#cronusamporaa

let’s all sit here and wait politely for the antis to tell me why, then, they claim to be so against depictions of fictional abuse that in no way involves the potentially underaged reader.

now now, don’t just assume this is because a big bad 13 year old won’t stop accusing ray (who also calls himself “cro” or “megs”) of sexual impropriety over a couple sexual conversations Ray had with said 13 year old (who was 12 at the time). it could just be a coincidence, yeah?

“Pedophiles beware! I’ll call out anyone who abuses children!” - Ray a week ago.

“Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! This community is so toxic!” - Ray four days ago.

“I, uh, I think I left the oven on!” - Ray today.

i’m a former friend of ray’s and i never got directly involved in the drama. my main involvement was to be there to give words of support when the drama was going down because i was worried for his wellbeing and did feel like he had good intentions at the time even tho he was going about helping the wrong way.

i also talked to him about cronus but he’d nitpick and criticize my headcanons even tho im also uncomfortable with rapist cronus. he seems to violently disagree with any cronus portrayal that is not exactly his while claiming he wants to befriend other likeminded cronus fans. so, if he wants to be friends on the basis that you’re a gold star cronus fan ™, watch out.

he did keep pressuring me to go make callout posts for you and the others, and i always found reasons not to do it. again i basically just wanted to help HIM because i could see he was going thru some pretty awful stuff and wanted to help him without supporting his methods.

i also want to apologize for enabling the guy because he’d say a lot of ableist/violent things and i pretty much kept agreeing with him because i was scared of the way he’d attack people and did not want to become a target myself. i’m sincerely sorry for my contribution to the drama, and i hope that you and everyone else involved is staying safe throughout this ordeal.

also there’s some things i’ve accidentally done to make the drama worse and i’ll elaborate in a second submission. that information would easily allow him to identify me, so i am keeping that part separate in case you want to publish this. also i’m sorry about being very vague in this post but again im afraid of him coming after me.

we thankfully did drift apart without me getting on his bad side, so i did make it out of there safely. the point at which he started publicly posting graphic violent fantasies and untagged gore images was what finally knocked some sense into me. it also became increasingly more evident that his good intentions had devolved into cruelty. he was caring less about survivors and more about having control over others.

tl;dr: i fucked up by enabling him and i apologize for being a contributor to this drama. i’d like to share my experiences interacting with him to make sure no others end up in my situation.

[holyyyyyshit, anon. i’m so sorry! he is awful. if he retaliates against you for sharing this, please ping me ASAP so i can step in. although i’m feeling like, at this point he wouldn’t dare. but if he does. 

if you want to come talk on kintsugi, you will find a lot of people there who will also back you up. no pressure, but after reading the second submission, i’m kinda dying to talk to you more.

honestly this whole thing is extremely ridiculous. you don’t have anything on me to back up your claims. the worst i’ve done is say some bad shit when i was being emotionally abused–by you–and for that i’m sorry. a testament to that apology is that i’ve never posted about it again, despite you having abused me and put me in an institution to avoid being held responsible for driving me to attempted suicide. but i’m not going to bend over backwards to apologize to anyone who slanders me and then gets mad at me for not taking their shit.

things i’ve been accused of that have not happened

ever

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rape apology/rape fantasies (for liking a character that never raped anyone)

pedophilia (for simply talking to someone i didn’t know was a minor)

neo-nazism (???)

anti-semitism (for being against roach’s pedophilia ???)

myriad other things that i can’t think of, these just take the cake

all with zero viable proof. these just came out of nowhere, conveniently after it got out that y’all are into some really shady shit,

with proof

. and you wonder why i’m not standing for it or taking you seriously anymore?

i did nothing to deserve these accusations. i don’t have to prove to you every single time i’ve apologized to you, which you keep digging back up and pretending i’ve never apologized. i don’t have to do that, especially not when you don’t even lift a finger to understand that what you’re doing to me and others is bad.

it’s not just me that thinks this either, like. i’ve looked around out of curiosity. no one outside of your clique really believes anything you say about me, because there’s no proof of it. maybe if you were able to make sound concerns instead of wildly inaccurate accusations about people, you wouldn’t run into problems like people being so pissed off that they say bad shit to you because of what you instigated. maybe you’d be taken seriously instead of being a laughing stock.

anyway, that’s my last post on the matter. the rest of the nonsense anons are being blocked/ignored as they come, just like all the others.

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11 Jun 2016 at 6:28PM

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megs.txt

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notice all of this nonsense came out after other people not associated with me found out about y'alls shady shit

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it wasn't ever me to begin with.

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i didn't even KNOW about roach's crap until i saw it on my dashboard.

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y'all are just looking for a scapegoat

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