?âÂ
âWe donât know yet, baby. We will get to know so soon at the next doctorâs appointment.â
âThe baby has to go to the doctor?!â Hope asked incredulously.Â
âWell, kind of. Mama has to go to the doctor. The doctor has to check on Mama and the baby,â Killian chimed in. âWe had to go to the doctor when you were in Mamaâs tummy, too.â
âI was in Mamaâs tummy?!â
âYep. And your Papa would sing you lullabies every night to help you go to sleep.â Emma smiled at her little family.Â
âJust like you sing me lullabies now Papa! Did you sing to the baby yet?â Hope asked, hands exploring Emmaâs stomach and pushing her shirt up over her bump. Hope was too young to remember Snow being pregnant with Margaret Ruth, so she hadnât really ever been exposed to pregnant women before.Â
âIâve sung a little bit, but the baby is still little, so it hasnât been keeping your Mama up yet. When the baby gets a little bigger, it moves around. When you were big enough and moving around, you sometimes kept your Mama up at night. The only two things that would calm you down enough for Mama to sleep were for me to sing lullabies or for us to sleep on the Jolly Roger. You calmed down because of the waves gently rocking the ship.â Killian explained.Â
âI moved in your tummy?â
âAll. The. Time. You loved kicking me all day long. And sometimes all night long.â
âHas my baby kicked you?â Hope asked, finally tearing her eyes away from her motherâs stomach and looking at her face.Â
âYour baby?â
âIâm Henwyâs baby, so this is my baby,â Hope said matter-of-factly.Â
âWhat about my babies?â Emma questioned the four-year-oldâs logic.
âWe are all your babies, Mama!â Hope giggled in response.
âAhh, I see. And no, the baby hasnât kicked yet. Maybe in a few weeks it will.âÂ
âBut if the baby is not kickinâ you, why you so sweepy?â
âBecause that is just what happens. The baby has to grow a lot. It starts out smaller than the nail on your pinky finger and it gets as big as your baby doll. Then once the baby is out of my belly, it will get as big as Margaret Ruth, and you, and Neal, and Henry and even bigger, just like you are going to get bigger. But the baby is growing a lot, so I have to eat more for the baby, and it makes me tired when the baby is growing,â Emma attempted to explain. Hope nodded in understanding before sliding herself down so her face was right in front of the baby bump.Â
âHi, baby! Iâm Hope! Iâm gonna be a big sister! Donât make Mama too tired today, itâs Chwistmas! And we are gonna see Henwy and Grandma and Grandpa and Neal and Ruthie!âÂ
âHope, Grandpa and Grandma and Neal and Margaret Ruth donât know about the baby yet. We have to tell them. Do you think you could help us tell them in a little bit?â Killian asked.
âGwandma doesnât know?! She knows everything!â
âTell me about it, kid,â Emma said.Â
âI wanna tell them! I wanna tell them!â Hope exclaimed, before beginning to jump up and down on the bed.Â
âBe careful!â Emma and Killian said in unison.Â
âWe have to be very careful with Mama because of the baby right now, little love,â Killian said gently.Â
âSowwy Mama!â
âItâs alright sweet girl. Do you want to wake Henry up so we can get ready to go to Grandma and Grandpaâs?â Emma asked. Hope practically leaped off the bed and ran for the door, a âyes!â coming from her before she rounded the corner towards Henryâs room.Â
âWell, that went well,â Emma said sleepily, curling herself into Killianâs arms. Killian embraced his wife, blunt arm going around her back and his hand finding its place on her stomach once again.
âAye, love. I told you thereâd be nothing to worry about. Our girl loves her baby dolls and is practically your sisterâs older sister. Everything will be fine. And I think your parents will be pleasantly surprised later,â Killian replied. They snuggled together in the stillness of the December morning for several more minutes, until Hope could again be heard down the hallway talking animatedly to Henry about babies and tummies.Â
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âAlright remember Hope- the baby is a secret until we tell you. Then you can tell Grandma and Grandpa,â Henry said, reminding his sister of their plan once more as they pulled up to the Nolanâs farmhouse. The house was decorated for Christmas with lights and garland lining the massive covered front porch.Â
âI âmember!â Hope said, eagerly looking out the window at her grandparentsâ house. âAnd it's a secret from Neal and Ruthie, too!â
âThatâs right. Itâs like how our play was a secret. We canât tell them until Mama or Papa tells you. You did so good keeping the play a secret.â
âIâll be good! I pwomise!â Hope said as Emma parked their car. When they were pregnant with Hope, Emma, and Killian had ventured out of Storybrooke looking for a newer and nicer car for their growing family. They decided on a new Subaru Outback, with 5 seats and plenty of safety features for their icy and snowy winters in Maine. The family got out of the car and made their way up the front steps before knocking and entering the warm house.Â
âMmmm,â Emma said, smelling the aroma of spices and freshly baked goods in the foyer. âMom, I have no idea what youâre making, but it smells so good.â
âThanks, sweetheart! I just took the sourdough out of the oven! Should be perfect with the eggs your father is finishing up.â Snow replied, not leaving her spot in the kitchen. Emma, Killian, Henry, and Hope removed their boots and coats in the mudroom before venturing further into the house. Neal and Margaret Ruth came down the stairs in nice clothes, ready for the inevitable family photo. The children greeted each other before Neal made his way to his sister.Â
