#crazy night

1. I went to therapy at 9 and talked abt getting put on meds, my mom was present for this session and I lowkey ended up spilling a LOT that I had never spilled before (it went well tho)

2. After that I went home, and sat around for a few hours dilly dallying

3. I watched this weird ass movie with my mom that didn't make any sense and we were both confused the entire time

4. I get a text message at 6pm from @pearlescent-moon asking if I want to come over, and i somehow convinced my mom to let me go even tho there was ice on the roads and everything (i lowk I lied and told her that Leah's car has 4 wheel drive...it definitely DOES NOT)

5. I get in the car and IMMEDIATELY there is a screaming match between Leah and her mom, and then her mom started blaring Tupac at full blast

6. We eventually get to her house, and we have a jolly Ole time together, I hit her 🍃 2 times just for funzies, and THATS WHEN SHIT GOT WILD!

7. We convinced her mom to leave the house at around 1 am so we could be home alone, and then Leah randomly spawns on me "hey so, I'm not going to get to see my bf for a while after today, so like are you fine with him walking here?" And at this point I had hit the 🍃 3 times, so like an idiot I said, "Yeah sure whatever" (BIG MISTAKE!)

8. Oh also, her bf was DRUNK ASF, it was 30 degrees outside with ice on the roads, and he walked 50 minutes to her house (it actually ended up taking 2 hours, because at first he went the wrong way and walked an hour in the wrong direction, and then he almost passed out in a random person's yard, and then he lowk ran away from 3 cops) (while he had all of that going on, me and Leah were laying her bed, she was scrolling on tiktok, and I laid down with my eyes closed for 2 hours fantasizing about Byler scenarios in my head...which was super fun because i was high and it felt like i was watching a movie in my head)

9. He EVENTUALLY makes it to her house at like...6 o'clock in the morning, hes drunk as a skunk, and im just completely unbothered by the whole thing because I hadn't slept in atleast 22 hours and I was high as kite. He walks into the house, and, long story short, he runs up the stairs, and then belly flops down them, for no reason. (And then started laughing hard asf, so I said, "DO IT AGAIN!" And then he did it again...4 more times...but on the 4th time, he actually somersault down the stairs and did like 4 backflips while tumbling. He landed in a pile of shoes, and hit his head on a wooden dresser. He jumped up immediately, completely unbothered, and then ran up the stairs again into Leah's room, and then they hung out for like 45 minutes, and then he walked back to his house.

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The beginning of the night was PERFECT! Apart from the fact that I did throw up about 15 minutes before the show started, in the puke bag I brought myself, and then again about 5 minutes before in a garbage can in front of the whole stadium. Had a cute ass paramedic come check on me though and he gave me a new puke bag and water bottle so that was cool.

Afterwards I was having the time of my god damn life. Stray Kids were incredible - the vibes were off the charts and and I adore them so much. They made me feel like a human again.

Unfortunately, good things never last and tragedy came upon me when my phone died and I was all alone without a charger or a car because I took a Lyft thinking it’d be easier. Because of this, I panicked, my fight or flight kicked in, and I chose flight and left the god damn stadium right before the encore started. I missed a whole part of the show because I’m a fucking idiot and didn’t think before taking action. I was running around the city of Seattle by myself for two hours- I asked three different people for help before I finally ran into two beautiful girls from Wisconsin who let me borrow their phone charger. They even let me come with them to their Airbnb so I could keep charging my phone and have an address to give my roommate to come pick me up.

In the end I was safe and made it home with my roommate who is my second savior of the night and came and picked me up.