I'm just so done fighting. I'm exhausted from constantly trying to prove my worth to everyone. I'm sick of always dealing with this imposter syndrome, of telling myself I suck at writing, that my music is trash, and literally everything else... and every single time I just throw it all away. I let my socials go dark and I feel completely lost, especially when I see other people effortlessly getting opportunities I know I'll never have. It feels like everyone else just hollows out everything I am and everything I wish I could be. Why is it so incredibly hard to just find someone who actually gets it, someone to lean on so we can lift each other up? This place, what the internet has turned into today, has completely drained the fun out of making music for me.