âEms! Merry Christmas!â Neal greeted, giving Emma a big hug. Because he was ten, Nealâs head was at Emmaâs abdomen height. In the tight hug, Neal realized something was impacting his ability to hug his sister. âEms?â Neal questioned quietly, looking up from her shirt to Emmaâs face. She just smiled before quietly telling him she would tell him later. He nodded before smiling at his older sister, going back in for a second hug. Snow finally made her way out of the kitchen to greet her daughterâs family, giving everyone hugs. Emma made sure she didnât get too tight of a hug from her mother. She desperately tried to make it until Hope told her parents their little secret after breakfast.Â
They ate breakfast together in the dining room, talking animatedly about different things going on in their lives, specifically, about Henryâs play from the previous night.Â
âHenry, you just did such an incredible job. I have no idea how you pulled it off. I know we all loved it. We got to relive my love story with your grandfather, and a part of your motherâs love story. It was just really special. Thereâs a reason you are the writer,â Snow complimented.Â
âThanks, Grandma. I thought you would like it,â Henry beamed. After breakfast, the adults helped clean up before they moved into the living room to open presents from each other.Â
âAlright, Hope. Come here,â Emma said after over an hour of opening presents. All the presents had been opened, so it was the perfect time for Hope to make their announcement. Hope followed her motherâs directions before Emma whispered in her ear.Â
âOkay, Mama,â Hope whispered back, grinning at her parents and Henry. She turned around to her grandparents who were sitting on another couch before skipping over to them.Â
âGwandma and Gwandpa, thereâs one more present!â Hope excitedly shared.Â
âThere is? Thereâs nothing else under the tree sweetheart,â Snow said, looking from their vibrant Christmas tree to her granddaughter.Â
âItâs not under the tree silly!â Hope giggled. Snow and Charming looked more confused, but let Hope finish. âItâs from Mama! Thereâs a baby in her tummy right now!â The little girl shrieked. It took approximately 1.3 seconds for Snow to catch on before she jumped up off the couch screaming in excitement.Â
âI knew it! I knew something was going on! OH! Iâm SO excited for you Emma! Another baby?! How wonderful is that!â Snow squealed, forcing Emma to stand before embracing her in a very tight hug.Â
âMom. A little tight,â Emma muttered.Â
âOh! Sorry! Iâm just so excited! And you!â Snow said, turning to her husband. âYou have to do the dishes for a month. I told you!â Snow bragged triumphantly.Â
âYou made a bet that I was pregnant?â Emma questioned.Â
âOf course! You were just being so suspicious! The weird appetite? Wanting to eat more? The tiredness? Dear, you were a classic case!â Snow babbled. âAnd you werenât telling me anything whenever I asked. That was a surefire sign!â Snow embraced her eldest again, before hugging her son-in-law.Â
âIâm so happy for you both!â Snow gushed. David had gotten over his initial shock, sure Killian would have told him earlier that they were pregnant again, and gathered Emma in his arms. One hand went around her back, and his other hand held her head like he always did when giving his daughter a comforting embrace.Â
âCongratulations, Emma. I donât know how you continue to make me proud to be your father, but I am so happy for you, and I am so proud of you. I canât wait to have another grandchild.â David said in Emmaâs ear during their embrace.Â
âThanks, Dad. It means a lot, and weâre both really excited,â Emma replied. David let go of his daughter before turning to his son-in-law (and best friend).Â
âIâm a little hurt you didnât tell me earlier, especially when I specifically asked you how Emma was doing. But, I understand, and Iâm really happy for you.â
âThanks, Dave. We wanted to present it as a surprise for Christmas,â Killian said, hugging his mate. David quickly wiped tears from under his eyes trying to appear strong in front of his family.Â
âDad? Are you crying?â Emma asked, perplexed.
âYeah, I just-. Itâs something special to see your daughter growing up and being happy, Seeing you happy with Killian and with your growing family, itâs everything I wanted for you and more.â Davidâs comment brought a fresh layer of tears to Emmaâs eyes, and she burrowed herself in her fatherâs arms once more.Â
âIâm glad you are in my life, Dad. You too, Mom. Merry Christmas. I didnât realize I was going to get so emotional,â Emma said, wiping the tears from her eyes as she looked towards all of her family.Â
âLove, youâre four and a half months pregnant. Of course, you were going to get emotional.â Killian said, face broken out in a permanent smile.Â
âFour and a half months?!â shrieked Snow. Emma was never going to live down the fact that she hid her pregnancy from her mother for over four months, but she wouldnât have it any other way. Her parents were emotional soon-to-be grandparents for the third time. Her siblings looked excited and were already talking with Hope about âher baby in Mamaâs tummyâ, and Henry just looked proud. She sure was proud of her kid, and thankful that he was so supportive of her and Killian growing their little family. Then there was her husband. Killian had rarely looked happier, except maybe when she told him she was pregnant with Hope or the day Hope was born. Gone was the rough-around-the-edges great pirate captain. A loving, kind, generous, and supportive man stood in his place, and Emma couldnât ask for a better friend, husband, or father for her children.Â