she sits to next to him , her arm going to pull him close as she rests head upon shoulder - in front of them a fire stirs , the embers dance , and his grey eyes haven't left flames. there's a stirring , a nagging piece of him that's left him beyond ragged. parts of himself that he's starting to doubt - more of his mind ebbs away each day , and he is all but defeated. bruce wayne an even bigger enigma. there was always the idea that this mask would be one that would enable another but ? there are nights in which he questions his very will.
there is of course the question of inherited traits , DNA that he can no longer deny. he remembers his mother - manic in her emotions. days in which she'd be exactly who she'd always been , and days in which ? well ... she'd frighten her son. there was no knowing back then , he a young child the levity of what mental illness could do. a father who was less than perfect , and treated her with less attention over the years. perhaps it was this need for power , - to know that thomas wayne could get away with practically anything ... entitlement.
as they sit on the edge of that couch he can feel his eyes burning , the sadness of it all settling. wondering if the memory of his mother fades due to the nights that he has spent fighting for the people of gotham. her cruelty now is more remembered , the goodness of heart slipping. that frustration felt acutely , his mind playing tricks on him. wondering if his early years spent in arkham have not quite come to an end.
โ it's you and me. โ ย / @croftborn
her words grounding his very soul , whispered solely to him , and they bring him back. eyes avert , and he looks over at her - staring down as her chin rests against shoulder , her eyes staring up. the flames of the fireplace reflected in her very iris'.
' i need to know that , more than ever ' his tonality soft , yet vulnerable , ' i feel as if i'm losing parts of myself , pieces that kept me ... - ' he doesn't quite know how to word , and the sentence is never finished. ' have i ever told you about my mother ? ' he moves closer to her , perhaps hoping that sharing this with lara will somehow save his mind , in the coming months he'll ask for this memory repeated. ' we never talk about our mothers ... '