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how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long
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the time you spent healing is not wasteful and you can still feel sad about the things you missed out on because you took time to heal.
Gonna start referring to all my past traumatic experiences as "lore"
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This blog will be a collection of thoughts, regarding my personal life, my history, and my objective is especially to find people in a similar situation where I am because I've been feeling like a bird in a cage for the past 3 years and for the next years to come as well, with no end closer...
I don't know if I'll even post any tags here, I'll probably just add #cptsd stuff, as well as #Tori-thoughts alongside it
I'm just so, so tired...
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Bouncing back and forth between “i don’t wanna be alone” and “i want to isolate myself” is quite the wild ride.
But incase you weren’t aware, these are both ways a fear of abandonment can show itself.
Feeling a lot of "you shouldn't feel that way" sort of feelings lately. A lot of "you can't give up" sort of feelings. A lot of things that usually, when shared outloud, people try to shut down. Sure they mean well, they don't want to see you hurting or struggling or anything like that. Intense, heavy, difficult emotions are hard for a lot of people to witness though. People don't want to sit in their own discomfort, so they try to change how you feel.
If you ask me, all that really does is lead people to stop saying things outloud, to stop sharing when they're feeling some kind of way. Because what that behavior tells them is "you're not safe to share that with me". So they don't share it.
If you could talk with your abuser with no threat to your life, no consequences, and they had to shut up and listen, what would you say?
Be as hateful or as generous as you want. Homicidal ideations- anything. Get it out.
