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My home by Allagar – Deviant art Here we are at the end of the year. This has been a crazy time and filled with tons of new stuff for me to unpack. I realize that I missed November’s time for posting and for that, I am deeply sorry. It’s always a bit of a nice surprise to see how many people come to my website to check for anything new when I haven’t posted. To be fair I only missed last month…

I met you   and   I    came   home  with you

all over me          my mind         that is

though you didn't   know    it  and I  

zipped myself  back  up   before   I

came  apart   because   your skin was a    stop

sign   and            her heart was a     stop

sign and   it's funny how         skin         can be a

dressing or a whisper or a    warning   and it

can burn like a third-degree  and we'll wear it

anyway   because  it's  the only cage we've ever

         known                         and let me tell you:    

I      now      light   myself   on              fire  

because  I like watching  myself  

Everybody wants to be honest,

but few are willing.

.

.

.

Or do you just run with the pain

Saying and doing things that later cause you shame

Playing the blame game, pointing fingers left & right

Not knowing which battles you should or shouldn’t pick

Not knowing when to back down from a fight

Regret brews in your solar plex

Of those you gave parts of yourself to

Through the action of sex

Swapping energies with negative entities

Till eventually they corrupted me

Leaving me

Bleeding

Furiously

My negative thoughts leaking uncontrollably out into the world...

But I’m just one, singular girl

A woman scorned

Yet I crave to be reborn

& freed from the darkness in me that desperately craves a space in the depths of my soul

Every moment the demons grow closer, I can feel the body growing cold...

WAKE UP!

He yells at me as he looks over me

- Unplugged.

The war has just begun.

Naami Soya